Chapter 1: Epiphany and Dream

Author: Tomato Mutant Tyrannosaurus Warrior

Chapter 1: Epiphany and Dream

“There are two me in the world

One wants to go home

One wants to travel far

A toast to invite the bright moon

One kneels to pick up broken silver

A blue shirt and white horse Xu Fengnian

A fireworks speak softly in the world

A heart that is higher than the sky and chases the star

A mediocre effort to find the result

One in the text, the white horse's spring shirt slowly flows

In life, one is still poor."

Ye Xingchen, who had been in the society for four years since he started to enter the society, sat in a barbecue stall in a corner and looked at the vehicles coming and going on the road in front of him and said to himself.

"When did it become so literary? This is not like you."

At this time, a flat-headed boy sitting opposite him said, rubbing the string.

Ye Xingchen shook his head bitterly, picked up a bottle of beer on the table and took a big mouthful.

The flat-headed boy looked at Ye Xingchen in front of him and seemed to be in a bad mood. He quickly picked up the beer beside him and stood up and said, "Hey, didn't you say you could drink with me today? Why are you so unrighteous? Come on, if you don't drink with me, I can't drink with you?"

As he said that, he drank almost half of the bottle of beer in one go.

"Don't do it." The flat-headed boy emptyed the beer bottle in his hand, then sat down again and asked, "What's wrong? Is the work not going well or the family not harmonious?"

"It's nothing, I just feel too tired to live."

Ye Xingchen, who was still dead just now, suddenly became plain and his eyes were not at all turbulent.

"Damn, don't scare me, I'm scared. If you have anything to do, don't be too impressed. If you die, what will dad do? Ah..."

As he said that, the boy with flat head began to cry "show his true feelings".

"Get out of here, who can't think of it anymore? You can talk. Go to the dog table." Ye Xingchen pointed at the dog who was playing happily in the trash can over there, and said to the flat-headed boy in a bad tone.

The flat-headed boy is named Zhao Hao, but Ye Xingchen usually likes to disassemble his name and call him Zhao Ritian. This name is so domineering.

"I'm not thinking too much, that's good, that's good, that's good, let's talk about it, what's wrong, this is so depressed." Zhao Hao returned to his serious appearance, and then opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Ye Xingchen.

Ye Xingchen took the beer and said, "It's nothing, it's just too tired."

"Work?"

"Not only, I'm very tired in all aspects."

"As far as I know, your job is pretty good, your monthly income is over 10,000 yuan, and you also sit in the office every day. Look at me, only 8,000 yuan is exhausted when you enter the factory. You are still yelling here that you are tired, and my back teeth are almost broken." Zhao Hao looked at Ye Xingchen with jealousy at this moment.

Ye Xingchen smiled bitterly: "Come on, I still envy you. At least you do whatever you want. Your family won't care too much about you. As for me, my life seems to be planned and I have no freedom."

"Who said no one cares, but I just don't listen." Zhao Hao said relaxedly, "Maybe I'm rebellious, but I feel that time passes really fast. If I don't live for myself now, I'm afraid there will be no chance in the future. Besides, in this form, this thing mutates every day. Who knows how many rounds I can withstand, maybe I'll be able to regain my positive energy tomorrow."

"Uh..." Ye Xingchen suddenly said in a mess, not knowing what to say.

This is Zhao Hao who continued: "You are just too entangled. You care about other people's vision and want to live out yourself. When you persuade others, you understand the principles. When you change it to yourself, you will not be able to do it. Who is not tired?"

"Too."

Ye Xingchen nodded. It was indeed nothing wrong with what he said. Looking at the beer in his hand, he couldn't help frowning.

Zhao Hao could see at a glance that Ye Xingchen was struggling with something and continued, "Master, I remember that you said something to us when you were a freshman year. I realized it at that time. I didn't expect that as a master, you haven't understood it thoroughly."

"What?"

"We will die one day, maybe ten years later, maybe thirty years, maybe fifty years, who knows, there is no trace of our existence in this world."

"Uh, I have some impression." Ye Xingchen was looking for memories from his mind at this time.

"I don't remember the topics I talked about at that time, but I remembered this sentence until now. Just when you finished this sentence, I suddenly realized that everything is not important, such as face, human nature, and pressure. I thought about this sentence all night, and I felt refreshed when I woke up the next day. Since then, I have been having a happy day because nothing matters anymore.

Xingzi, I'll ask you a question."

Ye Xingchen looked up at the friend in front of him. He broke through and found that he seemed to have never known him. After a while, he slowly said: "You ask?"

"Suppose you will die next year, of course I'm not cursing you."

"I know, you keep going."

At this time, Ye Xingchen seemed to have caught something and was eager to continue listening.

"Suppose you will die next year, what kind of job will you choose, what kind of life will you live, what attitude will you face your friends, and what attitude will you face your family?"

With a bang, Ye Xingchen felt that it was clear in front of him. The big stone that had been blocking his heart disappeared at this moment, and he felt much more relaxed.

It took a long time before Ye Xingchen woke up from that feeling, then raised the wine in front of him and said, "Haozi, thank you! You are very powerful. I think you are the one with the highest level among the six of us."

"Stop, don't praise me, just open it yourself, drink it."

After the two of them touched each other, they drank all the time.

...

Ye Xingchen didn't know how much he drank that night. After taking a taxi to Haozi, he returned home staggeringly. Fortunately, his house was nearby, and his parents paid 500,000 yuan and down payment. The remaining 500,000 yuan was Ye Xingchen who slowly paid the loan. In this small city, the housing prices were not cheap at all. Ordinary people may not be able to buy a house and a car in their own life.

When Ye Xingchen returned home, he fell asleep on his bed. Perhaps it was because of alcohol or the reason for resolving his worries, and Ye Xingchen quickly fell asleep.

He seemed to hear a voice in a hazy way.

"If you were given a chance to start over in your life, would you live the way you wanted?"

"meeting!"

Although Ye Xingchen's consciousness was very vague at this time, his answer was particularly firm.

“I will live for myself, for happiness.

But life cannot be started again."

"Who said it!"

...

Then a strong white light suddenly appeared in front of Ye Xingchen's eyes, as if under this white light, darkness had nowhere to hide.

After his consciousness was awake, Ye Xingchen vaguely heard the sound again

"Remember what you say and live for yourself."

Ye Xingchen asked the doubt in his heart: "Who are you?"

"I, I am you. Oh, I forgot, I have another name, Ye Xingchen."

(End of this chapter)
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