For this chapter, you can listen to "There is a kind of love called letting go". There is a kind of love called letting go. Giving up for love lasts forever.

"Xiao Yi, I have already worn the ring you bought for me... You can marry me..."

Murong Xue raised the hand with the ring Xiao Yi bought to Xiao Yi, and tears rolled down her eyes. Her fingers were too thin, and they were no longer the size she bought at that time. The ring she wore on her finger was

It was shaking. Murong Xue's vision was blurred with tears, and she kept mumbling and repeating...

"You can marry me... you can marry me... we can finally be together..."

It was quiet in the ward, and the sound of crying gradually disappeared. Only Murong Xue's whispers were left. The ring that had been prepared for Xiao Yi was held in the palm of her hand. She slowly took Xiao Yi's big hand and put the ring on.

On Xiao Yi's finger, his hands intertwined with it, their rings stuck together, and tears fell on the back of their hands...

"I would like to..."

Xiao's mother cried unbearably and fell on Xiao's father's shoulders, while Murong Xue choked and coughed, and her body began to shake. The hands that were held together slowly slipped away and fainted on Xiao Yi's body.

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Qiu Ze hugged An Ran and couldn't bear to let go. With An Ran in his arms, he could touch the protruding spine on his back, and his heart ached densely.

Not giving up, really not giving up.

An Ran didn't move, leaning in Qiu Ze's arms, but the emptiness in her heart became more and more obvious.

"Wife..."

After what seemed like a century, Qiu Ze finally spoke. Hearing his wife's cry, An Ran felt sad, and his eyes immediately turned red. He leaned against Qiu Ze's arms and trembled gently. He wanted to push Qiu Ze's arms away, thinking

Wanting to look into Qiu Ze's eyes, Qiu Ze just hugged An Ran tightly, and then said to An Ran in a tone as if he was talking to an intimate friend: "After today, I can no longer call you wife."

An Ran's eyes widened and she struggled to leave Qiu Ze's arms...

"An Ran, let me hug you..."

Qiu Ze's caring voice sounded in An Ran's ears, his hand caressed her long hair lovingly, and his lips kissed his hair.

"husband……"

An Ran's throat was so choked up that even though she was vaguely aware of what Qiu Ze was going to say to her, her heart was still so tight when she heard it.

"An Ran, last night I went to the countryside, lying on the quiet grass, looking at the stars in the sky. Looking at the lake in front of me, I suddenly remembered the scene when we first met. From the beginning, my role was to protect

You. And I only want to protect you from the bottom of my heart. When I saw Shangguan Rui hurt you, when I saw your love without hesitation and being scarred, I felt so sorry for you."

"I was thinking at that time, if I could be with you, I would never be the person who makes you sad. I would definitely make you live a happy life every day, and I would never let you shed tears.

I will never be willing to embarrass you. So, when you agreed to my proposal and agreed to marry me.

In front of the Civil Affairs Bureau, the moment I hugged you, I hugged you tightly and made a silent promise in my heart. I, Qiu Ze, will protect you for a happy and worry-free life. I will never let anyone hurt you. I will definitely protect you.

To help you get rid of the hurt of the past, I will protect you and Ozawa, take care of you, and make it less difficult for you."

"During the four years in the United States, I stayed by your side. I saw with my own eyes what kind of life you lived, how hard you worked, and how tired you were by yourself. Every step I took, I felt so distressed.

.And when you married me, I thought I could make you live a happy and worry-free life, but I didn’t do it..."

"In the past seven years, I have treated you well in my own way and loved you the way I thought I would. Step by step, I have been approaching you, trying to get the place in your heart. In fact, everyone has a Pandora's box in their heart.

, that is a collection of many secrets that belong to one person. If I didn't love you so much, then I want to get you completely. If I can do what I promised you when we got married, and don't care about it, then we won't come to this point..."

"On the surface, it seems that I am very kind to you and love you very much. However, my love puts you in a situation where you can't breathe. You compromise for me and force yourself for me, but you habitually force yourself.

Habitual catering, in the end, our relationship began to move into another irreversible pattern."

"An Ran, since I got my marriage license with you, I have been looking forward to our married life. I think that since I love you so much, I will definitely make you live a good life and make all women envy you. I want to give you the best.

, the happiest life. I never thought that one day I would need to say it to you personally..."

The word divorce is still difficult to say...

Qiu Ze pursed his lips in pain and let her go, how reluctant he was to let her go.

"I have never thought about divorcing you. From the day I decided to marry you, I have decided to stay with you. I'm sorry, it's because I didn't do well enough. It's because I didn't control myself well.

, causing you to fall into pain. It was me who made mistakes step by step, and finally turned the marriage into what it is now..."

An Ran burst into tears. She had never thought about divorcing Qiu Ze.

"An Ran, last night, I asked myself. If I understand it, I can really not care about the fact that you don't love me. Can I really be satisfied with being your husband and content with having me in your heart?

I've thought about it for a long time and convinced myself for a long time, but I still can't. I want to occupy you, occupy you completely. If we continue, I will just continue to hurt you with my love, and I will only let you live.

It’s getting more and more depressing.”

"I clearly know that people's hearts are not bought or sold. You can buy or sell them directly if you want to buy them. Sometimes you can't even control your own people's hearts. You have worked very hard, and I know that. But I insist on insisting on it.

A love that you cannot give me, and it is a love that I have known all along."

It took a lot of courage for Qiu Ze to tighten his arms and let go of An Ran. However, they really couldn't go on, and he understood better. The things that happened between them had left a root in the Qiu family.

Thorn. Right and wrong have long been unclear. They can't go back to the past, and neither can An Ran and his parents.

If she goes on, it will only make Anron suffer more injuries. It will only make her more haggard and withered. I really don’t want her to play the role of catering in pain anymore, just to make everyone feel happy. But she will always suffer.

She herself, when he married her, he wanted to be her support, but in the end, she could only rely on herself...

Qiu Ze slowly released his arms holding An Ran and looked at An Ran's face with tears streaming down his face. His fingers caressed the thin cheek lovingly. Love has never been justified. Love, what kind of person can be selfless?

What kind of courage you have.

"Sometimes I wonder, if I didn't press you so hard, would the ending be different? If I could be satisfied with the status quo, wouldn't we have reached this day, this situation that can no longer be reversed. We have reached this day.

, I discovered that it is not love that can change everything. I am no longer able to change anything. I don’t want you to be hurt anymore, I don’t want you to bear any psychological pressure, and I don’t want you to wrong yourself again for the sake of the Qiu family. Seven years.

Come on, you're already very tired." Skinny for love.

"An Ran, I have decided to let you go. Let you fly freely and breathe freely. Shangguan Rui is still waiting for you. Go find him."

"We...divorce..."

"Divorce" was spoken very lightly, but very clearly. When he said the word "divorce", Qiu Ze's eyes became wet, and a drop of liquid gushes out from his eyes. It fell on the back of An Ran's hand. It's not that he doesn't love her.

, but everything seems to be irreversible. In the long future, he no longer has the confidence to give her happiness. In the long future, he is only afraid of causing her more harm.

After all, there was a gap that was too deep between them and could no longer be crossed. No matter how deep the love was, it would just become a burden to her. If she was allowed to wither in his love, he would rather let go now.

It’s not that I don’t love you anymore, I just love you so much that I don’t want to embarrass you anymore…

The castle collapsed, and the castle he held up for her was destroyed in one fell swoop.

"Is it really... irreversible?"

An Ran felt that the liquid on the back of her hand was so hot that she felt distressed. She grabbed Qiu Ze's arm. Tears rolled down her face. She kept sniffing and tried hard to suppress her tears. She didn't want the tears to blur her vision. She wanted to see clearly.

Qiu Ze's eyes...

In fact, they clearly knew in their hearts that they really couldn't go back...

But……

Qiu Ze looked at An Ran, lowered his head and gently pressed An Ran's forehead. A kiss that contained too much love, with his reluctance and his blessing. After kissing for a long time, Qiu Ze suddenly left and let go of An Ran.

When he stood up and turned around, Qiu Ze raised his head slightly. He said to An Ran with a hoarse voice: "Tomorrow I will ask Lawyer Zhang to find you. I will explain to your parents, and you will also hear from Ozawa."

Don't worry, I will take care of it. An Ran, you have to be good."

Qiu Ze strode away without looking back. With a bang, when the door was closed, Qiu Ze leaned against the closed door, and the tears that had been holding back in his eyes fell down in the dazzling sunlight.

An Ran sat on the sofa, her face buried in her hands, tears kept pouring down, rolling out from between her fingers...

She knows they can't go back to the past...

But, Qiu Ze, even if we divorce, I will never return to Shangguan Rui. From the moment I decided to marry you, even if the person in my heart is him, he is no longer the happiness I can choose.

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Silently said: If you think it is not suitable for them to divorce, you can complain. But if someone attacks me personally, it means that I will not be able to afford the hurt.
Chapter completed!