Chapter 202 As long as you live better than me
"Luo Yan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this." Seeing a hint of worry on Su Luoyan's face, Lin Xi seemed to have done something wrong. She shouldn't have mentioned that person to Su Luoyan anymore.
After a while of silence between the two, Su Luoyan's heart began to tremble. She wished she could stand beside him and accompany him through such a difficult time. However, she could not go back and she could not convince herself to move forward like before, carrying a moral cross on her back.
"You still love him, do you?" After a long time, Lin Xi stared at Su Luoyan's eyes and asked. Love is a complicated thing, but it will never change easily with time. Lin Xi was so nervous that she was incoherent in speaking, but she could still feel Su Luoyan's mood.
Wei Jun immediately supported Leng Yunhao, gave the bartender a wink, and went out along the safety passage. Leng Yunhao had many scandals, and he didn't want this man to continue to linger with the spit of the world.
"I can't believe that he is such a person." He heard the sigh of a middle-aged woman. The two medical staff were very quiet and stood at the window and whispered, just turning their backs to Leng Yunhao, not knowing that he was behind him.
After a simple lunch, he walked towards the sanatorium, as if only there could be there he could find a moment of peace. Sometimes he felt that he was so strong that no one could defeat him, but later he realized that he was actually fragile like a child.
"Yun Hao, things are already like this. You can't always be immersed in the past. Yichen is already engaged to Luo Yan, and Luo Yan now has Yichen's child, so you should let go." Wei Jun frowned and persuaded Leng Yunhao.
The beer on Leng Yunhao's table was empty, and he was filled with alcohol. Such days were in chaos. If it were before, he would not accept it at all, let alone become such a virtue. But now, except that alcohol can bring him some comfort, he can no longer convince himself to revive his momentum.
This is the most incredible thing Leng Yunhao heard. Su Luoyan already had Fang Yichen's child? "What did you say? Say it again." Leng Yunhao stared at Wei Jun with red eyes. He felt that his breathing was about to stop. When he was so painful that he could not breathe, he had to accept such explosive news.
During this period, he went to the bathroom, but didn't want to hear a few people talking around the corner of the corridor. Of course, the topic was focused on him. He is now a popular figure in the city.
He could not imagine how he would continue his life if all these instruments stopped? Su Luoyan had left him. If Shen Yuqing had also left, where should he go? He was suddenly scared that there was no place in such a big world that could accommodate him.
Such a beautiful thing has become a distant memory. Nothing can be returned to, only endless pain is still lingering in his heart. The sky is getting dark, and he doesn't want to go to have a meal. He doesn't pursue whether he is so haggard that he is terrible.
Shen Yuqing's situation is not optimistic. From the experts invited by the United States, he has not yet figured out what happened to her. Seeing that the elegant woman became increasingly haggard, the pressure in his heart became even greater. The American company suffered a historic blow. Ling Feng was still struggling alone, but he was in no mood to pay attention to these things.13acv.
"Yunhao, can you wake up? Luo Yan no longer loves you, why do you have to hurt yourself like this?" Wei Jun didn't know what else he could say to make Leng Yunhao accept this fact.
Wei Jun stopped talking, stuffed Leng Yunhao into the car, then started the engine and took Leng Yunhao away. This is what he had to do every night. No matter which bar Leng Yunhao was drunk, someone would notify him as soon as possible. He didn't know if he was doing this, but as Lin Xi said, friends should appear when they needed it most.
They are good sisters and people who can share the joys and sorrows with each other. Lin Xi felt uncomfortable when she saw Su Luoyan like this. But things have happened to this point, making people speechless except silent.
"Impossible, Luo Yan can't stop loving me. Fang Yichen, why should you steal my woman?" Leng Yunhao roared angrily, smashing the beer bottle in his hand against the wall, and the noise in the bar stopped immediately. Everyone's eyes were looking here.
Envy is just an emotion. In pain, it is a good medicine for escape. Su Luoyan always appears in his mind. They spent so many wonderful time, but suddenly they became memories that cannot be returned.
Yunhao, are you okay? I still miss you very much, but I can never tell you my mood anymore. I know that you are not doing well, and I am very sad. I wish I could be braver and stand by your side like before. But please forgive me, I am so cowardly, and I must watch your pain coldly.
"Wei Jun, tell me, she still loves me, right?" Leng Yunhao, who was drunk, grabbed Wei Jun and started talking nonsense. He always had a clear heart, but he could not accept the fact that he had lost that woman forever.
"Yunhao, you can't drink anymore." Wei Jun was quite puzzled to see Leng Yunhao soaking in the bar every day. He just lost a woman. Who hasn't experienced this kind of love-breaking feeling? Yan doesn't say anything about it.
He could only accompany Leng Yunhao silently, and he could not help him heal his inner pain. Only by loving deeply can he understand the meaning of pain.
He thought that if he was walking on the street, no one would recognize him as the elegant Leng Yunhao. The meaning of life seemed to have become extremely empty. He even felt that Shen Yuqing was also a kind of happiness. At least she could not think about external affairs and quietly immerse herself in her own world.
This night, Leng Yunhao didn't go to the bar to miss it. People would be tired, and things that alcohol cannot solve still need to be adjusted by themselves. It was not that he had never found Su Luoyan, but when he was standing outside the Fang family villa, he didn't know how to move.
"Isn't this all pretending? You don't understand this yet. What rich people like most now is pretending. Do you think they are really the same as us, so what kind of love do they keep in their hearts? They only see money." The woman's dissatisfied voice vented.
"Isn't that? I heard that he was messing around outside, which caused Miss Su to divorce him." Another woman echoed, as if there was a lot of anger in her words.
She has become someone else's fiancée, and now she has other people's children in her womb. When she thinks of the children, she feels bitter in her heart. They once had a common child, but Su Luoyan killed his life with her own hands. If that child is still alive now, it should have been more than three months.
"Hey, poor Miss Su, such a good person actually met a beast like him. But I still can't understand. If he was really so cold-blooded, why would he be so enthusiastic to his mother?" The other woman continued to say this.
He was afraid of loneliness, fear of being abandoned, fear that now, the pain was deep but there was nowhere to tell. He sat beside Shen Yuqing's bed, with various tubes inserted on her body, and the instruments beside her kept ringing, showing the characteristics of this woman's life.
Leng Yunhao suddenly wanted to sneer. He never took money seriously. At this time, he felt bitter when he heard the two people's discussions. It seemed that life without money was also a pleasure, and this made him feel more concerned.
"Don't love." Su Luoyan squeezed out these two words, as if she had used all her strength. She no longer loved her. Otherwise, how could she make up her mind to leave him? How could she be someone else's fiancée by betraying her vow? She no longer has the right to mention the sacred word love.
Brotherhood cannot be cut off in just a few words. He knew the pain in Leng Yunhao's heart and felt powerless to help the man get out of the pain. If Su Luoyan has not made a choice yet, then there is still time to save this matter, but she is willing to be pregnant with Fang Yichen's child, it means she has let it go.
Media reports were overwhelming. If it were in the past, as long as he moved his fingers, these reports would have stopped, but now, he has lost that mood.
After being drunk, Leng Yunhao always kept calling Su Luoyan's name. That woman had become a mark in his life and could not be erased. He sent Leng Yunhao home, settled the man, and drove away.
Leng Yunhao woke up almost noon. At this time of day, he woke up from the pain after being drunk and found that he was lying on the empty double bed again. Without Su Luoyan's figure, the whole world was still him.
"Do you think he really has something to do with that woman?" The woman asked in a questioning tone. She was obviously very interested in these things.
"Who knows this? But the newspapers say so. I think this is true. Rich people are just making trouble when they have too much money. Do you think they will become paupers overnight? Do you still have these thoughts?" After the woman next to her said, she sighed.
Leng Yunhao stood there, falling into deep thought. Perhaps everyone's joy was beyond the reach of others. He never felt that he had money because he was rich. On the contrary, he was like everyone else, worried about what would happen if he had no money.
Chapter completed!