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Standing up despite the pain.

The clothes that were thrown on the floor in a mess last night, from small flower gowns to underwear, have been picked up by him and now they are neatly folded on the bedside.

She blushed immediately and wrapped her naked self in a quilt. Thinking about what happened last night, her heart beats and she still blushes, even though she was the one who provoked him...

Ha! Anyway, she has successfully knocked him down! Although the process and result of knocking him down are so painful!

He lowered his head and secretly took a look at the bed sheets, and saw a few dark red flowers on the army green bed sheets...

I can no longer stay in bed...

She limped into the bathroom and took a shower. The flushing and soothing hot water made her body no longer so tense and the pain was relieved.

After returning to the bedroom, the first thing I did was to find new sheets and replace the dirty ones.

The quilt was moved away to reveal the mark of her blossoming for him on the sheets. He pursed his lips unconsciously, and joy spread like honey, sweet and moist in his heart.

She has always believed that the first time is the most precious thing in a woman's life.

After all the money is gone, there will be a time when it will come back again; the appearance will age easily, which is a natural law and irreversible; only this first time, once in a lifetime, can you choose and make your own decisions. Some people lose their youthful years easily in their teens, and some people will

It is dedicated to a vigorous love, and some people can stick to it until the end and present it to their husbands as a wedding gift. Of course, if you want, you can never give it to yourself, and it belongs to you.

If she hadn't met Ning Zhenqian, maybe she would have been the third type, conservatively going on a date, marrying someone, and then giving herself to the person who might accompany her for the rest of her life on the wedding night;

However, when she meets Ning Zhenqian, she will be any of the above.

If she was the person who was by his side when he was a teenager, she would give him anything he wanted;

Even if they have no results and are just a vigorous story, she is still willing to give it, just because he is Ning Zhenqian;

But the reality is that she persisted in her loneliness and isolation, and met him again when it was time to get married. Therefore, she was still lucky enough to become the third type, the one she was most satisfied with.

She was very lucky that she had not given up waiting during these years. Perhaps, this was destiny...

Carefully lift up a corner of the bed sheet and fold it to the other side, as if what is being tucked away is her collection...

However, when the sheets were all folded up, a photo was revealed on the bedside, a photo of a woman...

She closed her eyes for a moment, hoping it was her imagination.

However, when I opened it again, the photo was still there, and the woman's face in the photo was clearer: short hair, wearing a military uniform, and a handsome appearance...

Qianqi.

The curse in her life.

A strong sense of inferiority suddenly enveloped her. Such a woman, standing side by side with him like a tree, was a height that she could not reach even with all her life's efforts.

She touched her short hair, her imitation looked so ridiculous...

The hand reaching for the photo was trembling.

She has never had the courage to face the name Qianqi head-on. She knows how deeply this name has imprinted on his heart. She thinks that as much as she loves him, he must love Qianqi so deeply that she has not seen it in twenty years.

If he forgets him, he will definitely keep Qianqi in his heart for many years...

I never wanted to replace myself, so I chose to escape.

Escape from the name Qianqi and this person, as if she never existed.

However, reality always pushes this person in front of her again and again, letting her clearly see the past he and she had, letting her clearly see her own humbleness and stupidity, and then clearly

Fear and pain…

Finally holding the photo in hand, Qianqi's appearance was clearer than ever.

Snow-like skin color and star-like eyes were originally Tao Zi's greatest advantages. However, compared with Qian Qi's, these advantages seemed so inferior...

She threw it to the ground in pain. It turned out that Qianqi's skin was whiter than what she had seen at a glance when she was sixteen years old. She had never photoshopped her life photos, looking like she had just finished training, with rosy skin and a bright smile. Even though

It's a flat photo, but you can still feel the youthful brilliance in her eyes...

What's more, she is beautiful...

It's so beautiful that even she, a woman, can't help but be amazed and... jealous...

Maybe, only such a woman is worthy of her Tangtang brother...

She was ashamed of herself and wished she could hide herself, this "ugly" self...

She doesn't have the courage to look at such beautiful Qianqi anymore...

He flipped the photo with his palm and pressed it on the bed, only to find that there were words on the back of the photo...

It was his font, she could recognize it at a glance...

What he wrote is: The photo was taken in the third and sixth months of college. The baby was too hot and refused to take the photo. He was in a hurry to eat red bean ice.

In an instant, tears burst out of her eyes... 13acv.

She really didn't want to cry or be sad. She promised herself not to be sad, and she also promised that she wouldn't care about his and Qianqi's past. But why couldn't she control people's feelings? No matter how hard she pressed her chest

, was the pain still like a tide, hitting the softest part of her heart one after another, making her overwhelmed?

What kind of gentle and delicate feelings does a man need to have to be able to coax his darling to take pictures of every bit of life, and then record it in loving words?

He was so cold and hard-hearted, but he actually had such a side?

Reading these few words, you can clearly see how he looked at her with doting eyes and took pictures of her, and how doting she was in front of him, and she even responded to his doting.

Expressing impatience? She could even imagine the tone and words he would use when taking pictures of her: Be good, go eat red bean ice after taking pictures, just for a while, be obedient...

Is that so? She writes novels. The male protagonist who dotes on the female protagonist will say this...

Unconsciously, she was on her knees on the ground. The photo was so dazzling to her eyes. Whether it was the front or the back, it was like a needle piercing her eyes...

Especially, she thought about last night, on this bed, when she gave him the most important thing in her life. Even if what he gave was an incomplete and incomplete gift, she felt happy, but she never thought that it turned out that

, last night, there were three people lying on this bed...

Or maybe he has always slept on this bed with Qianqi, and she is the third party...

Isn't it? Qianqi said she liked Yunnan, so he brought her photos to Yunnan, lived with her in Yunnan, and watched the changes in the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau with her.

He doesn't want to go back because he already has his home here, his and Qianqi's home.

This house is his and Qianqi's home, and this bed is also their bed. He puts her photo under the bedsheets to accompany him to sleep and dream with him every night. It's her, silly

She foolishly came from Beijing and insisted on sleeping in the bed he and Qianqi shared, and insisted on having sex with him. She forced everything, and he was not willing...

Even when she was having sex with him, Qianqi was watching from the side...

When he hugged her tightly and slept, Qianqi actually slept in the middle...

no no!

She threw the photo away and shook her head desperately. She wanted to shake Qianqi out of her mind! Squeeze it out!

But it's no use...

So what if she gets squeezed out? She will always be in his heart and in his mind...

Suddenly, this room, this room that she had prepared to call home, became suffocating, as if there was an invisible hand that tightly held her, strangled her neck, and made her unable to breathe.

…

No! She can't take it! She'll suffocate!

She put the photo under the quilt and quickly spread the clean sheets so that she could pretend she had never seen the photo.

Then she folded the quilt randomly, threw the dirty sheets into the bathroom, and rushed out of the door. She really couldn't stay in this room anymore!

However, as soon as she stepped out the door, she met Hao Xiaohai coming towards her. She quickly stopped her steps and almost bumped into him.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Hao Xiaohai could clearly see something was wrong with her. The rash on her face caused by allergies hadn't gone away, her face was haggard, and her face was stained with tears.

She rubbed her face and wiped away the tears, "Oh, no... I just feel a little uncomfortable..."

"Then are you going to the health center now? I'll go with you!"

She was in a daze, where to go? She didn't know where to go...she rushed out on impulse...

"Sister, let's go, there's something really wrong with your face." Xiao Hai saw that she was stupid and urged her.

"Oh...Okay..." She moved her steps and followed Xiaohai. She could go anywhere, as long as it wasn't his and Qianqi's home...

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