Sweet Happiness 47
"Stop talking, it's all my fault. No matter what, I shouldn't have been rough with you. You want to hit or scold you, it's up to you."
After Zheng Yuanyang finished speaking, he grabbed Zhang Haiyang's hand and waved it randomly towards the top of his head and chest.
Zhang Haiyang used all his strength to pull back his hand and hit him, which hurt her heart.
"You know? When I saw you climbing up the window, I couldn't suppress the fear in my heart. After seeing you, the fear turned into anger."
Zheng Yuanyang said self-consciously, his eyes drifting far away, and he was still frightened when he recalled what happened back then.
"Back then, Wang Qing couldn't stand the pain because of bone cancer. She once chose to commit suicide by climbing out of a window and jumping off a building. Although she saved her life, her condition became more serious. If she hadn't done that, maybe she could still be alive in this world.
Live a few more years!”
Zheng Yuanyang thought that if Wang Qing had not chosen to commit suicide, she would not have suffered from injuries due to falls, fractures and other problems. The bone cancer cannot be cured, plus the injuries left by the suicide, ugh...
He let out a long sigh and brought his thoughts back.
Zhang Haiyang didn't know that Zheng Yuanyang could mention Wang Qing and his childhood sweetheart: "I'm sorry, I didn't know, I didn't know that what I did could arouse the pain deep in your heart."
He had already endured the tragedy of climbing out of a window and jumping off a building, so how could he be so cruel to let him face it again?
Zhang Haiyang buried his head between his knees and gasped softly, "I just wanted to see you at that time, and I wanted to see you so much..."
"Silly girl, what are you talking about? I don't blame you!" He ruffled her hair dotingly, "Why are you still crying? You can't cry now."
But there is still a voice in my heart that keeps shouting: "If Wang Qing had not chosen to climb out of the window, she would not have fallen so miserably. The reason for bone cancer is that arms, legs and feet are easily injured by falls, and they cannot grow well at all. Because of this,
It accelerated her approach to death."
He held her in his arms, his melancholy heart calming down a little.
"Stop crying, huh? It's so ugly. Once I see you, I don't recognize you anymore!" Zheng Yuanyang caressed her back and coaxed this sentimental woman in a tender voice.
"I won't cry anymore. After I'm discharged from the hospital, don't leave me alone in the room, okay? I don't want to be alone!"
She buried her head on his chest, rubbing and acting coquettishly, her eyes still a little misty.
Zheng Yuanyang helped her upright, the two looked at each other, were silent for a while, and asked seriously: "Do you still want to escape?"
"I..." Zhang Haiyang couldn't say anything. She still wanted to leave as soon as she could. She didn't want to hurt him.
"Forget it, you don't have to answer, I already know it!" Zheng Yuanyang saw the way she hesitated to speak, and he already knew in his heart, "She still wants to leave."
How could he let her go? No matter what the cost, he would not let her go.
He stood up and helped her lie down, "I'm going to buy something to eat. What do you want to eat?"
"Whatever, I don't have any appetite."
Watching Zheng Yuanyang's lonely, lonely and melancholy figure leave.
Zhang Haiyang's hands unconsciously clenched the corners of the quilt.
Zheng Yuanyang left to buy her food. Why was her heart still so uncomfortable? She was about to suffocate.
Physical pain is not as good as psychological pain.
What on earth should she do to make everyone happy???
Who can give her a way to get the best of both worlds!!!
Zheng Yuanyang had only left for a few minutes when the door to the ward was pushed open.
Chapter completed!