Continued: I decided to be your wife!
The room was empty, as if the temperature of the air around it was dropping sharply. It was summer, but it made people feel that the cold winter was coming. It was just because He Shuxian's words were too realistic, too cruel, and too real.
Sometimes false and beautiful lies are a kind of comfort, and the most unacceptable thing is often the terrible truth.
This is like breaking through the frozen lake and seeing the turbulent undercurrent below.
Only at this moment did Lan Zhixin realize that she had been dreaming of deceiving herself... Yanyan is Asa's daughter. When Asa became the crown prince, she was completely destined to see what Yanyan had today, and one day she would be separated from Yanyan!
How could a crown prince of a country be allowed to live outside? Unless you don’t know, once you know that such an existence is, you must find ways to pick it up or settle it in an extremely secret place and be taken care of by the royal family.
One thing He Shuxian is right is... Lan Zhixin can no longer protect Yan Yan's safety. That is no longer a matter of one person. There may be a ulterior motive behind it waiting for the opportunity. An ordinary woman cannot support herself by relying on her love for her children.
Yanyan is the safest only in the Brunei Palace. This is a cruel fact. Although Lan Zhixin does not want to face and accept it, she knows it in her heart.
And Asa... overworked and worried about her and her children, she came here from thousands of miles away, and the result was that the recurrence of the old illness became even worse.
Lan Zhixin remembered the time when Asa was hospitalized for stomach problems last time. It was not long since now. In other words, he should have been recuperating after being discharged from the hospital, but because Haji suddenly fell ill, he then became the crown prince... A series of things happened, where did Asa have the opportunity to take care of her body?
Seeing Lan Zhixin silent, He Shuxian knew that her words had played a certain role and stopped staying.
"Lan Zhixin, for everyone is a woman, I can allow you to meet Asa before six o'clock tomorrow morning before we leave. As for Yanyan, don't see you. The child is still young, and when he sees you, he will only cry even more sadly." He Shuxian left these words coldly, and without saying anything more, she turned around and left.
Lan Zhixin's face was covered with tears, and her trembling body was like fallen leaves in the wind... Her heart was broken, and even her soul was destroyed, as if she had died in an instant, becoming a soulless body.
Her eyes were swollen, empty and dull, and there was only a terrible silence. Her hands were cold, her lips were trembling... Blood was solidifying, and her heart was frozen, just because her consciousness was gradually becoming clear... This time, she was really going to separate from Yanyan. This time, she would be farther away from Asa...
Nike witnessed all this, but he couldn't laugh, only deeply shocked and sad. He knew how important Yanyan was to Lan Zhixin. That was Lan Zhixin's lifeline, but now he was forced to separate his flesh and blood. The other party was the royal family of a country, how could private people compete with it?
Nike smiled bitterly in his heart. As He Shuxian said, even all Lan Zhixin’s friends could not compete with each other.
Besides, Yan Yan's life experience is an extremely sensitive issue. Even if Yan Jiyun and Fan Di intervene at the same time, it cannot play a reversal role.
In other words, this time, things have become a foregone conclusion and I am unable to make the situation come true.
Asa also said that he would compete fairly with him, but now Asa was sick and fainted and was taken back to Brunei. Who won the competition?
Nike felt that perhaps Lan Zhixin's heart would die with the departure of Asa and Yanyan. Even if he could be with her in the future, he would at most have her body...
Such sorrow made Nike feel heartbroken, but he couldn't leave Lan Zhixin at this time.
Nike poured a cup of hot water and stuffed it into Lan Zhixin's hand, and said gently and gently: "Drink some water..."
Lan Zhixin raised her cup like a mechanical one, and took a few sips, but still had no response.
Seeing her insanity, Nike felt very distressed. From the perspective of the bystander, she said rationally that Yanyan should go to the Brunei Palace to live, otherwise it would always be too dangerous outside. But Nike couldn't say this, because she was afraid that Lan Zhixin would be more irritating.
Lan Zhixin just huddled on the sofa without saying a word, like a walking zombie.
I didn't eat dinner, and I didn't go upstairs to rest. I just hugged a rabbit doll on the sofa... This is Yan Yan's favorite toy, and there seems to be a hint of milk on it.
Lan Zhixin held the rabbit and curled up on the sofa, looking dull, not knowing what she was thinking, she fell asleep in a daze, and then looked at the ceiling in a daze.
In Nike's impression, Lan Zhixin was a strong and independent woman, but today's incident had a big blow to her and was fatal. Therefore, this woman who had been working hard to support her finally fell down, and the reality severely destroyed her tenacious heart.
The pain of separation from life and death is enough to drive people crazy. Nike is worried that Lan Zhixin's mental state will have problems, so he dare not leave and can only guard her here.
The silence of death was stained with a scent of compassion.
Nike was lying on the other side of the sofa, opposite Lan Zhixin. She hugged there for a long time and didn't move. Nike's silent company was actually rare. At Lan Zhixin's most painful moment, there was a devoted man who stood by her side, caring for her and being nervous about her. Isn't this a kind of luck and happiness?
Late at night, Lan Zhixin's cell phone rang. It was Yan Jiyun who sent a message. The content was a video, and a passage was attached below - "Lan Zhixin, I already know what happened over you. Now it's helpless to say anything. I have a selfie of Asa's video. Take it to see it, I hope it will be comforting you."
Lan Zhixin's heart was like a pool of stagnant water, and waves were rippling...Asar's selfie?
Lan Zhixin clicked on the video sent by Yan Jiyun. She didn't know what she would see, but she felt inexplicably nervous.
In the video, Asa smiled brightly at the camera, sorted out her hairstyle narcissistically, and then said: "Lan Zhixin, I can't say some things in front of you, but I want to record them. If I encounter an accident, you can still leave a video as a memory."
Seeing this, Lan Zhixin felt a sudden sting of her heart... When did Asa take a photo? Was it when a crisis occurred in the Brunei Palace some time ago? Why did it look like he was leaving his last words?
The video continued to play, and Asa smiled and said, "Lan Zhixin, I don't know when I fell in love with you. Always, when I discovered it, I can no longer control my heart. You should feel honored and proud. My vision is not low. The woman I can fall in love with is... the first and the last one. Do you know what my greatest wish is? I want to be an ordinary person, want to marry you, and then we will take my children to travel around the world... Maybe I have this prospect. I am not interested in power, but I am in the royal family and have to be forced to sit in this position... Haha, if people in our country know that I think so, they will probably oppose me even more."
In the camera, Asa showed a self-deprecating smile, her blue eyes were a little dim, which looked a little sad, but soon he adjusted his emotions and returned to normal, pretending to be serious: "Lan Zhixin, as long as I am still alive for one day, I will not give up on you and the child. But...If I am really unfortunate enough to finish playing, you will find another good man to marry. Although it is difficult to find a good person as good as me... In addition, you have to tell Yanyan that I am her father, don't let me go alone in the grave and no one comes to sweep the grave to burn incense."
After watching a video for a few minutes, Lan Zhixin unknowingly shed tears as if she had rained. She covered her face with her hands, and tears quietly slid down her fingers, and her body was shaking violently.
Nike also heard all the words in the video, and felt indescribable and uncomfortable... He seemed to be able to feel the helplessness of Asa. In the midst of crisis, he left a video and told Lan Zhixin that if something happened to him, she would marry someone else. It is conceivable how heartache Asa was when filming this video, but he could actually smile so heartlessly in front of the camera. How much pain did he suppress?
For the first time, Nike felt how profound and profound Asa's love for Lan Zhixin was. Putting aside this love rival, to be honest, Nike's understanding of Asa has undergone new changes... In dealing with love, Asa is a man worthy of admiration, who is manly.
What kind of impact will this video bring to Lan Zhixin? How will her thoughts change?
Nike couldn't predict it now and could only observe her quietly.
Lan Zhixin fell asleep again at some point, maybe she was crying too tired. Today, she was extremely fragile and didn't want to pretend to be strong anymore and let herself follow her most realistic emotions.
This*, Asa was taken care of by the doctor brought by He Shuxian. He was indeed suffering from stomach bleeding. He had symptoms a few days ago, but he refused to leave.
Today he had a video call with his parents. In fact, his parents were in Hong Kong at that time and rushed from Brunei yesterday.
I have to say that He Shuxian is too foresighted and has extraordinary decisiveness in doing things, and is more courageous than men.
The torment finally passed. When it was dawn, Lan Zhixin got up from the sofa, went upstairs, and then came down neatly in a while...
When Nike saw Lan Zhixin, she couldn't help but feel a little surprised... She was wearing an elegant white dress and her mental state was actually quite good. This means that her emotions have recovered? So fast?
"Zhixin, you..."
"I'll go see him." Lan Zhixin said lightly, and the man had already walked out of the living room.
How could she not go to see Asa? This farewell, the day of meeting is far away, and she must go!
Lan Zhixin's calmness made Nike worry for her. She hasn't eaten a single rice until now. Can she hold on?
"Zhixin, eat something before going out?" Nike said to her back.
Lan Zhixin shook her head: "It's okay, I'm okay. It's getting late now, so I'll miss it if I'm afraid I'll go too late."
Her slender back looked so erratic in the morning breeze, with a flying skirt, a flowing beauty, but also a heart-wrenching and sad atmosphere.
Walking out of this alley, Lan Zhixin saw a RV parked on the hillside behind. There were two men's faces in front of the car that she had seen...Asa's bodyguard.
Step by step, slowly and firmly, her hair was blown up by the wind and drifted behind her, setting off her beautiful and flawless face, and was covered with a layer of desolate beauty in the dusk of the morning light.
After a night of thinking, Lan Zhixin cheered up and saw Aza. When the bodyguard opened the car door, He Shuxian was already sitting inside.
Lan Zhixin crawled in, but what she saw was Asa lying on one side, her eyes closed, as if she was still sleeping.
He Shuxian glanced at Lan Zhixin, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, and then said with a blank expression: "Asa will not wake up yet, just look at it, I have done your best to you."
Lan Zhixin curled her lips lightly, her long and narrow eyes were still a little red, and her eyes fell on Asa's sleeping face... Can you only look at it like this? You can't even say a word, which is a farewell?
Lan Zhixin suddenly remembered a sentence-"When saying goodbye, you must say goodbye well. No one knows whether this farewell will become a farewell forever..."
Lan Zhixin's eyes were full of tenderness and affection, no longer suppressing emotions, as if she was looking at her husband. She reached out and gently stroked the back of Asa's hand, and her affectionate eyes were the most true expression in her heart. If Asa was awake now, she would definitely be so happy that she would be so happy.
In the past, Lan Zhixin always suppressed her feelings and rarely showed her true feelings, but now, she doesn't want to restrain herself anymore, she just wants to say goodbye.
He Shuxian frowned and stared at Lan Zhixin's hand, as if she was a little unhappy, but she still held it back and did not stop her.
Lan Zhixin held Asa's hand and poured all her affection into her. Her pale lips opened and closed slightly, and she murmured: "Promise me, no matter where you are in the world, take good care of yourself..."
He Shuxian listened quietly. In her opinion, Lan Zhixin listened to her persuasion and would give up on Asa and no longer expect to be with Asa. He Shuxian breathed a sigh of relief... But she saw Lan Zhixin slowly raise her hand, and there was a dazzling diamond above it.
Chapter completed!