Three hundred and fifty fourth chapters: the original choice
Liu Xue's words undoubtedly shocked me and I couldn't help but look at her with a panic on my face.
Xiao Hanyin had asked Liu Xue out before leaving? Why didn’t I know about this?
But when I had this idea in my mind, I immediately refuted my mother, Liu Xue told me just now, how could I know before?
At this moment, I came to my senses and couldn't help but look at Liu Xue asking word by word.
: "She...she asked you out for dinner? What did she say?"
Liu Xue was still very hesitant when she heard my question. She must have said something to her. And it was probably not a good thing, otherwise Liu Xue would not have hidden me for this period of time.
At this time, I remembered the piece of paper full of words in Xiaohanyin that I tore off in Houhai. I guess she already knew that I had always had a different feeling for Liu Xue. Could it be that Xiaohanyin asked Liu Xue to talk about this before leaving?
I don't know all this, so I can only look at Liu Xue beside me and wait for her to continue talking.
Looking at Liu Xue's expression, he was obviously still struggling, as if he was thinking about whether to tell me about this matter.
Actually, I was quite afraid that she would suddenly repent at this time, so I shook my head and said that it would be better not to tell me, otherwise I would probably die of her appetite.
Fortunately, after some consideration, Liu Xue raised her head and looked at me, and said with a dodge of his eyes.
: "Do you remember one time when I went to work overtime on Saturday?" Liu Xue's words stunned me, and I thought about it for a moment, and I suddenly remembered it.
Isn’t it the Saturday when Liu Xue works overtime the day I kissed her a while ago?
Sure enough, Liu Xue seemed to remember me when she saw me, her cheeks were slightly red, and she said softly
: "It was at noon that day... Hanyin asked me to have dinner together." "It was also after the meal that day, she never came to the company again."
Liu Xue's words reminded me that Zhou Xiaohanyin told me that she had something to do, so she didn't ask me to meet. Unexpectedly, she went to Liu Xue with me on her back?
Why did I suddenly feel a strange feeling, as if Xiao Hanyin did a lot of things that I didn’t know at all?
Thinking of this, I nodded and asked
: "She asked you out, must have said something to you, right?"
Liu Xue nodded slowly when he heard what I said, and the expression on his face became a little depressed.
: "That day... I don't know why she asked me to go out... and I didn't expect that she resigned later..." After saying that, Liu Xue's eyes became dim.
"When lunch that day... Hanyin said...she envied me very much."
"At that time, I thought something was wrong with what she said, so I asked her what she meant. Why did she say that, but she didn't answer me, just shook her head."
"Later, on the way back, I thought... Maybe... maybe she felt that you might like me a little... so she said that..."
After Liu Xue said these words, he turned aside, as if he had done something wrong and did not dare to look at me.
And I was completely stunned and looked at Liu Xue in front of me and couldn't speak.
At this moment, what Liu Xue said that night echoed in my mind.
"I don't like to steal people who belong to others. I...I don't want to be that person either..."
So, did Liu Xue tell me that it was because she noticed that Xiao Hanyin already knew that I liked her that day, so she said that?
No wonder Liu Xue said that day, I am no longer her little Zhang, and she said that if she continues like this, even friends will not be able to do it.
It was because she felt that she had affected my relationship with Xiao Hanyin, so she said that? In order to allow me to be well with Xiao Hanyin?
Xiao Hanyin said she envied Liu Xue, but did she mean that she thought I still like Liu Xue more?
At this time, I just felt that the scene in front of me was the scene where Xiao Hanyin spoke to me with red eyes in the hotel.
"In this world... I like you the one I like the most..."
"But because of this... I'm leaving you..."
Could it be that Xiao Hanyin chose to break up with me and leave me in order to help me and Liu Xue?
Thinking of this, I felt my mind was in a mess, my whole body was stiff and I couldn't move.
If everything is really like what I guess, then on Saturday, Liu Xue decided to draw a line with me because she learned that Xiao Hanyin might know that I like her, and thus said something like that to me, with the purpose of hoping that I can be with Xiao Hanyin in the future.
Xiao Hanyin realized that I liked Liu Xue more, so she was ready to leave me since that day. Since then, she has never gone to the company and has returned the house, just to hope that I can be with Liu Xue after she leaves?
But Xiao Hanyin would never have thought that after that series of things happened to Liu Xue that night, I had already made my own choice, that is, to give up Liu Xue and be with her well?
Thinking of this, I suddenly smiled like a self-deprecatingly, but I didn't expect that everything would be so dramatic.
Liu Xue and Xiao Hanyin are both making their own sacrifices for each other, but they did not expect that things would turn into such a result.
And I, a person who plays an important role in this drama, knows nothing about these things.
This is really a sad irony in a sense.
Seeing that I looked sad, Liu Xuecai looked at me and said softly
: "Xiao Xiao Zhang...I didn't tell you...is that you would feel unhappy when you mentioned her recently... But... I feel very uncomfortable when I see you are always drunk..."
"I told you all this today... I just think Hanyin might have misunderstood something... so... if possible... you can go to her to explain the truth to her... Tell her that between me and you... there is nothing actually..."
Liu Xue's words made me come to my senses. I vaguely remembered that when I was drunk, it seemed that someone pushed the door open and looked at me for a long time in the middle of the night, and then closed the door.
That's not an illusion, it was indeed Liu Xue? Did she see me all the drunken times?
And she decided to tell me this today, just to ask me to find Xiao Hanyin, explain the situation, and keep Xiao Hanyin back?
Indeed, I didn't go to find Xiao Hanyin after she left, but I actually considered it, especially when I learned that Hu Wenbin had resigned, I wanted to get a plane ticket or something immediately and fly to Xiao Hanyin's side.
But my reason told me at that time that even if I went to see Xiao Hanyin, there would be no change.
Since she has decided to leave me, it means that she made a decision after a long time of consideration. And it’s not just her, even if I go, what attitude should I use to face her dad?
I moved Hanyin's father with my true speech and then brought Xiao Hanyin back to continue drinking with me?
So I never went there, but chose to try my best to change myself. I hope that one day when Xiao Hanyin comes back, I will see a different me.
But now after hearing what Liu Xue said, I was a little shaken.
If...If Xiao Hanyin really just wanted to help me and Liu Xue... then... shouldn't I tell her the choice I made that day?
But... I looked up at Liu Xue again and saw her standing quietly beside me, her delicate figure actually looked a little lonely.
At this time, I sighed and said slowly to Liu Xue.
: "Well...I...I'll think about it."
After hearing my words, Liu Xue's eyes changed, and his expression became faint and blurry, making people unable to see clearly.
Seeing that Liu Xue didn't say anything, I moved my mouth again and said in a low voice
: "Okay, let's go back first."
Liu Xue nodded and walked forward with a step forward.
And when I walked beside her, every step I took was like stepping on a thumbtack, and a stinging pain spread throughout my body.
There was a strange idea in my mind...if...if you two could be less kind, that would be great...
If there was someone not so good...that would be great...
I won't fall into two swamps at the same time... because I don't know which foot to lift first, and I feel deeply distressed.
Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be cast by a huge black shadow, shrouded little by little.
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After going upstairs, Liu Xue was right. The door of my room was still tightly closed. I guess Zhang Jiaqi was sleeping happily in the room. This also made me wonder how she could sleep for so long on the sheets filled with liquid in my body? Could it be that this guy not only thought that he was already a man, but also physically?
When Liu Xue saw me staring at the door of his room in a daze, she understood something. She looked at me awkwardly and asked.
: "Why...I'll go in and wake her up?"
I waved my hand and signaled that I didn't need it, let her sleep, and I could watch TV on the sofa.
Liu Xue nodded when he heard me say this, then said
: "Then... I'll go back to the house and go to bed for a while... I woke up very early in the morning. I'm a little sleepy."
I said "um" and saw Liu Xue walk back to his room and gently close the door.
After Liu Xue entered the house, the room became quiet. Xiaoxue seemed to have not gotten up, and the door was tightly closed.
I sat blankly on the sofa for a while, but instead of turning on the TV, I took out my cell phone from my pocket.
I was stunned for a while when I looked at the phone screen, I took out Xiao Hanyin's number and dialed it over.
After a while, my heart suddenly sank and I heard the sound of dialing in the phone, not the manual service sound of "the phone you called has been turned off."
This made me nervous and I couldn't help but stand up from the sofa.
Every time the phone rang, my heart beat violently.
Finally, I don’t know how long it took, but someone answered it.
Before the other party could speak, I said anxiously to the phone
: "Hey? Hey? Is Hanyin? Is it you?"
Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, a man's voice came from the other end of the phone
Chapter completed!