249, farewell words
249. Farewell Yanyan As a mother, how could she be willing to leave her child?
Lu Yi saw the little guy getting sick and feeling uncomfortable, and wished he could take his place.
She had thought about leaving them. Maybe everyone would think she was cruel. Lu Yi had also hesitated. Even just now, she was still thinking about whether to keep the family intact for the sake of the little guy and let him grow up cutely.
big.
However, she couldn't convince herself.
Lu Yi remembers very clearly that when she was in college, she had a roommate who was very beautiful, but had a gloomy and weird personality that didn't get along with everyone. At first, everyone hated her, but later, after everyone got to know each other,
I just heard that her family is very unhappy, and her parents have been in a cold war all year round...
This is the first time Lu Yi has heard the term "domestic violence". He is more frightened than quarrels and fights.
I heard from that classmate that her parents had a bad relationship and insisted on not getting divorced for her sake. However, the atmosphere at home was as cold as ice and suffocating her.
Her parents didn't talk to each other all year round and lived their own lives. Even if they did talk, they were quarreling... Lu Yi still remembers her classmate crying and shouting, "Why don't they get a divorce? Why don't they get a divorce! Don't say it's for me, they
I can't bear the misfortune..."
Lu Yi is not sure. She has a knot in her heart now and is extremely disappointed with the leader. If they continue to live together, will they become a resentful couple? If they are not happy, will the little one be happy?
All this is unknown, she doesn't dare to bet...
Lu Yi looked at the pleading Mo Shaoan across from him and shook his head, "I'm sorry, chief, we should have our own lives. Xiao Yanyan will get used to it in the future."
Yes, she will leave soon. The chief will take good care of the little guy. The little guy will get used to living with his father... Without her, my father-in-law and mother-in-law will definitely help. There are many people who love the little guy. That's enough...
You must believe that following the leader is a better choice for the little guy than following her.
Mo Shaoan felt dejected. Unsurprisingly, she rejected him.
"Thank you, chief. I will come back often to see the little guy in the future." She was very sorry.
"You are welcome at any time. Don't mind what I said just now. I asked for too much." The feeling of powerlessness was like a dark mountain in his heart, and he could hardly breathe.
"Chief, the little guy will be happy if he follows you. I believe in you."
Mo Shaoan couldn't say anything anymore, but he felt empty in his heart, but nothing could be done to fill it.
The little guy's fever subsided, and after two days he was full of life again, crying with a loud voice, and transformed into a little devil again, but a little more clingy than before. He always had to be hugged, and started howling as soon as he lay on the bed... Li
My sister-in-law said that if a child is tortured once, he will become wiser. Xiao Yanyan will become smarter and act like a spoiled child.
But Lu Yi found it too much. He had to hold the little one as soon as he woke up. Even if there were three women in the house exchanging hands, it was quite tiring.
The chief has officially started work. He is dressed in military uniform and looks very heroic. He kissed and talked to each other in the morning before going out.
He got the punishment, but everyone with a discerning eye knew what was going on. In addition, he had made meritorious service and had a great record. It was impossible for the people above to ignore him and not use him, so as soon as he started working, a lot of tasks were piled up.
come over.
Lu Yi stood at the door holding the little guy and sending him to the car with a smile.
Mo Shaoan looked at her and felt that something was wrong with her expression today. Although she was smiling, she looked a little sad.
He was thinking, should he ask her what was going on? Could it be that she had encountered some difficulties?
"Chief, the meeting time is coming soon." the orderly said.
Mo Shaoan pulled his gaze back inch by inch, "Let's go!" He thought that it would be the same if he asked again at night.
After watching the car drive away, Lu Yi returned to the house and played with the little guy very patiently all morning, making the little guy giggle until he couldn't hold it in any longer before falling asleep.
Mrs. Wang's lunch was very light, and Lu Yi ate an extra bowl. After the meal, Mrs. Li and Mrs. Wang took a nap, and the little guy woke up, and she continued to play with him.
A three-month-old child can already see people. Those little eyes looking at you can soften your heart.
The little guy has slept a lot and is very energetic. He seems to be chatting with her.
Lu Yi hugged the little guy and gently pinched his little nose with one hand. This was a small folk remedy she had seen on the Tianya Forum before. It said that if a child pinches his nose often when he is young, he will become a bad boy when he grows up.
She has a high nose and is very beautiful. She secretly resented it at that time. Why didn't her mother give her a pinch when she was a child? Now she finally has a chance. She pinches the little one when she has time. I'm sure she will have a three-dimensional face when she grows up.
handsome guy.
"Mo Ziyan," Lu Yi hugged the little guy and talked to him seriously, but she felt uncomfortable in her heart and her eyes were sore. She sniffed and cursed herself for being useless, "My name is Lu Yi, and I am your mother.
I'm very sorry that my mother can't grow up with you. Maybe she won't be by your side often in the future, but you have to understand that you don't blame your mother when you grow up. It's not that your mother doesn't love you, it's just that you can't continue to live with your father.
Went down..."
Lu Yi sniffed and continued: "Your father is a chief, tall, handsome, handsome and mighty. If you grow up to be like him, you will be able to charm a lot of little girls... You must listen to your father in the future and don't mess with him.
If you are angry, be filial to him, you know?"
The little guy hummed, not sure whether he agreed or not.
"Mom just can't be with you anymore, but mom will always protect you. Remember your mom. When you meet me on the street when you grow up, you have to say hello to me, you know?" Lu Yi hugged the little guy tightly and kissed him gently.
He, the baby's skin was tender, so she didn't dare to kiss him too hard, so she grabbed his chubby little hand, sucked hard, and even took a bite.
The little guy's mouth is flat, haha, it hurts from being bitten by his bad mother.
"Goodbye, little one." Lu Yibo blew a kiss and tucked him in.
"Sister-in-law Li, Yanyan is awake." She woke up Sister-in-law Li and then returned to the room.
Her luggage had been packed long ago, and she only had one small bag, which was very convenient to carry.
The letter to the chief had been written a long time ago and had been placed on her bed, so that the chief would see it when he came back.
Yes, she didn't plan to say goodbye to him in person. Separation was always a bit sad. She didn't want the two of them to cry and cry, and it would be as uncomfortable as separation between life and death.
Just leave quietly like this, and let him think that she is just traveling far away...
Lu Yi looked around his room and saw that the chief had carefully tidied it up. He had only lived there for two months, but she had left traces of her everywhere...
When she leaves, this place will be empty, and maybe a new hostess will move in a long time later, slowly erasing her traces...
Lu Yi came out with his luggage, and Sister-in-law Li was shocked as she held the little guy around.
"Madam, what are you doing?" she asked anxiously.
"Sister-in-law Li, I'm leaving. I'll leave it to you to speak from now on." Lu Yi replied with a smile.
"Let's go? Where are you going, madam? Does sir know?"
"He already knows. Goodbye, Sister-in-law Li."
Lu Yi gently squeezed the little guy's hand and said, "Goodbye, Xiao Yanyan."
After saying that, he left without looking back, followed by the deafening cry of the little guy.
Sister-in-law Li was so frightened that she didn't even bother coaxing the little guy until Sister-in-law Wang ran out of the kitchen and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Madam is gone, I can't stop her." She was stunned and still couldn't accept it.
"What!" Sister-in-law Wang was also surprised, "Hurry up and call sir."
Both of them were frightened. Although they had long discovered that the relationship between the wife and the husband was not good, they had already given birth to a child, so why would there be any conflicts? Now they actually have to run away from home! This problem is really big.
It can be seen that the husband cares about his wife very much. What will happen if he finds out?
Lu Yi carried his luggage and walked out of the military compound step by step.
She has lived in this compound for two months, but she has always kept a low profile and rarely goes out. She has not seen the outside scenery for a long time.
Winter is coming to an end, and there is still a chill in the air, but this weather will not last long.
Lu Yi walked very slowly. He had never taken a good look at the scenery of the compound before. If he took a good look now, he might not have the chance in the future. After all, there were guards at the entrance of this military compound, so not just anyone could come in.
There were very few pedestrians on the road. Occasionally, a few people passing by glanced at her quickly. Their eyes were filled with surprise and scrutiny... The people in this compound all had family members from the military region, more or less.
We all know them, and everyone is very curious about a new face like hers. Lu Yi doesn't care, she doesn't know them, and she won't have the chance to meet them in the future. Just take a look, she won't lose any meat.
However, no matter how slowly I walked, I quickly arrived at the gate of the community.
The little soldier standing guard had bright eyes and high energy. Lu Yi walked past him and stepped out of the door.
She grinned, looked back carefully for a few times, as if she wanted to remember this place deeply in her mind, and then waved and left.
Goodbye, chief. Goodbye, little one..
On a normal working day afternoon, there were not many people on the street. Lu Yi sat in the taxi and looked greedily at the scene outside.
It was like a lifetime ago. She was not used to this fresh atmosphere of life. She felt like a savage crawling out of the cave, with a sense of twilight all over her body.
She took a taxi directly to the train station and bought a ticket for the latest train to Jiangzhou. About an hour later, the train started and she was about to leave the imperial capital.
Returning to Jiangzhou, to return to his sister, Lu Yi is like any child who has been wronged outside in the future, the first thing he thinks of is to return to his family...
Heal, rest, relax yourself.
Lu Yi needs to think carefully about what to do in the future.
My mind was very confused, and I thought about the chief once. He should have known that she was gone by now, right? What would he think? And the little guy, he cried so much just now, is he still crying now? Say it.
Lu Yi sighed. She had just left, and she already missed that small courtyard.
Chapter completed!