242. Lu Yi took stock of what his godson and Da Hongbao said he liked to do, and found that he really had no other hobbies besides filming.【^

She smiled bitterly, her previous life was really boring and she couldn't even find any hobbies.

Fortunately, she has plenty of time now and can slowly think about her future path and what exactly she wants to do.

After seeking the chief's permission, Shu Xin came to the small courtyard as a guest a few days later. She was still as crazy as ever. She was so happy when she saw the little guy that she gave him a generous greeting gift. At the cost of that, she kept molesting the little guy and kissing him non-stop.

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Lu Yi smiled and snatched his son back: "That's enough. Kissing is enough! Don't molest my son again!"

Shu Xin rolled her eyes: "Stingy! A few kisses won't do anything."

"Don't tarnish Xiao Yanyan's innocence!" Lu Yi said righteously.

"Wow, I'll take this handsome guy!" Shu Xin laughed and joked with her. The two of them laughed and laughed, as if they were back in the green days of the past.

The two of them chattered and teased the little guy in various ways. They waited until the little guy couldn't hold on and fell asleep, then they could sit down and talk quietly.

Shu Xin looked at Lu Yi. She was a little fatter, but her complexion was very good. She looked like a happy little woman, no longer the lost look she had before.

"How are you? How are you doing lately?" Shu Xin asked with a smile.

"What should I do? If it means being in a good mood and not having any worries, I'm still a little short of that."

"What are you worried about?"

"I don't know how to continue. I feel like I'm at a crossroads and I don't know which way to go is the right way."

"Did the chief force you?"

"Well, he wants to remarry me."

"Wow! I can't tell you how charming you are, my friend! With your purple color, you can actually attract tall, handsome, and rich people!"

"Xiao Xin, stop joking, I'm almost bored to death." Lu Yi rolled his eyes at her and said with contempt.

"Okay, what did you say? Promise him or reject him?"

"I refused."

"Why?"

"I can't get over the threshold in my heart. I always think of the past and I'm afraid of being given up by him again..." Lu Yi's eyes were full of confusion.

Everyone was trying to persuade her not to dwell on the past, to keep her children and live peacefully with the chief, but she didn't want to do this at all!

In her ideal life, they should be together because of love, not for the sake of children.

Even if it was for the sake of the little one, she didn't want to force herself.

"You don't believe the chief." Shu Xin is always so sharp, and what Lu Yi needs now is exactly this kind of blow to the head.

"Yes." Lu Yi nodded simply, "I'm scared. I don't believe him. No matter how good his promise is, I still don't believe him. After all, I am just a timid person. I have fallen there before.

If I fall, I will never take that road."

Lu Yi sighed helplessly. There was a dead end before her and the chief. She thought about forgiving, but she couldn't.

"Xiaoyi, do you still love the chief?" Shu Xin asked.

Lu Yi was silent for a moment, lost in thought.

"I'm not in love anymore. I feel very calm now. I don't have any ripples when I see him. I can't pretend to be anyone else except small words."

No one noticed that at the door of the room, the chief stopped knocking and just heard these words.

He stood there without moving for a long time, not even noticing the hand he had been raising.

Shu Xin said sympathetically: "I think the chief is innocent. Why don't you forgive him? He is a soldier. Fighting and sacrificing for the mission is his creed. You can't blame him for giving up on you because of this... You guys are so difficult.

We are together and now have a child, Xiaoyi, don't be impulsive and think about it carefully."

Lu Yi shook his head, with a few tears appearing in his eyes, "It doesn't work. I tried, I tried very hard, but it doesn't work. I am already incapable of love."

Mo Shaoan's heart sank, and then the pain became uncontrollable.

The two women in the room were still saying something, but he couldn't listen anymore and turned to leave.

Sister-in-law Li came in from the outside and saw Mo Shaoan going out in despair. She hurriedly asked, "Sir, what happened? Are you not at home for dinner tonight?"

Mo Shaoan waved his hand, went out and got into the car, turned the key and rushed out.

At night in the imperial capital, the night is blurry, with flashing neon lights illuminating various corners. The bustling shopping malls are brightly lit, and the dark bar streets are full of people. People who are unwilling to be lonely are about to ignite their carnival.

Mo Shaoan drove around aimlessly for a few times before he felt a little calmer.

To be fair, what Lu Yi said was right. He was a responsible person, but he felt sorry for her. He knew clearly that she had been hurt in her relationship. He managed to get back up, but he used Mu Enya to hurt her severely again.

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Since it was an injury, it must be very painful, so why should he ask her to forgive him? She didn't owe him anything.

Just rely on love? You have to know that love is a consumable product and may be worn away very quickly. Didn't she say that she doesn't love him anymore?

He thought he wouldn't care, so why was he feeling heartbroken at this moment?

Mo Shaoan drove in a circle and stopped in front of the "Dazzling Color" bar.

When he was young, he used to be a frequent visitor to bars. Since marrying Lu Yi, he has been cultivating himself. There are fewer places like this. However, at this moment, he urgently needs a place to vent his restless mood.

"Xuanse" is his and Gu Qing's base camp. It adopts a membership system. In addition to various second-generation officials and rich second-generation customers, the guests are wealthy people. Gu Qing is also a shareholder here and has reserved a private room all year round.

Mo Shaoan walked in and the waiter came over to greet him: "Master Mo, it's been a long time since I came here. Is this the same place?"

Mo Shaoan nodded indifferently and went straight to the private room, "Get a bottle of whiskey."

Soon, the wine was served. Mo Shaoan took off his coat and threw it aside, poured himself a glass of wine, and drank it all in one gulp.

The spicy wine slid down his throat, and it was so cold that it felt like he had swallowed a ball of fire.

At this moment, he needs such stimulation to burn him, make him feel pain, and make him repent...

He poured himself a few glasses of wine and became more sober.

When he thought of that cruel woman, that woman who didn't want her, his mood could no longer be calm.

Mo Shaoan took another sip of wine, his face was as heavy as iron, and his expression was dark and unclear.

A figure pushed open the door and walked in, and sat down beside him carelessly.

Mo Shaoan knew it was Gu Qing without even looking.

Ever since he flew to Lijiang to find Lu Yi, and Gu Qing had achieved success and returned to the imperial capital, the two of them had never seen each other again.

"I heard from the people below that you are here. Why, you are not at home to take care of the children?" Gu Qing poured himself a glass of wine, shook the glass, and drank it all.

Mo Shaoan lowered his head and drank another drink without saying a word.

The day before, he had thought that his wife and children were hot on the bed, so he was willing to stay at home and have a baby daddy. Now, such words sounded extremely ironic.

Love is gone, family is gone, and he can only look after his children.

Gu Qing raised his head and glanced at him, "In a bad mood? Did you have a fight?" He raised his lips lazily and waved to the waiter, "Another bottle."

Mo Shaoan waved his hand, "I won't drink anymore. I have to go back to take care of the child at night."

Even after drinking all the bottle, he was still conscious and remembered to take care of the little one when he went back at night.

Gu Qing grinned, "Is your nanny just a decoration?"

"Nanny is not a parent." Mo Shaoan said seriously.

"Forget it, I won't force you. You are becoming more and more boring now. You only have one expression on your face." Gu Qing teased him to his heart's content.

It's been a long time since the two of them had such a relaxed chat.

"Is your Lu Yi okay? Is my godson good?" Gu Qing said with a smile, and he was very generous when talking about Lu Yi, without any hesitation.

"They are all fine, but when did my son become your godson?"

"Your wife sold it to me. I helped you take care of the pregnant woman for so long. In exchange for giving me a godson and a red envelope, you will definitely make a profit." Gu Qing said with confidence.

The corners of Mo Shaoan's mouth curved slightly, "Remember to make the red envelope bigger, otherwise the little guy won't recognize you."

"Why are you as obsessed with money as Lu Yi, and you only care about this red envelope? Are you short of money?" Gu Qing's head was full of black lines.

"No one can have too much money, especially the red envelopes obtained through extortion, it feels even better."

"I...Oh, Shao An, you have learned bad things and been led astray by that guy Lu Yi."

"She has a lively personality." When he mentioned Lu Yi, Mo Shaoan didn't notice that a smile unconsciously appeared on his lips.

"That's not lively, that's mean-spirited! You don't know how many good things she extorted from me during those few months in Lijiang! She kept saying they were all for my godson!"

"Since you are a godfather, you can't do anything good, right?"

Gu Qing patted the table and said, "It's over, Shao An, you and Lu Yi are also talking like a philistine. No wonder they all talk about the appearance of husband and wife. I think you have this momentum."

Mo Shaoan was silent and concentrated on drinking the wine in his hand, looking a little dazed.

"Did you quarrel?" Gu Qing asked tentatively. He and Mo Shaoan have been friends since childhood. He knows Mo Shaoan well. Only when he has the truth about something that is bothering him will he look like this. How much?

Years later, no matter what happened, he had never seen his expression change. Only Lu Yi could affect his emotions.

Mo Shaoan did not answer the question and changed the subject: "Lijiang's matter, thank you for taking care of their mother and son."

If it weren't for Gu Qing's help, Lu Yi wouldn't know what kind of suffering he would have endured in Lijiang.

"You're so grateful that I feel ashamed." Gu Qing looked a little lonely, "You know I have selfish motives."

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Chapter completed!