Extra Story: How much love can be repeated 4
She did not hesitate to use harsh and vicious words to scold him, but after scolding him, the person who had the hardest time letting go was herself.
I have clearly said that I will never shed another tear for this man, and I have clearly told myself that from now on, they will return to each other, and they will not owe each other anything.
But why, this man's look of despair and his sorrowful words can still disturb the already peaceful heart.
These days, his pervasive presence around her has caused her life to deviate from its original track.
She finally mustered up the courage to get to where she is today. She didn't want to waste all her efforts because of this man. She didn't want the pride she had worked so hard for so many years to fall short.
"Xue Ning, Xu Ning." Gao Lingfeng chased after him. This time he no longer hid in the distance, but chose to get closer.
Lu Xuening lowered her head, pretending not to hear anything, and walked forward quickly.
Perhaps he was walking a little hastily, and his heel crooked, and he sprained his foot.
Lu Xuening, however, ignored the pain in his heels and continued to walk forward with a limp.
"You've got sprained ankles, I'll carry you on my back." Gao Lingfeng rushed forward quickly, grabbed Lu Xuening's hand, and tried to help her onto his back.
"I don't want you to worry about it." Lu Xuening shook off Gao Lingfeng's hand and moved forward stubbornly.
"Do you have to wait until your feet are crippled before you are satisfied? Lu Xuening, it doesn't matter if you hate me, but there is no need for you to have trouble with your feet. If your feet are crippled, I see how you can hide from me." Gao Lingfeng aside.
He grabbed her shoulders, with a hint of annoyance on his gentle face.
"What if I just can't live with myself? It's not your turn to take care of it. Yes, if my foot is disabled, it's disabled, so what's the big deal? Anyway, I'm already a disabled woman, and I don't care if I have another disabled part.
"Lu Xuening gritted her teeth, tears flowed down a little unsatisfactorily, and her shoulders were trembling.
Gao Lingfeng's face turned pale for a while, and he looked at Xue Ning with dim eyes. He felt as if a heavy stone was weighing down his heart, making him unable to breathe.
The word disabled is a forbidden word here in Lu Xuening, but he mentioned it unconsciously.
He clearly and profoundly understood what incompleteness Lu Xuening was referring to.
And all of this is thanks to him.
What she lost was a womb, and what he lost was the love he had been pursuing.
For a moment, the atmosphere felt strangely depressing and uncomfortable. The two of them were silent to each other, and no one spoke.
Lu Xuening took a deep breath and smiled a little self-consciously. What happened to her has been lost for seven years. She has become accustomed to it and is numb, and she never deliberately mentions it in front of others.
But why, when facing this man, she couldn't help but think of that painful past and shocking moment.
By saying this in front of him, was she pretending to be pitiful and weak to gain sympathy?
Where did the vigorous, bold and sharp policewoman go? Where did the hot-tempered, straightforward snow go? She didn't like this self-pitying, angry little girl Lu Xuening at all.
Over the years, she had almost forgotten the painful past, but this man refused to let her go. He lingered around her, stinging the scarred wound bloodyly.
"I'm sorry." Gao Lingfeng lowered his head, looking a little depressed, and looked at Xuening sadly, "I just want to talk to you properly, and I just want to spend more time with you. I know, I'm guilty
Chapter completed!