Chapter 317 He took away her favorite thing
"Why are you so anxious? I haven't finished saying anything yet. Don't worry. I will definitely keep my word. Maomao will definitely be able to return to you in a few days. But you have to answer me, have you ever loved me?" Fang Yichen looked at Su Luoyan stubbornly, hoping to get the answer he wanted from this woman.
He has always been confused and doesn't know what he is in Su Luoyan. She agreed to his request and married him. Now he has lost his legs. He was indifferent to her before, even getting angry with her and not giving her a good temper. He thought this woman would definitely leave him. But so far, Su Luoyan has not made any move to leave. Sometimes he doesn't know if it's because he controls Maomao that Su Luoyan is so obedient.
What he actually wanted was not a woman who was timid towards him. He wanted to see the happy laughter from the bottom of Su Luoyan. He longed to be able to talk and laugh like a normal couple with Su Luoyan. Instead of being like now, even if he was staying in the same room, the two of them were doing their own things.
However, his simple thoughts were even considered a luxury at some point. He had not fully expressed his feelings, but he believed that Su Luoyan could see his actions. He really wanted to love him again enthusiastically, just to this woman. He admitted that many of the things he had done before did not care about Su Luoyan's feelings.
These days, seeing Su Luoyan accompanying him every day, he rejected Leng Yunhao for him, he was happy. At the same time, he was also afraid. He didn't know whether such conciliation was due to sincerity or helplessness. He was afraid that he would think too much, and even, he was afraid that if he continued to be willful like this, it would make this woman farther and farther away from him.
It’s not that he has thought about the situation of the two people, nor has he drawn out the future of each other, he is just becoming more and more afraid and it is difficult to find his own sense of security. He wants to get an answer from Su Luoyan, and only in this way can he decide what to do next.
He knew in his heart that Su Luoyan saw Maomao very important, but to some extent, he felt a little dissatisfied. Maomao was not his son, which was a fact that no one could change. He had been strongly convinced himself to accept the coming of this life for a long time. But he was afraid that if one day the man returned to Su Luoyan's side, everything he did might only be given a thank you.
If it was really thankful, he would rather say sorry by himself. He would not allow others to hurt him unscrupulously. This time, he took away what Su Luoyan loved the most. He just longed for this woman to share the strong love with him a little bit. It was just a little bit. He didn't want much, as long as she had such a slight love for him in her heart.
He looked at Su Luoyan with a long eyes, hoping to get the answer she wanted from her mouth. Su Luoyan was stunned at the door and was silent for no reason. In this time when he shouldn't say love, this man naively thought that everything could be interpreted by love. But he might not know that many times love is so helpless, and even cannot be explained by love at all. She just smiled bitterly, then turned around and looked at Fang Yichen seriously.
"I think you misunderstood me, Yichen, although we are legal couples, you should know from the beginning that I have never loved you. This pattern of getting along with us may seem strange to others, but since we have chosen, we can only maintain it. I won't love you, this is the case in the past, and the present. As for the future, I think it's difficult to change it."
Su Luoyan's expression was extremely solemn. She had never said many things, but was afraid that she would hurt innocent people if she said it. But at this moment, she felt that it would be better for her to say it. Especially Fang Yichen, she wanted to tell him all these words. She could not give him any hope. This is to be responsible for herself and also to him.
"I never expect you to really regard Maomao as your son, but you secretly took Maomao away from me. I was very hurtful about this matter. If you see me compromise, see me compromise, and think this is a sign of loving you, then I can only say that you are thinking too much. I just hope that my son can return to me as soon as possible, and I also hope that you can follow your conscience and get that child back as soon as possible."
She said it very seriously, and every sentence seemed to have been using a lot of effort. Fang Yichen leaned there, looking disbelief. In the past few days, he had been secretly hiding hope in his heart, thinking that Su Luoyan still loved him a little. At least she did not leave her. However, now this woman actually told him in person that the indulgence to him for so many days was because of that child.
It was not that he had thought that when the truth appeared in front of him, she was a little unacceptable. What he wanted was love, not sympathy. Why did every time his self-righteous love turned into a kind of silly end up being a bamboo basket? He couldn't understand, he couldn't understand at all.
"You lied to me, you must be lied to me. If you don't love me, why would you marry me? If you don't love me, why would you always be with me? If you don't love me, I'm like this now, you will definitely leave me." His face showed a painful expression. Even if the reality was so cruel, he would not believe it. He would rather believe that the woman in front of him was just a quarrel, and she must have thoughts of love for him.
"I didn't lie to you, and I didn't lie to you from beginning to end. I admit that I was a little selfish. When you said you wanted to take care of me, I was very moved. I accepted your protection and you said you wanted to get married, but I didn't object. At that time, my whole situation was a mess. I can even say that at that time I didn't care about your feelings at all." Su Luoyan took a deep breath and continued.
"Yi Chen, this matter is that I am sorry for you. I am not responsible for myself or for you. This is what we ended up like today. However, I can tell you that even if I have never loved you, I have never thought of having to divorce you. Which woman you are with outside has nothing to do with me."
Should this be regarded as comfort or as a mockery? Fang Yichen's heart could not calm down. He was spending time outside because he was depressed. If this woman gave him a little warmth, he thought that what he most hoped for in his life was to go home for dinner. But such thoughts would be just a luxury in the end.
"You have no legs now, and I never thought of leaving you. Even if you become a beggar now, I will not leave you. But I hope you don't think too much, I really haven't loved you. But I mind you using Maomao to hurt me, so I think it's hard for us to have any intersection in the future."
This was what Su Luoyan had to say with all her efforts. That child was her only thought in this life, but Fang Yichen cruelly joked about her thoughts. She could not continue to move forward with gratitude and gratitude as before. She now returned the kindness he had once treated her to her bit by bit with repayment.
"You are pitying me now, right? Su Luoyan, I don't want you to pity me. I just hope you can love me a little bit, even if it's just a little bit. I didn't ask you to love me like I love Leng Yunhao, I don't want that. I just hope you can share your love with me a little bit. I didn't think about hurting you, and never."
Hearing Su Luoyan say that, Fang Yichen's heart could not calm down. He begged for her love pitifully, but she never understood it and was unwilling to give him a little bit of it sincerely. He felt like he was like a beggar, standing alone on the street, just to look at him more when she passed by. He could only look at Su Luoyan's back, and this woman did not bring him into her sight from beginning to end.
"I don't need to pity you. What kind of person you want to be is your own choice. I think we have no need to be like a child at this age. I hope you can calm down, but I hope you can be more rational. I have to leave first and I will come back tomorrow."
After Su Luoyan finished speaking, she left without looking back. She knocked out a resounding note on the ground with firm steps, but Fang Yichen was stunned at the head of the bed, and she fell into a chaotic mood. What did he do wrong? Why didn't he get the little bit of favor from this woman?
He was in great pain, but he was puzzled. All the things in the room were thrown to the ground by him. There were chaotic sounds coming from the room. Su Luoyan just frowned and continued to walk forward. She did not look back, because nothing this man did was worth her going back.
Everyone has the right to choose their own direction, so once they are chosen, there will be no chance to turn back. She is destined to go on this road alone, so she will not let anyone get close to her. Leng Yunhao, I love you very much, but I'm sorry, I can only silently bless you, hoping that you can find a better woman than me.
Chapter completed!