Continued: The Crisis of Miscarriage
Why should we do this? After Hu Xiaobei left, Lan Zehui was still alone in a trance, and his mind was filled with Luo Qishan's voice saying that she was pregnant.
She looks more beautiful now than before, with a bit more charm, more charming, and gentler. The way she speaks and the interaction between Yan Zhui make people feel how deep the relationship between the couple is.
Loving.
Lan Zehui didn't feel stupid for paying a woman to pretend to be his girlfriend, because he was sure that the kind-hearted woman Luo Qishan would feel guilty about him. He also had his own pride and dignity.
, he was afraid of seeing her sympathetic eyes, he was not looking for
He didn't want a woman, but he didn't want to take that step, so he would rather find someone to act, so that Luo Qishan and Yan Zhui would think that he was really living a good life, so that he would feel that they were friends with each other.
Equality, otherwise he would always feel like a beggar waiting for someone to give his love.
Lan Zehui's current state can be either good or bad. The good thing is that he has cheered up and is taking care of the company's business and is very busy every day. The bad thing is that even if he becomes the company's president
, has actual power, but he is completely blank when it comes to personal feelings. The door of his heart is locked, and others can't get in, and he can't get out.
Looking at Luo Qishan's happiness, Lan Zehui would bless her and be happy for her, but on the other hand, he would also be sad and bitter. Why wasn't he the one who gave her happiness? It's fate, since there is no fate.
Good outcome, why do we have to meet again?
Why is he such an emotional person? I heard that cold and ruthless people can live a happy life. Before meeting Luo Qishan, he didn't know that he was actually a person who was hard to let go of.
Now, all he can do is let time heal, and maybe with a few days, the pain will fade away.
If I can't get you, I can only watch you quietly from a distance without disturbing you, even though no one knows my thoughts.
Luo Qishan and Yan Zhui were still talking about Lan Zehui and Hu Xiaobei in the car. It could be seen that she was very happy. She also said that Hu Xiaobei and Lan Zehui were a good match, and that a petite, sweet and gentle girl was suitable for him.
Yan Zui just listened and smiled without saying a word. Luo Qishan would not know that Yan Zui was sighing in his heart at this moment... He is a man, and his ability to observe people is better than Luo Qishan. He always felt that Lan Zehui today
There is something strange between her and Hu Xiaobei. The young woman seems a bit artificial, and Lan Zehui's smile does not reach the eyes. If you look closely, you can detect a hint of discordant coldness and unnaturalness in the interaction.
Yan Zhui was thinking that maybe the relationship between Lan Zehui and Hu Xiaobei was not as good as shown, and why did he do this? The reason was simply to reassure Luo Qishan and to make himself not look too embarrassed.
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Yan Zhui will not investigate what it is, but he has a new understanding of Lan Zehui. It seems that Lan Zehui is also very knowledgeable and self-aware, and it is not easy to be like him. Well, then,
I no longer hate him, I just treat him as an ordinary acquaintance.
Yan Zui thought so in his heart, but did not express his doubts. This is not because he is petty, but because he understands that the current situation is good for everyone, and there is no need to expose Lan Zehui. Luo Qishan is like this
Raising a baby at home without worries and being a happy pregnant woman is what everyone wants to see, and Lan Zehui's hard work has not been in vain.
Under the careful care of her lover and family, Luo Qishan soon reached the period of more than one month of pregnancy, and she suffered from severe ecstasy. Eating every day became her biggest headache, but it was not okay not to eat. For the nutrition of herself and her child, she
She could only grit her teeth and swallow,
The result is that she vomits it out within a short time. This happens over and over again, every day. Not only does she feel uncomfortable, but the people watching next to her are also heartbroken. However, she can only bear all this, and no one can help her.
, I can’t even take medicine, I can’t control my joy.
Drowsiness, fatigue and weakness were also symptoms of Luo Qishan's pregnancy. Coupled with the unhappiness, she suffered quite a lot during this period. Sometimes she would vomit so much that it seemed like she was about to faint, and often she could only lie on the bed to rest.
The human body is mysterious and unpredictable. Although Luo Qishan has always paid attention to taking care of her body and her body is very healthy, she reacted like a very weak person after pregnancy. And now her condition is not good. Although she is weak
, but can no longer take supplements at will.
Luo Qishan had abdominal pain and was accompanied by light red secretions. The results of the examination at the hospital were worrying. The doctor said this was a sign of miscarriage, so she had to be careful to protect her pregnancy at home, otherwise, she might...
This frightened the Yan family so much that Luo Qishan immediately entered a state of full protection after returning home. She was not allowed to walk around in the near future and was asked to lie down.
People who have never tried it will not know how difficult this life is. It is hot summer now, but Luo Qishan cannot turn on the air conditioner, and the fan cannot blow too much. In order to let her live in a cooler place, Yan Zui brought
Following Luo Qishan to a villa on the outskirts of the city, Mrs. Chen also followed, serving Luo Qishan full-time.
This villa is surrounded by greenery and is close to the reservoir. It is very cool to live in, which is suitable for Luo Qishan's current physical condition. There is also a hospital about 20 minutes' drive away.
Although the doctor prescribed medicine to protect Luo Qishan, the old man refused to let Luo Qishan take it. Instead, he used traditional Chinese medicine to protect Luo Qishan's pregnancy. This was a prescription passed down from the ancestors of the Yan family. For this family that once started by opening a pharmacy, he
Prescriptions handed down from family members are more worthy of trust.
This pregnancy-preserving medicine is effective, but the taste is too unpleasant, and Luo Qishan drinks it twice a day.
Luo Qishan has not taken traditional Chinese medicine a few times since she was a child. She is a student of Western medicine. She is a little unsure about the efficacy of traditional Chinese medicine, because this is not an ordinary cold, but a miscarriage, in case the ancestral inheritance of the Yan family
Is the secret recipe finally lost?
Luo Qishan couldn't sleep well, and Yan Zui couldn't sleep well. He rarely went to the company recently. Yan Jiyun was the main force, taking care of the company's affairs, so that Yan Zui could have more time to take care of him.
Luo Qishan.
Although the old man does not come to visit every day, his heart is always tied here. He makes at least two phone calls every day. He must know about Luo Qishan's condition before going to bed so that the old man can fall asleep.
And Shen Rong would come every other day. She had to take care of the old man, and the wife was not worried. She ran in both directions without complaining, but she was worried. She cried several times behind her back, fearing what might happen to the child.
If it cannot be saved, it will be a heavy blow to the Yan family.
Luo Qishan's parents often come to visit. Regarding his daughter's condition, his father can only feel sorry for her in his heart. On the surface, he also comforts, cheers and encourages her.
Yan Jiyun, Shui Han, and other friends all came here to see Luo Qishan. They all cared about her and prayed for her silently.
On the seventh day after moving here, the old man, accompanied by Yan Jiyun and Shen Rong, arrived at the Yan family's ancestral hall in the countryside. Poor Yan Hongzhang was already over eighty years old, but he still knelt on the ground of the ancestral hall with difficulty and asked the Yan family's ancestral hall.
The ancestors kowtowed and prayed for Luo Qishan and the child in her belly.
This scene is very sad. The old man is not superstitious, it is just a kind of ideological sustenance. Only in this way can he feel a little more at ease. If he does not come, he always feels that he is not sincere enough.
A gray head was kowtowing, mumbling words, and had a pious expression, but the old body had a stooped back, and its feet were still trembling when it stood up, so it needed someone to support it.
Luo Qishan often wondered why this kind of thing happened to her. She was so tortured that she was exhausted mentally and physically, and couldn't help but wonder, could it be that she was living too happily, and God wouldn't allow it?
She finally got pregnant, and the whole family was happy, excited, and excited about it. However, because of the crisis of miscarriage, the whole family was in the shadow again. Yan Zui has become even more haggard recently, with dark circles under his eyes, but he is in Luo Qishan
There are always smiles in front of her, and he will not bring sadness to her.
Luo Qishan's diet is mainly light. She doesn't eat a single chili pepper, and she doesn't touch anything spicy. She even doesn't eat fruits for the time being. Everything she eats is warm and not cold at all.
I didn’t even eat. In the first few days, I didn’t even go out. I didn’t even go for a walk downstairs. At most, I just hung out on the balcony.
This level of caution was like facing a formidable enemy. In such an atmosphere, it was impossible for Luo Qishan to relax. Her smile was obviously reduced, and her whole person exuded an aura of anxiety and melancholy. She would often silently touch her hand.
In her belly, she prayed that the child would not leave her.
No matter whether there will be children in the future, Luo Qishan has a special feeling for the first child in her life. She is too worried that the child will be aborted, so she consciously cooperates, even if she doesn't go to the ground, even if she stays all day long
She can only stay in the house, but as long as she can keep her child, she is willing to do anything.
Such mental pressure and fear of loss finally overwhelmed Luo Qishan. On a sultry afternoon, Yan Zhui went downstairs to get something. When he came back, he saw Luo Qishan huddled under the quilt.
She was sleeping, but the quilt was still shaking, and her suppressed cries could be heard.
Yan Zhui's heart twitched hard twice, and the feeling of heartache suddenly hit his whole body. Of course he knew why she was crying. She was probably holding it in for too long and would not vent it out until she couldn't bear it anymore.
Yan Zui slowly sat down, pulled away the thin quilt, and silently hugged the crying woman.
Luo Qishan's suppressed cries suddenly became louder, and she cried and howled. In his arms, tears flowed into a river.
Yan Zhui hugged her tightly, feeling as if his heart was cut by a knife. He knew Luo Qishan well that she was not such a weak woman, but after she became pregnant and was told by the doctor that the child might be miscarried, she was shrouded in fear. Not a day passed.
It was a good life.
No matter how strong a woman is, she cannot bear this kind of thing. She cries because her desire for a child is too strong, her expectations are too high, and she hates why fate has to bring such misfortune to her. All she wants is a complete family.
Is it difficult? Some people don't want children but they get pregnant anyway, and he and Luo Qishan are so devout in their desire to have children, yet they still face the crisis of losing them even if they are pregnant. This feeling is too painful and cruel.
The wall in Yan Zui's heart was also pushed down, and he couldn't suppress his sadness, and tears burst out of his eyes. But he didn't cry as loudly as Luo Qishan, his cry was very low, but it was also heartbreaking.
The couple hugged each other and cried. At this time, no one could persuade them. The long-standing sadness was like a flood bursting its embankments, flooding the situation. If she didn't vent it out, Luo Qishan would probably be driven to neurosis by herself.
Although pregnant women need to rest and not be agitated, there is nothing they can do when their emotions explode and they can only pour them out.
The same heartache, the same fear, are the feelings of Luo Qishan and Yan Zui. After crying, they finally calmed down a little. Yan Zui stopped crying first and wiped Luo Qishan's tears with a handkerchief.
His eyes were full of heartache and pity: "My wife
, do you believe in fate? Perhaps, we should be more open-minded. If this child is not destined to be with us, we should not be too sad. This cannot be forced. We have tried our best. As for the result, it depends on the child and us.
How deep is our fate?"
Luo Qishan was stunned by Yan Zhui's enlightenment. She didn't expect him to say that.
What is your fate with your children? This means that if your fate is shallow, don’t be too sad and hope that you will have children in the future.
Luo Qishan was stunned for a while, as if she had figured something out. Suddenly she raised her hand and wiped the corner of her eyes, her eyes flashed brightly, and she choked and said: "Maybe, husband, what you said is right. Children also have a fate with their parents. If
If the child is really gone, maybe he (she) doesn’t want to come to this world..."
Seeing that Luo Qishan could think of this, Yan Zhui was relieved. He wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with a smile, and said softly: "This is right. If we think about it this way, don't we feel better? If we ourselves
They are all full of negative energy, which is even more detrimental to miscarriage. Only if we figure it out ourselves and feel more cheerful, there may be a glimmer of hope. Look at you, you cried so much just now, but it is a taboo for miscarriage. If grandpa knows,
I’m going to nag you again.”
Luo Qishan was originally a smart person, but with Yan Zhui's advice, she soon became enlightened and felt that it was indeed the truth. She was always worried about gains and losses, and even if she saved the fetus temporarily, it would be bad in the future. She should
She had to be more positive and optimistic to keep the best. Even if she couldn't keep it, she couldn't let herself be so depressed.
Luo Qishan held Yan Zhui's face and kissed it, nodded seriously and said, "Husband, from now on, we must keep negative energy away from us!"
Chapter completed!