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Chapter 95: Defeat Yourself

Rong Tian's face turned pale little by little with Gu Mocun's words. She has searched these things in the past few days. Although the information is limited and most of them are fragments, she can understand a little bit of it.

She slowly sat down with a little discomfort in her abdomen, feeling worried.

"I really can't say whether it's one of the unsolved cases. Actually, I'm very grateful that you didn't treat me as a lunatic after I said those words. I know very well how sensational my words sound. Even if others don't believe them, I won't be surprised at all."

Although he was unable to establish any favors for the man in front of him, the fact that he was still calm and thoughtful still made Rong Tian look at him with some admiration.

"I didn't treat you as a madman just now because I fainted."

Gu Mocun looked at her expressionlessly.

Of course, he would not believe everything she said just because of her few words.

If it is true, it would be too weird.

However, if she had started to recall the past after she was discharged from the hospital that year, he had to admit that there were indeed some unspeakable changes in her body. In fact, he had that feeling back then, but it was impossible to think about other aspects. He could only think of it as a major change in temperament caused by her turning around in front of the gates of hell.

"But I really didn't lie! The person who married you was not me, so you shouldn't be upset because I don't want to be with you. I'm sorry, I'm the one who occupies the nest. When I woke up, I felt more scared than anyone else. I don't want to be anyone except myself! Although I'm very poor and have no fame, I really don't covet my current identity, or Ye Yingning's identity! If I can, I want to be myself all the time!"

Seeing that he showed a clear look of suspicion, Rong Tian couldn't help but feel anxious. She stood up in a hurry and said in one breath.

She looked at Gu Mocun without any dodge, staring at his eyes, her eyes were open and unrestrained, without any guilt. Apart from doing so, Rong Tian had no definite evidence to prove everything to him, and she did not want him to treat herself as a liar.

No one wants to be deceived, and no one wants to be regarded as a liar without cheating others.

After a long time, Gu Mocun didn't speak.

In fact, he didn't even know what he was thinking.

His reason told him that such things were like a fantasy and were almost impossible to happen. However, judging from her various words and deeds, Gu Mocun felt that she was not lying.

What's more, now that she has learned that he is suffering from a terminal illness, there is no need for her to continue using this lie to excuse herself. There is no need for her to do so.

"I just want to know what the most fundamental reason for telling me these things. You must know that since you are already with Chong Tiange, even if you don't tell me, it's okay to keep this secret for a lifetime. Because, even if I send someone to investigate such a thing, I can't find any strong evidence."

He didn't understand, why did she tell the truth?

It seemed that Gu Mocun had been asked, Rong Tian stood there and stared at him blankly.

She looked at him for a long time and naturally saw the scars on his face. The look made Gu Mocun feel a little unnatural. He turned his face aside first to avoid continuing to have eye contact with Rong Tian.

"I can't say it either. I just want to tell you all this. I guess you will resent me because of my love with others, and may doubt myself because I fall in love with others. If I tell you that I am no longer her and cannot accept her marriage and destiny, maybe you will feel better. In love, there has never been a distinction between a strong person and a weak person. I chose to pamper Tiange, not because he is better than you, but because I want to be with him. If anyone is better, who will get love, then there will be no such many 'good person cards' in this world. Love has never been a reward for kindness."

After saying that, Rong Tian stared at the ground, smiled bitterly, and murmured: "I don't know what I'm talking about. If the words don't express the meaning, maybe pregnant women will become a little stupid..."

She thought she hadn't explained it clearly, but Gu Mocun understood it.

He even felt a little grateful in an instant.

It turns out that she understands him.

It turns out that the person who understands him the most in the world is the one who hurts him the most.

This is a really ironic joke.

All those who know the truth back then think that over the years, he has gone crazy to revenge Tiange because he lost the woman to him, and his marriage with Ye Yingning was destroyed by this man. In fact, only Gu Mocun himself knew that the person he wanted to revenge the most was himself. He resented that he was not strong enough, outstanding enough, charming enough, and unable to retain his wife's heart. He even made assumptions more than once that if he was a rich and romantic man from the beginning, would Ye Yingning be loyal to him?

He changed his appearance and completely abandoned the identity of "Zhou Yang". In fact, he was competing with himself. He wanted to make himself infinitely close to Chong Tiange, and then defeat him with facts, so that he could know who would get this woman.

In the end, the person he defeated with his own hands was actually just his former self.

At this moment, she clearly told him that she had never betrayed him because she had never made any promises to him. In other words, when she woke up, he had always been a stranger living under the same roof.

The most ridiculous thing is that over the years, he has not realized that his wife is no longer his wife.

He drove himself crazy for a woman who was never his own woman.

"So what you mean is that let me understand that whether I am stronger than him or weaker than him, it will not affect your choice of him, not your choice of me, right?"

Gu Mocun asked hoarsely, refining the meaning of what she had just said.

Rong Tian was stunned for a moment and nodded slightly.

"I didn't evacuate my love from you and then bet on him. So, please don't continue to hate it. I know, I'm selfish to say this, but I really don't want to see you torture yourself like this. You hurt me, hurt him, and also hurt yourself. And your current situation is no longer possible to do anything at will. Dr. Connard told me that you must go back and continue to prepare for the next surgery, rather than staying here..."

She endured her fear, took a step forward, approached him, raised her head, and looked straight into Gu Mocun's eyes.

His eye sockets were sunken, and his face was filled with a dim color that was unique to the patient. If others had this disease, they would try their best to recuperate. However, he actually traveled across the ocean and ran here all the way, without taking his life seriously.

Taking the opportunity to grab Rong Tian's hand and bring her into her arms with force. Gu Mocun pulled the corner of his mouth slightly and smiled strangely: "Don't rush to express your concerns first, I haven't completely believed you."

She turned pale and bit her lips tightly, retorted: "Why am I lying to you? I have used all my courage to say this! I am not less hostile to this world than you! I have been groping all the way to find myself, and what about you? In my opinion, you are just constantly comforting yourself with the accumulated resentment!"

Rong Tian's words were like a sharp blade, piercing Gu Mo's existence for a moment and blood flowed into the water. He saw him asking with a sad face: "Looking for myself? I have broken myself with my own hands! Tell me, where should I find it? Your soul is still there, and my soul has long made a deal with the devil!"

After saying that, he shook his hand hard, and she fell backwards and landed on the soft big bed.

Seeing Gu Mocun walking out, Rong Tian sat up with difficulty.

After hesitating for a moment, she stood up and tried to catch up with him.

Gu Mocun walked outwards, and a bodyguard suddenly rushed forward and whispered a few words.

Rong Tian, ​​who happened to catch up, heard the man saying that Ye Yun had a gun in his hand!

It turned out that when Gu Mocun and Rong Tian went to the bedroom to have a conversation, Ye Yun took the opportunity to take out a gun. This gun was usually used for self-defense at home in case of emergencies. He thought he would never take it out in his life, but he didn't expect that this day would come so suddenly!

However, for these well-trained bodyguards, Ye Yun with a gun is actually similar to a child with a weapon.

Despite this, they did not dare to shoot rashly because they did not receive Gu Mocun's instructions.

"There is a gun? I thought that the people here should be quite welcome. Since the owner chose to use guns and bullets to entertain me, a guest who came from afar, how should I respond?"

Turning his head, Gu Mocun said coldly, and glanced at Rong Tian indifferently.

She also didn't expect Ye Yun to take out the gun. When she heard his threatening words, Rong Tian was extremely frightened!

"No! He is just for self-defense and will never do anything to you! This is a private residence after all, and he wants to protect my mom and me, so don't hurt them!"

Rong Tian said sternly as if she had been poured with a basin of cold water.

As if he didn't hear it, Gu Mocun moved his neck left and right, took out a pair of white gloves from his shirt pocket, and put them on gracefully. Then, he stretched out his hand to the person beside him, and the man immediately placed a pocket pistol in his hand.

"You're crazy!"
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