Chapter 203 Mom(1/2)
"She carried me down the mountain on her back that day. She called an ambulance, but there were many landslides on the road, and the car couldn't get there for a while. She was anxious, so she couldn't wait and carried me down the mountain. At that time, although I hadn't grown up yet,
But it was still very difficult to carry me down the mountain in that kind of weather, and her shoes
It was difficult to walk, so she simply took off her shoes and walked barefoot. When she finally met the ambulance, the soles of her feet were covered with blood blisters. I thought, at that moment, she finally entered my heart, and afterward, my father
I am deeply touched and cherish her especially, which is a sign that she has truly entered our family."
At this point, he finally stopped, and his eyes as quiet as a deep pool had a soft halo, "Nanny, do you now understand why I came to you and why I wanted to tell you this story?"
Tao Zi had a vague feeling that the most bloody plot in novels and soap operas was about to happen to him...
However, she did not expect such a story. Perhaps it was just her illusion, so she stood up politely and picked up her bag, "Mr. Luo, thank you for your hospitality today and your story. I think it will be useful to me."
As a novelist, this kind of material is exactly what I need. If you don't mind, I will write it into words."
"Nanny! You are so smart, you must know what I mean!" Luo Dongqin also stood up.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Luo, I don't understand and I don't want to understand." She walked toward the door.
However, as soon as the door opened, a woman was seen standing outside. She was dressed in gorgeous clothes, but her face was filled with tears...
"Nanny..." The woman cried her name and called her name in a voice that was completely unfamiliar to her.
Tao Zi's eyes were cold and he said in a calm tone, "I'm sorry, madam, I don't know you."
"Nanny! I am mother..."
Finally, the two words she least wanted to hear came out of this person's mouth...
Her name was Ji Jian. She frowned, lowered her head, and smiled softly, "Madam, you have mistaken me for the wrong person. I don't have a mother!"
"Nanny! I'm sorry! It's mom's fault! Mom shouldn't abandon you! Let's go in and talk, okay? Give mom a chance to make it up to you!" After hearing Tao Zi's words, the woman cried uncontrollably and hugged her.
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Her weight hangs on Tao Zi's body, like a thousand pounds, and the faint smell of perfume, which she once longed for most as her mother's smell, the smell that she once lingered on Yan Zhuang's body, is now finally close at hand, but her heart feels...
Not a trace of warmth...
"Come in and talk!" Luo Dongqin's voice sounded, and he gently pushed her into the private room with her.
"You two have a nice chat, I'll wait in the car." He went out and closed the door for them.
Since there is no escape, it is better to sit down and face it!
Tao Zi returned to his seat, sat upright, put his bag aside, and began to look at the woman who called herself her mother.
For her, her mother has been just a name since she was a child. She knows nothing about her except that her name is Lin Zhi, and she doesn't know what she looks like. The person in front of her is just like Yan Zhuang, with elegant appearance, fair skin, and well-maintained
Is the beautiful woman your mother?
She searched for the characteristics on the other person's face: a pair of very bright eyes, which slightly curved with a squeezed smile when facing her scrutinizing gaze, just like hers...presumably those eyes when she was young.
It's also sparkling inside...
There is also that small face, pointed chin, and porcelain skin that cannot be concealed even at old age.
Unfortunately, these characteristics are very similar to hers...
The person in front of me may be what she will look like many years from now...
Therefore, she does not have to doubt that this person is Lin Zhi...
Facing Tao Zi's overly direct gaze, Lin Zhi felt a little unnatural. She shrank slightly and smiled, "Nanny..."
She finally understood why Luo Dongqin also called her Nannan. It turned out to be the case, but she was really not used to outsiders calling her that...
"Is something wrong?" she asked coldly.
More than twenty years, not twenty hours, not twenty days, more than twenty years, is enough for her life to reincarnate again...
Lin Zhi was mentally prepared for her indifference and coldness since she came. However, when she really faced it, she was still so sad that she burst into tears, "Nanny, mom, I'm sorry for you..." There are thousands of words to say, but this sentence of sorry remains the same after all.
However, how can a word of apology span the distance of more than 20 years?
Tao Zi said quietly and calmly, "No need to say sorry, because I have never complained about you."
Although the tone was cold, Lin Zhi was still full of surprise, "Really?"
"Really." She repeated calmly, "To me, you are just a strange woman, and as a woman, I deeply understand how difficult it is to be a woman, and I also understand that every woman has her own choice of lifestyle and pursuit.
The right to live a happy life, you live a happy life, I am happy for you, that’s all.”
The surprise in Lin Zhi's eyes faded little by little with her words. It turned out that she was just a stranger...
However, what she said was correct. What qualifications does a person who left her soon after her birth have to talk about the word "mother" with her?
She cried bitterly, covered her mouth, and sobbed with tears, "Nanny, mom is very regretful. Really, she has been regretting it for so many years. Mom misses you, and her heart aches when she misses you every night..."
Really? A faint smile appeared on Tao Zi's lips. Comparing this, does she feel more heartless? For more than 20 years, she has thought about grandpa and Brother Tangtang, but alone, really
I never thought about my mother...
Regret? It has been more than 20 years, and now you are here to talk about regret? There have been many days in the past 20 years, and it is only today that you are here to talk about regret?
She smiled calmly again, "Actually, there is no need for you to regret it, and there is no need to condemn yourself. Over the past twenty years, I have lived a very good life and been very busy, and I have not had much time to think about you."
Isn't it cruel to say this? But forgive her, it's the truth.
During the days when she needed her mother the most, it was her grandfather's withered hands that comforted her, and it was Brother Tangtang's broad back that gave her support. In her most lonely and helpless life, she missed these two people. No, she should.
She said that because of these two people, she never felt bitter...
It's just that she doesn't like Luo Dongqin's story, not at all. His story broke the peace in her heart for so many years.
If she had never complained about her mother in her past life, after hearing his story, she couldn't help but think that when she needed her mother the most, her mother was humiliating herself and doing laundry and cooking for others at her own risk.
Carrying other people's children down the mountain in a typhoon...
She just doesn't understand why.
Then, I don’t understand why I am looking for her again after being abandoned for more than 20 years. In fact, they will never intersect, so the word mother will always remain in her fantasy, and maybe it can still maintain its hazy brilliance...
No words can make people sadder than indifference. A strange word, a word that I don't have time to think of you, makes Lin Zhi's heart break into pieces. But, who can she blame? She can only blame herself, a mother who abandoned her biological daughter. She herself
They won’t pity themselves...
"Nanny, you don't understand the situation. Not long after you were born, your father passed away. In order to make a living, your mother went out to work. At first, your mother thought that as long as she made money and her life was stable, she would take you out. Mom
I really thought so at the beginning, but the outside world is not as easy as my mother thought..."
Staring at Lin Zhi who was explaining to herself with tears, she believed her, so she never blamed her before. Her mother living in another corner of the world must have had her own difficulties. With a grateful heart, she
I sincerely prayed that my mother would be happy, that she would be as lucky as her, and that she would meet people who would help her and love her...
Thinking of this, the waves in her heart caused by Luo Dongqin's story gradually calmed down. She was still the same girl with good intentions and blessings.
So he smiled, even though it was very shallow, more sincere than before, "Yes, I understand. That's why I said, I have never complained about you."
Compared to her calmness, Lin Zhi was much more messy. The more her daughter said she had no hatred or resentment, the calmer she became. The more guilty she felt, the more she felt that her daughter was being angry. Before she said anything, tears always flowed first, "
In the first few years, my mother worked in G City.
Although Yue only had a low salary, he could still send some money home to you and grandpa. Later, he went to S city with a few sisters from the factory, where he met Luo Kuncheng, Luo Dongqin’s father, and his mother.
Someone I’ve known a long time ago.”
Tao Zi knew about this origin. Luo Dongqin had told her before that it was a good thing and a blessing to meet the happiness that belonged to her mother. She was happy for her mother.
Lin Zhi's face showed a look of regret, "At that time, I did something that I regretted for the rest of my life... I didn't tell him that I had a child in my hometown... But at that time, I really
I just think that it is not easy to seize happiness, not to mention that the Luo family is still a family like that. It is already difficult for me, an ordinary woman, to marry into it. If others know that I have a daughter... Nannan, my mother really doesn’t dislike it.
You, but the situation at that time..."
Amidst Lin Zhi's hurried explanation, Tao Zi's heart, which had finally calmed down just now, started to get upset again. He was always a burden to her. Even if he was not by her side, she would treat her as a burden...
Still just laughing, with more of a sarcastic tone, "I understand, I am also a woman. As I said again, I wish you happiness. As for me, I have never been your drag bottle in the past, and I will never be in the future and now, even if you
Now that it is glorious and prosperous, I won’t come to cause trouble for you, so don’t worry.”
Since her existence was denied more than 20 years ago, she can really not exist within the scope of Linzhi, one in the south and one in the north. Our motherland has a vast territory...
"Nanny!" Lin Zhi thought she was leaving, so she grabbed her wrist eagerly, "Nanny, don't leave, listen to what I have to say."
Okay, now that I’ve listened to half of it, let’s just listen to it thoroughly. There are always a lot of bloody stories in wealthy families, so just treat it as accumulating material for your own novel. Even though you convince yourself like this, the sadness in your heart will still come up involuntarily...
"I thought at that time that I should coax you into marrying me first. As long as you join the Luo family, I can send you a lot of money. When the time is right, I will take you over. However, I did not expect that the Luo family's
Life is far, far away from what I imagined... First of all, those two children are not easy to use. I was exhausted by them, but I still have to grit my teeth and persevere. Who makes me real..." and my daughter
Lin Zhi feels a little ashamed when talking about her feelings
, However, he finally said hesitantly, "I really have feelings for Luo Kuncheng, and I hope to run his family well. However, whenever I do things for his children, I always think of him in my heart."
You, when I think of my poor daughter, I don’t know if anyone feels sorry for me... How grandpa took care of you... Whenever I think of you, my heart feels like a knife. The Luo family’s children’s troubles didn’t make me cry, but whenever I think of you,
I don’t know how many times I cried...
I originally thought that after joining the Luo family, it would be no problem to send you money, but I didn’t know that it was not as good as before when I was working. Luo Kuncheng was very kind to me and did not restrict me in spending money. The key is that other people in the Luo family, one
He guarded me like a thief. The young man of the Luo family was as shrewd as a monkey.
Those who instigated him were probably his grandparents, who always looked at me in the dark with a pair of calculating eyes, which made me feel frightened. There were also the servants of the Luo family, as if everything in this house belonged to the original daughter.
To be continued...