Chapter 119 Confession
You must know that most friendships end at the moment of confession, and most love begins at the moment of confession. The result of improper confession is often that we are not even friends, and the result of not confessing is often
Be lifelong friends.
Although in a sense, I am a person who lacks self-confidence, at least at this moment, I felt an indescribable courage overflowing in my heart, and my chest felt like I was suffocating and I couldn't breathe.
The rain began to fall heavier and heavier, and the rainwater hitting the ground seemed to cheer me up, making a crackling sound, as if to warn me.
"Do you want to have sex with the girl behind you? Have the courage to say what you want to say."
I don't know if it was the sound of rain or the obscene sound coming from my heart. I was stunned for a moment. A drop of water mixed with dust fell on the tip of my nose, causing a dull pain.
The little beauty Liu Xue on the back didn't seem to understand why I suddenly stopped to protect her from the rain, and she whispered "eh" in her mouth.
The sound was very long and passed into my ears thinly.
I thought about it and mustered up the courage to tilt my head.
"Liu Xue, I..."
As soon as the sound came out of his mouth, a cell phone rang suddenly, and there was a slight vibration in his pocket.
I was stunned, as if I was stillborn, when I realized that the Nokia in my pocket was causing trouble at this moment, and I quickly reached into my pocket to feel it.
The little beauty Liu Xue on the back seemed to have heard the ringtone of her cell phone and looked at me silently.
I took out my cell phone, and the caller ID on it was Miss Xiaoxue.
This made me panic and my mind became confused. I didn't know what to do. I put my thumb on the answer button and hesitated to press it.
After a while, my heart suddenly sank. I put the phone to my ear, stepped forward and trotted towards the taxi in front of me with Liu Xue on my back.
After answering the phone, Xiaoxue's voice came from the phone, and I could vaguely hear someone singing and singing nearby.
"Where are you? Are you with the elementary school?" Xiaoxue asked on the phone.
I ran to the side of the taxi, opened the back door, put down Little Miss Liu Xue, and motioned for Little Miss Liu Xue to get in first.
Then he said to the phone: "Well, she is with me and we are outside."
The little beauty Liu Xue next to me looked at me, bent down and got into the car. I stood outside, wiped the rain on my forehead with my hand, and then said to the phone
: "She just said she left something behind at the hotel. I followed her back to look for it and will go back right away."
There was silence on the phone for a while, and then a voice from Xiaoxue, who seemed relieved, said
"I see. Seeing that you haven't come back for so long, I thought something happened. I just went out and looked around and couldn't find anyone."
"Well, it's okay, I'll be back soon." I said into the phone.
The girl Xiaoxue on the other end said "Hmm" and then hung up the phone. The beeping voice made me feel desolate.
I sighed, stuffed my phone into my pocket, bent down and got into the car, and closed the door hard.
The taxi started. It seemed that it was dark and rainy, and the road was slippery. The driver drove very slowly, adhering to the traffic law of safety first.
Little beauty Liu Xue put the cactus aside and fiddled with her hair, which seemed to have been wet by the rain.
I was silent and speechless, staring blankly out of the car window.
The rain poured down, cleaning the car windows over and over again, and the looming scenery under the street lights pieced together the world, which was confusing and alluring.
Suddenly the voice of little beauty Liu Xue sounded next to me
"Xiao Xiao Zhang, what did you want to say just now?"
I turned my head and looked at Liu Xue, who had messy hair next to me.
"I want to confess to you."
The taxi shook a little, and the numbers on the meter changed.
His eyes seemed to be suddenly covered with a layer of mist, and the small hands that were originally on his hair slowly dropped.
No expression, no answer, no sound.
As if she hadn't heard anything, the little beauty Liu Xue slowly turned her head, sat upright, lowered her head and remained silent.
And I felt that my body began to become limp in an instant, as if the energy I had spent carrying her just now disappeared.
Is this a silent sentence for me?
Or can I interpret this as the default?
I sighed self-deprecatingly and thought, forget it, how could the little beauty Liu Xue fall in love with me?
Everything before was just treating me as a good friend, right? After all, good people are in your hands, and there are many good people, so the road is easy to travel. In the heart of little beauty Liu Xue, maybe I am just a living Lei Feng who can interact with her by chance.
Bar?
I couldn't help but leaned against the car door, thinking dejectedly that if I had known better, I might as well not have confessed to her.
It seems that touching the thigh of little beauty Liu Xue is the last benefit I can get with my hands.
At this time, I don’t know if the driver heard the short conversation between the two of us, so he accelerated the car and drove to the door of the KTV.
After parking the car, the driver turned around, looked at me who was feeling depressed and said, "You can pay me ten yuan."
I was stunned, took out ten dollars from my pocket and handed it to the driver. At the same time, I thought to myself, uncle, are you taking pity on me?
I glanced at the little beauty Liu Xue, opened the car door, and got out.
Little beauty Liu Xue also silently opened the car door, walked out and trotted towards the door.
I stood next to the car door and watched the little beauty Liu Xue run into the door of the ktv. I was like an abandoned plaything, standing stupidly in the rain. What was particularly ironic was that she was still holding the cactus I just gave her.
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I stood there for a while, then stretched out my hand to pinch my sore nose, and shuffled towards the KTV.
As soon as I entered the door of the KTV, everyone saw that I looked like a drowned rat, and they all whispered. I had nothing to say, so I went upstairs in a hurry.
When I arrived at the door of the private room, I tried my best to open the door with an expression as if nothing had happened and I was very happy.
The scene in the private room was no different from before I went out. Seeing me coming back, several people looked at me one after another. Hu Wenbin was still asleep beside him, while Brother Zhang and Xiao Hanyin were still fighting over wine. Zheng Ming sat
Next to Brother Zhang, who somehow got involved in the drinking competition between Brother Zhang and Xiao Hanyin, there was a pair of dice on the table.
I took a look and saw that little beauty Liu Xue was already sitting aside, exchanging something with Miss Xiaoxue without looking up at me.
I felt instantly wet in my heart, and then I saw Brother Zhang waving his hand towards me, pointing to Xiao Hanyin's side, and motioning for me to sit there.
I thought for a while, walked over to Xiao Hanyin and sat down, looking at Brother Zhang across from me. I was wondering why Brother Zhang wasn't drunk yet. Unexpectedly, Iron Man Zhang pointed at the dice on the table when he saw me sitting down.
Ask me if I want to play? If I lose, I will drink.
I nodded and said to play, drink it, now I feel like drinking sulfuric acid.
Xiao Hanyin beside me seemed to notice that my body was wet and asked me in a concerned voice.
: "Xiao Zhang, why did you go to the toilet for so long and you're still wet?"
After finishing speaking, Xiao Hanyin paused and added: "You didn't vomit on yourself, did you?"
I was stunned and thought, damn, why did I feel so strange when Mao said these words from Xiao Hanyin's mouth? Did she forget what she did to my pants in Taiyuan?
But then I thought about it, Xiao Hanyin said that because he didn't know that I just went out with Miss Liu Xue, and it seemed that Miss Xiaoxue didn't tell them everything.
I waved my hand and did not answer Xiao Hanyin's words. Instead, I took a cup from the side and looked at Brother Zhang and said
"Come on, how to play?"
Seeing my high interest, Iron Man Zhang quickly picked up a bottle of beer and poured it for me, and then said
"Simple, compare the points between 2 dices, and the one with the smallest points has a drink."
When I heard that the rules were so simple, I quickly said yes, let’s get started.
Iron Man Zhang smiled, poured wine for Xiao Hanyin and Zheng Ming, and began to roll the dice in a decent manner.
The big screen in the private room was still playing a single love song that someone ordered.
The lyrics "There are happy people everywhere in the world, why can't you count me in" are particularly sad.
And sure enough, things have turned. It seems that a heavy rain has wiped away my luck in the past few days. From the moment the first drop of rain fell on my face, everything started to develop in a bad direction.
After several games in a row, I was lucky enough to be the one with the smallest points.
I didn't say much, I just raised a glass of beer and poured it into my mouth, feeling the beer flowing down my chin.
Brother Zhang saw that I was in a bad state today and didn't drink much. Now suddenly I felt like I was on drugs. He immediately kept asking me to continue playing and poured me glasses of wine.
Naturally, I didn't refuse. After the game, I stopped even shaking the dice. I raised my glass and poured it into my mouth one by one, as if I was venting my anger and abusing my stomach with the wine.
Everything in front of me gradually began to become blurry, and the voices in my ears gradually began to become inaudible.
Finally someone seemed to hold my hand, took the wine glass from my hand, put it to his mouth and drank the wine in one gulp.
I tilted my head and found Xiao Hanyin putting my cup on the table and looking at me with his head tilted.
In my mind, I remembered the time when the little beauty Liu Xue passed out drunk on my bed. I handed her the water I drank and watched her drink the water I drank while still thinking about indirect kissing.
But now it was another girl who kissed me indirectly again.
I raised my head and looked at the little beauty Liu Xue sitting next to me. The light was dim and I couldn't see her clearly.
I stood up, motioned to wash my face, and then stumbled out of the private room alone.
After walking a few steps out of the private room, someone behind me seemed to be calling my name.
I turned my head and found Xiao Hanyin following me.
Seeing me stop, Xiao Hanyin walked up to me and looked at me quietly.
I was stunned, looked at Xiao Hanyin and said, "I'm going to wash my face, it'll be fine."
Xiao Hanyin still didn't speak and looked at me silently.
I made a gesture to Xiao Hanyin to go back first, then turned around and wanted to leave.
As soon as I turned around, someone seemed to grab my clothes. I turned my head and found that Xiao Hanyin lowered his head and spoke word by word.
Chapter completed!