Upon hearing this, Hu Shijie took a deep breath and said, "Ning'er, it is very dangerous for you to live outside the palace with your children alone. Moreover, the emperor has been obsessed with you, otherwise he would not have sent anyone to look for you!"

Wei Ning'er shook her head gently: "Even if the emperor still has me in his heart,... more than four years have been enough to make many things slowly fade. For example, his love for me may be very little left. He is still looking for me, perhaps to comfort his own heart."

When Hu Shijie heard her say this, his heart also felt endless bitterness.

"Brother Wenhao, you don't have to persuade me. The Ulanara clan has become the queen. Now she has not only a prince, but also a princess, and has already firmly settled in the throne. With her cruelty, the harem is already her world, and no one is fighting with her. I and her are long gone. If I return to the palace, I will definitely fight with her to the death. I don't believe that I can beat her now." Wei Ning'er said this and saw a trace of desolation flashing in her eyes: "In the past, the reason why I can compete with her in the palace was because of the emperor's favor, but now... the emperor already has someone else in his heart. Brother Wenhao, I can't bet, I can't bet on the emperor's heart. Once I lose, there will be no way out. In any case, I will not let anyone hurt my Yongxuan!"

"Since you have made up your mind, I will no longer advise you. But I am not at ease with you, and I will stay to protect you in the future!" Hu Shijie mused for a moment and whispered in a low voice.

"No, Brother Wenhao, I can't drag you down. I have owe you enough over the years." Wei Ning'er shook her head violently.

"What else do you say to me to drag you down? Brother Wenhao will not let you suffer, whether in the palace or outside the palace!" Hu Shijie said this and looked at her calmly, saying seriously: "I really decided not to return to the palace in my life?"

"Yes! As long as I can watch Yongxuan grow up safely, I would rather no one in this world know about my existence and him!" Only Wei Ning'er knew what the child meant to her. In the past four years, she had hated and complained, and had also returned to the palace due to the hardships of life. She also dreamed of returning to the palace in countless dreams, exposing all the crimes of the Ulanara clan. It was so satisfying to watch her drink the poisoned wine given by the emperor.

But whenever she woke up from her dream, she would suppress the hatred in her heart when she looked at Yongxuan beside her. The days flew for four years. Now that she learned that Ye Wenhao and E Ning were safe, the hatred in her heart gradually dissipated a lot, and it was only at this moment that she completely dispelled the idea of ​​returning to the palace.

"Ning'er... Since you have made a decision, I respect your decision. I still have something to deal with. I also need to go back to the palace to report to the emperor. Find a reason to actually leave the palace. At most, it will take three months. I will come back to find you and your children, take you out of here and find a truly safe place!" Hu Shijie said in a deep voice.

"Yeah!" Wei Ning'er nodded slightly, but thought to take the child away from this place as soon as he left.

She didn't want to drag Hu Shijie down, and she didn't want to implicate her. Wei Ning'er knew that the only thing Hu Shijie couldn't let go was his mama, her mother's big revenge, and she didn't want to drag him down anymore.

"Don't take my child away while I leave. Since I can find you once, I will find you for the second time. I will find you all the way to the ends of the world!" Hu Shijie said seriously.

"Brother Wenhao, don't worry!" Wei Ning'er sighed.

After seeing Hu Shijie off, Wei Ning'er returned to the house, but saw Yongxuan sleeping on the kang. Touching the child's tender smiling face, Wei Ning'er sighed. As long as the child is by her side, she will feel at ease.

A few days later, Wei Ning'er carried a bag and hired a carriage to leave Chun'an County.

Since the emperor, Hu Shijie and others knew that she was in Jiangnan, she had to avoid them, so she had to go north. Perhaps it was good to go to the capital. Although she could not go back to the palace and could not see the emperor again, at least there was a close place to him, and she could know about him, the princess and Fu Heng, and maybe she could secretly go to the Wei Mansion to see her mother, so that she would be satisfied.

On the way, Yongxuan, who had always been healthy, fell seriously ill. Wei Ning'er had to stop and treat the child. He only continued to set off after the child was well raised. Because he was worried that there was not enough money, Wei Ning'er didn't even dare to hire a carriage. When she and her child arrived in the capital, it was April of the 20th year of Qianlong.

After spending more than half a year, she finally arrived in the capital, a place she had been away from for five years.

"My mom, is this the capital?" Looking at the crowded streets, Yongxuan gently shook Wei Ning'er's hand, his eyes full of curiosity.

"Yes, this is the capital, the biggest and most magnificent place in our Qing Dynasty!" Wei Ning'er stopped and touched his little face and smiled.

"Then can we go to find my grandma? My mother said, my grandma is in the capital!" Yongxuan couldn't help but be excited. Although he was still young, he remembered what Wei Ning'er once told him that his grandma was in the capital.

Wei Ning'er was shocked and suddenly stunned. After a while, she said bitterly: "Yongxuan, we just came to the capital, so we can't go to find you, Ama, let's talk about it when we find our residence!"

"Okay, mom, I'm hungry!" Yongxuan said softly, shaking her hand gently.

"Well, my mother bought you steamed buns!" Wei Ning'er smiled.

"Mom, today is my birthday. Can you not eat steamed buns?" Yongxuan seemed to be afraid of eating steamed buns. Since leaving home with his mother, he has eaten steamed buns almost every day and has become bored.

"Yes, my Yongxuan is five years old. Before I knew it, you have grown up so old. Let's not eat steamed buns today. Look, there is a noodle restaurant over there. My mother will take you to eat your favorite braised noodles!" Wei Ning'er said that, and picked him up and walked to the side of the road.

"Boss, come a bowl of braised noodles!" Wei Ning'er asked for a bowl of noodles for her son, and then sat down with him.

"Mom, I can't finish eating such a big bowl of noodles. Let's take half of them!" Yongxuan was very smart. When he saw that his mother only had a bowl of noodles, he knew that his mother was reluctant to eat it, so he gave him a meal alone.

Wei Ning'er looked at him with her eyes slightly red. Although her son was still young, he was well-behaved and sensible. She couldn't help but secretly swear in her heart that she would do her best to make her son live a slightly better life.

"Okay... eat quickly!" Wei Ning'er gently touched his head with tears in her eyes and smiled.

"My mom eat first!" Yongxuan refused to move, and gently held her hand and smiled.
Chapter completed!