255 Repressed love! (11,000 comments added) It’s not that she didn’t see Huang Tianjue’s ugly face and desperate eyes, but she had to say: “Huang Tianjue, do I dare to love you like this? You didn’t give me a

Love, the most basic trust of a wife, because you don’t trust our love, you doubt all the men around me, you doubt my feelings, so you live in such pain, you can’t let go, you are not confident.

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"But do you know that your care for me and your love for me, at this moment, when you make the stupidest decision, are destined to make me disappointed in you! This of yours

The decision is a failure and childish, because your love may make me, Tang Zhanxuan, bear a responsibility and burden that does not belong to me, and I will also feel guilty! Do you know that this decision of yours may actually

You want me to never forget Yang Yanting for the rest of my life?" Every word Tang Zhanxian said made Huang Tianjue tremble, but she still said it, and she said it firmly.

"What did you say?!" Huang Tianjue gritted his teeth, squeezed Tang Zhanxuan's arm, and roared with scarlet eyes.

Tang Zhanxuan's arm was in pain, but he looked firmly into Huang Tianjue's eyes and said: "If Yang Yanting really died on the battlefield, do you think that based on my character, I can forget this Yang Yanting who died innocently because of me?

?At that time, Huang Tianjue, are you going to kill me? Because I am damn guilty of that man, and this guilt will last a lifetime!"

Huang Tianjue's expression finally changed dramatically!

"How dare you!!" He roared angrily, his voice sounding like a roar, but the sadness and tension inside it could not be ignored.

Tang Zhanxuan's heart ached slightly because of Huang Tianjue's forced calmness and coldness. She didn't mean to irritate Huang Tianjue, but what happened today was that Huang Tianjue was indeed too selfish and too reckless. In fact, this matter is completely okay.

He calmly talked to Huang Tianjue, but he had no choice but to suppress his anger.

She knew that her anger was not entirely because of Yang Yanting, but more because of Huang Tianjue. She didn't want Huang Tianjue to have an unpleasant reputation of being a self-serving public servant, and she didn't want the Yang family to resent Huang Tianjue. On the other hand, it was also because of Huang Tianjue.

This kind of drama shows complete distrust of her.

In love, no matter how firm it is, without trust, it will be very fragile! She was angry that he didn't trust her and was angry with his random suspicion, so the fire spread and she couldn't control it!

She didn't want such a big gap to appear in their love just at the beginning, but Huang Tianjue didn't understand, and she didn't understand why such a confident and proud man like Huang Tianjue would do such a childish behavior? It was completely unlike him.

What he would do!

"This is not a question of whether you dare or not, but since you have done it, you must be prepared to bear the consequences of this matter. Yang Yanting went to the battlefield because of my husband and because of me, so I'm sorry. From today on, I will

I will worry about him, and I will worry about his safety and health. Huang Tianjue, don’t glare at me, because it’s not me who wants to worry about him, but you who force me to worry about someone who is nothing to me at all.

A man who means nothing!" Tang Zhanxuan said angrily.

Huang Tianjue was completely stunned. He didn't expect that his momentary panic and concern for her would actually make her care about that man. He didn't expect that she would yell at him for Yang Yanting. Huang Tianjue didn't understand what he had done wrong.

What made her react so strongly? But he was also very angry. This woman, the woman he loved, he was willing to do anything for her, but he just wanted their love to feel more secure.

My father is an example of failure. The woman he loved didn't love him back, but left with another man, right? So when his father died tragically, the woman would neither feel nor miss him.

He didn't want to make the same mistake again. He thought he could protect this relationship by getting rid of those men who might take away Tang Zhanxuan in advance, but she scolded him as cold-blooded, selfish and cruel! If he was really a cold-blooded, selfish and cruel man, how could he protect this relationship?

Why is he raising three children who are not his with the reputation of being a wife-suppressant? These three children may even destroy his family! If he is really cold-blooded, selfish and cruel, why should he condone a woman like Tang Zhanxuan who calls him by his name every day?

?If he was truly cold-blooded, selfish, and cruel, he would have killed Shang Tianye, Baiqi, and Yang Yanting, all the men who coveted her! Why should he keep them and keep him on guard every day and frightened every night?

But she doesn't understand him. Tang Zhanxuan can't understand him in this regard. Is it because he didn't do well enough? Or did he really do something wrong? Or maybe there are already cracks in their relationship?

"If Yang Yanting really has no place in your heart and is really nothing, then why should you feel guilty? Why should you quarrel with me because of him? Tang Zhanxuan, you said that I am selfish, ruthless and cold-blooded, but what about you? When you are like this

Have you ever thought about how I feel when the team roars about their duties without regard for human feelings?"

"Have you ever thought that when I hold you, I have to fight against your childhood sweethearts, consider your health and safety, and pay attention to situations that are difficult to prevent. Have you ever thought that I would be tired too?

Have you ever thought that after I put you in my heart, my feelings for you can't withstand the slightest twists and turns? Have you ever thought that I did so much just because I care about you?" Huang Tianjue looked at Tang Zhanxuan coldly, condescendingly,

It was an unprecedented alienation and strangeness, the language was cold to the core, and it was extremely lonely.

"Have you never thought about it? You said that I don't trust you, but have you ever given me a chance to trust you? There are always men around you. Yes, you have nothing to do, but why do you stop it?

I am preparing for a rainy day for my love? I am so selfish! I am so cold-blooded! I am going to nip all hidden dangers in the cradle and will never tolerate them! Yang Yanting went to the battlefield, and his life and death depended on his fate. Not me, Huang.

Tianjue can control it, but if he has inappropriate thoughts about my wife, he deserves to die! You, even if I love you, I will not allow someone to covet you and remain indifferent, nor will I condone your relationship again.

Any chance of getting along!" Huang Tianjue said coldly and arrogantly, with determination!

He had never used such a cruel expression and tone towards her, as if he wanted to eat her alive! He was so angry that his sword eyebrows almost stood up, and he was shouting with a sycophantic aura, as if he would kill Tang Zhanxuan in the next moment.

He was torn to pieces alive by the general cruelty!

Tang Zhanxuan was stunned. She really had never thought of this, and she really didn't know that Huang Tianjue would have so many worries. Did she cause him trouble? Did she make him so uneasy and anxious? Did she make him do what he did?

Did she make the wrong decision? Is it her fault?!

But it is undeniable that Tang Zhanxuan, who had never heard Huang Tianjue's inner monologue, was stunned and shocked at this moment! She never knew that the confident, proud and noble Huang Tianjue would have so many worries and uneasiness. It was her

Ignoring his feelings, I imagined him to be invulnerable and indestructible. But I forgot that under Huang Tianjue's cold and confident surface, he was so fragile, a man who shed tears because of his dead child.

How could such a man be cold-blooded?

She was upset that she lost her mind because of her momentary unhappiness and lack of calmness, and said so many unreasonable words. Huang Tianjue's heart was very sensitive, and sometimes he really acted like a child, but all this...

They would only appear in front of and on her body. Such a special and unique Huang Tianjue only existed because of Tang Zhanxian.

So, was she the one who made Huang Tianjue become so irrational and selfish? Tang Zhanxuan felt that her brain was about to explode, but her heart calmed down. She was really confused. A person who had lived two lifetimes could do this because of something like this.

And it was definitely unwise to almost have a quarrel with Huang Tianjue. Huang Tianjue has already fallen into love. For such a proud man, if she gets tougher, even if their love has nothing to do with it before, it will not be the same at this moment.

There will be cracks.

"Huang Tianjue, can we all calm down? I think I need to express my thoughts clearly. We are all adults. There is no need to have conflicts and misunderstandings over this matter that can be easily solved. This will only make things worse.

The two of us are getting further and further apart, do you want me to get further and further away from you?" Tang Zhanxuan tried to soften her voice, and even her eyes softened. She took a step forward and reached out to grab Huang Tianjue's hand.

Arm, but unexpectedly, for the first time, Huang Tianjue avoided her touch.

Tang Zhanxuan felt a pain in her heart and looked up at Huang Tianjue in shock, but all she saw was Huang Tianjue's tense chin and cold and arrogant face.

Huang Tianjue looked at her coldly and said: "Tang Zhanxuan, I told you I love you once, but you may not have heard it at that time. Now, I tell you again, I love you, I love you very much."

I love you very much, love every smile of yours, love the soft and soft ending of your voice every time you speak, love the lazy way you act coquettishly in my arms, love the way you smile at me happily after living a wanton and comfortable life, love.

The surprise and joy you bring to me every day, I love you so much that I have no dignity, no airs, no so-called identity! I love you so much that my soul is suppressed!"

"But I love you so much, have you ever made a promise to me? Have you ever told me your secrets? Why do you know how to draw and design clothes? Why are you willing to be kind to the servants and even call all living beings

Equality? Why do you know those things in the army? Why can you pass that obstacle you drew? There are so many of you, every one of you, I never ask, just because I promised you to live a wild life

, live your life, I can bear anything for you! No matter what kind of you you are, as long as you are still my sister, I will love you! I love your good, I love your bad, I love your intelligence and

mystery!"

"But the more mysterious you are, the more uneasy you make me. The uneasiness is so strong, but you never feel it. Watching you create miracles again and again, watching you perform again and again in front of others.

Shining brightly, looking at your more and more amazing life, do you know how frightened I am? Do you know that I will be scared too? Do you know that I am also uneasy? Do you know that every time you

A success brings me uncontrollable hesitation!" Huang Tianjue suddenly pinched Tang Zhanxian's chin and growled, but his eyes were so struggling.

Huang Tianjue's cold eyebrows softened a little, and he said with endless struggle: "When I am proud and happy for you, I always feel that I may lose you! Don't blame me for being selfish and cold, and don't blame me for being a warrior.

, if loving you makes me so crazy, I would really rather stay like this crazy! I can’t afford to lose to you! I can’t stand even a little bit of betrayal and hurt!”

"I never belittle myself, but I have to admit that I am not the most perfect person. There must be a better man than me in this world! If one day, you meet the best man

, you have a good impression of each other, how can you make me feel so embarrassed? What do you want me to do! Your selfish and cold-blooded words will knock all my forbearance, tolerance and efforts to the bottom. I love you so much and love you so hard, so I can’t

I beg you, when you are so considerate and quarrel with me for other men, please be considerate to me? Also think about how uneasy and embarrassed I am as your husband!

"The last roar exploded in her ears, and the trembling tail ended their first quarrel after falling in love.

That trembling voice was like a sharp blade, thrust into Tang Zhanxuan's heart in the most cunning way. His tightened heartbeat was stuck in his atrium, stiff and refused to beat. It hurt, sore and cold.

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This is the first time that Tang Zhanxuan has heard Huang Tianjue say so many words. She has heard from others before that there are two couples where the wife is better than the husband in every way and even makes more money than the husband. The husband was very happy at first, but gradually he began to

When he becomes unhappy, he begins to feel stressed and nervous, he starts to think randomly, and becomes restless. On the one hand, he is worried that his wife will find someone else and leave him, and on the other hand, he feels that he is incompetent and cannot compare to his wife.

The man's self-esteem and face are causing trouble, and the relationship between the couple gradually begins to crack. You can't blame the woman for being too good, nor can you blame the man for being petty. It's just that the wife is too sharp and doesn't take into account the man's face at all, and the man doesn't say anything.

, eventually leading to the demise of the marriage!

Will she and Huang Tianjue be like this? No, no! There are no such conflicts between her and Huang Tianjue. Huang Tianjue himself is very good and a man who dares to do what he does. He has that mind because he can fully support him.

She made her appearance in this feudal society, and in this regard, she was definitely one of the best among ancient men.

He also allowed her to be with those grown men without any image. If he didn't trust her, if he didn't tolerate her, how could he do this? Huang Tianjue was just a man, a husband,

He can't tolerate other men around her who have other ideas about her! He doesn't restrict her freedom and power.

Tang Zhanxuan was secretly annoyed. She had forgotten that this was ancient times after all! It was truly ancient times. The freedom to make friends and equality between men and women in modern times would not work here! It was shocking! This ancient woman should smile without showing her teeth.

, step like a lotus, keep a distance from any man except your husband!

But Huang Tianjue has been patient!

Tang Zhanxuan was so upset that she was so busy that she even forgot to consider Huang Tianjue's feelings, which made this confident man start to feel hesitant, so it was extreme!

"Huang Tianjue..." Tang Zhanxian couldn't even say his apology in time.

"Xian Jing, I think you are right, we should all calm down!" Huang Tianjue's voice was hoarse and weak, and he slowly turned around and left alone, leaving her with only a desolate back!

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