Chapter 207: Leaving in anger(1/2)
In the small lounge, Lei Sifan was standing and Gu Jingting was sitting.
He looked at her, with her legs together and her hands on her knees, a standard lady sitting posture. But it was such a sitting posture that revealed her state of mind at this time.
Guarded, distant, with a touch of rejection.
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He chose the dress. Contrary to the delicate style she always liked to show in front of others, he chose a pure white, lace tube top dress for her today.
He didn't care what others thought of Gu Jingting. In his eyes, Gu Jingting would simply smile at him and take care of him tenderly.
Even if she feels helpless or angry, Gu Jingting will not get angry at him.
She has many sides, and he wants her to show these many sides in front of others.
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He recovered his memory, and he remembered his vow that if he could come back alive, he would pursue Gu Jingting.
At that time, she did not have a boyfriend.
And Gu Jingting's care and tenderness for him for more than a month made him think that she also had feelings for him.
But what about now?
"Jingting." Lei Sifan's tone was very serious. He had never spoken to Gu Jingting in such a low and solemn tone: "Have you ever thought that if you don't like me, you can reject me. But, I absolutely
I can’t accept you pushing me to other women.”
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"Lei Sifan?" Gu Jingting was speechless, feeling that she had really said the wrong thing just now.
"Don't you think that if you mess around with each other like this, you're not only hurting me, but also hurting Miss Qin?"
"I--"
"Do you think it's really good for you to introduce a man who has other women in his heart to him?" Lei Sifan got straight to the point, and Gu Jingting's expression changed again: "Or, after all this, do you doubt me?
Are you sincere? Do you think I, Lei Sifan, can do anything as long as I am a woman?"
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"I really didn't mean that."
"That's what you mean." Lei Sifan was really unhappy, very unhappy. This was the first time that he liked a woman so seriously.
Even if I had a slight fondness for Mu Youran before, it was only based on appreciation. Knowing that she was Shang Haonan's childhood sweetheart, that little flame was quickly extinguished.
But then I met Gu Jingting again.
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It is undeniable that Gu Jingting amazed him at first sight.
He likes her, no doubt about it.
And knowing her privileged family background, he was not afraid. In terms of family background, the Lei family was not bad compared to the Gu family.
What's more, what he likes is Gu Jingting as a person, not her family background.
Later, I met her in the United States and was rescued by her by accident. I learned some of her unknown secrets.
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I have also seen her courage, neatness, and personality.
A fire began to rekindle in his heart. He liked Gu Jingting.
They lived together and died together. He had her in his heart.
But he knew his situation better. He wanted to solve the trouble around him and stand in front of her again. Because she was worth it.
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But he didn't expect that when he entered the enemy's hole again, an accident would happen.
He endured those inhuman tortures and treatment even more cruel and vicious than his childhood. The belief that supported him was Gu Jingting.
He thought that if he died, he would never see her again.
He wants to live, he wants to see Gu Jingting again. Tell her that he likes her, even loves her. He wants to be with her.
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What happened next exceeded his expectations. After he was injected with an unknown drug, he lost his memory.
And how he lost his memory and how he escaped from there, he still can't remember.
But he remembered that when his mind went blank and he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Jingting's face full of concern.
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At that moment, he thought he saw an angel.
Losing his memory, the month he lived with her was probably the happiest time in his life.
My pure self only has Gu Jingting in my heart, and I simply believe that there is nothing wrong with continuing like this.
If not for later, he was inexplicably kidnapped. If not for his memory being restored again in a series of blows.
Then he will really go crazy.
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And why he is not crazy is because of Gu Jingting.
He supported himself and went through the difficulties again and again, just thinking that he could return to her side.
He understands what kind of man can stand by her side. He also knows that there are many outstanding suitors around her, such as Tang Yichen.
But Gu Jingting's attitude towards Tang Yichen last time made him understand that there was a problem between her and Tang Yichen.
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Although they haven't been in contact much, he thinks he knows a little about Gu Jingting.
She is very decisive, very clear-cut, and does not take things sloppily. Once she makes up her mind, she will not give you any chance again.
Although he didn't know what Tang Yichen did, Gu Jingting was not a person who turned back.
What she wants is a strong man who can protect her, take care of her, and be gentle and considerate to her.
He believes that he can do it. He can do it better than Tang Yichen.
But he had never thought that Gu Jingting was willing to take care of him with amnesia, but not willing to be with a normal Lei Sifan?
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And now she actually pushed him away and paired her with another woman?
"Lei Sifan." Gu Jingting didn't know what happened to her today. She was actually very happy that Lei Sifan was back.
But his pursuit, unlike his approach when she lost her memory, made her feel an invisible pressure.
Lei Sifan was very good, very good, but he wasn't what she liked, but she didn't want to hurt him.
That's why she said that she wanted him to be with Qin Qilei. But she didn't expect that such an action would indeed be more hurtful.
"sorry."
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"What I want to hear is not sorry." Lei Sifan looked at her, expecting her to give him a positive answer.
"..." She didn't know what to say other than sorry. She didn't understand that she, who had always been calm and rational, would be at a loss because of Lei Sifan's pursuit.
She thought, another reason here is Qin Qilei's attitude, right?
She could vaguely feel that Qin Qilei thought Lei Sifan was good, and she understood better that after returning from the United States, they were not even the slightest bit dissatisfied with Tang Yichen.
Compared with Tang Yichen, I'm afraid they all feel that they should be with Lei Sifan.
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But it was this attitude that made her feel very unhappy.
Doesn't she, Gu Jingting, have anyone? Why does she have to find a man to be with? Even if she is not with Tang Yichen, she can be fine alone.
She was just silent, as if she could only say sorry to herself. Lei Sifan felt a little colder.
"It seems that I am too sentimental."
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He stared at Gu Jingting deeply, waiting for her to say a rebuttal, but Gu Jingting just narrowed her eyes slightly and looked at the tea cup in front of her, not looking at him.
He tightened his fists, gritted his teeth for the last time, and turned around to leave.
And Gu Jingting didn't even call him.
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When Gu Jingting saw Lei Sifan about to leave, she was startled and moved her lips to stop him. Then she saw Qin Qilei, who was already wearing a dress and walking out of the fitting room at the other end.
To be continued...