Chapter 363: I love you (Lao Lei confesses his love) "Dad, did you buy so many gifts for Xiaoxiao? Is Xiaoxiao's birthday coming up?"

Shangguanxuan was originally lying on the sofa. When she saw many beautiful bags and boxes on the floor, she immediately walked happily to the pile of paper bags and boxes and happily opened her own gifts.

I opened a few boxes and found that they were all models of guns and cars. They were not my favorite Barbie dolls and plush dolls.

The luster on Shangguan Xuan's excited little face immediately dimmed. She raised her head and looked at Shangguan Rui's pursed mouth. It was an expression of disappointment after expectation, and Shangguan Rui stared blankly at the things on the ground. This is what happened in the department store today.

In the mall, An Ran had seen the clothes and the models that Anze had touched several times. He thought they would like them, but he didn't expect that An Ran would directly return them to him.

dripping.

Seeing Shangguanxuan's disappointed expression, he suppressed the bitterness in his heart, squatted down and touched Shangguanxuan's small face with a smile on his lips, and said in a somewhat forced tone: "Dad will go buy the Barbie dolls and stuffed toys that he likes with a smile tomorrow.

OK?"

"good."

Shangguanxuan immediately smiled happily, children are always so easily satisfied.

"Dad, are you buying these for your brother?"

His expression was startled, and he looked at Shangguanxuan's smart eyes. His daughter was a smart child.

Before he could answer, he heard Shangguanxuan hugging his neck and meowing...

"Dad, I haven't seen my brother for a long time. When you buy so many gifts for me, does it mean that my brother is coming to live with us? Will my aunt live with us? I really like my aunt and my brother. What about my brother and my aunt?

When will you come back to live? Xiaoxiao really wants to hear her brother call her sister Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao wants to be a sister, but Xiaoxiao doesn’t want to be alone."

She was so envious that her brother and Beibei were often together, and she wanted someone to accompany her when her father couldn't...

She completely forgot about Anze's rejection of her, and was immersed in the beauty of her own imagination, enjoying herself alone.

His heart suddenly clenched so hard that the smile on Shangguan Rui's face was so painful that he couldn't hold back the smile. He didn't want Xiaoxiao to see it, so Shangguan Rui reached out and hugged Shangguan Xuan.

Her voice was already choked with sobs, but she weaved a beautiful lie for Shangguan Xuan: "When Xiaoxiao grows up and can take care of his younger brother, will it be okay for dad to pick him back up?"

"Okay, Xiaoxiao needs to grow up quickly. Dad, Xiaoxiao will go to bed by himself tonight, and he won't need to be coaxed by his father."

Shangguanxuan believed Shangguan Rui because Shangguan Rui had never lied to her. She happily stepped away from Shangguan Rui's arms and walked upstairs in slippers, proving that she would become an adult soon by proving that she could sleep by herself.

Shangguan Rui was still squatting on the spot, looking at the paper bags and toys on the ground, his eyes were very red, and there was bright liquid jumping in his eye sockets...

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Cheng Hanlei woke up in the middle of the night with a cold body. Because Lei Chenyi's body was very warm, she usually turned off the air conditioner and leaned in Lei Chenyi's arms when going to bed at night. There was a chill in her body, and without his warmth behind her, she felt cold

His hands and feet were cold. He reluctantly opened his eyes and reached out to touch the already cold spot on his side.

He's not in now.

I touched my phone and looked at the time. It was three o'clock in the morning.

Where will he go at this time?

I reflexively glanced in the direction of the balcony, but saw no one.

A faint intermittent voice came in from outside, which was a little unclear. When the quilt was lifted, a chill hit the skin, and goosebumps shivered.

In fact, she should lie in bed and wait for him to come back to bed and ask him why he was out so late and who he was talking to on the phone. But it was like Pandora's box, and Cheng Hanlei couldn't help but want to touch it.

Within the control of reason, the person had already opened the slightly opened door and walked out. There was no light in the living room. Standing at the door of the room in the night, a cold wind blew in from the balcony, making Cheng Hanlei shiver even more.

.Looking at the slender figure outside the balcony, holding the phone, his voice was deliberately lowered.

Words that could not be heard clearly in the room were heard very clearly at this time.

"Thank you for what happened today."

Thank you, it is rare for Lei Chenyi to be able to say thank you to others...

"It turns out that I was wrong. Having you as a good friend is Leilei's wealth."

There was recognition in the voice of the person on the other end of the phone.

Cheng Hanlei was stunned for a moment. Good friend, her only good friend was An Ran. How could Lei Chenyi be on the phone with An Ran at three o'clock in the night? What happened today was that she saw him and the person he had never met.

Women, or...

My heart was lifted into my throat, and I stood in the darkness, forgetting even the cold...

I just felt like I had really fallen into a whirlpool and couldn't get out.

"I hope you will continue to help me hide it. I don't want Leilei to know."

He didn't want her to know what it was that both he and An Ran knew, but wanted to hide it from herself. An Ran said she shouldn't think too much, but did she know something? What's the relationship between that woman and Lei Chenyi...

Cheng Hanlei's brain is a little confused...

Then An Ran on the other side of the phone didn't know what he said, and Lei Chenyi on the other side was silent for a long time, and then made a hoarse statement in the dark with a low voice...

"It's true that it's impossible to keep it secret for a lifetime, but... this is the first time I believe in God. God will take care of her. Just because it's difficult to conceive doesn't mean she won't get pregnant. I believe in the one percent miracle."

This was the first time he believed that there were miracles in the world, and the first time he believed that God would favor the kind-hearted Leilei...

Difficulty in getting pregnant...

One percent...

These words passed through the eardrums and entered the brain. It seemed that some people couldn't understand the meaning of these words, and their minds became more and more confused. Lei Chenyi's reaction, An Ran deliberately walked around for more than an hour when he heard that he was going to the hospital to get the report.

Hours, normal reports, are these all tampered with?

How is it possible...

She cannot conceive.

Impossible...

Impossible...

With her head shaking constantly, Cheng Hanlei felt that the sounds of the outside world were far away from her, and her body retreated uncontrollably, as if this could cover up the fact that she could not get pregnant.

The door he hit made a sound. Lei Chenyi had just hung up the phone and was about to turn around. When he heard the sound behind him, his blood turned to ice in an instant. He quickly rushed back to the living room from the balcony, turned on the light, and the sudden bright light brought

The discomfort did not affect the completely stunned Cheng Hanlei who was leaning against the door...

Her eyes were still looking at a certain place without blinking...

"Leilei..."

Lei Chenyi didn't know when Cheng Hanlei came out. Because An Ran and Cheng Hanlei had been together, it was not convenient to talk about it, so he avoided Cheng Hanlei on the balcony of the living room at this time...

I just didn't expect that Cheng Hanlei would hear it...

Paper cannot cover fire, and there is no airtight wall. He has always known these two sentences. All the people who want to hide Hanlei do it because they love her and don't want her to be hurt. No woman knows that she may not be able to do it in her whole life.

Giving birth to a child will not hurt, not to mention that Leilei likes children so much and is so eager to have a love child with her...

"What you just said...is it true?"

His eyes were filled with tears, and as the last word was spoken, the tears also flowed out. They slid down his cheeks, and they were so cold that it made people feel cold.

Lei Chenyi looked at Cheng Hanlei who was crying silently, and her lips that were already blue and blue from the cold. Although there was air conditioning and carpet outside, the cold wind blowing in from the balcony door that had just been opened was still enough to make Cheng Hanlei's whole body feel cold.

When he wrapped his coat around Cheng Hanlei, his heart clenched tightly when he felt the coldness of her body.

After hiding it for so long, he finally let her know in this way.

"I can't conceive, I can't give birth to a child for you...I can't do it in this life..."

She closed her eyes in some pain. She was not a teenager and she couldn't be hysterical, but there was a large emptiness in her heart, which felt hollow and uncomfortable.

"What I want is you, not your uterus. Leilei, no matter whether I can have children or not, it can't change my determination to have you, do you understand?"

Lei Chenyi would not say anything provocative. This was already the limit. He turned on the air conditioner, hugged the stunned Cheng Hanlei and lay back on the bed, put her hands on her chest, and wrapped his legs around hers, trying to use his

The body warms her.

She felt the warmth of his body and felt the air gradually getting warmer, but her heart could not be warmed at all.

He likes children so much, does he really not mind that he can't have children for him? He doesn't mind now, he doesn't mind in one year, he doesn't mind in two years, but what about a lifetime? How long is a lifetime? At the end of the relationship, when the relationship fades away

Now, without the ties of their children, can they really go on?

A little weak, more silent tears welled up from my eyes.

"Leilei..."

Feeling the tears in his chest getting even worse and not being able to hear her speak, Lei Chenyi was really worried. He would rather Cheng Hanlei cried and screamed, which would be a bigger blow to her than the silent tears now. Every drop

Tears were tearing his heart apart, it hurt her as much as she hurt him.

There was still no response. Cheng Hanlei seemed to have withdrawn from consciousness, leaving only her tear ducts developing...

With the light still on, you could see Cheng Hanlei curled up in his arms, like a wounded animal. She didn't say a word that she was sad or that it hurt, but her tears said everything. She couldn't shout.

It hurts, it really hurts to the core.

"Cheng Hanlei, look at me."

Lei Chenyi's heart really hurts from crying...

Pulling Cheng Hanlei out of his arms, he raised his hand to her face, which was full of tears. Tears and snot were on her face. His chest was wet and sticky. Lei Chenyi didn't seem to see any of this.

.Just looking at Cheng Hanlei's somewhat hollow eyes, what was bottomless inside was her sadness and unspeakable pain.

"I love you."

Three words, said very lightly and clearly. There was no explanation. Because I love her, I don't care if she can't have children anymore, and the person in the world who is least qualified to care is him. He is the one who caused this thing.

He was not qualified to care about the culprit. Four years ago, he had learned from Yin Kejia that Cheng Hanlei had run in the rain before recovering from dilation and curettage, hurting her body, and might not be able to get pregnant again in this life.

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To be continued...