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Chapter 186 Listen to the sound of happiness coming

Leng Yunhao was even more shocked at this time. Of course he remembered what happened that night, but he didn't expect that Su Ruolin would find out. How she discovered it was completely unknown at this time, so he naturally wouldn't ask.

He still felt a little guilty inside, and he didn't dare to look up at Su Ruolin. It turned out that from beginning to end, he was hurting this kind woman. Since she knew about his relationship with Su Luoyan, why didn't she make a big fuss like other women? He would rather she beat him up like a shrew.

However, if Su Ruolin really did that, she would not be Su Ruolin. She would rather bear all the grievances alone, and would rather hide her heartache in her heart alone. Even if her husband had cheated on her, she would not say it out loud.

"What's wrong? Luo Yan?" Leng Yunhao saw Su Luo Yan standing there with a loss of regret, holding his phone in his palm and not putting it down. He roughly heard some calls in the room and didn't know the specific matter.

This problem is now thrown to Leng Yunhao. He is speechless. He has done so many things and the two women have been hurt to varying degrees. He will definitely let down the other one if he accommodates them.

If this scene continues, Leng Yunhao will not be able to control it. Even if he is heartless, he will have nothing to do. "I'm sorry, Ruolin, I'm leaving. Take care of you." He made a cruel decision, shook Su Ruolin's hand away, quickly turned the wheelchair with both hands, and disappeared from Su Ruolin's vision without looking back.

Now, she has a lot of time to spend. She will be bored if she stays alone, but she feels that it is much better to stay with another person. Sometimes she longs for Shen Yuqing to wake up at a certain moment, so she will definitely oppose Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan being together. She is Shen Yuqing's chosen wife. Leng Yunhao is so obedient and will definitely listen to Shen Yuqing's words.

Time was spent quietly in the breath of the two people, plain and leisurely, this was the happiness they longed for. This month was like a microcosm of the day for them. Leng Yunhao's leg injury had almost healed. If Su Luoyan had not been worried, he would have thrown away his crutches and walked alone. However, in order not to make Su Luoyan worry, he would still obediently do what she said.

Leng Yunhao left with determination. This life seemed to be destined. He had to let down a woman before he knew how to cherish another woman. This guilty mentality did make him feel very painful at a certain moment, but when he thought of being with his true love, the hope in his heart would arise again.

At that moment, Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao were sitting on the balcony and enjoying the afternoon. The warm sunshine came over. The two of them picked up a tatami and sat on the ground. Su Luoyan leaned against Leng Yunhao's arms, each flipping through the books they liked. A large cup of coffee was placed by the table. You and I took a sip of it casually let the aroma of coffee linger in the air.

"What are you looking at?" Su Luoyan reached out to cover Leng Yunhao's eyes. She felt a little embarrassed when he looked at it so seriously.

"Okay, I'm sure to do what you want." Su Luoyan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when she hung up the phone. Fortunately, Lin Xi's personality was careless. If she was as sensitive and delicate as Su Zhenyan, she would have known about her and Leng Yunhao for a long time.

"Yunhao, I don't expect you to love me like Luo Yan, but I beg you not to abandon me, okay, I love you very much, I don't know how to live without you. Yunhao, I just pretend that this has not happened, okay? We are still like before, I promise that I will not be upset about this." Su Ruolin was sad, but even more afraid. If this man left her, it would be impossible for him to come back again.

"Luoyan, I really want to be able to freeze at this time, so that I can watch you for the rest of my life." He reached out and brought Su Luoyan into his arms. So many tender and sweet words were particularly wanted to tell her. Plain happiness has always been what a man of high spirits expected, but when he really got it, he went through thousands of twists and turns.

She didn't dare to think about Lin Xi's reaction after knowing this matter, would she accept it? Lin Xi knew that the Su family was not good to Su Luoyan, so she hated Leng Yunhao to the core. If she knew about the matter between Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao, would she still believe Su Luoyan? She didn't want to lose her best friend because of a man.

"Okay, then I'll call you when the arrangement is done. You must set the place to eat. Also, remember not to tell Wei Jun about my return, I don't want to see him." Lin Xi's focus was on the last sentence, and Su Luoyan immediately understood what she meant.

The morning sun is always so gorgeous. When Su Luoyan woke up from her sleep, the man lying beside her was staring at her face intently. That stubborn and cold face became his best gift today.

He let out a long sigh and finally decided to let go of the past. He had made a choice and had given up Su Ruolin, so he should not forget her goodness anymore. With Su Luoyan, he must cherish it a hundred times. Even if he can no longer give Su Luoyan the most perfect love in his life, he will devote all his efforts to love her.

Life sometimes seems simple, but at some moments, it shows a complex side like a drama. When problems arise, if they are not solved in time, they will only accumulate huge atomic energy in forbearance. The day of the outbreak will be devastating damage.

"Luoyan, am I a special bastard?" After a long time, he suddenly said something. Su Ruolin's crying face kept lingering in his mind. He still could not forget Su Ruolin's goodness. Even if he didn't love him, even if he never put this woman in his heart, he could not abandon her so coldly.

"It was Lin Xi's call. I'll go over to have dinner with her in the evening." Su Luoyan said lightly. It turned out that the happiness of the two people is never just a matter of two people. Even if she escapes, she will tell others one day.

The cold house has always been cold. Since Su Ruolin lived here, it has been quiet. She was the only one who spent time here. No matter how cold it was at that time, at least she still had expectations. Now, she has no expectations.

Leng Yunhao has been away from Leng's house for a month. For Su Ruolin, such a long time has always been like a year. The furnishings in the house still retain their original appearance, but I hope that one day the man will be lost when he is tired. This mood is the only reason to support her to continue waiting.

"Ruolin, don't do this. You will definitely meet a man better than me. You will definitely meet the man who cherishes you. You are so good, you will definitely be very happy. Ruolin, I'm sorry, I let you down." Leng Yunhao said, feeling bitter in his heart. After all, he became the unfaithful man.

When she didn't want to stay in the house, she went to guard Shen Yuqing. The woman was living in a sanatorium when Leng Yunhao went to the United States the next year. That was Leng Yunhao's meaning. She wanted to say that she could take good care of his mother, but the man insisted, so she had to give up. So she would visit Shen Yuqing in the sanatorium every week and spend a quiet afternoon with the silent woman.

When he pushed open the door, he saw Su Luoyan's brilliant smiling face greeting him, and the haze in his heart disappeared in an instant. It turned out that the feeling of home was not how big the house was or how luxurious the furnishings were in the house, but the person in the house, who was what you loved in your heart.

In addition, she has a little selfishness and hopes to meet Leng Yunhao in this place. She knows that the person Leng Yunhao cared about the most has always been Shen Yuqing. But for a month, he has not appeared here, as if he had evaporated from the world. She really wanted to call Leng Yunhao, but she didn't even have the courage to call.

The feeling of crying but not crying lingered in her heart. She could only be silent and then deceive herself and said that nothing had happened. She felt that she should be more generous. Leng Yunhao was still a child, so let him be willful. As long as he knew to come back one day, everything would be considered as if it hadn't happened.

In short, she missed Su Luoyan a little, so she didn't say anything and came back with her luggage without saying anything. Not only Mr. Lin didn't know about this, but even Wei Jun didn't know about it. She didn't want her whereabouts to be told by Wei Jun.

"Sister Su, what are you busy with? If you have nothing to do, come to the airport to pick me up, and I'm flying back." Lin Xi called Su Luoyan's phone number when she was at the airport, but no one answered, so she had to leave a voice voice.

Leng Yunhao saw the loneliness on Su Luoyan's face and guessed it in his heart that Su Luoyan must have not told Lin Xi about the two of them. He was grateful to Su Luoyan and endured so many things alone.

"I will accompany you, she will know this sooner or later. Since Lin Xi is your good sister, she will definitely respect your choice. Luo Yan, don't worry, even if the whole world doesn't understand our decision, we must continue firmly. Don't care too much about the opinions of others. As long as we are happy enough, this will change everyone's vision." His eyes firmly comforted Su Luoyan.

She stood in front of him, wearing a simple home clothes, without applying makeup on her face, and always had a faint smile on her cold face. Leng Yunhao hugged Su Luoyan by the waist, and his whole head was against her chest. He could feel the powerful heartbeat from her chest.

A year ago, Su Luoyan saw the message on the phone. When she called again, Lin Xi was already on her way back from the airport.

She didn't want to think about the divorce that Leng Yunhao mentioned. She put the divorce agreement he wrote into the drawer that day and didn't go to see it, just pretending that this incident had never happened. Leng Yunhao didn't want to return here, but she still hoped that he could come back here to take a look at some point.

Yun was shocked and raised. "If it was frozen at this time, wouldn't we all die?" Su Luoyan smiled slightly, and the topic fell into this heavy atmosphere of separation and death. She was unwilling to continue listening. What she wanted was to be able to wake up with this man for life and every day, and she could see each other's faces every day.

"Uh, where are you now? I'll come to find you later. You can find a place to live first and have dinner together tonight." Su Luoyan said bypassing Lin Xi. This was the safest arrangement for the time being. She couldn't let Lin Xi appear here rashly. Otherwise, she would be unable to imagine how embarrassing the scene would be when Lin Xi saw Leng Yunhao.

But even if he is a bastard, so what? He felt that he was not even as good as a bastard now, and he could not continue to survive in the cracks of marriage. Su Ruolin is a good woman, but he doesn't know how to cherish it, so he must let go and let her pursue her own life.

Such humble requests were spoken from Su Ruolin, but Leng Yunhao's heart was even heavier. How could he do such a ruthless thing? It would be fine if he didn't love Su Ruolin, would he still give her a trace of remaining hope? He used to be too greedy and did not dare to face his heart, but two years have passed, and he has learned how to weigh.

Su Ruolin cried even more sadly. She grabbed Leng Yunhao, wishing she could get into his heart. "I don't want, I don't want other men, I just want you. Even if you don't love me, even if you only love her, Yunhao, I don't mind. I just want to be by your side, I just want to see you occasionally. As long as you don't drive me away, I'll be content." She cried like a tearful person, begging hard in front of him.

Lin Xi stayed in the United States for a while and was so boring alone. Without Su Luoyan by her side, many things could no longer be fun. Su Luoyan said that she could not come if there was an urgent matter, which made her quite angry for a while. However, this woman did not explain afterwards. Her anger faded, and Su Luoyan didn't come to comfort her at this time.

"Luoyan, let me hug you." Leng Yunhao was like a injured child. He needed a conversion at this time. After wandering outside for a long time, he needed a place where he could enjoy peace.

"Yun Hao, Yun Hao..." Su Ruolin collapsed on the ground. She cried and shouted the man's name, but could not let the man look back at her. The hard-working marriage was officially declared to be over. She was not unwilling to give up, but she was reluctant to let it go.

"Ruolin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. A person like me is not worthy of your love. I'm hurting you. I don't pray for you to forgive me, but I hope you can understand me." Leng Yunhao mustered up the courage to say this. He knew that he wanted Su Ruolin to understand him, and this was completely a bastard's behavior.

Everything in the room was still the same as yesterday, but there was no longer Leng Yunhao's breath. The faint breath that belonged to him had been completely taken away by him. She didn't know how to spend the days in the future. What was wrong with her? He strengthened his position and must leave her?

Su Luoyan was only silent for a moment. She had to face what she should face sooner or later. She had been with Leng Yunhao for a month. She admitted that the time they were together was really happy, but she was worried about this hard-earned happiness in her heart. She was afraid that the more perfect the more she was, the easier it was to lose. She shouldn't have such a feeling of worrying about gains and losses, but isn't it like this? When she can't get it, she longed to have it, but once she got it, she was afraid that she would lose it.

"Yun Hao, Yun Hao..." She repeatedly muttered the man's name. These two words that have been engraved in life will be separated from her life every day in the future.13acv.

"I don't want to listen to such unlucky words." He hugged Su Luoyan even tighter. When he mentioned the word "death", he felt inexplicably nervous, afraid that every ominous word he said would become a reality that he could not bear to look back on.

"Luoyan, don't say that to yourself. Let her go over the past. I know you love me, and I happen to love you very much. I hope to be with you for the rest of my life. In front of God, love is supreme." Leng Yunhao reached out and scraped Su Luoyan's nose.

She had not had time to tell Lin Xi about the matter between herself and Leng Yunhao, and it can even be said that she had been unwilling to tell Lin Xi these things from the beginning. But the fire was not enough. Lin Xi was her best friend, and she would sooner or later know about this matter.

"I said Sister Su, don't reply to the phone. I think I'm going to call 110 to log in to the missing person notice. Hurry up and follow up. I finally came back without telling the old man. I'm going to go to your place tonight." Lin Xi said very naturally in the taxi, and she didn't realize the embarrassed expression on Su Luoyan's face.

A gentle smile appeared on the corner of Leng Yunhao's mouth. Such a happy moment once belonged to him alone in the lonely dream, but now everything has been presented to him. Su Luoyan's fingers were pressed against his eyelids, and he could feel her existence by blinking his eyelashes gently.

He had made a promise to Su Luoyan, and he could no longer disappoint this woman. When he could not make a choice, he could only follow his heart. He only loved Su Luoyan, a woman, and he knew better than anyone else. Forgive him for choosing love so selfishly, he could not bear the heavy responsibility of marriage.

"Luoyan, don't worry, I'll accompany you." Leng Yunhao came over and took Su Luoyan into his arms. No matter what moment, as long as Su Luoyan was unwilling to take on things alone, he was willing to stay by her side. As long as she could make her less worried, he would do whatever she did.

But how could such a luxury hope be transformed into reality? Shen Yuqing has been lying there for more than two years, but she is still the same, silent, and only her faint breathing proves that she is a living person. She thought, both of them are sad. Although Shen Yuqing is glamorous, she cannot sense the existence of the outside world at this time. Although she can sense, she cannot sense the existence of that man.

Leng Yunhao closed his eyes slightly, and the natural body fragrance from a woman was lingering in front of his nose, which had nothing to do with any precious perfume. He loved this woman deeply. Even if he was going up to the mountain of swords and seas of fire, it was something he was willing to do. But just a few hours ago, he still hurt the innocent woman. At this time, he could not completely let go, and could not smile happily beside Su Luoyan.

"Is this appropriate? I am worried... Lin Xi may not understand." Su Luoyan said what she thought in her heart. She understood Lin Xi and believed enough to believe in the love between the two. However, to put it nicely between her and Leng Yunhao, it is called free love. To put it nicely, it also has a hint of **.

"Yes." Su Luoyan gave a positive answer. This reply obviously surprised Leng Yunhao. He raised his eyes and looked at Su Luoyan seriously. He thought she would tell him like comforting a child that he was not. It seems that everyone is like this. Even if he feels that he has done something wrong, he hopes that someone will encourage him against his will.

"Are you back?" Su Luoyan stood up and pushed Leng Yunhao into the house. She did not ask what happened just now. What choice he made had nothing to do with her. She could not control him if he wanted to promise her or to live up to her life.

She never thought about any intersection with Leng Yunhao. The two of them came from different worlds, and the origin of them together was just a mistake. If that mistake could come to an abrupt end, then so many things would not have happened later.

Later, as she had been looking forward to it, she was disappointed. She began to convince herself that Leng Yunhao was still the same as before. He was just busy with work and went to the United States again. This reason was to convince herself, so she began to miss that maybe during the Chinese New Year, he would return in a mess like last year.

She was reluctant to stay in the house for a lot of time. From morning to night, the only thing that remains unchanged is the tranquility in the house. She guarded an empty house alone, as if she was guarding an unmanned grave. She wanted to listen to the sound of time passing by, so lonely and helpless, and there was only her breath in the house. Although Leng Yunhao's things were still there, the man had not appeared here for a long time.

"You are really a bastard. With the white rose, I still want red roses. Now I have abandoned the white rose and I still miss the goodness of the white rose. Yun Hao, I am also a bastard. I shouldn't be greedy for your goodness and shouldn't rob your happiness." Su Luoyan said, feeling sad.

She is a person without interest and does not know how to please men. She has realized this. She knows that no matter what she does, she cannot change Leng Yunhao's intentions, so she can only keep her previous appearance and be the Su Ruolin who is loyal to her.

She rarely interferes with the Su family affairs. Cao Menglu called her several times, but she refused them for various reasons. She felt that she was married now and could not always run to her parents' home. Moreover, Su Ruolin also felt that Leng Yunhao didn't like her, and it might have something to do with the Su family.
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