【First release】

If she read it correctly, Mu's mother wrote that Uncle Mu's place on business is City C.

And City C is her hometown...

Somehow, she suddenly thought of this. She also felt absurd, but the thinking in her mind was uncontrollable, not at all under her control.

Is there really anything in it?

Patiently with the suspicion in her heart, she continued to look down.

Two months after the diary below was from the previous one, she searched for it and Mama Mu wrote a total of 5 pictures. And the contents in it... She suddenly became a little scared and felt a sense of fear in her heart, just not daring to read it.

But my eyes still accidentally saw the contents of it-

I began to avoid Dr. Wen more than before, but Dr. Wen wanted to get close to me more than before. I was a little scared of his relationship with me. After all, the person I loved was Jinsen, but Dr. Wen was my previous confidant. He did help me a lot, so I didn't want to say bad things to him, but sometimes he was too arrogant. That day was the third day after I had sex with him, and he came to the door again. He was drunk and fell drunk at home. The housekeeper at home has returned to his hometown because of something happening these days. I couldn't ignore him. He helped me and I wouldn't stand by.

I helped him into the door, went to the kitchen to cook sober tea, but when I came out, I saw him sleeping on the bed of Jinsen and I. The bed was when I got married, and Jinsen accompanied me to buy it, which was considered a wedding bed. Although he had slept for a few times, I still had a deep relationship with that bed. Seeing Dr. Wen lying there, to be honest, I felt a little uncomfortable. I walked over and pulled him up with all my strength. When I was holding him to the door, he suddenly kissed me crazy, and the door behind me was closed by him.

I knew he was drunk and could not reason with him, so I could only hit him hard with the free hand. However, the power of men and women was very different, and I had no choice. His movements were very rude and crazy, and soon the clothes on my body were torn to pieces by him. I wanted to scream, but there was no one at home except Ji Lian, who was still having lunch break in the room.

At that time, I was not able to respond to the sky and the earth was not effective. I dared not shout loudly because I was afraid of waking Ji Lian next door. I didn't want him to see such a miserable side. Other children all have fatherly loves her, but Ji Lian's fatherly loves her, which is always a little bit lacking. It is the misfortune brought to him by political marriage, and it is the fault of my insistence on marrying Mu Jinsen, so I don't want to leave such a shadow in his childhood.

I beat Dr. Wen even more crazily, and even opened my mouth and bit him hard. At that time, the blood in my teeth was covered with fishy blood. But he had stopped and he was bound to insult me.

Maybe it was the mother and son who were in love. Ji Lian woke up and knocked on the door. I wanted to answer him, but I was afraid that he would hear something strange in the house. I could only endure it. Dr. Wen's movements continued, maybe because I didn't find me. I heard Ji Lian crying outside, and the crying loudly, and I couldn't help crying. But the miserable crying could not be exchanged for Dr. Wen's reason and conscience. I don't know when the crying outside stopped, nor when Dr. Wen's movements didn't happen. In short, I felt like a soulless body. The walking corpse was probably like me.

I really miss Jinsen. He has been to City C for 3 days, but there is still no news. No matter how busy he is, he still needs to have a stable message with me, but there is no, not at all.

Later, Dr. Wen said that he was going to divorce and stayed with me. I slapped him angrily and told him with certainty that it was impossible. However, he seemed to be unwilling to give up at all. He would come here almost every day, playing with Ji Lian openly, and pestering me secretly. When Ji Lian was present, I couldn't give him a look. Moreover, I really couldn't stand this panic day, and finally decided to go to City C to find Jin Sen. I hope Jin Sen could give me a sense of security.

I couldn't find my passport, so I could only take a train. I took a trip for more than ten hours before I arrived in City C. This was my first time traveling far away, so I was not used to such a long distance. After getting off the bus, I was confused and couldn't get excited. However, my belief was very firm, and I wanted to find Jinsen. I took the address I found and went to the hotel where Jinsen stayed.

The moment I entered the hotel, I heard someone talking behind me. It was Jinsen's voice, and the dream turned thousands of times, I couldn't hear it wrong. I turned around happily, but who was the woman in Jinsen's arms? He hugged that woman intimately. Their relationship was extraordinary. The woman smiled cleverly at him, and his eyes were all soft. He had never treated me like this before. To be honest, I was very jealous at that time. However, I was deserted. Jinsen had a woman outside. He was not here to go on a business trip to discuss projects. He was here to accompany this woman!

I didn't have the courage to go up and question him, because when I got married, he had already told me explicitly that there was no love between him and me, only marriage, and all he could give me was marriage, a name. He said that the woman he had love in his heart, but that woman was missing, so is she back now?

I began to investigate the woman secretly, but I found that the woman already had a child, and was a very beautiful little girl. The little girl was a few years younger than Ji Lian. At first, I thought this little girl belonged to Jinsen and that woman, but not. The woman also has a family and has a husband. Her husband works in the A-City Police Station, and that little girl is not Jinsen's child. I had a terrible idea in my heart. Jinsen might have been cheated. I was afraid that the woman just wanted Jinsen's money. She did not have real feelings for Jinsen, and Jinsen might not know her background.

I ran to tell Jinsen the truth about the matter. I rushed into his office regardless of other people's obstruction. However, everything that happened in the office was what really broke my heart. I would rather be blind than find that Jinsen was having an affair with that woman! I frantically pulled away the woman lying on Jinsen, and the woman was pushed to the ground by me, but Jinsen's slap also followed. The truth I wanted to tell Jinsen was choking in my throat.

Jin Sen gently helped the woman up and told me firmly that he wanted to divorce me because the woman he was waiting for was the one standing in front of me. I was shocked by his divorce. I didn't want to divorce him at all, but his tone was so affirmative. He said that he married me at that time just to stabilize the Mu family's power, and at that time, his woman disappeared again. But now, the Mu family has developed steadily, and he doesn't need the power of my mother's family, and his beloved woman has also come back. As long as he divorces me, everything will be perfect.

I don’t know how I left the office, I only know that my world has collapsed and there is no longer a sun. The day after Jinsen filed for divorce, Dr. Wen came to pester me again, saying that he didn’t care about his family and must be with me. He was approaching a state of madness, and I was almost crazy.

I don't like him. He always does this, and I hate him even deeper. So I thought of an extreme solution. Anyway, Jin Sen no longer wants me. I have been entangled by Dr. Wen for three days, and there is no dawn of life. Dr. Wen is like a ghost, extremely terrible. I am going to die with him. But the one I can't let go is Ji Lian. He is still young and lacks fatherly love. If there is no maternal love again, what's the difference between it and an orphan? So this extreme idea was forcibly suppressed by me. I lived in panic all day long until Dr. Wen found me again, and at the same time, I received Jin Sen's divorce agreement. My world was gone. I suddenly felt that such a life was boring, why am I still alive? It's meaningless...

However, if I want to die, I will not let the person who insults me live alone. I am afraid that he will vent his anger against me on Ji Lian. I am afraid that his life will harm Ji Lian, so even if I die, I will take him with me. Let their death free all this and come underground to bless Ji Lian I am worried about.

So, I asked Dr. Wen to come out, and I told him that I wanted to go out for a walk and ask him to accompany me. At the same time, I tampered with the car. That day was my driving car, and Dr. Wen had no premonition. I wanted to drive the car to the wilderness and then step on the accelerator. Even if Dr. Wen, who was sitting next to him, would be useless to stop it, because the brake had been destroyed by me. However, just when the turn was turned, a car was out of control and headed towards me. I knew that the brake was useless, and even if I drove the car aside, I couldn't stop. Dr. Wen, who was sitting in the co-pilot, came over and turned my steering wheel. He saw the madness in my eyes, and he seemed to know the purpose of my appointment with him.

But, it was too late. Because the car opposite had already hit.

I saw the light of death. It was time to go to hell. I was leaving and took the man next to me.

When I woke up again, there were flowers all around me. The pungent smell of potions and the pain in my body made me know that I was still alive.

The scenes of the car accident were rumbling in my mind, and I seemed to be able to understand why I survived. The vague memory, at that moment, Dr. Wen lay on me and blocked the impacts for me. But what could this happen? Even if he saved me, I would not be grateful to him.

Until later, I heard the butler say that Dr. Wen left and the person who collided with us also left. I was the luckiest. The three people, only I survived. At the moment I heard the news, I smiled. The smile was very fierce, and all the wounds on my body collapsed, and I did not stop. The butler went to the doctor in frightened, and the doctor said that I might have been stimulated and had mental problems. In the following days, I started to smile foolishly in front of them from time to time. I knew that there was only one way to prevent Jin Sen and me from divorced.

I was crazy and stupid, and he couldn't get divorced. As long as I didn't get divorced, I could still see my dear son, Ji Lian. After being discharged from the hospital, I was arranged to live in the backyard of Muyuan. The place was dirty and messy. I had no objection. Even if I had any objection, who would deal with a fool? But all this has nothing to do with him. As long as I could be with Ji Lian, I could see Jin Sen.

But I was wrong, everything was wrong. Jinsen locked me here, facing the white walls and blue sky all day long, and I felt that I was really a lunatic. Ji Lian came to me and would be blocked. I watched these servants holding Ji Lian away from me little by little, and my heart seemed to be lingchi.

When I was alone, I also started to smirk. I felt that my spirit was indeed abnormal. Tomorrow is Friday. Every Friday, Ji Lian would come to see me secretly, but I decided to end such a day. I don’t want Ji Lian to see such an abnormal mother again. Today, I saw myself in the mirror with haggard appearance, scattered and wearing cut clothes and pants, which was not like a human being at all. I can’t accept this kind of self. Ji Lian is very good at studying and will go abroad soon. I don’t want his life to be smeared because of my existence. I don’t want his classmates to know that he has such an abnormal mother. So, I thought of a way to let Jinsen take the initiative to take the initiative to take the lead in sending me to a mental hospital and live there in the future.

From now on, there will be no diary written again. There will be no neurotic patients in the world who write diaries...

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This is the end of the entire diary. Ruozhen's white fingers trembled and pinched the last one. The old breath inside made her nose itch, and tears in her eyes fell uncontrollably. The crystal-sized tear fell on the handsome handwriting, wetting the ink on it.

Her vision was blurry. After reading these, the doubts in her heart became bigger.

Is the woman in Mu's diary her mother? And that little girl...is she her?

Mom Mu said that the woman's husband works in City A, and her father also works in City A, and her workplace is in the police station, and the gentleness in the diary is so coincidental that it cannot be more coincidental.

Why can these things correspond to what she associates with each other? Are they all facts?

Her mind was very confused and she couldn't find any idea. She stumbled and stood up. She knew what she was going to do now. She wanted to confront Wu Ping. She wanted to know the whole truth!

I just stood up because I was squatting on the ground and reading the diary for so long, and now I felt dizzy in front of me. When I went out, I knocked off the diary in my hand. She didn't pick it up again, held the wall and walked all the way to Wu Ping's room.

But there was no one in the room. I happened to meet Su Nuan who was walking over and realized that Wu Ping was in Mu Jinsen's study. She ran over without stopping. The door of the study was hidden and the people inside were talking.

She was anxious to break in, but Su Nuan stopped her. She knew Su Nuan's meaning, and with her breathing, she suppressed the impulse in her heart, and stood outside and stopped.

Although they were a little far apart from the person talking inside, she could probably hear her emotions.

The only people inside were Wu Ping and Mu Jinsen.

Wu Ping was talking about Ruozhen's question to Mu Jinsen. But Mu Jinsen took her hand and sat down, "Ping'er, I know about Ruozhen."

"What?" Wu Ping was a little surprised. Her confidentiality work has always been good. When did Mu Jinsen know about it?

Mu Jilian sighed, pinched her eyebrows, and her tone was a little tired. It was hard to stand reading documents all night long at such an age, "Don't forget, my observation ability is first-class. I've long seen something wrong between Ruozhen and that kid. I also know you've been blocking them."

"What do you think?" Wu Ping held his hand back.

"Ping'er, we are all older. Just do whatever they like. Don't mess with each other. Besides, there is one in your belly. I'm really afraid that you will be tired. The doctor said that elderly mothers are very dangerous. I worry about your condition every day. This is the crystallization between us. I really cherish it. We have missed so many years, and now God has given us such a treasure. I am very grateful."

"What do you mean, just let them be together?" Wu Ping's voice became louder, very surprised. She didn't expect Mu Jinsen to say this to her. If Ruozhen and Mu Jilian were together... no, when she thought of this, she would be uneasy, and they would definitely not be together!

What’s important is that she couldn’t stand the son born to the woman and her daughter, and her heart was so distorted! If the woman hadn’t insisted on marrying Jinsen because of her family background, then she wouldn’t have been waiting for Mu Jinsen on the dock that day and met Lin Anran. Who would have made up for her for so many years she and Mu Jinsen missed?

"Ping'er, I owe Ruozhen what I owe her. I have been trying to compensate her, but it cannot make up for the lack of fatherly love in her heart. If she wants to be with Ji Lian now, just follow what she likes. I will use my son to make up for the mistakes I have made, which is a kind of psychological comfort."

Wu Ping was touched by his words, "Jin Sen, it was not the only one who happened back then. I was also wrong. I knew I should wait for you, and I knew I didn't trust you enough. I shouldn't be angry. Before you could marry another man. I should also talk to Lin Anran well, instead of quarrel with him. If I didn't quarrel with him that day, he might not have driven out. If I could talk to him calmly, if I divorced him peacefully, then nothing would have happened later."

Mu Jinsen couldn't bear to blame her like this, so he raised his hand and patted her back comfortably. This evil fate was caused by him.

"Ping'er, it's not your fault, it's all mine. It's all my fault for not being tough enough back then, and it's also my fault for not being strong enough, which made you suffer so much. Didn't wait on the dock that day? I was very disappointed? All of this is blamed. And Lin Anran's death is also blamed..."

Ruozhen, standing outside the door, could no longer control her tears. She bit her hand tightly and prevented herself from making a sound. When she heard the cause of her father's death again, she didn't know how to describe her mood. Shocked? Lost? What she could not resist was the pain like a knife cutting.

Su Nuan, who was standing next to her, naturally guessed the whole story. She looked at Ruozhen, who was crying sadly, and she felt uncomfortable for her. She took out a tissue and wanted to give it to her, but now she didn't seem to need this, so she had to pat her shoulder gently to show comfort.

And the conversation inside continued...

"Ping'er, you blame me too, right? After all, Lin Anran is your husband. Even if you don't love him, you have more or less affection for him over the years. If I put him in the ambulance first, then he might not have left so early."

"But, the one you put on is your wife first." Wu Ping interrupted him, "Jin Sen, it's been so many years since the matter has passed, and I know that you don't need to explain it anymore. I know your concerns at that time. If she leaves, then all your efforts will be in vain. Since I want to be with you, then I believe you have no feelings for her. I have no intention of blaming you at all. As for Lin Anran, it's what I owe him, it's my own business, and it has nothing to do with you. Besides, although your wife survived, she was crazy all her life and ended up in depression. It's also a pity."

Wu Ping said very smoothly. She would never say anything bad to Mu Jilian's mother again. The more she did this, the more she felt that Mu Jinsen felt guilty towards her.

Ruozhen, who was standing at the door, almost fainted after hearing these words. She knew the whole truth, and the guesses written by Mu's mother in her diary were all in line with her mind. The woman was Wu Ping, the little girl was her, and the woman's husband was her father...

Her mother, her beloved mother, turned out to have cheated in twelve years!!!

So what about her father? Did her father know or deliberately hide it from her?

It's ridiculous. Her father loves her so much. In her impression, her father loves her mother the most, and she is almost surpassing her, but why the truth of the matter is so unbearable.

And her father's death...

She could no longer help but push the door open. Her movements were very fast, as fast as the speed of light, and Su Nuan, who was beside her, had no time to stop her.

Wu Ping and Mu Jinsen looked at the person pushing the door and were also frightened.

"Ruozhen, why are you here?" Mu Jinsen asked calmly, but, Luo was very experienced, after seeing Ruozhen's blood-colored little face, his heart began to pound. He didn't know how much she heard the conversation between her and Wu Ping, and if she heard everything... then the consequences would be unimaginable, and this family would not be peaceful anymore.

"Why don't you knock before entering the door? Are you still a little polite??" Wu Ping also stood up, because of guilt and her voice became very loud, and the sternness was about to cover the entire house.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Su Nuan hurriedly ran to call Mu Jilian, hoping that he could come over quickly and stop this war of smoke. Otherwise, Ruozhen would definitely suffer a loss.

"You are not closing the door." Ruozhen replied in a choking voice.

"If you don't close the door, do you have a reason not to knock on the door?" Wu Ping scolded her seriously again.

"Mom," Ruozhen raised her voice and called Wu Ping, who was still panicking, and said in a panic, "Are you nervous? Or are you afraid of something? What are you afraid of being heard by me?"

Ruozhen's eyes had never been as sharp as they are now. She stared at Wu Ping as if she wanted to see a hole in her.

"Ruozhen, your mother has a little irritable temper because she is pregnant. Please understand your mother." Mu Jinsen stood up and tried to ease the atmosphere.

"There is no need to cover the fire. Uncle Mu." Ruozhen turned her eyes to Mu Jinsen. She didn't want to play riddles with them. The most she wanted to know now was about her father, whether what they just said was true.

"Ruozhen, don't get me wrong. What I said to your mother just now... You are still young and don't understand. In short, your mother really loves you very much. She is just pregnant now, so she has a bad temper. You calm down first, let's calm down first." Mu Jinsen tried to explain something, but the more she said it, it became more and more chaotic. It was a fact, and it was not only a distortion. Not only did she feel uncomfortable, but it was also difficult for him to go against his conscience when facing Ruozhen, who had almost no complexion.

"Uncle Mu, my father is a policeman. When I was a child, he taught me some skills to see through liars' lying. People who tell lies are used to looking right, and when you talk to me at the beginning, your eyes are tilted to the right. So, you are lying, Uncle Mu." Ruozhen didn't know where he got the concentration and told Mu Jinsen. Her father hadn't told her this. She was just testing it, but when she saw Mu Jinsen's panicked expression, she probably guessed it.

"What you said just now is true, right? My father, Lin Anran, was you killed by you, right?" Ruozhen almost shouted, with crystal tears hanging at the corners of her eyes. Because of her excitement, her neck turned red and her meridians were bulging.

This is the first time Wu Ping has seen Ruozhen who is so angry. In her memory, this daughter has always been timid and spoke carefully and very gentle to her. She did not expect that the gentle little white rabbit would become anxious with her one day and turn into an angry tiger. Her thoughts were pulled back to the day when she quarreled with Lin Anran twelve years ago, Ruozhen's expression now was exactly the same as her father. Is this considered coming to collect debts?

"Why don't you talk? What does silence mean? That is to say it's true?" Ruozhen shouted at them again, because of the sob, his voice became hoarse, like a crow's cry, faintly miserable. She didn't know what was wrong with her. When she thought of her father being killed by them, she became irritable and uneasy. What made her even more sad was that the person who killed her father was not someone else, but her close relative, father's wife, and her mother.

Is God joking with her? Is he punishing her for doing too much in her previous life? Why did her life become like this? Why is it!!!

"Ruozhen, calm down first!" Mu Jinsen came over and tried to comfort her, but Ruozhen threw it away.

"Don't touch me! I won't forgive you!" She said slowly to them with a bitter smile, then turned around and ran out without looking back.
To be continued...