Chapter 225 You must have sex
Yesterday, Su Ruolin saw Leng Yunhao, and his face was lonely, but she knew that this loneliness did not come from her. He must have met Su Luoyan. Such a pair of lovers who fell in love eventually came to two worlds because of her unwillingness to let go.
"Well, I saw it." Su Luoyan took a deep breath. So what if she saw it? After seeing it, it would only make her already silent heart become restless again. She is now married and can no longer return to the position she used to be.
"I often think that if I had chosen to let go when I knew you were together, you might have been together now. Maybe you would have a different life. Luo Yan, I have always felt very guilty, it was me who harmed you." Su Ruolin covered Su Luoyan's hand and saw the endless coldness in her eyes.
"It's all over, and I'm living a good life now. Maybe this is fate, no one can control the arrangement of fate." Su Luoyan looked up at the distance, and Ma Lang in the back garden was conducting a careful study of a pot of plants.
"Luoyan, I still hope you can be happier. I can see that Yichen is very nice to you, and he must care about you very much. No matter whether you love him or not, try to give him a chance." Su Ruolin began to comfort Su Luoyan with concern.
Su Luoyan didn't think about this matter, but for some reason, when she faced Fang Yichen, she had no other thoughts except for her gratitude to him. The two of them were nominal couples, but she knew that this name was just for outsiders to see.
"I can do it, you don't have to worry about me. Tell me about your plan with Ma Lang. It seems that he is going to settle in China?" Su Luoyan pulled the topic away. She saw Ma Lang picking a rose in the back garden and walking towards her.
"I don't know yet. Ma Lang likes China very much. He wants to stay here, but this place is not his country after all. In a few days, I want to go back to the United States with him and visit his parents." Su Ruolin's face regained the warmth of the little girl again.
At this moment, Ma Lang was already walking towards this side affectionately. He hid the rose in his hand behind him, with a bright smile on his face.
"We are talking about you. You will take Ruolin home in a few days, but don't bully Ruolin. Otherwise, I will ignore you as a friend." Su Luoyan smiled and joked. Perhaps only in front of these closest friends can she be able to retrieve her original self.
"Luoyan, I love Ruolin very much. She is my wife now. I will definitely treat her well. I will not let anyone bully her." Ma Lang said, looking at Su Ruolin affectionately, and then presented the rose in front of Su Luoyan.
"Luoyan, the flower in the back garden is so beautiful. I couldn't help picking one. You won't mind, right?" Ma Lang smiled carelessly, and then he explained the origin of this flower.
"How could this be? This flower has now been given a mission, maybe it is very happy too." After hearing what Su Luoyan said, Su Ruolin's cheeks turned slightly red. She lowered her head and sniffed the roses, her face full of traces of happiness.
"Luoyan, I haven't seen you smile for a long time. You smile so much, so that it will be beneficial to the baby." Ma Lang put his arms around Su Ruolin's waist, and he expressed his concern for Su Luoyan without any concealment.
"Well, I know, when will you go and see you off at that time." When she heard that Ma Lang and Su Ruolin were going to the United States, she didn't know how long she would stay, but she suddenly felt a little disappointed. It seemed that the closest relatives around her were far away from her.
When did she start to become so afraid of parting?
"Next week, let's set up the matter here and set off. Ma Lang wants me to come over earlier to meet his parents, saying that they are ready to welcome me." Su Ruolin said happily.
Happiness may be like this, trivial but simple, and does not require too much concealment or modification. Seeing Su Ruolin and Ma Lang able to live such a happy life, Su Luoyan was envious in her heart, but she was full of blessings.
She didn't know what her life would be like, nor did she know what this marriage would develop. Everything seemed to be covered in fog in front of her, making people unable to see the direction of moving forward. Sometimes she really wanted to have a clear future, but this idea could not be realized in the end because of her desire.
Everyone has a different destiny. She did not expect to be favored by the God of Destiny. She just wanted to quietly guard the passing years alone, and slowly consumed the extra extravagant hopes. Even if one day she recalled everything she encountered today, only a sigh left, it would be better to waste so many years of wasted time.
Su Ruolin and Ma Lang chose to leave a week later. Two days before leaving, Su Luoyan received a call from Su Ruolin. She promised Ma Lang to go to the airport to see them off. Thinking that Su Luoyan was pregnant and had inconvenience to travel, Su Ruolin wanted to call her and told her that she would not go.
But Su Luoyan still insisted on her decision. Ma Lang was her only friend in the United States, and Su Ruolin, to some extent, has been much closer to her.
"I'm going out in the afternoon." When Su Luoyan said this, Fang Yichen was busy with work in the study with the computer. It seemed that since Su Luoyan moved here, if he had nothing to do, he would stay in the study and rarely sit in the company.
In the past few days, there have been many things on the company that he needs to deal with, but he is not very clear. Su Zhenyan will report the matters of the Su Group to that man every day. Fang Yichen was frightened. He was very afraid that the company would be swallowed up by others, and he still knew nothing.
Whether it is career or marriage, he fell into a fear, fearing that he would lose the company and also fear that he would lose Su Luoyan. He thought that the only way to balance this worry was to move the company's affairs to his home to deal with it.
Although he couldn't see Su Luoyan in the study, he could know her dynamics. When she went downstairs to have dinner, when she was tired, she could go for a walk in the back garden. Even if she called someone upstairs, she could hear some movement.
When he heard that Su Luoyan was going out, he did not answer immediately, but stared at Su Luoyan with a pair of slightly panicked eyes. He did not want Su Luoyan to go out and show up in public, because he was worried that after Su Luoyan went out, he would meet Leng Yunhao. He was very afraid that Leng Yunhao would take Su Luoyan away from him.
His confidence was completely destroyed because of this marriage. He obviously did not realize it because of a woman, and he brought himself to such a mess.
"Ruolin is going to the United States, I want to go to the airport to see her off." Su Luoyan saw the expression on Fang Yichen's face, and also knew why he didn't go to work in the company every day. She just kept silent. This kind of life with a repressiveness was originally her choice, and she had no right to blame anyone.
"Then I'll send you there." Fang Yichen breathed a sigh of relief. He had a good impression of Su Ruolin and knew that it would be harmless for Su Luoyan to date her, and it would not even pose any threat to him.
"No need, I'll just take a taxi by myself." Su Luoyan immediately refused Fang Yichen's request without thinking. But she suddenly realized something. Isn't this just to make him think more?
"If you are not very busy, I don't mind sending you there, but if you have a job to do, I can just take a taxi or ask the driver to take me there." Su Luoyan calmed down her tone and changed her attitude just now.
She was unwilling to have a bigger and bigger gap with him because of a small thing. Even if two people she didn't love had no need to be suspicious when they lived together. I wonder if Fang Yichen could understand her thoughts. Su Luoyan felt that she could only do this. If she wanted her to accommodate again, her nerves would not be able to stand it.
"I'm not busy, I'll arrange the car now, and I'll take you there later." Fang Yichen obviously didn't expect Su Luoyan to say the next sentence. She chose to refuse immediately, and after a little hesitation, she changed her mouth and didn't mind him accompanying him. He was happy about Su Luoyan's change, and even at this time, with a hint of excitement.
It was as if he had been here all the time, ready to serve Su Luoyan at any time. He felt happy in his heart to be able to get the opportunity to serve her. Su Luoyan didn't say much. Since Fang Yichen was willing to do this, she could not dispel his enthusiasm.
An hour later, Su Luoyan sat in the passenger seat, with unknown songs floating in the carriage, but there seemed to be a little sadness. Fang Yichen tried to break the silence between the two people, but later found that Su Luoyan's eyes were always staring out the window, so he gave up and let the silence continue to spread.
I don’t know when he and her fell into a dead silence. Many times, he hoped that Su Luoyan could sit in front of him and talk to him. Even if the two of them did nothing, they could just talk. But such a request seemed to have become a luxury.
In fact, at some moments, he still missed when he first met Su Luoyan...
Chapter completed!