When the little girl heard what she said, a desolate and uncontrollable fear suddenly rose in her heart, as if everything suddenly became nothing. She tried hard with her fingers, but she couldn't grasp anything...

She swallowed hard and said to Su Su, "Su Su, how can you say that? Many soldiers are like this. Military wives must be able to endure loneliness. You are also from a military family, so it's wrong to say so. …”

When Su Su was retorted by her, she had nothing to say. She just pursed her lips and said, "Little girl, I'm thinking about you too... Hey, I hope instructor Lu will come back soon!"

She smiled, covering up the worries in her eyes. Oh, she was reprimanding Su Su. Actually, who was the person she wanted to convince? It must be herself...

On the way back, she just drove the car silently, while Susu was busy sending sweet text messages to her Dr. Shen. It was good to let her thoughts be alone for a while...

When she got home, she was the same lively little girl again, with no other traces visible.

As she grows up day by day, she hides more and more emotions in front of her parents. She just hopes that her parents will see her happy and capable side, and all her loneliness and failures will become her secrets. Even this time She had never mentioned a word about Bi at home. For this reason, she specifically told Uncle Lu not to mention it. If the Lu family had not come forward, it would not be a big deal if her father knew about it. But if the Lu family had come forward, it would not be a big deal for her father. I'm afraid it will be even more difficult. I wonder if my father can accept Nianzhi after four years?

After dinner, the family sat around. Xiao Nan took the fruit Mo Wang handed her and smiled at Mo Wang, "Thank you, brother."

Mo Wang sat happily beside her, his bright eyes full of satisfaction, as if the happiest moment in his life every day was this moment...

"Brother, you eat too." The little girl picked out a piece and gave it to him. The brother and sister have always been like this, tied to each other...

The little girl took a bite of the fruit and looked at her father's face. She seemed to be in a good mood, so she said, "Dad, Su Su is getting married soon!"

"Oh? So soon? You just graduated!" Ning Zhenqian was slightly surprised.

"Well..." Xiaonan bit her tongue slowly, "Susu said that the man is not young anymore, he is twenty-nine, and he can't wait any longer..."

"That's true..." Ning Zhenqian then asked, "What does the man do? He seems to be a military doctor?"

"Yeah! It's pretty good. He is... Nianzhi's friend..." She finally mentioned Nianzhi's name. What she meant was that Dr. Shen is not young, so Nianzhi's age...

However, when Nian Zhi's name was mentioned, she clearly saw her father's face darken.

Hey, is it still not possible? She stopped the conversation decisively. It seemed that her father would not agree, so it would be better not to say anything...

After chatting with her family for a while, Mo Wang gradually became sleepy, leaned on the pillow next to her and dozed off. After waking up her brother and sending him back to his room to sleep, she also went back to her room to rest.

Being alone, I couldn't help but think of what Su Su said during the day, and my heart felt extremely empty, like a lonely boat sailing into the vast sea, surrounded by sea water, and the shore could not be seen...

In such an empty space, she clearly felt pain twisting her heart like a knot, but at the same time, his soft voice rang in her ears, "There is sky, there is sea, there is earth, there is life, there is death, there is you……"

Is there? Is there really more? At this moment, she realized that what she was really afraid of was not that she didn't love him enough, but that he really still only had heaven, sea, earth, life and death, and her in his heart? Four years later

, how much can be changed? Maybe the sea will not turn into a mulberry field, but it is enough to make a full heart gradually hollowed out, until only the body is left, or it can be filled with other things...

She didn't know how she fell asleep. Before falling asleep, she held the platinum pendant given to her by Lu Nianzhi and pressed it tightly against her chest. Only in this way could she feel that she and he had truly fallen in love. Four years ago

That short-lived sweetness is not a mirage...

She was so worried that she fell into a dream after falling asleep. The dream was messy, dreaming about her and Nianzhi's past, dreaming that he came to be her instructor and punishing her to stand in a military posture on the playground; dreaming that he led her

I went to see the sea, but I was followed by a woman in a bikini. She was crying loudly from behind and calling Nianzhi to come back so loudly that he couldn't even hear her...

She lay on the beach alone and cried, crying until her heart ached. It was really painful. Even in her dream, she could clearly feel the pain...

However, inexplicably, the scene changed and it turned into Nianzhi leading her to dive on the seabed, surrounded by colorful fish and beautiful corals. She was extremely pleasantly surprised. It turned out that Nianzhi had not left. Yes, he had promised

How can I take her to see the most beautiful underwater world?

She happily followed Nian Zhi as she swam at the bottom of the sea, and even touched the unknown fish with her hands. However, the fish were so cunning that not only could she not touch any of them, but they also swam around her mischievously.

Wandering around her, deliberately teasing her...

And Nianzhi was silently guarding her and accompanying her...

However, the good times did not last long, and the sea suddenly shook for some reason, and then there was a terrifying and ferocious laughter. Is it a sea monster? Are there sea monsters in the world? She looked over in horror, and saw a terrifying and huge monster with its teeth and claws.

The ground rushed towards them.

Nianzhi pushed her hard and pushed her far away, and he started fighting with the monster.

But that was a monster. How could Nianzhi be its opponent? She wanted to help, but she couldn't move her legs. She wanted to shout Nianzhi's name loudly, but she couldn't make any sound...

She felt so uncomfortable, as if she was being weighed down by something. She couldn't breathe, couldn't speak, and even breathing became difficult.

What made her heartbroken was that her Nianzhi was actually caught in the hands of the monster. The monster tore it hard, and the Nianzhi was torn into two halves. Her flesh and blood were blurred, and the sea water suddenly turned crimson...

"Ah -" she cried and screamed loudly, and a huge force lifted her up from the sea level. She could finally breathe...

Panting heavily, I woke up from the nightmare and found that my hand was still pressing on my chest. I had heard that sleeping like this would lead to nightmares. It seems to be true...

She closed her eyes, opened the quilt, let the coolness penetrate her sweating body, and silently recited his name: Read it, read it, I miss you, do you know? How long has it been since you called?

Are you here? Tell me, are you safe?

Nervously, I took the phone over and flipped through it with trembling fingers. No, no missed calls...

For four years, she turned on her phone 24 hours a day, just to wait for his hard-earned call at a certain moment, even in the middle of the night. Although the number of calls in the past four years was only a handful, she never

Never gave up waiting...

However, like so many times, what she waited for tonight was still disappointment...

She could no longer sleep peacefully. When she closed her eyes, all she could see was the scene of Nianzhi being torn into two halves by a monster. She clutched the pajamas on her chest tightly and stared at the ceiling until dawn. Is this a bad omen? Could it be that Nianzhi had an accident?

?

Early the next morning, she called Le Yan and asked if there was any news about her second brother, but Le Yan told her that there was no news...

If there is no news, it is the best news... She stroked her chest and comforted herself...

However, such nightmares began to haunt her. Either she dreamed that Nianzhi was with another woman, sometimes a female soldier, sometimes a enchanting beauty; or she would repeat the dream of the monster, and in the dream, she was always scarlet.

Wave after wave of sea water submerged her...

She felt that if she continued like this, she would go crazy...

But she had no one to talk to about this fear...

Su Su's words "It won't be fair for you to wait any longer" kept ringing in her ears...

Finally, she made up her mind that she could not go on like this...

Graduation was getting faster and faster. Soon, graduation certificates were issued and graduation photos were taken. Some students who had found jobs were already preparing to leave school, and Xiaonan and Su Su also packed things in their dormitories.

After moving back home, according to Xiaonan's plan, she will soon enter Zhuangmei and officially start her full-time career. However, before that, she must complete one thing!

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n Hainan naval base.

Lu Nianzhi rubbed his brows and let out a sigh of relief. He had not left the cabin for two months. In order to develop new technologies, they had room and board in the cabin. In fact, he had not worked properly for a week.

Close your eyes.

"Not bad! A breakthrough!" The chief who came to inspect happily praised and patted Lu Nianzhi on the shoulder, "Thank you for your hard work! Go back to the base and rest for two days!"

Lu Nianzhi mustered up his energy and gave a military salute in an upright manner, "No hard work! It's your duty!"

The commander smiled and said, "I know you are all excellent and responsible soldiers, but you are not iron men. Go and have a rest!"

"Yes! Thank you for your concern, Chief!" Lu Nianzhidao thought to himself. The first thing he did when he got out of the cabin was to call his little girl. He must hold on and speak a few more words. He must not lie down and talk. Don't do it like the previous times.

That way, because I was so exhausted that I couldn't say a few words, I fell asleep uncontrollably, and every time I fell asleep, I fell asleep.

All day and all night, I wasted the hard-earned rest time on sleeping. I don’t know if the little girl had any thoughts in her heart. After all, she was still so young. Thinking of her childish appearance when he left, I thought of

The way she looked silly when chasing the car that night made the warmth in his heart surge up...

It has been four years, is the little girl still so young and stupid?

Still...still insisting?

A shadow flashed in his heart, and the scene of her and Zhu Xiaoxiao playing basketball together that night replayed before his eyes. It wasn't that he didn't believe his little girl, but that the difference between their reunion and separation was so different that it was only a matter of one moment.

Even he himself lacked confidence in the love that had been maintained through several phone calls over the years, not to mention that she was too young and uncertain at that time...

The love of soldiers like them is a bit like a flower swaying in the wind and rain, which may be blown away by the rain and wind at any time. The originally expected two years has now been four or more years, and many comrade-in-arms’ girlfriends have already had girlfriends who can’t wait because they can’t wait.

He went down and remarried someone else, his girl, his girl...

Thinking of this, his heart sank and cast a shadow. Although those comrades who had lost their girlfriends or fiancées were sad and lonely, no one complained. With his heart compared to theirs, he understood that if

Xiaonan really met someone worthy of his love,

He can truly give blessings now, which is not as awkward as four years ago, because, as the core personnel of new technologies, the research and development of new technologies is imminent. All their lives belong to the military and they are not qualified to be consumed by anyone.

Youth and time await...

I went ashore with some worries and returned to the camp.

The southern sunshine in June was scorching on him, and he remembered that summer many years ago, when the little girl who had not yet entered elementary school led a group of carrot heads to practice martial arts in the courtyard, and they actually regarded him as an attack target.

The situation of the small body being bounced back by oneself;

He also recalled an earlier time, before he entered elementary school, when he stupidly pointed at Aunt Tao's belly and asked Uncle Zhen to give him his little girl as his wife. He also remembered the little gold he gave him when his little girl was one month old.

bell……

Later, when I got together with my little girl, I would always recall these things. My little girl always said happily that this is called destined fate...

Destined fate...

A smile appeared on the corner of his lips, the words "too beautiful and too romantic"...

I just don’t know, is the platinum little mermaid he is wearing now, or the silver little mermaid given by Xiaoxiao? When your hair reaches your waist, four years will be enough for her hair to grow to her waist.
To be continued...