217. Future plans Lu Yi slept at home for a whole day and a night, woke up, drank some water, and continued to sleep. God knows why he felt so sleepy, as if he just wanted to sleep like this all the time, without thinking about anything.

【】Until the phone rang for half an hour, it brought her back to the world.

She had heard the phone ringing a long time ago, but she didn't want to answer it and kept lying there. However, the caller was very stubborn and the phone rang over and over again. Finally, Lu Yi was defeated and got up tiredly.

, answered the phone: "Hello."

"Lu Xiaoyi! You went there! You didn't even answer the phone, I was scared to death!"

"Shu Xin, I'm fine, I just fell asleep.".

"How could you sleep for so long?" Shu Xin was shocked.

"I'm tired."

Such a straightforward answer made Shu Xin's eyes turn red instantly. She asked cautiously: "Xiaoyi, are you okay?"

You come to Yi. "I'm fine."

"Wait for me. I just finished filming and am on my way to your house. I will arrive in half an hour." Shu Xin was very worried and couldn't wait to rush over. Only when she saw that she was safe and sound did she feel relieved.

Lu Yigang wanted to refuse, but the caller had already hung up.

Shu Xin said, if she wants to come over, she won't be able to sleep.

Lu Yi sat on the bed with his head in his hands and stayed there for three minutes, and finally slowly woke up.

No matter what time, what people are most afraid of is addiction. She can sleep to escape reality, but she will always wake up when she sleeps. What should you do once you wake up? Reality is still there waiting for you.

Shu Xin was the one who pulled her out of her addiction.

Now that she's here, she can't let her see herself so haggard, otherwise Shu Xin's tears may drown her.

After sleeping for too long, his hands and feet had no strength. Lu Yi struggled to get up and went to the bathroom to tidy up himself.

No matter how mentally prepared I was, I was still shocked when I saw the face in the wash mirror. Hey, who is this person?

With disheveled hair, a haggard face, and gloomy eye circles, if such a face appeared outside, I'm afraid her fans would all run away... She could have gone straight to the role of Midnight Terror without even needing makeup.

It's really ugly to look like this. Lu Yi looked at himself in the mirror steadily. He was so miserable that he couldn't help but shake his head.

People who are lovelorn often like to be in a state where they are in pain and want to live. Such an ugly face, coupled with a decadent look, if there are a few empty wine bottles at home, it will look like a frustrated person who is drinking to drown his sorrows.

It's like exposing one's own wounds to get some comfort. If anyone sees her like this, they will sympathize with her, right? I don't know, what would happen if the chief saw her so sad?

Why does she want other people's sympathy? From beginning to end, she only cares about that one person.

Lu Yi smiled bitterly, turned on the hot water, took a bath, and washed his face. When he came out, he felt refreshed again, except that his face was a little paler.

After she finished packing herself, the doorbell rang and Shu Xin arrived.

As soon as Shu Xin went out, she took her and looked at her carefully, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's not bad."

"What's okay."

"Still like a human being."

Lu Yi smiled bitterly: "Why, should I be less human?"

"How dare you say that it took half an hour to answer the phone? I thought something had happened to you. I was so scared that I rushed over." Shu Xin said, the corners of her eyes were a little red, which showed that she was really anxious.

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Lu Yi was not a ignorant person. He immediately softened, apologized hurriedly, and made a series of promises, which finally made Shu Xin happy.

"Xiao Yi, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"Xiao Xin, I don't want to lie to you. I feel empty in my heart and I don't have any security at all."

"Oh, don't think about it. It's all over. Let it go."

"Yeah," Lu Yi smiled bitterly. Putting down these two words is easier said than done.

"You have always been strong..." Shu Xin stammered to persuade.

"Yes, I am very strong, but I know that I have no backing and no way out. I can't fall." Lu Yi was stunned, with a pale complexion and dark eyes, but there was a smile at the corner of his mouth.

However, tears slowly flowed from the corners of her eyes.

Shu Xin was so frightened that she turned pale: "Xiao Xin, are you okay? Don't scare me if you are okay..."

Lu Yi wiped his face with his hands randomly: "Are you crying again? I'm so sorry, you make me laugh every time."

"It doesn't matter, it's always good to cry." Shu Xin coaxed her blindly, because she knew that Lu Yi needed to vent, and if these emotions were accumulated in her heart, one day she would collapse.

Lu Yi was stunned for a moment, as if he was touched: "Yes, it's always good to cry."

However, her tears were gone. They had already been shed long ago.

"Xiao Yi, what is in the past is in the past. As a person, you need to look forward. What is in the past and the people you abandon do not need to regret and think about it."

"I know."

Shu Xin suddenly asked: "Xiaoyi, do you regret doing this with the chief?"

"No, I don't regret it." Lu Yi smiled slightly.

"Why?"

"It's like you are attending a gorgeous dance. The atmosphere is high and the people are just right. You have a great time, but the next morning you find that your heels are worn out and your whole body feels like it is falling apart. Will you regret it?

?No, I won't, because the lights yesterday were beautiful."

Shu Xin was greatly shocked: "Xiaoyi, how come you have become artistic? It turns out you are not such a person."

"Isn't this bad now?" Lu Yi asked back.

"It's a good thing to be open-minded," Shu Xin felt relieved after thinking about it: "Should I still advise you to be open-minded?"

"Don't worry, I will overcome this hurdle."

Shu Xin was silent for a moment, and then asked: "Then what are your plans in the future? Are you still filming?"

"Is there any news about me outside now?" Lu Yi asked. Back then, the newspapers reported the scandal between her and Gu Qing. There were pictures and the truth. She was only focused on dealing with the divorce from the chief. She was so sad that she forgot about it.

thing.

"There are still sporadic ones, but they are very few. Gu Qing issued a gag order."

"Oh, his connections are quite useful."

"He was really angry this time. The media that first published the photo was so frightened that it closed its doors."

"Ah, so serious?" Lu Yi was very surprised.

"You know Mr. Gu's background in this circle. Who dares not to sell his face? This time the media has gone crazy to grab the news. They actually dare to attack you. Gu Qing has already spoken out. We must seek justice!

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"What did he do?"

"It just makes it impossible for this magazine to continue running." Shu Xin said lightly.

In fact, Gu Qing's actions were more ruthless than what she said. The magazine directly banned all the scandals about him and Lu Yi. All the scandals about him and Lu Yi were not allowed to be reported. Suddenly, the trend of the entertainment industry changed.

"Although he can block this media, he can't stop everyone's mouths." Lu Yi sighed faintly. That report was so popular. Thanks to the development of information nowadays, as soon as it comes out, it can spread all over the world. What happened to Gu Qing afterwards

What measures can be taken to save it?

If the media doesn't report it, will no one gossip about it? You know, the secretive gossip will make people more interested. It would be better if she can hide all the time, but if not, she will be caught as soon as she goes out.

Wearing the hat of "hidden rules" and relying on others to support you...

This move is really cruel, and her reputation in the entertainment industry is completely ruined by such a commotion.

What scares her most is such obscure rumors, which have no evidence but are very destructive. Even if she really becomes famous in the future, people will mention this dark past countless times...

Shu Xin had been in the entertainment industry for a long time, so she naturally knew the seriousness of the matter. However, she subconsciously downplayed it because she didn't want Lu Yi to worry.

She had just gotten divorced and was already feeling very uncomfortable, so she shouldn't let other things disturb her mood.

Seeing Lu Yi's frustrated look, Shu Xin picked up the topic again and asked, "Xiao Yi, what are your plans for the future?"

Lu Yi was silent for a moment and then said, "I want to take a break and go abroad for a walk."

"What? You want to go abroad?" Shu Xin was shocked, "You must be so shocked that you don't want to see anyone, so you want to hide abroad?"

"Xiao Xin, what are you thinking about?" Lu Yi said angrily, "Of course it's not about escaping. Who am I trying to hide from? But I'm tired and want to rest for a while."

"Then how long are you going?"

"I don't know, I want to go on a study tour." Lu Yi said. Her idea was not a spur-of-the-moment idea, but a well-thought-out idea.

In the past two days, she has been sleeping and sleeping, thinking all the time, what will she do in the future? What is the next step?

Her goals used to be very simple, to film well, work hard to make money, and make her family live a good life. Later, after marrying the chief, she had another goal: to live happily with the chief. Now, her marriage dream has been shattered, and she has to make new plans.

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Yes, she likes filming, playing different roles and experiencing different lives. However, the biggest drawback of filming is that there is no freedom.

Since you want to be in the entertainment industry, you have to make sacrifices. Without sex, you have no freedom. You have to live under the camera all the time. Paparazzi reporters are everywhere... She has already suffered a lot... After all,

, she has also been on the front page twice because of **.

One time was when Zhong Yao got married and she had a big fight with Lan Miao'er about their new and old love. And this time, the scandal between her and Gu Qing was hot...

All of this made her feel disgusted... She was a real person, and she was not used to exposing everything about herself in front of the camera and letting people judge and point fingers...

She is really tired. She is just an ordinary little girl. Even though she loves acting, the cruelty of this industry has scared her.

This time, the price she paid was the loss of her boss and her marriage. If there was a next time, what else could she lose?

Therefore, she wants to leave this circle, completely leave, and leave the people here...

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