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Chapter 24 Unbearable Looking Back

When dusk comes and the heat dissipates, a flock of gray pigeons occasionally flutters past in the gray sky of the city, flying freely between buildings.

Cheng Zhiyi was still the last one to get off work, in order to avoid the noisy crowd and the hypocritical greetings. Perhaps, what she really wanted to avoid deep down in her heart was the affectionate couple between Lin Zhihao and Su Ruo.

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Lin Zhihao would take Su Ruo to get off work every day, so Cheng Zhiyi had met him several times at the door of the work unit. If she and he could really hate each other, their hatred would never end. "We hear each other's voices, and we never interact with each other until we die." That's fine. The hateful thing is that every time he meets Lin Zhihao, if there is no one around, he will look at Cheng Zhiyi as affectionately as before and take the opportunity to greet him. , sincere and sincere.

However, is he really still thinking about her, and is he really affectionate for her? To be honest, Cheng Zhiyi doesn't even know it! She does remember what Lin Zhihao said to her that night when he proposed to break up with her.

Those "earth-shaking" words——

In the late autumn of 2010, in a small park near Cheng Zhiyi's home, he and she sat side by side on a stone bench under a redbud tree. The street lights were dim, and the autumn wind rustled the horseshoe-shaped leaves of the redbud tree, rustling and falling.

It's like time flies by on horseback.

Lin Zhihao lowered his head and remained silent, frowning slightly, clasping his hands on his knees, and circling his thumbs constantly. Cheng Zhiyi looked at his handsome profile quietly, feeling in his heart

Little by little, he sank into the cold deep pool - every time he had to make a "big" decision, he always looked like he was restless and hesitant to speak.

During that time, Lin Zhihao was hot and cold to her, and he seemed absent-minded when they met. Cheng Zhiyi had vaguely noticed something strange about him. The night before, Lin Zhihao sent her a text message, saying that he had something

The matter had to be discussed with her in person. When they met that night, Lin Zhihao's eyes flashed like shooting stars, and there was only silence, longer than the night. Cheng Zhiyi finally believed in despair - it turned out that those

The rumors she has always refused to believe are all true! They are all true!

After all, she and Su Ruo were in the same unit, so how could she not hear some disturbances? How could she not see Su Ruo's overflowing happiness? How could she not notice the compassionate looks cast towards her by her colleagues? She just deceived herself and others.

That person who was lying to others was waiting for Lin Zhihao to come in person to confirm to her that the rumors were just rumors!

Time passed by minute by second, and after a long time, Lin Zhihao finally made up his mind and said frankly: "Let's break up! I have promised to marry Su Ruo..."

When he said this, he finally raised his head and looked at Cheng Zhiyi, but there was an unspeakable pain and heroic tragedy in his eyes, as if he was a general who was about to go to the battlefield and had already made up his mind to die in the line of duty.

, sacrificed his life for the country, never came back, never changed in this life.

Sure enough, Lin Zhihao is really the legendary "vice mayor's son-in-law" who flies on a branch and turns into a phoenix. He is the "astonishingly handsome" fiancé in Su Ruo's mouth. He is the one who is willing to sacrifice his life for power and power.

A "hero" who heroically "dedicates his life" to fame and fortune!

Everything seems to be expected, but also unexpected... He is not the kind of person who strives for wealth... He is really a villain who is greedy for power, hates poverty and loves wealth... No... really.



Seeing the determination in Lin Zhihao's eyes, Cheng Zhiyi's heart felt as if it had been cut into pieces by a thousand knives, and the pain spread bit by bit. Her throat was blocked by pain and despair, and she couldn't say a word, so,

She could only sneer, sneer, and then raise her hand and slap Lin Zhihao hard.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... In this life, I owe you. I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just ask for your understanding..." Lin Zhihao suddenly knelt down in front of her with a plop, covering his face and crying, heartbroken.

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Understand? Understand what? Understand his lust for power and greed for wealth? Understand his ruthlessness and abandonment of her? Or understand his heartlessness and cruelty?! Then, who can understand that she is overwhelming at this moment?

The pain? Who can understand her anger and sadness after being betrayed by love?

How absurd is all this!

Cheng Zhiyi's slender body trembled slightly. In order to hold back her extreme anger and sadness, she bit her lips tightly, and a touch of blood seeped out from under her white teeth. Tears, tears of disappointment, finally wetted her eyelashes.

, falling drop by drop from the eye sockets...

"You can hate me... just hate me! Yes, I'm sorry... I'm just so realistic and vulgar... A man should put his future and career first. If you marry Su Ruo, I will be able to flourish in the future..."

Lin Zhihao's hoarse voice was broken and choked, "I have hesitated, hesitated, and been in pain. However, after weighing the interests, I finally decided to accept Su Ruo..."

Cheng Zhiyi sat motionless on the chair, her whole body as stiff as a statue, looking coldly at Lin Zhihao who was kneeling in front of her, listening to him cry sadly: "Maybe, many years later, I will love you

My love will gradually fade away. Since I can’t love you for the rest of my life, I will owe you for the rest of my life...Compared with love, power and status are more real existences...In any case, you are the only girl I have ever loved in this life.

The most beautiful existence in my youth...even if I marry Su Ruo, the person I love most in my heart is still you...all my life..."

"No! No -" How could Lin Zhihao say such dirty words and such a sinful transaction?! The man crying on the ground in front of him was really the one who once protected her like a treasure and loved her like a fire.

An elegant man? Since he kept saying that the person he loved most was her, why did he choose to leave? He still had to pretend to be so heartbroken and in pain in front of her?!

No! What he loves most is the wealth and power, not Cheng Zhiyi who has nothing!

——Perhaps, this is the biggest difference between men and women. For women, love is life. For love, they can abandon glory, wealth, family and friendship, wander around with love, and taste the warmth and coldness of the world; for men,

It is said that love is just a spice for a boring life. For the sake of glory and wealth (or something more trivial than glory and wealth), they can abandon love and betray their conscience.

Cheng Zhiyi finally couldn't help crying and cried hysterically towards Lin Zhihao: "I don't need your love! I don't allow you to love me! ... You scumbag, you don't deserve to love me at all!"

woo woo woo woo……"

In the beginning, it was Lin Zhihao who had been chasing her hard for three years and vowed to protect her for the rest of his life. Why is it that now he is the defector who abandons his armor and city and surrenders? What does "Shan Wu" say?

"Ling, heaven and earth are united, so I dare to be with you", "I wish to have the person of my heart, and we will never be apart", all the alliances and oaths are no match for the reality of life and real life!

——Prosperity, wealth, power and status... are really good things!
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