121: Have you ever thought about her? It seems that something is stuck in the eyes of the monthly ticket extra. What is the reason for the constant trembling on the tip of the heart, and what is the roaring in the heart? Zi Jin did not expect that Ye Mingxuan could actually

When she said such words, the despair in her words was like midsummer vines, wrapping around her layer by layer, strangling her so hard that she could hardly breathe.

Falling in love is very simple, but staying together is so difficult. Zi Jin does not want to be Zhu Yingtai, let alone Tang Wan and Qiuxiang. The gap in family views is enough to destroy a love that moves heaven and earth. It has been the case since ancient times.

What's more, Zi Jin knew that she and Ye Mingxuan were not so deeply in love that they could live and die together. She also knew that what Ye Mingxuan liked was just a fantasy that he thought. The Yao Zijin in the previous life who never married until his death was simply not the same.

It's not her fake Yao Zijin.

There are too many accidents in life. The fake Yao Zijin and the reborn Ye Mingxuan have both been burdened with too much. Yao Zijin just wants a very simple thing, to marry a well-matched man smoothly, and then use all his abilities to let that man

A man fell in love with her, and then her life came to an end. When she returned to college, she was able to get an excellent graduation grade, and then she got her wish to stay in school to teach. At that time, her life really began to become exciting.

There are still too many things in Ye Mingxuan's life. The mysterious death in the previous life, and the rebirth of Ye Mingxuan in this life will inevitably have revenge and complaints. The water in the Ye family is so deep that it is bottomless. Zi Jin is here to fall in love and fight in the family.

It's just an auxiliary survival skill. She doesn't want to spend all day calculating and worrying about her own life.

Their ideals and pursuits, their futures and their status are so disharmonious. How long can a strong love last when it encounters an ordinary and trivial marriage life, and with the gradual deepening of family conflicts? It is better to get tired of looking at it when the time comes.

, it is better to keep the good things in your heart now. Zi Jin has always been a selfish child. She is cruel to others and even more cruel to herself, because she has no way out.

Zi Jin's silence rekindled Ye Mingxuan's hope. There was something shining in his eyes. He wanted to run to Zi Jin immediately and look at her, but this hanging flower door was only a few steps away, but it seemed as if

It's the end of the world, there are differences between the inner and outer courtyards, Zi Jin is about to grow old, and Ye Mingxuan is no longer that child, so there must be no less taboos.

The phrase "men and women are different" will scare away many lovers.

"Why don't you speak?" Ye Mingxuan became nervous. He had never been so nervous before. He was even more nervous than the last time in the snow, just because of Zi Jin's silence.

Because I'm crying and can't speak... Zi Jin replied silently in her heart. The salty tears slid over the corners of her lips. The bitterness on the tip of her tongue made Zi Jin's mind slowly return to normal. She, a cruel woman, should...

He was ruthless and strode away without looking back.

Ye Mingxuan stared blankly at Zi Jin's back, unable to speak for a long time. She just left... just left without leaving a word to herself... How did Ye Mingxuan know that Zi Jin didn't reply just because of her?

She was speechless, and her speechless sobs had exhausted her strength and courage. Now that she knew it was a moth flying into the flame, she broke her wings with all her strength instead of indulging her emotions. Who makes her a cruel woman?

, because she is afraid, she is afraid that she has given everything, and in the end Ye Mingxuan will love another Yao Zijin, which is something she cannot bear.

His eyes were astringent and the corners of his mouth were salty. Ye Mingxuan raised his hand and wiped it hard on his face, only to realize that he was crying.

For the first time in two lives, he shed tears for a woman. Even in his previous life, when Yao Zijin was only willing to smile at Qin Wenluo, he never cried. Although he was sad, he did not shed tears. In this life, Ye Mingxuan knew that Yao Zijin in this life was the same as in the previous life.

They are different. Although they have the same face, they are completely different in terms of temperament and behavior. I have even been glad for this. Maybe it is easier for Yao Zijin to like herself like this.

But he never expected that she could hurt him to such an extent. He wanted to carve out her heart to see if it was black or red, but he couldn't bear to touch a single hair of hers.

"Zi Jin didn't answer you because she was crying."

Ye Mingxuan suddenly raised his head and looked at Yao Changjie who had appeared next to him. He suddenly felt a little embarrassed. He took out his handkerchief and wiped his face vigorously. The pain on his face suddenly reminded him of Yao Changjie's words,

Regardless of wiping his face, Ye Mingxuan grabbed Yao Changjie and asked, "What did you just say?"

Yao Changjie looked around and said, "Let's talk about it when we get back. There are so many people here."

Ye Mingxuan had to suppress the impatience in his heart. He looked around and saw that no one was there... He had no choice but to follow Yao Changjie back to his yard and into the house. Then he watched Yao Changjie slowly make tea by himself, and then every

The man poured a cup and handed it to Ye Mingxuan. Ye Mingxuan was so impatient that he wanted to step forward and sweep everything in his hand to the ground, but thinking of Yao Changjie's bad temper, if it weren't for the fear that he would get angry and refuse to say a word, Ye Mingxuan

You won't be able to hold it in until you die, it's very hard to hold it in, and it's easy to get internal injuries.

Yao Changjie took a sip of tea, put down the exquisite multi-colored seaweed pattern tea cup in his hand, then raised his head to meet Ye Mingxuan's eyes, and said slowly: "Fifth sister looks very easy-going and kind, but she is actually the most thoughtful person.

, she is very strong and the most resilient, and she will basically never look back when she makes up her mind.”

Ye Mingxuan's expression tightened, he looked at Yao Changjie intently, and then said: "I have been deeply touched."

Yao Changjie smiled and watched Ye Mingxuan's mood slowly stabilize. He rubbed the edge of the tea cup with his fingers and continued: "When I was young, only the fifth sister among my sisters would think of making warm and comfortable tea for me.

As for shoes, I know I don’t like bright colors, so the clothes I make are all plain and exquisite. When you hold the clothes in your hands and look at the embroidery work on them, you can tell that a lot of thought has been put into them. Knowing that I will read very late at night, I often tell you that I don’t like bright colors.

The kitchen brought pork liver soup. She said that pork liver is good for the eyes. I couldn’t taste the taste. Whose young master would eat pork liver? I was very resistant. The fifth sister often brought the pork liver soup herself.

She stared at me and watched me drink it before leaving happily. She said that eating fish eyes is also good for your eyes, but it would be really bad if our family got you dozens of fish every day and dug out their eyes for you to eat.

It was too wasteful and I couldn’t afford the extravagance, so I had no choice but to eat pork liver which was high quality, low price and very effective.

She has that kind of perseverance, so that you can only surrender in the end. A bowl of pork liver soup will still appear on my desk on time at night, but the effect is so good, at least so far, my eyes are at night

I don’t feel sour when reading the book. She was nice to me just because one time my mother was in trouble for Aunt Wu, and I helped her casually. It wasn’t a big deal, but I forgot about it, but she kept it in my heart. She stayed the same for more than ten years.

You are kind to someone, but if you become cruel... you are an example!"

Ye Mingxuan couldn't understand the use of Yao Changjie telling him this!

"You are right, she is a heartless person. No matter how good I am to her, she will always find a way to turn a blind eye to me. When I was young, I would give her gifts and I would try every excuse to lend them to you.

If I give her something worthless, she will accept it, but if it is something precious, it will be returned every time. I really like her and want to be good to her for the rest of my life, but why is it so difficult?"

There was a sense of powerlessness in Ye Mingxuan's voice, like a trapped animal.

"How much do you like it? Can it overcome the gap in status and the opposition of your family? To be honest, the fifth sister is just a concubine from a fifth-rank official family. How can she be as high as the legitimate son of the eldest princess?

The son of Beihou?" Yao Changjie stared at Ye Mingxuan with sharp eyes. Seeing that he was absent-minded for a moment, he continued: "Your family is a powerful family, and most of the people you marry are from the big families in the court. Even with the status of the fifth sister,

You will be looked down upon when you enter the house. You have to know that you are busy with official duties outside all day long, and the war between women is also very cruel. Not to mention that you have two mothers-in-law at home. There are many disputes over interests and deep estrangements between brothers.

, if Zijin really passes away, I'm really afraid that her bones will be eaten away. Every year in Kyoto, one or two daughters-in-law will die of illness. My sister, I just hope that she can be safe and happy all her life.

, I came into your house and wanted to seek justice for her, but I’m afraid we can’t afford it. Such a family looks noble, but it’s not a good match.”

Yao Changjie's words were like a knife, and Ye Mingxuan's face suddenly turned pale. He knew that Yao Changjie was telling the truth. He didn't expect that Yao Changjie would criticize him so mercilessly. Didn't even Yao Changjie think highly of this marriage?

"You know, I have always been very fond of Zi Jin. I will use all my strength to protect her from harm. I will convince my mother to allow me to marry Zi Jin. If you are worried about Zi Jin being bullied, after marriage,

I'll move back to the Princess Mansion. Who dares to bully her there?" Ye Mingxuan had thought about all these things, he really had thought about them, so he opened his mouth.

Yao Changjie sneered, looked at Ye Mingxuan and said: "I thought you would be more stable and cautious after joining the Jinyi Guards, but who knew you were still so superficial. Back to the princess mansion? The bride who just entered the house has to hide away instead of serving her parents-in-law.

In your free days, where do you want to put Zi Jin? And you yourself know why so many eldest princesses do not return to the princess mansion to live. Could it be that because you are married, the eldest princess will do it for you?

For Zi Jin, you abandoned your husband and went back to live in the princess' mansion? Ye Mingxuan, you are becoming more and more childish!"

Ye Mingxuan's expression suddenly felt as if he had been struck by lightning, but Yao Changjie refused to let him go, and said again: "Zi Jin is too smart, just because she has thought of everything, and just because she has seen through everything, she hesitates to move forward. You are forcing her like this, but

Have you ever thought about her?"

Dear friends, the update of 12,000 words has been completed today. I hope everyone will support Xiang and let our concubine get a good result. My arms are really tired today. I will continue to update tomorrow. How much I will update tomorrow depends on you guys.
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