Chapter 166
Looking at all this, it was as if the room had suddenly become empty, and her heart became so empty that it was uncomfortable.
No one will understand the meaning of this dormitory to her. It is the beginning of her love, the beginning of pain, and the beginning of the meaning of all her life...
She was really afraid that this emptiness would mean the end...
She had looked forward to it so much that her time with him only had a beginning and no end.
"Lao Yu?" She looked at Political Commissar Yu in panic with empty eyes, full of questions, where is he?
"He was here just now. I haven't seen him go out yet..." Lao Yu also looked confused.
Tao Zi looked at her parents-in-law again, but they were even more confused than she was...
She turned her face away, an inexplicable pain emerged from the depths of her heart, and his gloomy, angry, and stormy face appeared in front of her eyes...
He was twisted and manic like that. She didn't believe that he wouldn't feel pain like that...
And the meaning of her existence has never been to cause him pain...
And on nights like this, in which dark corner would he hide himself, licking his pain and injuries alone? She regretted it extremely. She shouldn't have been careless and ran out of the hospital. She should have been by his side.
, no matter how hard he rushes, she shouldn't leave. She promised him that she would never leave, and she also promised him that she would not let him find her, but why can't she always do it?
"Mom...I'm going to find him...I'm going..." She covered her mouth, swallowing back all the unspeakable heartache and choking.
"Do you know where to find it?" Yan Zhuang looked at her worriedly.
Where to look? Tao Zi was as confused as them, but her urgent mood did not allow her to delay any longer. She didn't even have time to cry, and she rushed into the night.
From the dormitory, to the playground, to his former office, there was no sign of him. However, he met some young soldiers who still recognized her when they saw her. They called her "sister-in-law" loudly, and asked each one why she suddenly came back.
Why don't you see the group leader? Is the group leader okay?
From this, it seems that he returned to the army quietly, and these soldiers did not know it.
Crossing the playground and walking through the woods is the Wife Stone. Will he be there?
However, once again I was disappointed...
She still remembered how he told her sister-in-law's story in a low voice when he brought her to visit his wife's stone. In that night, she secretly kissed his lips...
Every day in life will not be a repetition and superposition of yesterday. Every day will be as irreversible as new. From now on, there will never be that kind of night, that kind of him, that kind of voice, and that kind of wind and flowers blooming.
kiss……
Memories were like water and worries were like tides. She didn't give herself time to recall. Just like the kiss on her lips that night, the shadow of memories only hit her mind once and then faded away without a trace...
Looking at him, it was still a dark forest, and the fork in the forest was still the road leading to the bottom of the mountain. She had walked this road to find the saplings of the Gesang flower, and had been scolded by him in the heavy rain.
Carry it back...
Those heartbreaking sweetness seemed to have happened yesterday. With a sense of courage and intuition, she walked into the fork in the road.
When passing the sentry post, I found Lei Liang standing guard. When he saw her, he gave her a standard military salute and shouted, "Hello, sister-in-law!"
"Ryoko, have you seen the leader?" she asked.
"Report to sister-in-law! About an hour ago, the group leader left here!" Lei Liang replied loudly.
"Liangzi! Thank you!" Taozi was overjoyed and strode forward in the dark night.
Although he had a direction, beyond the whistle was the rolling Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau mountains. Apart from the south, east, west and north where the troops were, who could know which direction he was going?
Just relying on intuition, she searched all the way.13acv.
She didn't know if the road she was walking on was the same road she had walked before. The scenery here was similar, with the same mountains, trees, and grass. She didn't even know if she had walked back again after going around in circles.
In situ.
The only thing I know is that Ning Zhenqian is here, maybe under the tree a hundred meters away, or by the big rock in front...
However, she didn't know how many hundred meters she had walked, but he was still nowhere to be seen...
The road became more and more remote as we walked. Occasionally, the cry of unknown animals broke through the night sky, or there were rustling sounds in the woods and grass.
Her steps became faster and faster, out of fear and worry.
She still remembers how scared she felt when she lost her direction on that rainy night; she still remembers how she walked to the station while falling and crying on the first day after arriving from Beijing...
But no matter how difficult or scary it is, he will appear in front of her in time, right?
So, Brother Tangtang, Nannan is very scared now, where are you? You said, don’t let you not be able to find me, then don’t let Nannan not be able to find you, okay?
The more afraid you are, the more determined you are...
She ran all the way, shouting, "Chief—Brother Tangtang—where are you—"
To answer her, the echoes from the empty valley followed, one after another...
Gradually, she was getting farther and farther away from the station. The full moon above her head had moved westward from the sky. Everything in front of her seemed familiar. She slowed down and saw a few pink flowers scattered on the lush grass at her feet.
Mulberry flowers! Is this the place where she used to find Gesang flowers?
Further forward, the flowers become more and more dense and pink. Under the bright light of the melting moonlight, they bloom quietly and stubbornly, like an endless brocade, extending to the black and gray sky...
And she was like a fledgling bird that fell into the flowers and lost its direction, panicking, confused, running around, and bumping into each other.
The powerless, hopeless, and helpless cry came out of her mouth, echoing in the valley, it was a soul-stirring echo, the sound was melancholy, and the sound was heart-wrenching...
However, there was still no response from the voice she wanted to hear...
Suddenly, something tripped her feet and she almost fell to the ground.
I finally managed to steady my steps and looked down under the moonlight. There was a person lying among the flowers! A man! A man in camouflage uniform!
Who else could this man be besides him? Who else could be lying here in the dark?
She felt a burst of ecstasy at first, but then, she was hit by an unprecedented panic.
She shouted so loudly, why did he lie here and not answer?
She kicked him, why didn't he react?
She closed her eyes, feeling afraid that the whole world would collapse...
No...it won't...
It took so much courage for her to open her eyes again, squat down, and try to call out softly, "Brother Tangtang?"
Under the moonlight, he closed his eyes tightly and remained motionless...
A thunderbolt hit her head, causing her vision to go dark. She fell to the ground, stretched out her hand tremblingly, and touched his face...
Under the slightly trembling fingertips, the heat of his body temperature came...
Suddenly, ecstasy swept through her heart, her lungs, and tears flowed down for no reason. She couldn't bear the drop from heaven to hell, and then from hell to heaven...
She leaned down, patted his face gently, and called softly, "Chief, Chief, are you asleep? Wake up! Wake up, okay? Did you hear my daughter?"
While shouting, the tears couldn't stop flowing, dripping on his face and dripping on his neck.
"Chief? What's wrong with you?" She was worried that he might have fainted due to physical discomfort. She thought about it, wiped her tears, lifted his arm and put it on her shoulders.
She said that as long as he was alive, she would stay with him forever. Now, if she found him unconscious in the wilderness, she would certainly not abandon him! She could even carry Luo Dongqin down the mountain.
Not to mention her dearest brother Tangtang!
"Brother Tangtang! We are going home! My daughter is carrying you home!" she said while crying.
She didn't know why she was crying. She should be happy to find the group leader, but she just couldn't control it, she just wanted to cry...
But I heard a dull, extremely impatient voice, "I'm not dead, so why bother crying..."
After he finished speaking, the arm on his arm slipped down, and he continued to lie back on the ground, closing his eyes with an indifferent look on his face.
She was stunned, and it took her a while to realize. It turned out that he was asleep at all! He didn't faint at all! He heard everything! He just didn't want to agree to her! He just didn't want to pay attention to her!
Suddenly, grievance, heartache, and anger all surged into my heart.
The tears became more and more violent, and she couldn't help but drop her fist on his shoulder, crying and accusing him fiercely, "Ning Zhenqian! You are going too far! Do you know how worried I am about you? You scared me, do you know?
Why are you so ruthless? I am a nap! I am a puppet that you have spoiled from a young age! How can you be willing to make me so sad ... Ning Zhenqian! You are a bastard! Two lacks! You owe it! I owe!
Clean it up! Do you think I'm easy to bully? You'll bully me, right? Ning Zhenqian! I hate you so much!"
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