Author: Si Mei

With the Chen family here, the news can be suppressed quickly. However, this method cannot stop the mouths of netizens. If one keyword is blocked, there will always be another keyword.

People are always the most talented in the online world.

Chen Ye was not slandered by the words of netizens, but because the past experience caused him pain. He had never convinced himself, and he blamed himself for Yan Qi's death, so how could he easily get over it.

However, now that he has Lin Yeye and Yan Mu, he can't let them worry.

So Chen Ye went to work as usual, but there was only indifference in his eyes. The food was always delicious, but he had lost a lot of weight.

Lin also realized how Chen Ye felt when he was sick and fell asleep.

She really had no choice. Her understanding of Chen Ye was too weak, so she finally asked Yan Mu about what happened back then.

The person who died was Yan Mu's biological brother, which made Lin really talk for a long time. But fortunately, although Yan Mu was an introverted child, he knew what the adults were thinking.

Most importantly, he is also worried about Chen Ye.

"Sister Qin Chu said that my brother is sick, but he refuses to treat him."

Lin Ye's heart shrank, and then he got the answer from Yan Mu's eyes.

The brother he was talking about was Chen Ye.

Yan Qi and Yan Mu were born into a family of geniuses. Their grandparents were professors at famous universities. In their parents’ generation, the family all moved to the United States. Their father studied physics and their mother studied mathematics.

They have a family disease gene, bipolar disorder, and I don’t know which generation the two families have it from.

Doing research requires talent, and it is also the most susceptible to mental illness.

Both Yan's parents have bipolar disorder in their families. Medical science was not so advanced back then, so during the examination, it was not found to be a familial genetic disease.

As a result, things in the Yan family would always get broken for no apparent reason.

Bipolar disorder cannot control one's emotions.

There is nothing wrong with them being geniuses in their respective fields, but learning will always have difficulties when it reaches a certain point. Once difficulties arise and they cannot move forward, that is when the Yan family is most troubled.

Later, there was almost no family in the Yan family, only a table and a bed.

I don’t know what the situation will be until one day, suddenly both Yan’s father and Yan’s mother committed suicide in the bathroom at home. The blood stained the floor tiles, the walls, and the world of the Yan brothers.

After Yan Qi entered university, his tutor persuaded him to go to the hospital for examination. At that time, the development of medicine was already very advanced.

But Yan Qi did not choose to go and just asked Yan Mu to have a check-up.

Yan Mu's results were normal, so the two brothers were relieved, thinking that Yan Mu was normal and Yan Qi would be fine.

This kind of reasoning is the most baseless, and Yan Qi, who has the most rigorous requirements for studying mathematics, would not know it.

But he was determined that he was fine.

How did he discover something strange later? When his research stalled, he would always scratch his neck impatiently and scratch everywhere on his body. Outsiders couldn't notice it because he always wore long sleeves, long trousers, and high heels.

collared clothes.

Yan Mu also discovered it by chance.

But Yan Mu was too young at that time and was easily ignored by Yan Qi.

The condition worsened in his third year of college. During that time, Yan Qi's mental state was unprecedentedly tense, and his skin would be scratched and his clothes would be soaked with blood.

At that time, Yan Mu was a little older and finally realized that there was something wrong with his brother's behavior.

Yan Mu studied in a nearby middle school, and it was easy for him to hear things when he went out on the street.

For example, the relationship between Yan Qi and Chen Ye broke down.

At that time, Xiao Yan Mu knew Chen Ye. Every time Yan Qi met Chen Ye, he would always be very happy.

When Yan Mu saw Yan Qi scratching his skin again, he said, "Brother, where is brother Chen Ye? Have you broken up with each other?"

At that time, Yan Qi's face was pale and his smile was forced. It was not until a long time later that Yan Mu realized that the word meant forced smile.

It probably lasted a few months. One fall, when Yan Mu was carrying his bag home, he smelled the disgusting but familiar smell of blood.

He saw the crowd, saw Yan Qi surrounded by the crowd, and saw Chen Ye running over to cover his eyes.

Yan Mu really wanted to ask, Brother Chen Ye, why did you break off the relationship with your brother?

But during that time, Chen Ye's condition was extremely bad, and Yan Mu, who was also in grief, could easily feel his pain.

Later, Yan Mu heard from Qin Chu that his brother had been ill a long time ago. It was a family hereditary disease that people could not control. Once some low emotions invaded, it was difficult to drive them away by themselves.

So I can only resort to self-mutilation to wake myself up.

Qin Chu said that things cannot go smoothly between friends. As far as she knew, there was no major conflict between the two people. As for why Chen Ye stayed away from Yan Qi at that time, she didn't know.

Yan Mu didn't understand at that time. Some people said that Chen Ye killed his brother. But why was Chen Ye in so much pain?

So he asked Qin Chu: Sister Qin Chu, was it brother Chen Ye who killed my brother?

Qin Chu knelt down, held his hand, and shook his head firmly.

Yan Mu believed it.

He had heard in school that his whole family was weird. His parents were sick, and now that his brother was dead, he must also be sick.

What about him?

When he questioned himself like this, Chen Ye managed to get up from the abyss with one breath, took him to the most authoritative hospital, and acted awkwardly as an older brother to tell him.

You are not sick.

Yan Mu looked up numbly at the young man with red bloodshot eyes and a sloppy beard on his chin.

Chen Ye knelt down and said in a hoarse voice: If you are willing, I will be your brother from now on.

Yan Mu thought that his brother in heaven would be very happy.

Because he likes brother Chen Ye so much.

When he heard this, Lin Ye burst into tears silently.

She finally understood what Chen Ye's pain was.

Just like she had trapped herself in a cage for so many years, no matter what Yiyi, Uncle Han, or her grandfather and brothers said, she refused to believe that what happened to her parents was not because of her.

Stubbornly believing that if they had not made that call, would things have been different? Would they be able to spend every birthday with them in the future?

Chen Ye must be the same way, he deeply blames himself for his alienation and indifference towards Yan Qi during that time.

He must be blaming himself for making Yan Qi's condition worse.

Yan Mu reached out his hand and awkwardly wiped the tears on Lin Yeye's face.

"Sister, don't cry."

Lin didn't want to cry either, but couldn't help it.

She knew how much pain she had, so she could understand.

How painful is Chen Ye?
Chapter completed!