104. Chapter 104 101 Tokyo Bay Cruise and consultation with Ichijo

Author: Mijiang failed

Run, run, run

Stop pestering

Please, let me go.

Masumi, run

The sound of his snoring became thicker, the ground under his feet began to become softer, and his steps became increasingly weak.

The shadow behind is approaching,

The gloomy feeling sent a chill down her spine.

That beautiful new world is far away, far away across the blue sea, far away under the clouds,

But, it's too far

She no longer has the confidence to go to the other side

"Come here quickly!"

On the sea in front of me, a small boat suddenly appeared, and a fishing line hanging a book was thrown from the boat.

The book opened and turned into a life vest.

However, before catching the fishing line that was indistinguishable from the sky,

Her eyes were swallowed up by darkness——————

call--

Ichijo Masumi woke up from a nightmare, her thin pajamas were wet, revealing her beautiful curves.

Wiping the sweat from her forehead and chest, she looked out the window at the dark ocean with lingering fear.

"The Old Man and the Sea" is lying next to the pillow, the earphones are also on the pillow, and the song "The Old Man and the Sea" is still playing on a loop on the phone.

Obviously he was providing her with a way to face problems alone, but instead she was discussing collective life.

Ichijo Masumi immediately overturned the order of attribute labels he had attached to Asama in his heart.

"Isn't it something to be happy about if someone likes your playing?"

Asama took off his glasses, rubbed his eyebrows, and was silent for a long while. Ichijo Masumi stared at him in confusion.

Ichijo Masumi's eyes lit up,

"Can you elaborate?"

"Why?"

Asama was only found in the class by Ichijo one day, and Yasaka came to declare his sovereignty the next day.

The old man's reason for going to sea cannot be completely summed up by the word courage, but rather the calmness of his shortcomings and the pursuit of his ideals.

When people encourage each other, it is easier to get rid of loneliness.

Ichijo Masumi took a shower and felt quite awake.

Asama then shrugged, indicating that he was just joking.

He is a trustworthy person. After misunderstanding him twice, he still chose to enlighten me regardless of past suspicions.

The ginger lily aromatherapy placed at the door, the umbrella deliberately left behind on a rainy day, the olive branch rejected by Konoe's family, and the look of disgust he looked at her all became Ichijo's sense of security.

Instead of going to the temple fair or watching the fireworks, she chose to read and listen to music alone in her room this afternoon.

"Perhaps if you change your lifestyle, it will be more popular? There will be more people coming to your love counseling department for consultation."

"Then ask for help from your family. Let the Ichijo family talk to the Yasaka family. By the way, you are not related by marriage."

After she was isolated by Class K, only Yasaka Seiichiro continued to care about her.

Although I somewhat dislike his condescending and preachy tone.

"In other words, he is constantly destroying your stable place, so you choose to hide your name and create a four-hand piano club in the literary club building?"

Indeed, there is no need to maintain a false friendship. And excessive anxiety can only hurt yourself.

Or is it that Yasaka is from Konoe?

Probably not. If so, it can only be said that they are pretending too well.

"I don't want it, because to let Yasaka focus on other things, you need money to complete all aspects. The more money, the better."

【Flowers do not bloom for florists, people have their own moon.】

"But Adler, who was praised in "The Courage to Be Disliked", didn't mention the idea that "the importance of human beings depends on their contribution to the lives of others"? In the collective contribution

It’s easy for you to contribute and get praise, right?”

"So, there is nothing wrong with pursuing perfection, but getting used to imperfection, whether it's someone else's or your own - not getting tripped up by it is the key to building your own world."

That’s why there are fishing lines and sea of ​​clouds in dreams.

She dreamed about that thing again. Until the end, she didn't have the courage to ask the reason.

"But I said I don't know."

"I have one last question."

But it is undeniable that those words are powerful, trying to teach her something and push her forward.

"In addition, the separation of tasks must be clarified. Don't actively interfere with other people's tasks, and don't easily let others interfere with your own tasks.

This Yasaka is really evil in what he does.

When did I show that I wanted to be popular?

In addition, is the way you express kindness by transforming others according to your ideas?

Ichijo Masumi's mind was instantly occupied by those negative reviews. She looked at a piece of ice that melted into the shape of a Go chess piece and whispered,

"Shouldn't we face our own problems head on? I hate being judged, which is a sign of low self-esteem."

If he wanted to, he could easily destroy the current [Masumi Ichijo].

More importantly, music does not lie. There is a tacit understanding of music between her and him.

June 25, night, Tokyo Bay.

Worry less about gains and losses, and many answers and things that must be done will automatically appear in front of you.

"Are there any other similar books you would recommend?"

"He said that he was attracted to me during a piano competition. I don't know if he was a spectator or a participant. I only remember that Konoe won the competition, but I cried like a fool."

But if she just said it on LINE, she felt it was wrong. But if she said it in person, she couldn't control her distance and emotions.

"Did he say there was anything he liked about you?"

"Change what?"

Isolate her and then save her - she has learned this trick twice in her 16 years of life.

Ichigo reminds me of the video posted in the class group - Asama Shisui, like a god coming down from the earth, killed the seniors and won the first place.

"On the contrary, I am an opponent of collectivism. I don't need other people's evaluations. You should pay less attention to other people's evaluations of you."

Qian Jing Shui is a peculiar existence.

"I really don't know how to read some classic works."

Asama took a sip of tea, casually opened a borrowed copy of "The Old Man and the Sea", and said,

Will the second Yana meet Ayano?

"Things are indeed not absolute. Just like those who wanted to win a few days ago, what they pursued in the end was just winning the argument.

"Have you ever considered supporting other people's love for him so that he has no time to worry about it?"

On the small round table in front of her were two cups of tea with ice cubes, and the ice cubes made a crackling sound in the tea.

"so what?"

Less mental drain?

"I always feel that what you just said, Asama, makes it easy to ignore or even cover up your own shortcomings."

"By the way, Asama, aren't you going to change something?"

"Obviously. This could cause terrible mental damage to him. So, even so, are you going to continue?"

All kinds of failures, all kinds of ridicule, can't compare to that thing.

From that moment on, she realized that she seemed to have been bullied from birth.

"Even if you realize your own imperfections?"

Let's go, discuss with him his experience and problems in reading the past two days, and ask him how to deal with Yasaka Seiichiro.
To be continued...