Chapter 66 No Complaint No Regret5000(1/2)
Hidden in the dark, the tip of her nose was sore and she quickly covered her mouth to prevent her crying from spilling out, but her tears fell straight down.
"She! Moved away! She's living in the town!" Lin Kun touched the computer and answered casually as he was overwhelmed with joy.
"Oh..." His tone was lost, but he lowered his head and smiled at Qianqi, "What a pity. I originally wanted to introduce Nannan to you, she is my sister..."
She originally felt slightly comforted when she heard his sigh, but after hearing his words, she felt even more sad...
I thought that his feeling of loss was more or less missing her, but I never thought that he just wanted her to meet his girlfriend...
If she had never thought carefully about her nostalgia and attachment to him before, at this moment, at the age of sixteen, she vaguely understood that she liked him...
Maybe not before.
Along the way, she regarded him as a relative, a brother, and a friend. She was the only girl beside him. Although she was a little girl, she never felt a sense of crisis because no one would snatch her sugar brother.
However, when another woman appeared next to him, she realized that not only was she not the only one for him, she was probably just an insignificant one...
This realization made her extremely sad, but it also made her understand that the affection she had felt for him as a brother and friend when she was young had unknowingly escalated to liking him. To put it more seriously, it was love...
Because the feelings given by her brother, parents and friends are only warm and not painful. Only the love between a man and a woman can hurt and hurt, and it is extremely exclusive. She is so envious of the woman named Qianqi...
Standing next to him, Qianqi asked with a smile, "Oh? Nannan? Such a cute name, what kind of girl is she?"
He smiled, "I only know her name is Nannan, but I don't know what her nickname is. She is a cute little kid who chases me and plays with me all day long. She is tall and chubby. What does she look like... I can't remember the details.
Now that I know it clearly, I remember a pair of eyes that are particularly bright..."
The height he indicated was still the same as the last time he saw her, but she had grown much taller now...and she was no longer chubby, let alone a little kid. It turned out that in his heart, she was just a little kid...
...can't even remember what she looks like? But in four or five years, she remembered him so deeply... 13acv.
"Really? Brighter than mine?" Obviously, Qianqi's possessiveness is also very strong. After hearing this, she actually minded. Although she said it with a smile, it seemed like a joke, but it also had a strong sense of coquettishness.
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His arm around Qianqi's shoulders tightened, and he looked at her with a soft smile, "How can I compare with you? She is just a child..."
Tao Zi's heart sank completely, as if falling into an ice cellar, freezing to the core. It turned out that she was just a child... not even qualified to compare with his girlfriend...
Only then did Qianqi truly smile and give him an angry look.
The eyes of him and her met, with such a tacit understanding and tenderness. After all, they were from big cities and did not shy away from the presence of others.
The aunt in the village laughed and joked, "That's not what we said back then! We all can see it clearly! In front of us all, Nannan asked you if you wanted her, but you patted your chest and said yes.
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It was a childhood joke just to get a laugh. Everyone laughed thinking about Tong Yan Wuji, but he was a little embarrassed and said with a smile, "Really? I don't remember it at all..."
He doesn't remember...
Tao Zi's heart felt as if someone had hit her hard. She regarded it as the most precious promise of her life, but he only regarded it as a momentary joke...
She couldn't listen any more and ran away crying.
That afternoon, she still missed class and did not go back to school. She sat on a big rock by the river in the village all afternoon and cried all afternoon...
It's a farewell...
Say goodbye to the river bank where they had a happy time together, say goodbye to the big trees with lush branches, and say goodbye to the birds building nests on the trees. In fact, in spring, autumn, winter and summer, the river flows endlessly, the leaves fall and grow again, and the birds
I've gone and come back again, and everything is no longer the same as it was before...
As Lin Kun said, he only stayed in the village for two days and left the next day.
What she didn't expect was that he would come to school to see her before he left.
It was just after school at that time, and from afar, she saw him and Qianqi waiting at the school gate, and she immediately ran away.
While waiting, he looked at his watch, as if he was anxious.
She deliberately avoided her, but she did not appear. However, Lin Kun also left the school and walked up. He said a few words to Lin Kun, then handed Lin Kun a big bag and patted Lin Kun on the shoulder.
, and Qianqi got into the car waiting for them.
Later, Lin Kun found her, handed her the things he gave her, and complained, "I don't know what to say to you! When Brother Xiao Zhen didn't come, you asked every day, but when he came, no one was there! This is for you!"
Fortunately, brother Xiao Zhen is still thinking about you! This is a nutritional supplement I bought for my grandpa. I originally wanted to wait for you to go see grandpa together, but when I haven’t seen you for a long time, I have to rush to the provincial capital to catch a plane! "
The things he gives are naturally always the best.
She opened the bag, which was full of nutritional supplements with English instructions, as well as a gift for her - a watch.
She must be somewhat different in his heart after all...
She smiled bitterly, by the way, he said that she was his sister, just a sister...a child...
She had never worn that watch, and kept it in her box just like she treasured him as a person and those fragments of summer.
From then on, she never saw him again.
She thought that the separation was forever...
However, for some unknown reason, she was admitted to a university in Beijing. She never expected to meet him, let alone be with him. She just yearned for Beijing, just like the holy land and the ideal.
The same thing has taken root in her heart since she was a child and cannot be easily removed...
She is still optimistic and strong, living under the sunshine of Beijing, studying, graduating, and finding a job, everything is stable and orderly.
I have met boys who are good in all aspects, but, for some reason, I can't find the feeling of love.
She once thought whether it was because he took root in her heart? However, she was unable and did not want to give herself an accurate answer. Living in ignorance may not be a bad thing. Some things are too clear to think about.
There will inevitably be injuries.
She thought that maybe, one day, she would have to get married.
When she wanted to settle down, she would find a similar person to marry, and then she would have a husband, raise children, and live a peaceful life.
However, before she met her similar person, she encountered an opportunity...
Once, I went to the director's office to report for work. The door of the office was open and the director was on the phone.
The station director's surname was Yi. She was a middle-aged woman with quite a temperament, quite similar to her later mother-in-law. At that time, the station director was talking to Yan Zhuang on the phone about matchmaking.
She didn't know it at that time. She was standing aside and heard the station director say something, "What kind of thing does your family, Xiao Zhen, want? I told you that your Ning family wants to marry a daughter-in-law. How can you offend me?"
Going to Zhangluo? Why don’t you, girl, line up to go to Badaling?”
Xiaozhen?! Ning?! These words are a minefield in her heart. If she steps on it, it will explode and the world will be turned upside down.
She stood aside, her mind buzzing, was it him? Was she talking about him? She could completely hear the sound of her own heartbeat, "plop, plop", as if it was about to burst out of her chest.
Not knowing what the other party said, Director Yi sighed, "It's been so many years since Qianqi's incident... Okay, I'll take the trouble to spread the word to you, I don't believe I can't complete your mission! Next time
Is he coming back for vacation this week? Yes! I’ve been all over the streets looking at girls these days!"
She was in a hurry to cover up her loss. When she heard the name Qianqi, she was immediately sure that she must be talking about him!
But, he didn't get together with Qianqi in the end! Moreover, after so many years, from the station director's tone, it seemed that he still couldn't let go of Qianqi, so he never got married?
She had a bold idea in mind, even though she knew it was risky...
On the same day, she went to get a short haircut, which was exactly the same as Qianqi's short hair back then. Then she took off her favorite clothing style and put on neutral clothes. When she took a photo in front of the mirror, she still vaguely had Qianqi's shadow.
Although they have different facial features and are not tall enough, at first glance, they look somewhat similar.
So, she went to work wearing this outfit the next day, and deliberately passed in front of the director.
When the director said "wait a minute", she knew there was something going on...
Then, on the weekend of the second week, she sat across from him and had a blind date with him.
It was the first time she saw him after many years. She was so nervous that she forgot to breathe, and her hands under the table were shaking. She didn't dare to think about what would happen if she put all her efforts into it. If she failed this time, she would never be able to breathe again.
No chance?
He is still as tall and strong as before, but his face has more traces of time. He is wearing a military uniform, with two bars and three stars. As the director said, he is a young colonel with a bright future. What is different from before is that he is dark.
From his skin, cracked lips, and rough cheeks, you can see at a glance how difficult his life in the military camp has been over the years...
There was a hint of pity in her adoring eyes...
And when he saw her for the first time, his eyes lit up. She caught that flash of brilliance, and joy quietly rose in her heart. Does this mean that her dress was not too bad? However, along with it,
There is also a hint of sadness, after all, this light is just because I think of someone...
What happened later was smoother than she imagined. After only seeing her once, he proposed marriage.
This speed was beyond her imagination and what she longed for, but it also made her disappointed.
Such a hasty marriage was definitely not because he fell in love with her at first sight...
However, she still agreed.
This was originally her biggest career in life. Even if it was difficult, she had no regrets!
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Yes, no regrets!
She was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, silently reciting these four words.
She can be sad! But after being sad, she must face it! She can also cry, and after crying, she must continue to walk firmly!
To be continued...