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100. The hidden thing [6000+ diaries](1/2)

When Ruozhen got up the next day, Mu Jilian had already gone to the company. She lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling blankly. Thinking back on all the things she had last night, she used her shyness to her heart again. She actually confessed to him so boldly last night.

She didn't believe in herself. Is this her? Is this the timid Lin Ruozhen?

A smile appeared inadvertently at the corner of her lips. Even she herself didn't know how brilliant the smile was. She turned around and slept to the place where Mu Jilian lay, and her breathing was unique. The faint tobacco was mixed with masturbation, blocking her breathing tightly, as if she had an illusion that she was still sleeping in his arms.

Suddenly I felt a little imaginative, and my cheeks turned red unnaturally.

Oh, Lin Ruozhen, what are you thinking!

The more Ruozhen thought about it, the more embarrassed she felt, and buried her face in the quilt, but the quilt was filled with Mu Jilian's breath. She quickly lifted the quilt and sat up, and she was about to go crazy.

She put on her clothes and went out. She knew that the matter between her and Mu Jilian could not be discovered, otherwise the one involved must be his mother Wu Ping. The doctor said that she could not be stimulated, so she could only confess to her later. The important thing is that Mu Jilian had not responded to her. She began to worry whether this was her own wishful thinking. However, from her performance last night, she could see that he also had feelings for her, and hoped that this was not her illusion.

After taking the coat on the sofa and seeing that there was no one in the corridor, she hurried to the room on the third floor. The west room was quite big. If she hadn't seen her suitcase in a certain room, she wouldn't have found her room.

The theme of her room is pink, and each decoration exudes pink feelings, just like a place where a delicate little princess stays. But she feels like she is a little out of place with this room. She is now a commoner who falls into the nobles. She walks over and sits carefully on the soft big bed, afraid that she will destroy the harmony here with force.

Looking around, the furniture here is all high-end. Things she had never seen in her life did not expect to be realized today. However, she did not feel like laughing at all, and she felt more disappointed. She felt that she could not match these upper-class things, just like a fat man wearing thin clothes would swell it.

Everything she has now is because of Wu Ping, but she is still in the hospital. She can even ignore her own life for the sake of the child. This persistence touched her a little, but at the same time it also made her fall into deep self-blame. If Wu Ping had not had the burden of her, wouldn't she want the child?

In the end, she dragged her mother down.

She wanted to give Wu Ping's protection, but now it has become her burden.

He raised his head and smiled with a self-deprecating smile, squeezed back the tears in his eyes. He was about to get up and wanted to go to the hospital to see the situation when a knock came from the door.

"Come in." Ruozhen hurriedly wiped her eyes and calmed down her mood.

She didn't expect that Xiao Dan was the one who entered the door. Seeing the familiar face, she felt warm in her heart for some reason. She was a person who was easily satisfied.

"Miss Lin." Xiaodan walked up to her and called her excitedly.

"Xiao Dan, why are you here?"

"Oh, I asked someone and found out that you were here. I just said, you are a relative of the wife. The wife will definitely arrange for you to live in the best place. She treats you very well and actually asked you to live in the west room. The west room is considered the best in Muyuan Garden, and it is very comfortable to live here." Xiaodan said and attached it to her ear and told her quietly, "However, this is the place where the eldest young master of the Mu family lives. Although he doesn't come back all year round, you still have to pay attention. This young master is not easy to mess with. Be careful when you live here in the future. If you accidentally get caught by him, you will be in trouble."

Ruozhen nodded shyly, of course she could not tell her about the relationship between her and Mu Jilian.

"I came here to tell you this, be careful in the future."

Ruozhen suddenly felt a little moved when she listened to her words. There was someone who cared about this Mu Yuan who was a little panicked.

"Xiao Dan, thank you."

"Miss Lin, I want to thank you. You have no airs to me and I will take me in at night. I am very grateful. You are a good person."

Looking at her simple expression, Ruozhen was a little envious. She probably couldn't get back to this innocent time.

"Xiao Dan, is the house in the backyard locked now?" Ruozhen suddenly thought of the diary she hid on the bed. She always felt that it was a very important thing in her consciousness and she couldn't let it stay there.

"Oh, I just finished cleaning yesterday and the keys have not been returned to the supervisor. What's wrong? What's up there?"

"Yes, my book is down there."

"What book? I didn't see it when I packed it yesterday." Xiao Dan was slightly surprised. She packed the suitcase for Ruozhen yesterday.

"I can't explain it clearly for a while. Otherwise, you can give me the key and I'll go and check it out myself."

"Okay." Xiao Dan had no doubt at all, took out the key from her pocket and handed it to Ruozhen.

Ruozhen felt a little embarrassed. She knew it was wrong to deceive others, but Xiao Dan could only be sorry. This matter was too complicated and she hadn't figured it out yet. Of course, she couldn't tell others casually, let alone Xiao Dan, who is so simple, is innocent, her world is clean, and she can't involve her.

"Miss Lin, do you want me to go with you?" Xiaodan hesitated for a moment when she said this, because she had a shadow on that place and she had not forgotten that terrifying night.

"No, no, I'll go by myself. If you have something to do, you want to go and do it. I'll return the key to you after I get the book."

"Okay, then be careful, get back quickly after getting the book." Xiaodan told her worriedly before leaving.

Ruozhen nodded with a smile and expressed comfort to her.

He looked down at the key in his hand and couldn't help but hold it tightly. The pointed gears on the key made her palm hurt.

She knew that she was about to open a mysterious corner, and she couldn't help but feel a little nervous. Mom Mu's diary would definitely mention the past things, and these things were all things she didn't know. She now had the urge to know everything.

She wanted to find the answers to those doubts and wanted to know.

He quickly left the room, and circled around the Muyuan Garden for several times before finding the remote backyard. He looked around and was alone in quietness. He breathed a sigh of relief before opening the door, which made her feel guilty and rushed to death.

The room had been cleaned by Xiao Dan. Ruozhen didn't dare to delay it. She squatted down and found the diary, carefully took it out, smiled with relief, but fortunately it was not taken away.

She ran back to her room with her diary in her arms. She was surprised that she was not lost this time. She was in a nervous state and might have any potential to be stimulated.

Looking at the soft leather notebook in his arms that had slightly raised a corner, his eyes tightened. He reached out and opened it again. The old smell was a little pungent, and Ruozhen couldn't help frowning.

This diary is very thick, and she recorded such diaries for two days on each page. She roughly read it and there were only two left in the book.

It can be seen that Mu's mother is a very delicate person, and every detail of her life will be recorded. Of course, the person mentioned most is Mu Jilian, and every word and sentence reveals her love for Mu Jilian.

She looked at it for about an hour before she saw the events recorded inside. Her heart was inexplicably panicked.

The weather is cloudy, the mood is as dull as the weather

Today, Ji Lian had a fever and had a high fever of 40. I was very scared by myself. I called Jin Sen and I called three times before I was answered. However, the other party's voice was actually a woman. I didn't dare to ask who the other party was and hung up the phone. But I comforted myself that the woman should be Jin Sen's secretary. Fortunately, there is Dr. Wen. If he hadn't arrived in time, Ji Lian would have been burned. I am really an unqualified mother. Ji Lian, forgive my mother for being timid and cowardly. Mom feels guilty for you because political marriage cannot bring you a happy family. Mom is really sorry. But, Mom really loves your father. In the future, your father will definitely look back and see my goodness. I want to live with hope.

After reading this article, Ruozhen seemed to understand what to write. Uncle Mu and Mom’s marriage was not happy. Perhaps Mu Jilian’s personality became so quirky because of this environment. The environment of a family is really important for the growth of children. She is glad that she is a little happier than Mu Jilian. At least they were still very happy when her father was still there.

However, who is Dr. Wen mentioned by Mu's mother here? She remembered that she mentioned it in several previous articles. Somehow, she suddenly thought of Wen Ziyang. She seemed to have heard him say that their family has been doctors for generations and has always been a private doctor of the Mu family. Although she started her own business later, half of the credit was from the Mu family. In order to repay their kindness, they have always been directly under the Mu family.

Ruozhen continued to read, but when she saw one of the articles, her brows couldn't help but frown.

The weather, sunny, the mood is like the setting sun, uncomfortable

Today, Dr. Wen said some inexplicable words to me. Actually, I understood what he meant, but I pretended not to understand. Since marrying into the Mu family, no, it should be said that from the moment I saw Jinsen, my heart was completely occupied by Jinsen. I know that Jinsen has never liked me. He hated the political marriage arranged by his father for him. He wanted freedom, but he had no other choice but to marry me. He clearly told me the original intention of his marriage, but I still chose to marry him regardless of the day after his marriage.

Zi, we have always lived a cold life. He took me to respect each other. This family is optional. It is normal for him to not be able to stay in one or two months. I have no one to talk to in Muyuan, except Dr. Wen. I treat him as a friend and a friend who can talk to me, but he seems to have misunderstood me, and I don’t know how to make things clear to him. After all, he is my friend, and I don’t want to say something that hurts him, so I have to pretend not to understand. I have always been so cowardly. When can I become brave? Ji Lian, mom needs you to give me courage.

Ruozhen's hand holding the diary shook slightly, and the diary fell on the bed. She was now even more panicked than before. She even began to doubt her actions. Do she still have to read?

The further down, there are more and more secrets, and they are all so shocking. She just wants to figure out one thing now. Is Dr. Wen, written by Mu's mother here, Wen Ziyang's father?

There were two black and white villains fighting in her heart, one was to support her and look down, and the other was to stop her from looking down.

In fact, it is better to be simpler. If you don’t know anything, you will live happier. But if she doesn’t know these things, how can she protect Wu Ping?

I don’t know if it was the one who defeated the one. After a while of entanglement, my fingertips of my fingertips shook a little, but I still looked over. She decided to look down, and she impulsively wanted to know everything at this moment.

Just after looking at the weather and mood, the door was knocked by someone again. Ruozhen was panicked and put it in the quilt.

He walked over and opened the door in fear. Standing outside the door was the maid yesterday, smiling without hesitation and a serious look on his face.

"Is there anything wrong?" Ruozhen asked guiltily. The things in her diary just now had not calmed her down.

"Madam is back. She asks you to come here." The maid said sternly, without any emotion on her face. Ruozhen didn't ask her what Wu Ping had to ask her, and probably wouldn't answer after asking. After all, this person is not a simple Xiaodan.

"Okay. I'll change my clothes and go there." Ruozhen nodded slightly, closed the door again, took out the diary under the quilt and put it in the suitcase.

This thing will not be seen when she has time, but it is another great danger to store it well.

When she came out, the maid was still waiting at the door, looking respectfully like a wooden man without thoughts. She observed it for a moment. Most of the maids in Muyuan were like this. They nodded and bent down, and answered yes or no, and then they lost their extra emotions. Like Xiao Dan, they were special. They sighed in their hearts. Muyuan, which is like a castle, was really a little cold.

The west room was not far from Wu Ping's place, and it took about five minutes to arrive.

"Please come in." The maid stood at the door and respectfully opened the door for her.

Ruozhen first leaned into it, looked inside, and then stepped into it. This was Wu Ping's bedroom.

As soon as she entered the door, she was stunned by the luxury inside. There was a different setting on the west room, and it was filled with European and American style everywhere. Next to the door was a wine rack. The shelf was made of trees, and the best wood was carved into beautiful patterns. The important thing was the red wine on it. She didn't need to look at it and knew that the price of those red wines was beyond her imagination.

The room was big, several times larger than the living room she was when she was a child. After walking into it a few steps, she saw Wu Ping lying on the bed.

Her face was still red, not like a sick person. Wen Ziyang was right. The Mu family would not treat Wu Ping badly because she is the mistress of the family now, and she is more than ten thousand people. In Muyuan, except for Mu Jilian who has done the right thing with him.

"Mom, are you getting better?" Ruozhen asked as she walked in. Although his face was good, she was still worried.

"It's okay," Wu Ping moved her body inside and signaled her to sit down.

"Did Uncle Mu tell you something?" Ruozhen was silent for a while before slowly saying this. She wanted to know what kind of attitude Mu Jinsen had towards this matter, and she urgently wanted to know.

"He wants me to take good care of my body. He said my health is more important than anything else." Wu Ping said, with a sweet smile on her face. Although she is old, her love with Mu Jinsen has always existed. Mu Jinsen will always bring her inadvertently touching and joy, which is something that Ruozhen's father Lin Anran cannot bring to her.

In a person's life, he will always meet a man he loves the most. She has lived this life and is considered to have met such a man. Love has nothing to do with age. Even if he is old, he can fall in love with each other and be like when he was young. However, their love will be more stable, and there will be less impulse when he was young and more calm. Dusk love can be as beautiful as the love of the morning sun.

Ruozhen looked at Wu Ping's changing expression and the smile on the corner of her lips was something she had never seen before in her life. Perhaps Wu Ping really loved Mu Jinsen, and this smile only existed when she thought of her lover.

"What about his opinion of this child?" Ruozhen couldn't wait to ask again.

“Let it go.”

Let it go... Ruozhen heard this answer and didn't know if she wanted to cry or laugh.

Children can let things go, but Wu Ping's body must not let things go. Some things can be controlled by humans. Why do those unnecessary things happen in fear? It is obvious that they can be controlled, but isn't it the most important thing for her mother's lecture? Senior mothers have to face so many dangers and are single-nuclear health?

Does Mu Jin really love her mother? The child is talking empty words in words? Ruozhen was tangled and stirring her two hands that were inserted together. Her thinking is a little confused now. She really doesn't know how to talk to Wu Ping. Moreover, she is always anxious to tell him that the elderly mother's emotions should be stable and that Wu Ping cannot be stimulated. Yesterday, Wu Ping fainted because of this. She blamed herself a thousand times and ten thousand times in her heart, but she could not resist the guilt in her heart.

"No matter what, mom, you must put your health first."

Wu Ping smiled and nodded, but Ruozhen was still worried, "Mom, you have to promise me that I am the only relative who is left. Dad is gone, I don't want to lose you again." She choked up and leaned over to hug Wu Ping, but she didn't let the tears in her eyes slip.

"Don't worry, I will definitely be fine." Wu Ping reached out to hug Ruozhen, her face moved, and the delicate face reflected the halo of maternal love. Of course, this only faced the child in her belly, and it had nothing to do with Ruozhen.

Ruozhen hugged her for a while before she let go. Now she figured out everything. Wu Ping was bound to win this child. Mu Jinsen's position was not firm. She thought Mu Jinsen didn't want to give up on this child either. After all, she had heard of the importance of treating children in wealthy families. Besides, the Mu family is so rich and even a single pass. Now multiple heirs have only pros and no disadvantages.

But who would feel sorry for her mother? It would be too sad to treat him as a tool for one person's childbirth.
To be continued...
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