Chapter 12 The Woman Who Loves Narcissism and Introspects Every Day
aimee always looks like playing freely in the world, but in fact she is very pessimistic in her bones.
She doesn't believe in love, doesn't believe in anyone other than herself, and doesn't even believe in the world built in her life, but she endures these distorted things indifferently.
This is why she is willing to get along with Ye Xiaoxun.
The simple and transparent texture of Ye Xiaoxun's body has also been there on her, which makes her unconsciously remember and nostalgic. Even when she dislikes Ye Xiaoxun's stupidity, she feels that these youthful textures are so precious.
When people come to see a fledgling little girl, she can feel her growth and loss more.
It was the experience of love and workplace that made her a heartless person who matched the world in front of her. Then even if she was a little disappointed, she did not regret it. Isn’t that what she wanted? She looked glamorous and dressed up beautifully, always laughing and exaggeratingly happy.
Ye Xiaoxun doesn't understand the world of aimee, and she can't bear to let Ye Xiaoxun understand it too early.
Understand, it is often trouble.
While she was shaking red wine and thinking about life, Ye Xiaoxun always felt that the woman in front of her was unfathomable. Because of her simplicity, she especially admired this unfathomable.
Ye Xiaoxun can carelessly mention Comrade Hai'e and Comrade Ye Chenglin to Aimee, saying that they are trembling, saying that they are old antiques, saying that they are like two children who are whining all day long, but Aimee never mentions her family to her.
Once when Ye Xiaoxun smelled it, Aimee first smiled bitterly, and then told her about her uncontrollable youth, which made Ye Xiaoxun listen to the lawsuit.
In aimee's own words, she is the daughter who worries the most in the world.
In the fourth year of college, she slept with a science and engineering man in the next class and couldn't even attend her final graduation ceremony. In order to be with her boyfriend, she had not contacted her family for five years. She could make such cruelty to the person she was closest to. At that time, her heart was full of her courage and passion for the future and love, and she ignored too many things that should not be ignored.
Even though she was so crazy about falling in love, getting married and having children, she did not take good care of her lover.
When she first graduated, Aimee thought she was just for love, for her son and her newly married husband, who got up early and worked late in Shenzhen alone and worked three jobs. She thought she was a great woman, but when she met the old Italian man, Leo, she fell into a new love with just a few bouquets of flowers. She realized that she loved love better than the man who had made vows with her.
aimee once thought she was a righteous mother. Senior year was a hurdle in life, and she should actually have many opportunities, just like her parents’ advice, as long as she gave up this early angel, everything could start over. But not only did she not, she also had a quarrel with her family because of the child in her belly.
After the child was born, she had never breastfeeded her son for a day, and she sent him to his grandmother's house in the country just eight months old. When she was in love with Leo, when she was trying to divorce her husband, she suddenly realized that the relationship between her and her flesh and blood did not seem to be that heavy. As for the so-called blood is thicker than water, she has not yet truly experienced it.
She is not a good daughter, a good wife, or a good mother, but she is trying to be a good self.
Aimee looks chic, but it is actually a kind of criticism brought to some urban white-collar workers by the prosperous city. Once it is contaminated, it is difficult to cure it. It is because this criticism is both rich and self-paralyzing, and can transcend many troubles that are strengthened by reality, so more and more women are continuing.
aimee is a typical Gemini, who is narcissistic every day and reflects on himself every day.
"If it were you, you were Zou Yiqiao's ex-wife, wouldn't you divorce him?" Ye Xiaoxun was still struggling with this issue. At least at this stage, she couldn't believe that Aimee could be so generous when she was in a relocation.
Aimee shook the wine glass in her hand in a signature style, and smiled with the corners of her lips in a signature style. She smiled a little desolately.
Is it true that no woman does not care about her men loyal?
But there is no perfect man in this world, nor perfect love.
If you settle for the second best, you won’t be so upset. The little girl will definitely not understand her tempered state of mind.
"If you see through the whole lot of rotten apples outside, will you easily throw away the golden apple that was secretly bitten by someone on your hand?"
Ye Xiaoxun nodded, she was very dissatisfied with her metaphor, why did she think that there were all rotten apples outside!
"Of course, you can choose not to pick apples, and when you are jealous, you will think of the apples in other people's hands." aimee said with a playful smile.
Ye Xiaoxun suddenly felt that her metaphor was also meaningful. Perhaps, the world is full of rotten apples, and the extremely rare golden apples usually cannot fall into her hands.
She began to be brainwashed by Aimee's pessimistic Apple theory?
aimee took a sip of red wine and rubbed Ye Xiaoxun's fine hair, "Niu'er, don't be so sad! Didn't I say that the relationship between men and women in marriage is equal. The apple on your hand is bitten by someone. You can go to someone else to come back!"
Ye Xiaoxun just thought she was joking. Compared to men going out to steal fish, she was unacceptable to women doing things outside, okay!
"Sister aimee, are you thinking about Zou Yiqiao's lost golden apple? He has been talking for him all night!" As soon as he said this, Ye Xiaoxun was disgusted by herself first. Bah! That scum is worthy of being called a golden apple, and he really praised him.
aimee thought for a moment, "You said Zou Yiqiao, it looks delicious! But although I am fantasizing about all handsome guys, my actual goal will be more focused on foreigners. Don't you think the blond and blue-eyed men are so attractive?"
"Wow, I'm so embarrassed, I'm still fantasizing? I'm so sorry you said it!"
"Don't you think about it? You've never had a love affair?"
Ye Xiaoxun's face was a little hot, and she suddenly thought of the boy who had fantasized about the boy during her entire adolescence, who escaped from her heartless miss. Her heart felt a little throbbing and uncomfortable, so long, so lonely, and so vivid unrequited years. How wonderful it would be if she had passed by so silently!
The seemingly perfect beginning, in a blink of an eye, turned into a person's out of context.
In fact, she also suffered so deeply.
It was just a little far away, and she had forgotten the pain.
"It's true! Why are the whole world full of rotten apples?" Ye Xiaoxun said with a sensation. For the first time, she described him as rotten apples.
"Oh, I can't tell you, Niu'er still has a story? Let's listen!" Aimee's gossip came up again, and suddenly he turned into that heartless and crazy woman, a terrible Gemini!
Chapter completed!