Sequel: Forty-four can't go back(1/2)
"You, don't you want to go find Shangguan Rui?"
Cheng Hanlei asked a little cautiously...
An Ran paused slightly.
Putting the tea cup in his hand on its original position, he slowly raised his head to look at Cheng Hanlei and shook his head gently.
"He and I can't go back."
The smile on the corner of her mouth was a little fluttery, and Cheng Hanlei felt an inexplicable pain in her heart. There are always some words in this world that can make people feel very sad. A word that cannot be taken back contains so much helplessness, pain, and sadness. It cannot be taken back...
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Ming Cheng Xiehan. An Ran bought some things for Qiu's mother again, which she liked. When she walked out of the store, she just put them in the back seat of the car and exited. In the crowd, she saw Shangguan at a glance.
Rui. He stood on the opposite side of the road, looking at her with bottomless eyes.
Silently closing the door of the rear seat, An Ran stood there and watched Shangguan Rui walk over.
silence……
On the street where people were coming and going, two people stood silently beside the car, silent.
Shangguan Rui moved his lips several times, but never found the words to say.
Just one glance made him feel so painful that he almost couldn't breathe. Only when he saw her standing in front of him could he feel how thin...
"An Ran, promise me to take good care of yourself."
After a long silence, Shangguan Rui said these words.
An Ran nodded gently...
"You should be good too."
An Ran smiled at Shangguan Rui, he understood her. This understanding made her feel warm and grateful. He did not say, let's start over, and did not put her in an awkward position.
He opened the door and got into the car. When the car slowly drove away, Shangguan Rui stood there and watched An Ran's car disappear from sight.
She has been waiting, although she doesn't know the final result of waiting, whether she can wait. However, she has waited for him for more than five years, and this time it is him who will wait for her, no matter how many years. He can see her tiredness, and he can see it.
The seven years of marriage had left traces in her heart. He no longer asked why she didn't return to him after the divorce when she clearly had him in her heart.
Because he understands...
So, he is willing to wait...
Returning to the opposite side of the road, he got into the car. He reached out and took out a photo frame and looked at the four people in the car quietly. He, An Ran, An Ze and Xiaoxiao. The four of them were smiling happily.
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"mom."
Today is Anze's day off. When he walked out, he saw Anran waiting outside. Walking over, Anran looked at Anze. His skin had become a healthy bronze color, his hair was cut short, and his body was much stronger.
Standing in front of her, he was already at shoulder level.
Her eyes were a little red for no reason, her son.
"Grandma cooked a lot of delicious food for you."
He reached out and touched Anze's little head. If it were someone else, Anze would be very repelled by such an action, and he would feel like he was a child. But when Anran touched his head, Anze just pursed his lips.
, unusually obedient.
After getting in the car, An Ran drove the car while Anze sat aside and didn't ask any questions.
Back home, An's mother had already cooked a sumptuous dinner, and An Lin also brought his wife and children back to have dinner together. The whole atmosphere was harmonious, and Anze also ate a lot obediently. It was after eight o'clock
At that time, An Lin left with his wife and children. Anze followed An Ran to the top floor upstairs and sat quietly beside An Ran.
An Ran has been thinking about what to say to Anze...
"Mom, I have grown up."
Anze looked at An Ran and reached out to hold An Ran's hand.
"Do what you want to do, and don't worry about me anymore. Although I can't protect you now, I can protect myself. Take care of myself, so don't worry about me."
Anze's words made Anran's throat choke...
"Ozawa..."
Her son is too sensible, and being sensible makes her feel even more distressed.
"Mom, I hope you are happy. Don't wrong yourself for anyone, and make yourself happier."
Anze stood up and hugged Anran.
If he didn't understand why An Ran married Qiu's father when he was very young at first, but after he was eight years old, he already understood the reason for his mother's choice. And as his mind matured, he could see that his mother's life was not happy. He knew,
A large part of the reason is because of him. He has grown up and no longer needs his mother to wrong him for him. He just hopes that his mother can live a happy life...
"Ozawa."
An Ran touched An Ze's face and looked at that familiar face. The pride in her heart could not be described in words. Then An Ran no longer concealed it and told An Ze about her divorce from Qiu Ze.
"Mom, don't worry, grandpa hasn't changed anything about me. And in the military academy, only the instructors knew that I was the grandson of the Qiu family. But they didn't treat me special because of this. I was just an ordinary student there, and
The same goes for other students. So, you don’t have to worry about it affecting me."
An Ran looked into Anze's eyes and smiled softly...
Her son has really grown up and no longer needs to worry about it.
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"Dad, I want to go too."
When Lei Zhitong heard the conversation between Lei Chenyi and Lei Zixuan, he was lying alone at the door and listening. When he heard Lei Chenyi ask Lei Zixuan if he wanted to learn martial arts, his heart immediately pounded.
She was jumping and the snare drum was banging wildly. She didn't care that she was eavesdropping. Anyway, her father loved her and sister Beibei the most. He wouldn't take it seriously if he just eavesdropped on something as trivial as this.
Looking at his daughter who rushed in, she leaned directly on him, then put her arms around his neck, and said unsteadily: "Dad, I'm going too, I'll go with Xuanxuan. I can protect Xuanxuan, Dad,
Don't worry, Xuanxuanyi
Do you want to go alone? Xuanxuan is your younger brother, and you have to be protected by your sister if you want to go. Dad, Niannian loves you the most. Just let Niannian go, daddy, daddy, daddy, you are the best. Dad, muma, muma.muma
.”
Lei Zitong didn't even blink when she was acting coquettishly. She kissed Lei Chenyi's face with her little mouth on the left and right. Her good words were like giving her a drug, and she didn't stop for a while. Lei Chenyi hugged her
The brain of his precious daughter, who was always smart and sensible, became a little confused under Lei Zitong's constant infusion of drugs.
"good."
When the good word was spoken, Lei Zhitong excitedly kissed Lei Chenyi hard, then jumped off Lei Chenyi, sat next to Lei Zixuan and said: "Xuanxuan, we can go together.
.”
When Lei Chenyi saw Lei Zhitong's proud little face, he realized what he had just agreed to.
"Nian Nian."
Lei Chenyi frowned slightly and looked at Lei Zhitong with some disapproval, thinking about how to go back on the promise he just made...
"Dad, are you going to regret it?"
Lei Zitong's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and a layer of water mist appeared under his eyes. He looked like he would burst into tears if Lei Chenyi said he wanted to regret it. He even sniffed in cooperation, feeling sour.
Liu Liu said: "Dad, you said you are not allowed to lie... You don't want to lie to Niannian..."
By the way, he sniffed again, Lei Chenyi's head got bigger. Seeing that the golden beans were about to fall, Lei Chenyi immediately compromised and said: "Dad didn't lie, dad agreed."
"Really? Dad, you won't regret it, right?"
"Won't."
Therefore, Lei Chenyi was defeated and killed again by his daughter's invincible move.
After Lei Chenyi left the study, Lei Zhitong immediately jumped up with excitement, yes, she can learn martial arts. Thinking that she could be a heroine, Lei Zhitong was extremely excited.
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Lei Chenyi made his daughter happy and didn't let her lose the gold beans, but if he told Cheng Hanlei about this, it would be a bit difficult. Back to the room, Cheng Hanlei had just walked out of the bathroom. Sit down.
I was drying my hair on the side. When I saw Lei Chenyi walk in, my half-dried hair no longer needed to be dried. I put down the hair dryer and looked at Lei Chenyi and asked, "What do you mean by Xuanxuan?"
"He loved it."
It was obvious that Lei Chenyi had guessed correctly, and he should be able to speak confidently, but this was obviously a lack of confidence.
Cheng Hanlei stood up and looked at Lei Chenyi. The two have been together for many years and know each other even better.
"What's wrong?"
Lei Chenyi's smart mind was also trying hard to think of what to say to Cheng Hanlei, but when he looked at Cheng Hanlei's face, he was a little unsure of what Cheng Hanlei's reaction would be after he spoke.
"Niannian, go with Xuanxuan."
"What?"
Cheng Hanlei looked surprised.
To be continued...