"He is Beibei's senior."

Shangguanxuan avoided Anze's sight, her voice was calm as if she was explaining to a stranger. In the night, she was wearing a long white dress that made people feel distressed.

"Who is Zhou Lei?"

Anze's eyes were fixed on Shangguanxuan. He slowly stood up and took a few steps forward. He quickly closed the distance with Shangguanxuan. At close range, Shangguanxuan could clearly feel Anze's gaze.

Staring at her face, she was about the same height as Beibei, but there was a huge gap between her and Anze.

"Ozawa, didn't I tell you? He is Beibei's senior. Why did you think of asking him? Did Beibei mention him in front of you? Don't listen to Beibei's random guesses..."

Shangguanxuan's explanation seemed a little weak. Under Anze's intense gaze, she pursed her lips weakly.

"If I want to know who Zhou Lei is, it won't take any effort."

Anze's voice sounded even deeper in the night. Shangguanxuan immediately raised her head when she heard Anze's words...

"don't want."

The eager look made Anze's eyes look even deeper.

Anze didn't speak anymore, just looked at Shangguanxuan. Shangguanxuan sat back on the swing a little weakly, slowly lowered his head and bit his lips...

"Ozawa, I admit that Zhou Lei is the person I like. But he already has someone he likes, and he has a very good girlfriend. I just have a unrequited love for him, and he doesn't know it. I don't want him to know either,

If he knows, it will just embarrass me and won't help, right? I promise you, I will handle this relationship well. Can you please don't tell dad and aunt?"

Shangguan Xuan knew that he couldn't hide it from Anze. If he wanted to know, he would definitely know all the information about Zhou Lei. But if he knew what Zhou Lei did to him, Zhou Lei...

"Is this what you mean by being able to handle it?"

Anze's hand easily grasped Shangguanxuan's wrist. The slender wrist seemed to be crushed by him in his big hand with just a little force. There was not much warmth or tenderness in his voice, but that frown,

But there are wrinkles, and the concern in the eyes is faintly revealed.

"This is not entirely because of him. The weather is too hot and my appetite is not very good, so I am so thin. Starting from tomorrow, I will make myself fatter. I will never let my father, aunt and you worry anymore, okay? Xiao Xiao

Ze, my sister, please don’t tell your father and aunt and make them worry, okay?”

Shangguanxuan grabbed Anze's sleeve, with a hint of pleading in her voice...

Anze looked at Shangguanxuan's pleading eyes and finally nodded.

"Although we are not born from the same mother, since I have accepted you as my sister, I will not allow anyone to bully you. If someone bullies you, neither I nor dad will let that person go."

Anze didn't seem to be used to saying such tender words to Shangguanxuan. The words were still a bit stiff, but when Shangguanxuan heard them, his eyes immediately turned red.

"Ozawa..."

Tears welled up in my eyes...

With a hint of embarrassment on his face, Anze broke away from Shangguanxuan's hand and walked into the house. He said to Shangguanxuan who was left behind: "Go back to bed early. You will wake up Beibei when she falls asleep."

"Um."

Shangguanxuan nodded vigorously, looking at Anze's back disappearing from sight, tears slipped out of her eyes. Her childhood dream finally came true. Now the family of four can finally get along warmly, and Ozawa finally admitted it.

Dad, admitted her...

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At dawn, Shangguanxuan suddenly opened her eyes, covered in cold sweat.

Cheng Beibei was sleeping soundly when Shangguan Xuan quietly lifted the quilt and got up, opened the door and walked to the bathroom.

The dream just now made Shangguanxuan's hands still tremble. She didn't know why she had such a dream...

The door was locked, but the person in the mirror was still thin. His hair was soaked with sweat, and his pajamas were still wet with sweat in the cool home with the air conditioner on.

I don’t know if it was because of Ozawa’s words last night that she felt a burden in her heart, and she dreamed of Zhou Lei inexplicably...

Shaking her head, Shangguanxuan walked to the toilet and sat down. She quietly clasped her legs with her hands and slowly tightened them.

Probably not...

Biting her lip, closing her eyes, it seemed like she was back to the day after the incident...

It was not a very luxurious hotel. When Shangguan Xuan woke up, Zhou Lei beside her was still sleeping soundly. The body official looked at Xuan.

The clothes of two people were thrown on the floor of the room, and the overlapping ambiguity predicted what happened last night. If he moved a little, his body would hurt as if it was being torn apart. Last night, Zhou Lei pressed on him,

The image of him crashing into his body kept spinning in his mind.

Something seemed to be flowing out between her legs. It was too painful last night, and she finally fell asleep in a daze. When she felt the wetness between her legs, Shangguanxuan quietly moved her body and sat up.

There is white mixed with bright red between the legs, and a red flower blooms on the snow-white bed sheet, which symbolizes the existence of purity...

Glancing at Zhou Lei who was still asleep, Shangguan Xuan pursed her lips and lifted the quilt without hesitation. Enduring the pain, she quietly picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on. She still couldn't convince herself to wait for Zhou Lei to wake up. She was afraid of seeing him.

The look in his eyes made him afraid of saying anything...

That afternoon, Shangguanxuan received a call from Zhou Lei. When she saw the phone ringing, Shangguanxuan threw the phone away as if it was hot.

The phone kept ringing, Shangguanxuan took a deep breath and answered the phone...

There was a long silence, Shangguan Xuan didn't know what to say...

She has always played the role of Senior Yan's little follower. In the past three years, she has often seen the relationship between him and Senior Yan. Although the two are separated from each other, their relationship is inseparable. Because she is close to Senior Yan,

Every time he comes over, he will buy her delicious food, which means to bribe her.

He also quietly asked her to look at Senior Yan, and don’t let the man around Senior Yan who has a crush on Senior Yan get close to Senior Yan...

He would smile tenderly at her, but only like his younger sister. The way he looked at Senior Yan was the same as when she and Beibei saw her, as tender and affectionate as they had been for three years.

She watched their love as an outsider...

Now, because of the quarrel between Senior Yan and him, he got drunk and sent him to the hotel by himself, and this happened.

She didn't know how to face it, let alone what to say to Zhou Lei...

Just when Shangguanxuan thought Zhou Lei couldn't speak, Zhou Lei's magnetic voice came from the phone...

"Where are you?"

"I...I'm already at the station."

Shangguan Xuan lied. She didn't know what Zhou Lei meant by asking. At this moment of uncertainty, it was the safest thing to say that she was going back to City S.

"TRAIN STATION?"

"Um."

Shangguanxuan nodded...

"My car is about to leave."

Some cover-ups...

Zhou Lei on the other side of the phone didn't know what his expression was. When he heard Shangguan Xuan's words, his voice rose slightly and he said, "Don't get in the car now. There is a pharmacy about a hundred meters to the east..."

When Shangguan Xuan heard the first sentence, she thought he was coming to find her. Just when she was thinking about what reason to refuse, when she heard Zhou Lei's next words, she felt that the hand holding the phone was a little cold...

Zhou Lei on the other side of the phone seemed to be hesitating about what he was about to say...

After a slight pause, in order to avoid any accidents, he added: "I forgot to take measures last night. You can go to the pharmacy to buy emergency contraceptive pills. It's still late. Shangguanxuan, you must take the medicine, do you hear me?"

Because her emotions suddenly became tense, she seemed to be thinking about the possibilities in the future if she didn't take the medicine. Her voice suddenly became a little harsh, and Shangguanxuan's hand held the phone tighter. She pressed it into the palm of her hand and bit her lip hard.

Petan was very afraid that she would cry loudly.

"Did you hear that?"

Seeing no response on the phone... Zhou Lei's tone was a little anxious...

"You buy the next bus, and I'll go find you now. I'll bring the medicine there, and you wait for me..."

"No... no need... I'll buy it myself."

Shangguanxuan's voice was a little urgent, and tears were already welling up in her eyes. She finished speaking quickly, and then hung up the phone. She quickly turned off the phone and threw the phone away...

There is a feeling of suffocation in the chest.

contraception……

Emergency medicine afterward...

These words are very unfamiliar to her.

There is a huge gap between what is written in romance novels and her real life.

She would blush just watching the kissing scene, and now she was asked to go to the drugstore to buy emergency contraceptive pills, and she really didn't know what to say...

That day, she lingered at the door of the drugstore for a long time. She lingered from afternoon to night, until the lights came on, and her dark color exposed her face, but she still didn't have the courage to walk into the drugstore. Even though this drugstore was far away from what she was familiar with,

But I just feel that as soon as I walk in, everyone will know me, but I am afraid of being suddenly seen by familiar people. What should I do at that time...

final……

She didn't buy anything...

In the end, she didn't take the morning-after pill...

Shangguanxuan's body was trembling slightly. The dream she had last night was too scary. She swallowed hard, but she still couldn't suppress her rapidly beating heartbeat. Her heart was tightening in waves. This feeling of hidden worry could not be suppressed.
To be continued...