After being discharged from the hospital, she did not return to the army, but moved into the home where they were married. This house has been transferred to Tao Zi's name. In other words, this place is considered her home.

After entering the door, Yan Zhuang first helped Tao Zi sit on the sofa, while Ning Zhenqian stood at the door and said nothing.

Yan Zhuang originally wanted to say something, but seeing the awkwardness between the two of them, he sighed secretly and told Tao Zi that he still had to have a good rest, and then left with heartache, leaving the space to themselves.

Ning Zhenqian carried a lot of nutritional supplements in his hand, all of which were given to him by members of the Ning family, including Grandma Ning, when Tao Zi was hospitalized.

After putting down the things, I didn’t know what to say. I felt that I had reached the end of the water and the end of the sky. No matter how many words I said, they were like floating clouds in the distant sky, pale, floating, and powerless...

He stood by the coffee table, took out his wallet, took out a few cards and her ID card, leaned over and gently placed them on the coffee table. This was the last time she made a fuss about divorce, and he confiscated them in anger.

. He once thought that as long as he held on hard, happiness and hope would not be deserters. Now, he finally understood what she had said to him. Sometimes, the tighter the hold, the more painful it would be.

It's just that it's too late to understand...

Hopefully, after he finally loosens the thread in his hand, her free kite can breathe the air of true happiness and no longer suffer...

His fingers lingered on a few cards for a while, too much reluctance to let go... As soon as his fingers loosened, it meant that he had given up completely...

How I wish I could have the right to hold these cards forever, but...

Bitterness crept into my heart like a wave, and I stood up. My fingers could no longer touch the touch of the bank card adhesive paper. My heart felt like a huge gaping hole, and the pain surged out from the crack like lava. It was burning and burning.

My whole heart is trembling...

He ran out quickly, not daring to stay for a moment. What he was afraid of was that he would regret it and couldn't help but rush to hold her tightly in his arms...

He even forgot to close the door in his panic.

The wind blows in, carrying the fragrance of flowers, it is April in the world again, I still remember last year, the old face is reflected in the window...

She grabbed the cards, held them to her heart, lay on the sofa and burst into tears.

She didn't know why she was crying, and she didn't know what was hurting in her heart. She only knew that she seemed to be squeezed into a very narrow gap, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe. She had to cry loudly, and she had to take a big breath, otherwise she would hold it in.

Gotta die...

And she also knew clearly that she had reached the limit of her psychological endurance. Just like when her grandfather passed away, she felt as sad as the world collapsed. At such times, she would cry loudly, in a place with no one, in

She cries loudly while carrying someone on her back, and after crying, she will be a brand new girl who will stand up and walk further away...

She was no longer admitted to the hospital. That day, she cried all day long until she fell asleep. She cried until she was crying even in her dreams. She cried until she could no longer make a sound. She finally woke up because she was hungry...

Feeling hungry is a symbol of life. She had tears on her face and her chest was empty, with nothing left...

When he left his bank card and when he rushed out of the door, she knew that her heart was also lost at that moment...

In fact, this is very good. People who have no heart will not feel pain...

She got up because of the most instinctive needs of animals.

There was also a whole chicken that grandma had stewed in the morning. Before she had time to eat it, Ning Zhenqian put it in the refrigerator. She took it out and heated it up without cooking the rice. She ate the whole chicken until it was full.

She didn't know what she was holding on to. She only knew that after this meal, her stomach would be full again. It was great. Once it was full, she wouldn't be afraid of emptiness...

She was in a daze, sitting alone in the spacious restaurant, holding a leftover chicken bowl in a daze.

After a good night's sleep, she no longer felt sleepy. She just sat like this, waiting for darkness, then dawn...

During this period, the home phone and mobile phone rang many times, and she didn't want to answer it. Later, Yan Zhuang came over. She talked freely with Yan Zhuang, but she didn't know what she said...

She didn't know how much time had passed until later, when the door opened and he came in.

She suddenly realized that the sun was dazzling, and it turned out to be another morning...

He stood in the morning light, dressed in military uniform.

She suddenly had an illusion, as if she had gone back to the winter last year, when he came home for the first time after marriage, without the key, and she went to open the door for him. The moment she opened the door, he had snowflakes on his shoulders, a plateau-colored face, and cracked

His lips were curled up and he said, "I am Ning Zhenqian..." 13acv.

She rushed over in surprise, and in her haste, her foot caught the leg of the dining table, almost causing her to fall.

"Are you ready? I'll wait for you below." He lowered his head and whispered.

Her expression froze at this moment. It turned out that she was standing in the wrong time and space.

The human face remains the same, time passes...

They can never go back to the past...

It wasn't until his figure disappeared that she remembered what he was going to do...

There is still a dull pain in the empty place in my chest, but a small flower blooms at the corner of my lips. This day has finally come, right?

She slowly returned to the bedroom, and she was shocked by what she saw in the mirror.

When did she become like this? How could she allow herself to become like this?

Unkempt, sallow, skinny, disheveled?

What kind of embarrassing ending is she going to bring to this love that she has been pursuing for twenty years?

No, she is a girl with fair skin, a tender face, and a round figure. Her braids were braided by Brother Tangtang with his clumsy hands when she was six years old and cannot be left untied...

After twenty years of loving, twenty years of searching, and twenty years of warmth, when it ends, can we still be beautiful?

She washed herself carefully.

There are still clothes in the closet that she used to store, including the outfit she wore on a blind date. Now that we see each other again, I can’t tell what it feels like...

Because of it, she experienced heartache and pain; but it was also because of it that she finally had this encounter with him...

So I still wore it, not for anyone, just for a story, with a beginning and an end, just because it seemed to be back to the original mood...

If you leave like this, she will feel much more relaxed.

Her hair is no longer the short hair it was then, and the longest part is already shoulder length. She still remembers him saying, let your hair grow longer...

She touched her soft hair and suddenly cherished it.

I only used a comb to gently comb it neatly, put on a thin layer of makeup, and put on the makeup for a year. I wonder if it has deteriorated, and I wonder if it will lead to allergies and acne...

She still clearly remembers the tragic situation after the S Troupe's condolences performance, and the strict orders given by the military wives: no makeup is allowed.

Ha... She believes that she will always remember. Remember many, many...

After cleaning up, go downstairs.

Downstairs, she heard the familiar car.

Wearing a slightly wider military uniform, he stood by the car waiting for her. When he saw her coming, he lowered his head and got into the car.

He had been avoiding her eyes. She knew that he had done the same thing at the door just now. After saying a word, he left without even looking at her.

She followed silently and got into his car.

Ning Zhenqian's heart was beating. Although he didn't look at her, what he saw before him was her appearance when he glanced at her just now. She was actually wearing the same clothes she wore on the blind date. It was early autumn at that time and early summer at this time. What was different was her hair.

The drooping shoulders were draped down, covering half of the

She has a small face, but her eyes can't be covered. It must be because of the makeup. Her dark eyes have been shining brightly these days, just like that day when they were on a blind date. With just one glance, she identified this person.

His eyes made him want to get married...

He had never known or delved deeply into the fate of that day at one glance. Now, he completely understood that those pair of extremely bright eyes had already taken root in his heart. Even if the appearance is easy to change and the years have settled, those eyes were as if they were planted in his heart.

A secret button deep in his heart can be identified and closed with just one glance, and even he himself does not know it...

Ren's bright black eyes shone like stars in his heart forever, but no one in the car spoke. He drove the car in silence to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

He has already prepared the approval from the army, so the procedure is very simple. The only trouble is that he gave her too many things: 15% of Zhuang Mei's shares have not been taken back, and the several houses he gave her before still belong to her.

The little turtle also belongs to her, as well as all his personal savings...

She doesn't want it.

But his attitude was very firm.

She understood that he hoped that her future life would be stress-free. Although she had a rich mother, he knew very well that she would not rely on Lin Zhi.

Finally, she was relieved. If accepting these things could make him feel at ease, then she would accept it. Hasn't there been too few times in her life when she accepted gifts from him?

After signing, the marriage certificate becomes a divorce certificate.

The air in the divorce room became thin and stuffy. He, who had lived on the plateau for eight years, was about to suffer from "altitude sickness". With a stiff face, he grabbed the divorce certificate that belonged to him and rushed out...

His reaction was so violent that she was shocked.

She put away the book in her hand and followed his back, but she saw that he had not gone far, and was standing by the car, apparently still waiting for her.

It was a pity that they broke up like this without even speaking to each other properly...

She walked forward silently and walked behind him.

But he sensed it. When she took the closest step to him, he turned around and said, "I'll see you off."

She shook her head and found that the button on the chest of his shirt was open. The leader who disciplined himself and others was actually in disgraceful appearance...

She had also been in great pain. Just last night, she was still suffering in the darkness. However, suddenly, when facing him like this, Zhang Zhili's words echoed in her ears: There are only two people in the world.

A girl, and no girl can save him from the darkness...

Her empty chest suddenly began to feel sour again. She pursed her lips, took a step forward, reached out and gently buttoned the buttons for him, and pressed them with her hands. She didn't dare to look at his face, only staring at the buttons on his chest.
To be continued...