Chapter 043:
"An Ran, are you and Shangguan Rui back together?"
The smile froze...
"Why do you ask this suddenly? We are just friends."
An Ran's speaking speed was a bit urgent...
Qin Ziyan looked at An Ran. The look on her eyebrows just now showed that she was in love.
"You haven't accepted him yet?"
Qin Ziyan's gaze was a little straight, and she looked at An Ran with a bit of surprise behind her ears. Qin Ziyan has always been a very smart woman, and she sees everything too thoroughly. An Ran has a sense of ignorance in Qin Ziyan's eyes.
The feeling of escaping.
"I think this is good."
An Ran pursed her lips lightly, picked up the cold tea and took a sip. Her voice was a little ethereal. Such words seemed very natural when she said them before, but now, for some reason, she felt less confident to say such words again.
It's obviously not as complete anymore.
"Sometimes, do you feel that you take into account too much? You said that you should live for yourself, are you really living for yourself?"
Qin Ziyan looked at An Ran's frightened look, with a hint of guilt hidden in her eyebrows. Shangguan Rui's offensive was not subtle, and the two of them were in an extremely dangerous state. In fact, if she really wanted to remain friends
relationship, Shangguan Ruiyou would not be allowed to wander on the edge of ambiguity.
It was as if there was only a thin veil between her and Shangguan Rui. As long as that veil was broken, everything would cross the boundary of friends. She knew the danger but couldn't resist, enjoying the ambiguity.
He also enjoys Shangguan Rui's pursuit of being kind to him and regaining his temper.
There is a kind of return to the time when I was sixteen years old. Their relationship was no longer just physical. He always thought about himself, was considerate and caring, that was when he fell in love with Shangguan Rui when he was sixteen years old.
, the most anticipated thing. She had fantasized about it and thought about it countless times in her heart.
Even though youth is gone, they have started to walk back to the path of youth again. This time, she is no longer chasing him, she loves him wholeheartedly without regrets, regardless of everything. But now, he treats her like
She is the same as the sixteen-year-old, no matter how uncertain her attitude is, she is so determined to be good to herself.
"You should know that you and Shangguan Rui can't really be just friends. If you don't talk about him, just talk about you, can you really get along with Shangguan Rui as an ordinary friend in your heart?"
Qin Ziyan's voice was light, but every word struck An Ran's heart.
She used the word "friend" to try to cover everything up. However, some things had been destined a long time ago, and her heart had never changed. It was just that she took too much into account. Zi Yan was right, she once said that she would
She truly lives for herself, but in the end, she still lives for others.
Taking care of Qiu Ze, taking care of Shangguan Rui, taking care of Xiao Ze...
Still, I have too many concerns and cannot truly live for myself.
"Zi Yan, sometimes I can't help but take care of it. I ruined Qiu Ze's life and made him suffer with me. And I care too much about Shangguan Rui. I am no longer the An Ran I used to be.
, An Ran is no longer just for him. I'm worried that if I take that step, I really won't be able to maintain the relationship we have now."
When Qiu Ze was mentioned, Qin Ziyan's eyes flashed with emotion. But An Ran was immersed in her own world and didn't notice it.
"An Ran, you and Qiu Ze have divorced. You don't have to worry about his life anymore. He will walk a good path on his own. Isn't he very good now? Besides, you can't control what happens to him.
Worrying. Everyone is responsible for their own choices. It cannot be said that you ruined Qiu Ze's life."
"If you don't stay with Shangguan Rui, are you being nice to Qiu Ze? Do you think this at least won't make Qiu Ze sad? But have you ever thought that your stagnation may have brought about
The counter-effect is to make him feel that he still has hope, but not be able to have a new life of his own?"
"As for Shangguan Rui, are you really sure he cares about this? If he does, do you think he will stay like this for seven years? Even after you were divorced, you said you wanted to maintain the relationship as friends, and he still brought a
He loves you deeply and maintains such an ambiguous friendship with you. He treats you well without any hesitation. Do you think that after the two of you have gone through so much, do you think he will still mind those things that are nothing and do not need to be bothered at all? "
"An Ran, you are already on the cutting edge, do you still have such a mentality? Then, wouldn't Shangguan Rui be like you, feeling unworthy of you, feeling that you are not the only one who doesn't deserve yours?
Where is love?"
Qin Ziyan's words seemed to suddenly open An Ran's brain. She had never been able to see through the thing that was covered by the confusion and break free.
What kind of curse has she sunk herself into? She keeps thinking about Qiu Ze and Shangguan Rui...
She just thinks too much about others, which sometimes has the opposite effect.
The shock on his face was because he was hit by something he had never figured out...
"I……"
An Ran was speechless...
After drinking a sip of tea, An Ran calmed down for a while. An Ran's brain was able to move normally. He looked at Qin Ziyan who seemed to be a little out of control. The words he just said went through his brain again. When he looked at Qin Ziyan again,
Looking directly at Qin Ziyan's calm face, the light sorrow she just discovered seems to have been answered at this moment...
"Zi Yan, are you in love with Qiu Ze?"
Two people love each other. At that time, she knew that she and Qiu Ze were the best match, but the two of them had not developed much. An Ran thought that she had made a mistake and that the two of them were really just close friends.
She has no contact with Qiu Ze, and every time Qin Ziyan mentioned Qiu Ze, her words were very calm and nothing strange. But she didn't expect...
This time Qin Ziyan was stunned...
Dai Mei slowly knitted her eyebrows into a small hill, and finally nodded...
"Were you fighting for yourself and Qiu Ze just now?"
"yes."
Without hesitation, Qin Ziyan nodded. Because she could no longer restrain herself, because she could no longer suppress her urge to move. She wanted to fight for herself once. The four people in such pain would never get out of the fog.
If she fails, then at least An Ran and Shangguan Rui are happy. It is inevitable for people who love each other to be together. They should not waste their life anymore. Life is so short and cannot afford such waste.
"Zi Yan, I'm sorry, I don't know..."
An Ran was a little panicked for a while. He hadn't been in such a panic for a long time.
"An Ran, there is nothing wrong with you. There is nothing wrong with you falling in love with Guan Rui. There is nothing wrong with you being accustomed to thinking about others. There is nothing wrong with you caring too much because of love. And there is nothing wrong with Qiu Ze loving you. I fell in love without controlling myself.
Qiu Ze, this is the mistake. When I was young, I fell in love with someone I shouldn’t love. But now that I have matured, I still fall in love with someone I shouldn’t fall in love with.”
That touch of bitterness is at the corner of my mouth.
An Ran's throat was stuck for a moment, making it painful and difficult to breathe.
A beautiful woman like Qin Ziyan should have the purest love. But she was involved in the story between her and Qiu Ze, and eventually changed from a listener to a person in the story, and merged into a story
Here, I became a latecomer, a sufferer. I became the person who wanted but could not get. This kind of pain made a light and elegant woman infected with sadness...
"Zi Yan..."
An Ran didn't know what to say to express her apology for a moment.
Both she and Qiu Ze are the most innocent...
"An Ran, I admit that I have selfish motives when it comes to you and Shangguan Rui. I also want to do it for myself and Qiu Zebo, but the main purpose is for your happiness. You have been suffering for so many years, don't let yourself suffer anymore.
Shangguan Rui has also been in pain for more than ten years, so don't let him suffer anymore. What is more important than being with the person you love, what else should you take into account, how happy it is to be with the person you love."
Qin Ziyan held An Ran's hand tightly...
An Ran looked at Qin Ziyan, but before she could speak, the sound of opening the door came from outside.
"You guys keep talking, let me show off my skills today."
Shangguan Rui deliberately wandered outside for a long time, delaying the time to come back. At this time, holding the dishes in his hand, he looked at the two people who had not spoken, then he opened his mouth and entered the kitchen with the dishes.
After Shangguan Rui entered the kitchen, An Ran held Qin Ziyan's hand and said sincerely: "Zi Yan, thank you. Without you, there are some things that I will never be able to understand. Thank you for always being there when I am most confused.
, give me the most correct guidance so that I can take the right path. Zi Yan, a beautiful woman like you will definitely have her own happiness. I firmly believe that."
"Um."
Qin Ziyan nodded, tightened An Ran's hand, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
"An Ran, is there no soy sauce at home?"
Shangguan Rui popped up from the kitchen and spoke naturally. Looking at the two people smiling happily, he asked: "What's going on, you're so happy."
"I won't tell you, it's a secret."
"I won't tell you, it's a secret."
The two people spoke in unison, and then smiled alike. An Ran looked at the sun, feeling like he was seeing the sun through the clouds.
"I bought an extra bottle of soy sauce last time, and it's in the top cabinet."
After An Ran finished speaking to Shangguan Rui, Shangguan Rui walked back to the kitchen.
"Zi Yan, stay here for a few more days and take a stroll here."
"Okay, I originally planned to stay here for a few more days and let you annoy me before I leave."
"I won't be bothered. It would be best if you lived here forever."
"I'm afraid someone might drive me away if I think about it."
Qin Ziyan opened her mouth with a wink and looked pointedly in the direction of the kitchen, while An Ran glanced sideways at Qin Ziyan, her eyebrows and eyes full of tenderness.
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cafe
Qiu Ze's car parked outside Qin Ziyan's cafe, opened the door and walked in.
Second update, I finished the 6,000 words today. See you tomorrow.
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