When she lost her memory, she even forgot who that child was. She stubbornly thought that Maomao was the child born by Leng Yunhao and other women, so she resisted and was unwilling to get close to that child. At that time, he always wanted to keep Su Luoyan away from the past, so he obeyed her psychology.

He left Su Luoyan and ran out, wanting to carry the child to Su Luoyan as soon as possible. Hearing that Maomao is living with Leng Yunhao now, Su Luoyan's tears rolled down. She never told Leng Yunhao that the child was actually his son, but it seemed that some things were destined from the beginning and could not be changed at all.

"Mama Zhang, where is Maomao? Hurry up, let's go to the hospital now." When he arrived at the apartment, Leng Yunhao immediately called Mama Zhang to the hospital with Maomao in his arms. He wanted Su Luoyan to see Maomao's appearance. The child is very familiar with him now. When he hugged Maomao, he already knew to smile at him. Maomao had just grown a few small teeth and his appearance became more handsome.

He never cared about whose child Maomao was. As long as it was born by Su Luoyan, he would treat it as his own flesh and blood. Therefore, he loved Maomao very much and treated him as his own flesh and blood. Zhang's mother didn't know what Leng Yunhao was about, but she still obediently held Maomao and followed Leng Yunhao's footsteps.

After Leng Yunhao left, Su Luoyan cried for a long time. When the memories returned to her mind, she seemed to understand Leng Yunhao's intention. Yes, these memories were too painful for her and she always wanted to forget them. However, when she really forgot, she did not cherish them.

She still remembers Leng Yunhao's kindness to him. He never lie to him. They have always been so in love. She was the willful one at the beginning, so she let go of his hand. They are all willing to think about others, so in the end, they can only appear in each other's lives in the form of missing out.

She was very grateful for all the things Leng Yunhao did for her, but now, she didn't know how to face this man. It was not that she didn't love her, but that she no longer had the ability to love her. She knew that Leng Yunhao would not dislike her. Whether she married another man or had children with another man, he would love herself as before.

However, some things change, and she will feel embarrassed when she faces Leng Yunhao again. She knows what he wants, but she is already able to give it to her. She just wants to protect Maomao, that is all her life. Only in this way can she be able to spend this life safely.

"Maomao, this is your mommy." When Leng Yunhao appeared in front of Su Luoyan with Maomao in his arms, Su Luoyan couldn't help crying. The little guy had grown up a lot and she was about to recognize him. When Leng Yunhao was about to send Maomao to Su Luoyan's arms, the little guy's eyes were still pressing against Leng Yunhao.

This is her son, her flesh and blood. She took Maomao and kept kissing the little guy's head. Perhaps because of the deep love between mother and son, Maomao quickly adapted to Su Luoyan's arms. She fluttered beside Su Luoyan for a while, and then she began to sleep with her eyes blindfolded.

"Miss Su, let me hug Maomao. Your body is weak, please pay more attention to rest." Zhang's mother, who was standing beside her, was about to go to bed, so she stepped forward to pick up Maomao. When Maomao saw Zhang's mother, she also took the initiative to stretch out her hand. Su Luoyan sent the child to Zhang's mother's arms with tears.

"Miss Su, don't worry, Maomao still remembers you. After a while, you stay with him for a while, and he will kiss you immediately. This blood is thicker than water and will not change." Zhang Ma said with a smile, as if she had hit Su Luoyan's worries, so she stopped talking.

Zhang's mother began to coax Maomao to sleep. When the little guy was completely immersed in his dream, she took Maomao to Su Luoyan's arms with understanding. Looking at Maomao in her sleep, Su Luoyan's mother's inner love completely spread. In the past few months, she has never wanted to get close to this child. Now, when she sees him again, she feels full of guilt.

She is really a selfish woman. In order to occupy Leng Yunhao's love alone, she is unwilling to accept her own biological flesh and blood. She is really a cruel mother who throws her cute baby aside for the so-called love. Su Luoyan's heart was full of self-blame, and she could not convince herself to forgive herself in this way.

Leng Yunhao kept looking at Su Luoyan. This scene was always what he expected. He hoped to raise Maomao with Su Luoyan. He lived with Maomao for three months and gradually developed a strong relationship with this child. Whether he was his own blood or not, he would treat Maomao as his biological son.

He knew that she would not accept this when he told Su Luoyan this, but he would continue to put it into practice and his actions would be convincing, right? Luoyan, believe me, I will love you and Maomao very much. I will treat you well and make Maomao the best man.

She finally remembered what happened before. The man's love for him was so strong that she never forgot about it. Now, Su Luoyan just felt overwhelmed. She didn't know how to face Leng Yunhao. He still appeared here every day and gave her meticulous care.

But there was a clear change between the two people. He always wanted to talk to her unconsciously, but when he touched the sadness in her eyes, he avoided it tremblingly. The innocent Su Luoyan, who had been innocent, disappeared again, just like God deliberately joked with him, allowing him to see the real Su Luoyan.

He would rather see the woman he sees every day, without worries, only laughter. She returned to her previous appearance, with only a long period of silence left in time. Sometimes he saw her holding Maomao and staring alone for a long time, and he didn't know what was thinking in her head.

He really wanted to sit down and chat with her, thinking that this woman could tell him what was going on. His doubts grew day by day, but he just didn't dare to say them out. In the end, he only had endless worries. She was clearly in front of you, but you were vaguely worried in your heart and could not do anything.

He sat there, and when she needed to drink water, he got up and poured water in time, and then handed it to her palm. She just said thank you politely, and the two suddenly distanced a long time. He didn't know what to do to get Su Luoyan back to what she used to be.

They have loved each other deeply, why are they unwilling to leave these worldly things? Once upon a time, he had a marriage that made her suffer such a great grievance, but she could love her regardless of the matter. Now, the role has changed to him, why is the result different? He can't figure it out, but he has to accept this fact.

"Lin Xi, can you talk to Luo Yan? She is like this all day long? I am really worried that she will be so suffocated. She must be very sad when she remembered what happened before. I want to enlighten her, but she has been silent and I don't know what to say." Leng Yunhao was helpless and had to ask Lin Xi for help again.

He could see that the person Su Luoyan trusted the most was Lin Xi. Even if she had regained her memory now, when facing Lin Xi, she could occasionally smile on her face. How envious and jealous he was. As long as she gave him a little smile, he would think that it was a sunny day. When did his world change in sunny and sunny world only be related to this woman?

"Don't force Luo Yan, she must feel uncomfortable now. There have been so many things happening, so you have to give her some time to digest them. Now she suddenly regained her memory and knew that she had married and had children with others. She had not recovered yet." Lin Xi sighed. It was not that she had seen the embarrassing situation of Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao. She originally planned to say something, but every time the words came to her mouth, she still endured it.

She could see that Su Luoyan actually loved Leng Yunhao very much, and she just didn't know how she should face this man. Now Su Luoyan is more clear about what happened before than anyone else. She was originally inferior and felt that being with Leng Yunhao was implicating him. For so long, no matter how much help he gave, she had a rejection attitude.

However, for the past three months, she has been with Leng Yunhao, and the two of them lived a happy life. At that time, she was determined to keep going like this with this man, but after the memory came back, she didn't know how to deal with everything. She was already married, and Fang Yichen also did so many harms to Leng Yunhao. If we pursue it, these are all related to her.

It was she who hurt Leng Yunhao impulse. She did not get divorced. This is something that no one can change. Fang Yichen will not let go. She is a married woman, and dating Leng Yunhao in this way will only cause trouble for him. She is not unaware of Shen Yuqing's attitude. Every woman loves her son, she is now a person with children, and she can especially understand that mood.

She can no longer cause trouble to Leng Yunhao. When her body recovers, she will leave this place. This is what she originally planned. Love cannot be a harm, otherwise it will only bring him pain. She doesn't want to see this man get into pain because of herself. Therefore, she can only remain silent. Facing his hot eyes, she can only take an evasive attitude.

"I know, I won't force her. However, I still hope you can talk to her. At this time, you are the person she trusts the most. I hope you can persuade her for me and not think too much." Leng Yunhao frowned and said the words in his heart. Time can't be dragged on like this.

"Well, okay, don't worry. Give her some time and give yourself some time." Faced with this relationship that made many people worried, Lin Xi really didn't know what to say except sighing. Many times, she felt that love requires a little impulse. If you love that person, you should be brave enough to be with him. Everything else is a cloud, but it seems that such an ideal state has to return to reality, which is really something that people can't accept.

Leng Yunhao asked Zhang's mother to stay here to take care of Su Luoyan, but she was reluctant to let Maomao leave. That cute little thing was all her concerns. Maomao quickly adapted to Su Luoyan's arms. He blinked his big eyes and showed a warm smile in Su Luoyan's arms.

"Luoyan, let me hug Maomao. You have a rest for a while, it's been a whole morning. If you tease Maomao like this, I'm afraid he will be so silly." Lin Xi said, and was about to carry Maomao from Su Luoyan's arms. Facing such a domineering aunt, Maomao did not cry, but just looked at Lin Xi in surprise.

Just hold it in her arms. Anyway, he is really tired of laughing. He is really happy and has a very good appetite after returning to his mother's arms these days. Su Luoyan watched her son sleeping soundly in Lin Xi's arms, and a happy smile appeared on her face. If the days continue like now, she would be willing to wait for time quietly for the rest of her life.

"You don't say that to the child. Maomao is my heart. I haven't seen him for so long, but I just can't see enough." Su Luoyan stretched and kept raising the child. Her arms were sore. Now she felt that her whole face was a little sore because of excessive smiles.

"I'm talking to you seriously now, Su Luoyan. What are you and Leng Yunhao going to do? They are sincere to you, don't keep consuming this way." Lin Xi hugged Maomao who was already asleep and said straightforwardly what he wanted to say.

Su Luoyan suddenly fell silent. She leaned on her head and turned her eyes out the window. She knew that Lin Xi would mention this issue one day, no matter how she avoided it, she would talk about this issue. However, Su Luoyan didn't know how to tell her mood. It was not that she didn't love it, but that she couldn't afford to love it anymore.

"It's time for Maomao to change his diapers. You can bring Maomao over." She suddenly smiled, her hands stretched out. If she didn't answer Lin Xi's question, she would just take the escape method. During this period, she didn't want to talk about things related to Leng Yunhao. She has been struggling in a chaotic relationship for too long, and the only thing she wants is to be able to get out of it.

"Hey, what do you mean? Maomao just fell asleep? When I came in, I saw you changing his diapers. Don't use such tricks to escape my problem. I'm talking to you seriously now. People really love you, it's almost two years old. What can you not let go of?"

Lin Xi was very quick-witted. Seeing Leng Yunhao giving so much for Su Luoyan, she had already been moved. She thought Su Luoyan's heart should not be a stone. Even if she was not married now, Leng Yunhao had never minded this matter. Even if Su Luoyan gave birth to Fang Yichen's son, Leng Yunhao didn't mind either.

A man doesn't mind your past, or even if you have children with other men, then as a woman, should he also give in moderation? She knew that Su Luoyan felt uncomfortable, but people can't always just consider their own feelings, right? Leng Yunhao sacrificed so much for this relationship, and Su Luoyan should be clearer than anyone else.

"Let him let go, he and I won't have an ending. I'm already married and have children. No matter what happened to us before, I'm sorry for him." After a long silence, Su Luoyan finally spoke. Is this what she wanted to say in her heart? No one can identify it. She just couldn't bear to see the man continue to cry.

Lin Xi was suddenly excited when she heard these words. What was this woman? Do you want to give up Leng Yunhao now? It would be too unfair to Leng Yunhao? His heart is all in Su Luoyan. How can you say that you can let go of such a strong love?

"Sister Su, what are you thinking in your head? You won't be selectively amnesia again this time, right? Don't tell me that you don't remember that you fell in love with Leng Yunhao. He is so good. If you really don't want it, you will definitely regret it." Lin Xi was a little angry when she heard the words of giving up.

She is Su Luoyan's good friend and I sincerely hope that this woman can live a happy life, but now Su Luoyan actually said something to give up, which is irresponsible to herself and the most serious harm to Leng Yunhao. She looked at Su Luoyan with anger on her face.

"If you say so disgusting again, I will definitely knock your head open to see what you are thinking. I won't ask you anymore, and I won't force you to accept her immediately. You should take good care of your illness and don't think about it. If you give up Leng Yunhao, I will be the first to disagree." Lin Xi's stubbornness began to appear. She stuffed Maomao into Su Luoyan's arms, plucked her cheeks and turned on the angry mode, and then sat next to Su Luoyan without saying anything.

She didn't want to say the words of giving up. However, she didn't know how to continue, and she couldn't face Leng Yunhao again. If she knew that this memory was so painful, she would rather never find it back. But fate cannot be decided by itself in many cases. Maybe she and Leng Yunhao are not destined to be together, so why bother her? It's better to choose to let go completely, stay away from his life, and give him a clear sky.

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Su Luoyan is not as stupid as Lin Xi thought. She actually thought a lot of things in her head. After a while, her health recovered and she was able to leave this place. But now, she wants to meet someone, and she wants to tell that person that no matter what happens, she will divorce him.

"Lin Xi, where is Fang Yichen locked up now?" Su Luoyan knew that Lin Xi was for her own good, and she was angry just a sign of being angry. She wanted to see Fang Yichen and told the man a lot of things that had accumulated in her heart. This marriage without content was originally a mistake. She did not want to hurt anyone, but in the end it ended with hurt.

"What? Don't tell me that you want to go to prison to see the slaughter. I won't tell you. You'd better stop that idea and just act like he disappeared from this world and he's dead." Lin Xi looked at Su Luoyan in surprise. She really didn't understand. Su Luoyan, what are you thinking in your head all day long?

You don’t know that the man is not good to you. He can use any means to hurt you, and he will not consider your feelings at all. Do you still love him? Do you want to tell everyone that you have married that man and then you have to end up together?

"I want to meet him, tell me where he is." Su Luoyan just said lightly. No matter how many grudges she and Fang Yichen have, they will be resolved sooner or later. He is always her nominal husband, and they have a marriage letter to decide.

"There is indeed a problem in your head. Don't ask me. If you want to go, ask Leng Yunhao by yourself. He knows." Lin Xi was really angry. She got up and walked outside. She didn't want to pay attention to Su Luoyan at all. This weird woman actually remembered that bastard Fang Yichen at this time.

Lin Xi did not tell Su Luoyan what she could only ask Leng Yunhao. When Leng Yunhao appeared in the ward in the afternoon, Su Luoyan remained silent. She didn't know when she should find an opportunity to ask the question she wanted to ask. Will he be as angry as Lin Xi?

"I want to see Fang Yichen. Do you know where he is right?" In the end, she still spoke out the question in her heart, but she didn't have the courage to look Leng Yunhao in the eyes. Was the man angry or surprised now? She only heard her heart pounding and jumping constantly. Su Luoyan, why did you mention that man to him? He must have hated Fang Yichen.

Leng Yunhao was indeed shocked, and he was stunned. The name disappeared from his life for a long time, and he seemed to have begun to forget Fang Yichen's existence. It was like he had always ignored the fact that Su Luoyan and Fang Yichen got married and had children. But now, the person who took the initiative to mention Fang Yichen was Su Luoyan.

She didn't want to say something to him, but now she wanted to see Fang Yichen. The man had hurt her ruthlessly and had never loved Su Luoyan at all. She might not know that no matter how concessions he made, Fang Yichen would not agree to the divorce. When Su Luoyan was crying, Fang Yichen never gave comfort, and when Su Luoyan was alone, Fang Yichen was sarcastic.

He probably did not allow the man to approach Su Luoyan again. He said that to protect this woman, then the happiness that belongs to Su Luoyan can only be created by him. His eyes dimmed at that time. But he could not make Su Luoyan embarrassed at this time.

"Do you have something to look for him? If there is nothing important, don't meet him." He said lightly, with a little domineering attitude, but he was not confident enough. He wanted to ask her for advice, but was afraid that she would oppose his suggestions. He didn't want Su Luoyan to meet Fang Yichen.

"Yes, there are very important things to tell him." Su Luoyan also had a faint tone. She looked down at Maomao who was sleeping. The child became more and more cute. She was very pleased. The first thing Maomao saw was Leng Yunhao. It was said that if you stayed by the side for a long time, you would remember his taste. So one day, when this child grew up, would he remember his father was Leng Yunhao?

"Okay, then I'll accompany you tomorrow." Leng Yunhao finally gave in. Since this is what she wants to do, even if he objected or forced, it would be meaningless. He could only give in. If she insisted on tied to that man, then he could only wait forever.

Su Luoyan did not object, so she agreed. She wanted to see Fang Yichen, but why didn’t she have any expectation? It seems that when she doesn’t love someone, meeting has become a kind of obligation and form to a certain extent. The biggest intersection between her and Fang Yichen is that marriage book.

The next day, Leng Yunhao arrived as promised, and he pushed a wheelchair over. Su Luoyan suffered a little injury to his leg in the car accident. He held Su Luoyan into the wheelchair, but she kept hugging the child in her arms. His heart hurt at that time. To some extent, he had already regarded Maomao as a part of his life.

However, now this woman is going to take Maomao to see Fang Yichen. So is the family of three going to reunite? He was very depressed and drove along the way without saying a word. He didn't know if he was right to do this now. He took Su Luoyan to see her husband. If outsiders knew about it, it would be a ridiculous thing.

The car parked at the prison gate, and Su Luoyan glanced at the gate. This place was not unfamiliar to her. She had been in prison for a year and knew what life was like. But she didn't expect that one day she would return to this place.

"I'll accompany you in." Leng Yunhao said with some concern. That man would still hurt Su Luoyan. He would definitely say vicious words and would definitely do something jaw-dropping. Therefore, he should stand by Su Luoyan's side and protect this woman from being hurt.

"No need, I'll go in by myself and come out in a while." Su Luoyan still spoke in a faint tone. Many things will be faced sooner or later. The more you escape, the more you are entangled in your heart. She knew that Leng Yunhao was worried about herself, but she couldn't hide under his umbrella and enjoy his warmth safely.

She went in by herself. Leng Yunhao looked at Su Luoyan's back as he left, and his hands naturally fisted. The pain was so clear in his heart, but he couldn't show it. He loved this woman, so he shouldn't turn love into a barrier, and he shouldn't let her hate herself?

Fang Yichen dreamed that one day he could see Su Luoyan, but for him, this day could only appear in his consciousness. He knew that Su Luoyan hated him and would never come to visit him. So when he heard someone visit him, the first person he thought of was Mei Xiaoyuan.

He didn't want to see that woman anymore, and he didn't want to see it at all. He even began to feel a lot of disgust in his heart. The reason why he wanted to come out was to tell Mei Xiaoyuan that she would not use this place in the future. Fang Yichen was dead or alive, and it had nothing to do with Mei Xiaoyuan in the future. She could come to such places without pretending to behave.

"Luo Yan, is it really you? I'm not dreaming. Are you really here to see me?" When Fang Yichen saw Su Luoyan, he was overjoyed. He pushed the wheelchair and tried hard to get closer to Su Luoyan. It seemed that this woman still cared about him a little, otherwise, she would never come here to visit him.

He eagerly wanted to take a closer look at Su Luoyan. This woman was a little fatter than before, with her skin and temperament better, but the expression on her face was always cold. He could not feel the warmth from Su Luoyan. She sat dullly in a wheelchair with a blanket covering her legs.

"Luo Yan, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with your legs?" He asked anxiously. He hadn't felt like this for a long time. He actually forgot that he actually cared about people. When he saw this woman, all the abilities that had disappeared naturally recovered.

"I'm fine, where are you?" She still spoke in a faint tone and it took a long time to pop out of her mouth. However, even though her tone was cold, he still felt excited. As long as she could appear here, it would be the greatest comfort for Fang Yichen. There were few smiles on his face like he is now, and the happiness in his eyes seemed to be overflowing.

"I'm very good, Luo Yan, I just miss you very much. I heard them say you had a car accident. I kept waiting for you to come to see me. You didn't come, but I always waited for you. Luo Yan, I really miss you." Fang Yichen was a little excited. These words appeared in his mind every day, and he had no chance to say them.

He even started to abuse this woman for a long time. She must have only talked sweetly to Leng Yunhao and had to forget her. He thought that if one day the woman appeared in front of him, he would definitely ridicule her. She must scold this woman for being shameless and tell her that she had never loved her.

However, when she saw Su Luoyan again, she just asked, "Are you okay?" All his complaints disappeared. She loved Su Luoyan, so he could only occasionally resent. When he saw her, the most real emotions were revealed.

Su Luoyan did not give him any response. She suddenly sat there. This man was already very strange to her. If she hadn't seen Fang Yichen again, she would have probably forgotten his appearance. The two of them had experienced so many things, but she never hated Gu this man.

When she needed a home the most, he gave herself protection. She resisted his approach, and he did not force her to get closer to her life. The reason why he wanted to hurt her was just to get closer to her. However, not loving means not loving, and she could not force herself.

She let down the man's love for him and deeply hurt her. If she hadn't rashly entered his life, then Fang Yichen's life would definitely not be like this now. He had lost everything and had no home left. He loved freedom so much, but could not walk with his legs.

She really wanted to say sorry to him. It was her impulse before that, so she did so many ridiculous things. She had never thought about hurting him, nor wanted him to live his current life. She knew that what had happened could not be experienced again. However, she still wanted to apologize to him.

"Yi Chen, I'm sorry, let's get divorced! I know I owe you a lot, but if we continue like this, we will not be happy at all. Let's separate." As if she had to muster up a lot of courage, she finally revealed the words in her heart.

She didn't want to continue to struggle in this vicious circle anymore. The two of them were originally from different worlds. If fate made them intersect, then now, it's time to end. She hopes that this man can start his life again, and she will also go out of this rainy season.

"I can't, I will never divorce you. You come to me, did Leng Yunhao ask you to come? Do you want to marry him? I'm so kind to you, you still want to marry her." Fang Yichen was furious. He did not allow this woman to fall into the arms of other men, which made him unable to calm down.

He is going to be finished in his life, and he may never have the chance to leave this place. He just wants to walk down with Su Luoyan. There are many bad things in his personality that he can change. He does not have too much demands on Su Luoyan. He just hopes that this woman will not give up on herself in any situation.

But now, she said, let's get divorced. She is so anxious to get divorced because she wants to be with Leng Yunhao? He can be cuckolded and can tolerate any infamy, but he cannot accept that this woman leaves him. He has paid so much and sacrificed so much, he doesn't want any sorry, he just wants this woman to stay by his side obediently.

"This matter has nothing to do with Yun Hao. Even if I divorce you, I may not marry him. Yichen, we are all not young anymore. After experiencing so many things, we can't continue to do this." Su Luoyan was silent for a while and continued. She didn't know why Fang Yichen had to insist on pestering like this. She was tired and really didn't have the energy to keep this mistake going.
To be continued...