"Okay, go to hell." Lu Xuening looked at Gao Lingfeng with some excitement, and pushed him angrily, "What's the point of telling me this now? Gao Lingfeng, you can still be a father, I will be my father for the rest of my life.

I can no longer be a mother. I am no longer a

A complete woman, I don’t even have the right to have children, do you know? Do you know? Why, why do you have to be so cruel, why do you have to remove my uterus so cruelly, why, tell me why,

You bastard, bastard."

Even after so many years, Lu Xuening felt as if she had fallen into a dark bottomless abyss and kept falling downwards every time she thought of that moment on the operating table.

There was no one around her to rely on, no place for her to stop.

She just watched helplessly as the cold scalpel penetrated her body and took away a mother's most precious thing.

As he spoke, Lu Xuening stood up, pushed Gao Lingfeng hard, beat his body repeatedly, and shouted at the top of his lungs.

Gao Lingfeng's expression was a little twitchy, he just looked at Lu Xuening indifferently, and faced her questions one after another, he was completely speechless and could only say sorry one by one.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, what's the use of being sorry. Gao Lingfeng, do you know? That is my child. How much I want to give you a child, but your ruthless kick has shattered all my dreams. These

For years, I have had nightmares every night, dreaming that our child came back to me covered in blood, asking me why I didn’t want him, and asking mommy and daddy why they didn’t want him. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel?

"Lu Xuening cried bitterly, her expression looking very depressed.

In front of others, she is a resolute and heroic female police officer. Over the years, she has been living her life wearing this mask of pretending to be strong. Who knew that she would wake up from a nightmare every night, and it would seem like it happened yesterday?

I came back to my senses at the miserable wedding.

She kept telling herself and warning others that everything in the past was no longer important and she had completely forgotten it.

Only she understood that that wedding was a nightmare that she would never wake up from in her life. This nightmare would haunt her for the rest of her life.

"I know, I understand. Xue Ning, I feel the pain in your heart and the pain in your heart. If I could take my place, I wish I could bear this pain for you. Over the years, every moment, I

I regret every minute

I blamed myself and asked myself over and over again why I was such a bastard and did something worse than a beast. I killed our child with my own hands. I actually killed our child alive. Maybe it was because the child's resentment was hard to get rid of.

,so

That's why you punish me like this, making me panic all day long and spend every day in pain and guilt. You can't be a mother, and I won't be a father. Xuening, please believe in me, okay? No matter how difficult the road ahead is.

I will always accompany you through the difficulties

By your side, I will never leave you again. Xuening, can you give me a chance, give me another chance?" Gao Lingfeng looked at Xuening with a heartbroken face, said sadly, and tightened his grip.
Chapter completed!