142. Upper end(1/2)
【First release】
Seeing that Ruozhen hadn't come out for so long, Su Nuan couldn't help frowning and finally walked in to find someone.
As soon as she entered, she saw Ruozhen standing in front of the bright mirror alone, her eyes scattered, and her whole body seemed to have lost her soul. Seeing her like this, Su Nuan knew that there must be something wrong with her.
"What's wrong?" Su Nuan called her softly. Ruozhen looked up at the extra people in the mirror before she came back to her senses.
He smiled reluctantly and shook his head at her.
Su Nuan looked at the pregnancy test stick in her hand, and she had already noticed one of the red marks with sharp eyes. If another one was done, it would mean that she was pregnant.
Su Nuan stepped forward and hugged Ruozhen gently. At the same time, she also saw the two red marks completely. Ruozhen lay weakly on Su Nuan's shoulder. She was very sad and complicated now.
"Stop crying. If you cry, the baby will cry as well. Mom's emotions will easily be transmitted to the baby." Su Nuan took out a tissue from her pocket and handed it to Ruozhen.
"I don't cry...I, I...I don't cry, sister, wuwu..." Ruozhen gritted her teeth and wiped her tears with a tissue tremblingly. She didn't let herself cry, but in the end she couldn't control the flow of tears.
"Wuwu...Sister...What should I do? Wuwu..." She really didn't know what to do. She felt helpless and there was no one around to discuss.
Su Nuan calmed down her face, and finally pulled her out to the corner. She took another piece of paper to her, "Tell me about it with Mr. Mu. No matter whether you want it or not, you will tell him, after all, he will have a share of this child."
"..." Ruozhen shook her head silently. She didn't tell him that he already had a new love, but she told him that she was pregnant. Will she think she was begging him for nothing? She didn't want to be that kind of person!
"Ruozhen, don't put all the bitterness in your heart." Su Nuan sighed and advised. After all, Mu Jilian she knew loved Ruozhen very much. With such a person who loves her, she naturally could tell him any bitterness.
"I don't want to tell him. Sister, my relationship with him is already very messed up now, and with a child... I'm almost unable to sort out these things."
"Then let him take care of you for the rest of his life." Su Nuan frowned slightly. This was the only way she could think of. Since Mu Jilian had made her belly bigger, she had to take responsibility to the end. She couldn't help but hold Ruozhen's cold little hand. In the winter, she was wearing so little, and her whole body was trembling because of the cold, and her lips were almost purple.
"How can a marriage without love be happy? In the end, the child is still the one who is unlucky. I don't want my baby's childhood to be the same as mine." Ruozhen took a heavy breath of air conditioning, and his whole body became colder. "Sister, you heard that my mother cheated that day. Because of her cheating, there are so many things. In my parents' unfortunate marriage, I was the one who suffered the most. I experienced a very unbearable life when I was a child. Can you feel the kind of unbearable thing that people would talk about wherever they go? It's really uncomfortable..."
Seeing Ruozhen recalling the past, the sadness on her face was obvious, and even infected her.
"But, why don't you know that he doesn't love you? Ruozhen, I can feel that Mr. Mu is sincere to you."
"Sincere? What's going on with Pan Luola today? You can see that he rubbed a woman so intimately. If he loved me, how could he do such a thing in front of me? And he told me in person that I was at best his most satisfied bed companion. He said he loved me, but it was just a whim. Sister, wealthy young men liked this, and few words of their words were sincere."
Su Nuan opened her mouth, but was interrupted by Ruozhen snatching the words.
"Sister, you don't have to talk to him anymore. No matter what, I can't let my dad go. I won't let him die in vain. He is so wronged, I will definitely find the murderer behind him."
"Ruozhen, I know that you have deep feelings for your father, but no matter what, you should think about yourself. You see that you are so unhappy now, if your father knows, he will be unhappy. You are your father's baby, and he must hope you live a happy life every day."
"It is precisely because of this that I will not let him down. He holds me in his palm, but he has been killed for so many years, but I can't find the real murderer for him. What's the difference between this and raising a white-eyed wolf?"
Su Nuan didn't say anything more. She knew Ruozhen's determination at this moment. It seemed that she really wanted to avenge her father. No one could give up her idea. She had no father since she was a child and had never loved her parents. I really didn't know what it would be like to have a father, but if her life became like Ruozhen, then she would rather not be. It was too tired, really too tired.
Not long after they sat down, Mo Annian called over, probably because Su Luoze's affairs had been solved.
In order not to arouse suspicion, they returned to the car earlier than Mo Annian. Ruozhen wanted to speak at Su Nuan but stopped. In the end, Su Nuan saw her thoughts and smiled affirmatively at her, "Don't worry, this is your personal matter. I won't talk to others casually. Besides, I will resign in a few days, and maybe I will never see Mr. Mu in this life. What's important is yourself. Now that you have such a strong morning sickness, will you reveal flaws in front of him? In the future, Mr. Mo will send you back to Rose Garden."
"Where are you going?" Ruozhen suddenly became nervous when she heard her saying she was going to resign. Su Nuan is now a friend, a friend who can speak. If she leaves, then she will be much lonely again in City A.
Su Nuan smiled at her indifferently, "I am an orphan, and I am used to wandering life, and the world is home."
Ruozhen suddenly envied her unrestrained and very free life.
"Then you must have been to many cities, right?"
Su Nuan was silent for a while and nodded, "I have traveled to most of China."
She is an excellent agent in that organization. She has almost big orders, and employers will look for her. When she enters this industry, she will obey others whenever and wherever she is. Although she makes a lot of money, she is drifting with her life. Big orders exist all over the world. If she wants to take orders, she has to adapt quickly no matter what conditions. She is not as free as Ruozhen thought. On the contrary, she has the shackles of the organization.
So, everyone has a sutra that they can't finish. She doesn't know that after this mission, the boss is willing to let her go. After all, it is normal for her to have too much internal information in this industry and it is a normal thing for her to kill herself.
"When my father's matter is resolved, I want to walk around. I had a lot of feelings about this city before, because my father and I have many memories in this city. But now I suddenly don't want to stay."
"It's good to have a walk. Look at the scenery outside and the customs and customs. Some things that I can't figure out may suddenly become clear. The landscape of the motherland is so good. While we are young, we can still hike while we can still travel, so we can't waste it." Su Nuan seemed to say to her, and it seemed to say to herself that the beautiful eyes were full of hope.
Ruozhen smiled slightly and agreed with her statement. She had gone out for a walk long ago, but she had never had a chance. Now she began to have this idea in her heart.
After Mo Annian finished the phone call with HVAC, she quickly came out of the hospital, and her face seemed not very good. She also made things difficult for him. Mrs. Su was famous for her socializing, and her words were cursing people in a paragraph, openly and secretly. If it weren't for the peaceful solution, she could use Mo Annian to look at her face as a Mo Annian!?
"Lose, how is he? Are you out of danger?"
"I can't die, I'm lucky. There is such a mother, the King of Hell, who dares not accept it."
Mo Annian's face was a little stinky, but what he said caused the laughter of Ruozhen and Su Nuan.
He saw that the two ladies sitting behind him laughed, curled their lips and said nothing, and started the car and prepared to leave.
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"Send me back to Muyuan first, my luggage is still in Muyuan."
When the car drove to the three-way intersection, Ruozhen suddenly spoke out. Although her current situation was not suitable for returning to Muyuan, she wanted to go to Muyuan more than Rose Garden. At least, she didn't want to face Mu Jilian alone now.
Mo Annian was a little hesitant when holding the steering wheel. After all, Mu Jilian had instructed him to send Ruozhen back to Rose Garden.
Seeing him hesitating, Su Nuan said, "Anyway, I want to go back to Muyuan, you can send us back first."
Mo Annian glanced at Su Nuan, knowing what she meant, and without thinking about it, he drove to Muyuan."
He originally planned to wait for Ruozhen to come in here to pack his luggage, but he didn't expect that Ruozhen had no intention of leaving.
"You go back first. Will my luggage be packed in a short while?"
"Don't worry, I will take good care of her." Su Nuan said, knowing that Ruozhen would not return to Rose Garden now. It would be useless for them to say more, but it would arouse her disgust. It would be better to follow her wishes.
Mo Annian nodded at them in a calm voice, turned the steering wheel before driving away.
"Ruozhen, let's go in." Su Nuan said to Ruozhen in a daze.
Ruozhen's thoughts were still immersed in this castle-like Mu Garden. It took a long time to react and followed Su Nuan in with heavy steps. The wind on the face, with a solemn atmosphere, was so cold that it made her get goosebumps. The sky was covered with dark clouds, as if it was about to rain. The winter rain must be very cold... Ruozhen thought this way, a flash of lightning flashed across the sky. A trace of rain fell on her face, and the skin touched began to become cold instantly. It doesn't matter anymore, my heart was already cold, and I still hope where can I warm up?
But Su Nuan pulled her into the room, and she ran with her. Muyuan was very big, and it was far from the gate to the hall. They ran several steps before they arrived.
Ruozhen stood under the eaves, quietly watching the raindrops gradually turn into raindrops. The raindrops were like pearls with broken lines. Cui Zhi fell from the sky. She couldn't help but reach out to pick them up. Soon, a drop of raindrops fell on her palm. It was indeed very iced, hitting her hands, and even a little painful. There was a faint scar in her palm. The scar was left at the farewell party in Nanxi. She remembered very clearly that Mu Jilian let go of her arms in order to protect Nanxi that day.
She was scratched by the glass because of inertia. In fact, there were many memories between them. There were several scars on her body alone, and a scar would have a small story. He said he would take her to the hospital. He said he would not let him leave scars, but after all, it was delayed because of the past. He still didn't know whether he remembered this promise that was not a promise. If this rain could smooth the scars on her palms and wash away the pain in her heart, she would be grateful.
Really, love is too sad, she is desperate and doesn't know what method to treat it.
Ruozhen was so enchanting that she did not come back to her until Su Nuan took the big coat and put it on her body.
"In such a cold day, wear more clothes. Even if it's not for yourself, you have to think about the people in your stomach."
"It's so cold this rain." Ruozhen took back his hand, took the tissue from Su Nuan's hand, and wiped it slowly.
Su Nuan looked at her gloomy and replied, "Yes, it's very cold."
"It hasn't snowed this year." Ruozhen suddenly thought of this. She remembered that it had already snowed in the winters of previous years.
"It's almost done, but the winter in City A came later this year, but it will still come."
"What should come will always come." Ruozhen smiled relievedly and asked her again, "Sister, are you planning to spend the winter in the warm city?"
Su Nuan didn't nod or shake her head, because the noise behind her attracted their attention...
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When Mo Annian drove home, he looked at the time and it was almost evening. He called Mu Jilian.
"Second brother, how are you doing now?"
Mu Jilian came out of the hospital with the phone. He had just finished dinner with Pan Hai, and now he sent Pan Luola back to the hospital, and the doctor couldn't help but tell her. Pan Luola is still very weak and cannot leave the hospital. Fortunately, she came back in time and did not miss the injection time.
"By the way, what's wrong with you and that Pan Luola?" Mo Annian continued to ask without waiting for his answer.
Mu Jilian paused before saying, "Pan Hai and Ruozhen's father Lin Anran were once colleagues."
Mo Annian suddenly realized, "What you mean..."
"It's what you think."
"Does Pan Luola know?" Mo Annian suddenly felt suspicious. How could Pan Luola cooperate so much in this kind of thing?
But Mu Jilian sneered, "We are just using each other now. She wants me to help her get rid of Pan Hai, and I happen to have the right reason to approach Pan Hai."
"Second brother, you are so smart. All these have made you think of. By the way, who told you that they are colleagues?"
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"Mom, stop and don't smash it anymore!" She wanted to stop her crazy behavior from crossing the country, but Wu Ping couldn't listen at all. She saw the bottles and jars of things and wanted to smash them. Only in this way can she get a little comfort in her heart. Rather than being crazy, it is better to say that it is perverted and abnormal.
"Mom, mom, mom..." Ruozhen called her with a crying voice.
She blocked Wu Ping with her body, and Wu Ping pushed her down frantically. Fortunately, Su Nuan was behind her, so she stood firm.
"Ruozhen, don't worry, let her smash it." Su Nuan held Ruozhen's hand and watched Wu Ping approaching the crazy state. She went up to stop it now, which would only hurt herself.
"Go to die, go to die! Lin Anran... why don't you let me go if you die! Lin Anran... why don't you let me go... Why... retribution, retribution! I deserve to die!! Retribution, Lin Anran, I got retribution. Lin Anran, you are happy... why don't you let me go..." Wu Ping threw his hands hard while muttering.
Ruozhen could hear what she was muttering, and at most she heard her father's name.
Wu Ping said that Lin Anran would not let her go if she died, but she had never let her father go? Has her father done something to be sorry for her? She didn't have any memory. Her father still had such a tall image. Why did she die and be told about it? What's more, this was his former wife.
At this time, Wu Ping looked at the toy wombat that Ruozhen placed on the bedside. Her eyes did not shine like before. She seemed to see something terrible, and her whole body began to panic. She held her head with her hands and shivered. Ruozhen was about to walk over to see the situation.
But Wu Ping suddenly started to go crazy again, picked up the wombat and threw it on the ground desperately, and stood up and stepped on it. She stood on the wombat and couldn't stand firmly, and she was crooked, as if she was about to fall to the ground in a moment.
"Lin Anran, I want to step on you to death! Lin Anran... Hahaha... You are being stepped on by me... Hahaha... Step on you to death, step on you to death! Haha, why don't you let me go... Lin Anran, I was wrong... I was wrong, let me go..." Wu Ping stood on the wombat and jumped, excited and sad, and she was really nervous.
Ruozhen saw that the bear was about to be trampled by Wu Ping. It was something that my father left to her. She had always cherished it, but now it was trampled by Wu Ping.
To be continued...