Chapter 189 This Child Must Be Abolished
She was afraid in her heart. If Cao Menglu contacted Leng Yunhao, would he tell Cao Menglu about the divorce? If that was the case, then this broken marriage would be known to everyone, and she did not want to be such a situation.
Fortunately, the phone number was not connected, so Cao Menglu didn't know about this matter yet, so she might have a chance to save her. At this moment, she was not in a state of mind and God did not take her life, so she would continue to fulfill the difficult mission of loving Leng Yunhao.
Cao Menglu's words ended up swallowing them. Su Ruolin is no longer the ignorant little girl. She has her own thoughts and her own life. As a mother, she can only watch.
She staggered out of the cafe and quickly recruited a taxi on the side of the road. She could not continue like this, and this kind of life was already in chaos. But when she thought of leaving Leng Yunhao completely and returning the man she loved deeply, her tears couldn't stop slitting down.
In the evening, Leng Yunhao brought a cup of hot milk into the bedroom. Su Luoyan leaned against the head of the bed, and the book in her hand was spread open, but her eyes obviously did not fall on the pages.
"Ruolin, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell your mother. Seeing you like this, your heart hurts. When I found you yesterday, Mom was so scared." Cao Menglu said, and tears came out.
This thought kept popping up in her mind. She didn't tell anyone, but she was so firm. Why should women make things difficult for women? No matter how pitiful Su Luoyan is, she can still find other men. Why do she have to fight Leng Yunhao with her?
"Luo Yan, I promise you that I will never interfere with your life with Yun Hao. I don't want to divorce. As long as I can still stay with him, even if it's just a title, I'm willing." Su Ruolin continued to beg.
"Sorry, Mom--" Su Ruolin just cried silently. She was a little impulsive at that time and didn't consider so many things. Now that she has been reborn, she will cherish her life more and more.
The pain of the past has gradually dissipated with time. If it weren't for the strangeness of her body now, she would probably have almost forgotten that she had nurtured a life. The child had not had time to be born yet, and Leng Yunhao didn't know that he was about to be a father. Life was like a joke, but what he had lost was a life that he had not had time to appear.
"Luo Yan, what do you mean? Don't keep it in your heart? Although we are not married now, we have lived together for so long and we have to live our lives. I hope you can tell me what happened today?" He was really anxious, wanting to know why she was unhappy.
When Su Luoyan saw the text message, she understood what Su Ruolin meant. She felt a slump in her heart. She had to face this matter sooner or later. She had been spared from being hurt under the protection of Leng Yunhao. However, this matter had an unshirkable responsibility for her, and she still had to solve it.
Sorry, the distance between us instantly opened up. This was definitely the calmest original wife and the most kind mistress ever. Su Ruolin's tears were flowing silently.
The stone in my heart was still a little loose. Although I don’t know what tomorrow will be like, as long as there is someone between Leng Yunhao and Su Luoyan let go, then the marriage will still be possible.
"I'm sorry..." Su Luoyan let out a long sigh. She wanted to say this sentence in the morning. But because of the things, she finally had no chance to tell Su Ruolin in person.
However, Su Ruolin still couldn't help but worry. If Su Luoyan had told Leng Yunhao about these things, what would he feel? It's just that she knew Su Luoyan's personality. She was so strong and so tolerant that she would definitely not say these things.
"Ruolin, I'm sorry, I was wrong before, I know what to do now. Don't worry, I will make a choice." She finally raised her eyebrows and said this.
"I'm sorry, I don't know you're not pregnant." Su Luoyan was telling the truth. If she had known that Su Ruolin was not pregnant, she would never have lived with Leng Yunhao. This was the most direct harm to Su Ruolin. She knew it in her heart, but she did that inadvertently.
The scenery outside the window flashed away, and Su Luoyan was not in the mood to appreciate the beauty of the city scenery. She was in a very low mood. The life she had originally expected was just a beautiful dream in the end.
At this time, there was no future. The afterglow of the sunset shone through the tall buildings and fell sparsely on her face. The sunlight was not very warm, but at least it gave her a little more brilliance. She thought that after the darkness of the night, the dawn would always come. Then, let her look forward to it. That glimmer of hope would eventually bring her a complete rebirth like a prairie fire.
For some reason, suddenly a feeling of wanting to vomit came up. She drove and did not walk to the door of the bedroom, but quickly turned back into the bathroom. She hugged the toilet alone, but she vomited wildly. However, it seemed as if there were many things that wanted to vomit, but at this time there was nothing at all.
"Yeah." Su Luoyan still replied lightly. Her hands unconsciously covered her lower abdomen. The smooth and plain belly was not strange yet, but in her heart, it seemed that she knew that there might be a life inside.13acv.
After Su Luoyan left, Su Ruolin stayed there all the time. She didn't know whether she was right or wrong in doing this. Love is selfish and marriage is also selfish. She just wanted to protect her marriage. If Su Luoyan was hurt by this action, then she could only be extremely sorry.
Su Luoyan didn't say anything, and she began to panic. Did Leng Yunhao notice something? When she thought of the child, she felt heartbroken when she thought of it. Because they had a child once, but at that time they were forced to take it away under his coercion.
She really didn't know what to do. She couldn't tell her parents about this. She didn't get any response from Leng Yunhao. He insisted on divorceing her. No matter what she said, it would be futile. She never thought of involving Su Luoyan, but now, when she was desperate, she could only sit down and talk to Su Luoyan.
Women all need a little scheming. No matter how simple a woman is, she will be hardened by life and become more mature. Su Ruolin sighed, grabbed her handbag and walked outward.
"Luoyan, do you have time? I'll have something to ask you for something. Can we meet at Shangdao Coffee? I'll wait for you there." She sent a text message to Su Luoyan, not knowing whether Su Luoyan would go as planned. But she still hoped that this matter could be resolved.
So, she appeared at the Shangdao Coffee Shop, waiting for Su Luoyan's arrival by the window. After all, someone would make concessions in the relationship between the three. Even if the person she lost in the end was still her, Su Ruolin hoped that she could work harder.
Such strong love will gradually fade in the reality. It is not that there is no disappointment with Leng Yunhao, but that is a little unwilling to accept it. The two of them exchanged rings in the hope of protecting their lives, but he forgot the promise that day and forced her to leave her out of his life.
"Luoyan, what are you?" Leng Yunhao followed in panic when he saw this scene. Su Luoyan squatted on the ground, looking very painful. He wanted to come forward to give her some care, but he didn't know what to do.
She couldn't enjoy the love of another person safely. Su Ruolin is a kind woman. From the time she returned to the Su family to now, only this person has been silently treating her. So is she considered ungrateful now?
After being turned away several times in a row, Leng Yunhao's patience seemed to be exhausted. It was just an afternoon, why did Su Luoyan's change be so great? He couldn't understand it at all, and there was no reason to suddenly make a woman become like this now.
"Luo Yan, can I ask you a question?" After a while, Leng Yunhao spoke. The two of them suddenly fell into this kind of scene where they had to be careful when they spoke, and he was a little uncomfortable.
When Su Luoyan sat down, neither of them wanted to look directly at each other, but they just turned their eyes out the window. The cup of coffee in front of each other was filled with a strong bitter breath, and the quiet music flowed between each other's hearts.
She shouldn't have gone to find Su Luoyan, but she was helpless. Her husband was already in love with that woman, and she lost even the heaviest weight. What else did she have, what dignity and what face she had? Are these more important than marriage?
In front of Su Ruolin, she couldn't raise her head. She couldn't be so proud. Even if Leng Yunhao was now in love with her, even if she was lucky enough to get a man's love than Su Ruolin, these were based on hurting Su Ruolin.
"Luo Yan, I know Yun Hao misunderstood me. I'm not pregnant. I've been married to Yun Hao for two years. He didn't even touch me. And I couldn't accept other men. Luo Yan, believe me, I'm still a virgin now, I'm really not pregnant." Su Ruolin said, crying into tears.
"Yunhao, I'll go out for a while, Lin Xi's place has something to do." Su Luoyan said to Leng Yunhao in the study on the balcony. In order to spend more time with Su Luoyan, Leng Yunhao brought back all the company's affairs.
"Luoyan, is it okay for us to have a child? I want a child that belongs to you and me." Leng Yunhao said in Su Luoyan's ear. Su Luoyan's body involuntarily proved. She also hoped that she could have a child that belongs to her and Leng Yunhao. It's just that the time came, she couldn't let the child repeat his life trajectory.
Such a woman is so humble for love. Su Luoyan couldn't help feeling guilty. How shameless she was to steal other people's husband and become her lover.
"Luoyan, what's wrong with you? You've been unhappy since you came back." Leng Yunhao lay down beside Su Luoyan and took Su Luoyan into his arms. Every time he saw Su Luoyan unhappy, he was a little nervous.
Su Ruolin's tears fell into Su Luoyan's heart just like the March rain. The wet and heavy feeling was so depressing that she was almost breathless.
"I'm losing my companion, I'll leave first." Su Luoyan could no longer do it, the bitter coffee was still savoring it in her mouth, and her love with Leng Yunhao would eventually lose its previous sweetness.
"It's okay, I'm just a little tired, I want to rest for a while." She put the book in her hand aside and leaned against Leng Yunhao's arms, without thinking about continuing to talk.
In fact, just now, Su Luoyan suddenly remembered a serious problem. Her aunt this month seemed to have never come. She had already realized this when she vomited in the bathroom, but Leng Yunhao was behind her at that time, and her mind was messy, so she didn't speak.
Leng Yunhao stood there, wondering what was wrong with Su Luoyan. Everything was normal when she went out, but after she came back, it was a little different from before. She wanted to ask a few more questions, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that Su Luoyan might need more space at this time.
The air was filled with the bitterness of coffee, just like Su Ruolin's mood. She tried hard to hope that she would not look so haggard, but her face, who had just recovered from a serious illness, still completely exposed her whereabouts.
She had accidentally become a person who destroyed other people's families, and she needed to stop. However, when she thought of leaving Leng Yunhao on her own initiative, she still felt a lot of reluctance in her heart. She wanted to talk to Leng Yunhao, and there should be a conversation between the two of them. But at this time, she couldn't find the right time.
She couldn't accept Leng Yunhao for a long time, and she was unwilling to hurt this innocent woman. She never thought of being someone else's mistress, and never thought of destroying other people's families. She knew Du Yue'e's hardships, and she vowed not to follow her mother's old path. But reality, how could she be like what she thought?
Su Luoyan knew about Su Ruolin's pregnancy. As for the child, she didn't ask much later, so she had no way to know. She only learned from Leng Yunhao that the child in Su Ruolin's belly was not his.
"What? What did Lin Xi say today? Luo Yan, I don't want to see you unhappy." He reached out and swept Su Luo Yan into his arms. Su Luo Yan did not resist, but he did not see the intimacy he used to be. He sensitively noticed that she was in a state of depression.
"Luo Yan, I'm sorry, I'm making things difficult for you. You will definitely meet a man who is better than Yun Hao. There is no way for me to do this. Without Yun Hao, I can't do anything." Su Luoyan didn't have the courage to continue listening to Su Ruolin's last sentence.
Su Luoyan was lying on the bed, her mind was in a mess. She needed to make a decision on this matter and could not continue like this. Although she and Leng Yunhao are close now, one day he will be cold to her. She can't wait until that day to wake up.
Su Ruolin stayed in the hospital for a week and had no contact with Leng Yunhao. The man seemed to have completely disappeared from her life, without phone calls, text messages, let alone visiting her in person.
"Luoyan, please sit down." Su Ruolin tried hard to squeeze out a smile. She was a lady from a wealthy family and should not be petty. Moreover, today's meeting was initiated by her, so she could not reveal her emotions.
These days, Su Ruolin has been thinking about something. She can't just watch her marriage collapse. Just think that Leng Yunhao has been a wanderer. She can't completely deny him because of this. She has been thinking that she should take the initiative to talk to Su Luoyan. If he is unwilling to give up Su Luoyan, then will Su Luoyan also be determined to spend the rest of her life with him?
"Luoyan, what's wrong with you? Don't you want to have a child that belongs to us?" Leng Yunhao was a little anxious. This atmosphere was a bit depressing. What he needed was open and honest communication, rather than just like now, the two people were silent and needed to guess each other's thoughts.
The thing Su Luoyan was most afraid of happened. Su Ruolin begged her to let go, but she didn't even have the right to say no. She sat there blankly, her mind was blank. If there was a crack in the ground, she would rather go in.
"It's nothing, I just feel a little uncomfortable. I'll go and rest for a while." Su Luoyan said lightly, got up and pushed Leng Yunhao away and entered the bedroom.
Heart is Menglian. "It's nothing, I'm just a little tired. I want to go and rest for a while." Su Luoyan Qiang squeezed out a smile, then came out of Leng Yunhao's arms and entered the bedroom alone.
He didn't want such a crack between himself and Su Luoyan, otherwise one day he would go to an extreme that could not be controlled. He was worried that Su Luoyan would be wronged, but she excluded him from her heart. Her thoughts were no longer willing to tell him.
She was a thief, but she didn't seek money, but she wanted to seek the happiness of others. If she hadn't appeared, then Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin should have lived happily. But as this discordant note, she broke the entire peace.
She didn't know that Leng Yunhao also realized this problem after seeing Su Luoyan vomiting. They had been living together for more than a month, and every time they were there, they basically did not take safety measures. However, seeing that Su Luoyan was unhappy, he did not express his doubts in time.
Su Luoyan appeared in front of Su Ruolin, and the two of them were a little embarrassed to see each other goodbye. Because of a man, they could no longer be as close as before.
Leng Yunhao sensed Su Luoyan's silence, but he wanted to break the silence. There are many things that require communication and communication between the two people when they get along. If you give up even communication, how can you continue?
Su Luoyan came out of her home like this. When she arrived at the place, she saw Su Ruolin sitting down by the window. She had just drunk a little bit of the cappuccino in the cup.
She was really scared, and her only hope was Su Ruolin. If this daughter was not happy, then she felt wronged and her life was considered a kind of self-abuse blasphemy. This is how the continuation of life should be like. When she was unhappy, she always hoped that the next generation would get the best.
"Yunhao, can you talk about this question later? I am very tired now and want to rest." Su Luoyan came out of Leng Yunhao's arms and hid herself in the quilt. She didn't want to answer any words with question marks. She just wanted to be quiet for a moment at this time and thought about what way to treat his arrival if this child really existed.
"Okay, then you come back early, I'll pick you up later." He was not suspicious, thinking that women also had their own space. He knew Lin Xi and knew that Lin Xi had no bad intentions.
Su Luoyan's departure seemed to bring her hope to some extent. This cruel hope made her already obscure heart a little color. She began to hope that Leng Yunhao could return to her side one day.
She can't give up Leng Yunhao, but she can't do it even more if she wants to watch Su Ruolin immerse herself in the pain of losing her lover every day. Loving someone does not necessarily mean having it. Isn't that the case?
"Luo Yan, I really love Yun Hao. I don't know what to do without him? I know that the person Yun Hao loves is you. I am not jealous or jealous. I just hope not to divorce him. Luo Yan, Yun Hao doesn't listen to me, can I beg you to persuade him? I don't want to divorce him." Su Ruolin cried and begged.
When Su Luoyan went back, Leng Yunhao was still busy in the study. When he saw Su Luoyan open the door and come in, he got up and greeted him. He saw that Su Luoyan had no happy expression on his face at first glance. He thought it was Lin Xi who said something else, which led to Su Luoyan having a negative mood.
It turned out that she was self-righteous, so she indulged her feelings like this. She had been a mistress for so long, but she looked at her peace of mind. She thought about her happy time with Leng Yunhao, so beautiful, it turned out that it was based on Su Ruolin's sacrifice.
"Luo Yan, I came to you to tell you about the matter between the three of us. Sorry, I shouldn't have looked for you so recklessly. I know, you are innocent in this matter. But... I really don't know what to do?" Su Ruolin said, her face full of tears.
Su Luoyan naturally could not mention this matter to Leng Yunhao. Su Ruolin's sad eyes always appeared in her mind. She hurt the innocent and kind woman and always felt that she was high-sounding. She didn't know when she was far away from that kind of shame.
"Did Lin Xi say something? I call her. Luo Yan, I love you, please believe me? No matter what others say, no matter how others view the relationship between us, I will continue to love you." Leng Yunhao said solemnly.
Chapter completed!