129 Lida confesses in her dream

But where will the children's tuition fees come from in the future? Lida wants to be a good person, but also considers it based on reality. It is not impossible to let the new mother go like this. The question is, is it okay to trade the lives of the whole family for his own good and save a life?

It was too late for everything. Lida went out to chase her new mother. Maybe not only wanted to recover the money, but I also wanted to ask her why she did this. What was the special difficulty? Lida thought.

After all, the new mother is a few years older than Lida. In less than a while, Lida caught up with her new mother in the jungle. She saw that the new mother was so tired that she was out of breath. She squatted on the ground with a heavy doll and covered her face with her hair so that she could not see her face. Lida was a little puzzled. She seemed to be no longer a new mother. Did she chase the wrong person? No, she was only a few dozen steps away from her front, so how could she chase someone? The person squatting on the ground in front of her was much smaller than the new mother. Could it be that she lost weight because of her illness?

"New Mom!" Lida wanted to just call her. If it were her, she would hear someone calling her name. She would definitely raise her head. This is the most basic reflection of being a human being.

"Lida!" The new mother raised her head and looked at Lida, and then quickly lowered her head and said, "Let me Lida!"

"What's the difficulty?" Lida asked.

"I am still young. Since you came to this courtyard and saw that you are so intimate and lovely, I also want to have a man of my own. Shortly after I was robbed by this man, a war broke out in the royal family. My man is a nobleman and a relative of the king. There has been no news since I went out to fight. I want to search for him. If I can't find him, I won't come back. You will take over this courtyard." As the new mother said, red tears flowed out of her eyes, which made Lida feel so heartbroken. She wanted to ask about half of the new mother's bill. In front of a widow, Lida fell merciful from the sky.

Why are her tears red? Is it the extreme sorrow?

Lida was about to say you were leaving, but she saw the woman's face clearly through the cracks of her new mother's hair. It turned out that this was not a new mother, but she just looked a little like a new mother. She quickly reached out to grab the woman's hair, and the woman's face disappeared. Her hand was just holding the bloody head of a dead man, without eyes or face. But it would scream, scream like a ghost, and the screams were so sharp that it made people feel creepy. It was a ghost, Lida thought.

At this moment, Lida's eyes saw a shadow, it was her, her new mother. What she saw and caught just now were the new mother's changes in ways that she was getting out of her way, Lida thought.

Why can't there be good people in this world? You can leave as soon as you go, why do you still become a ghost to scare people? You are afraid that I will not let you go. It's no wonder that it is common sense to save a gentleman's ambition with a villain's heart. Because there is no word on a gentleman's face. Who do you think is not a gentleman?

"If you ask for directions for a big deal, you will kill people." Lida often hears her mother telling such stories.

What is good to be good and what is evil to be evil?

Should the guides kill themselves, or should the guides kill themselves? This is in a helpless situation, the pros and cons are weighed by the advantages and disadvantages. The escaped person asks for directions because there are pursuers behind you. You are a fleeing monarch, you are the head of a major escape organization, and many people will die if you are caught.

Or the world is in chaos waiting for you to catch, or if you are caught, it is about to cause chaos in the world. Isn’t it a great good deed to kill a roadside grass man in such a situation?

Because the problem is that if you don’t kill this passerby, the pursuer behind you will also ask the passerby where the escapee just now has gone?

There is no way for you to do anything in the world as long as you get stuck in it. (There has been such a thing. An old man chops wood on the mountain. A passerby asks him where he has a place to go. When he sees this person, he knows that his life has arrived. Because the old man can see the sky of man at a glance. This person has a good fortune, but at this time, he is in trouble. He wants to escape to a place where the general of the guarantor came out. The old man told the man in detail, and he started to kill himself with a hatchet. The passerby hurriedly asked what it was? The old man said that you are the future monarch, you can't die, and when will the world be in chaos? The old man said that if I don't kill myself, you will kill me, otherwise they will come and ask me where you are going when the pursuers come? Because I have never told lies in my life, and later, when this man became the emperor, he built a temple here to commemorate the old man.)

When Lida thought of biting her teeth, how could Daye be good in her body? She chased her. So Lida began to chase after the shadow that just appeared again.

Through the woods, Lida caught up with the shadow. This time it was really a new mother. Lida reached out and grabbed the new mother's little dou, and some broken tiles fell out from it. I was so angry that Lida threw the broken dou in her hand to the ground. Did the new mother transfer the package?

"I want to go home!" The new mother sat on the ground and cried. "I haven't been home for a long time. I don't know where the home is. I was kicked out of my home by a woman named Lida."

Lida took a closer look and saw that this person was still a new mother. What was going on?

"It's because I have changed my appearance and I still say I don't recognize others. Maybe I have changed my appearance and just reacted to others' faces. It's because I don't know myself but I just happen to know others. Maybe this logic has not been discovered by humans." This was said by a person who is not a new mother.

Lida let this make herself confused. Could it be that she has changed her appearance and has made herself unable to recognize others? Is she really a new mother? Now I can't recognize her, it's not that she has changed, it's that I have changed, it's that I have become ungrateful, it's that I have driven her new mother out of her own home? Did I do this?

Lida recalled quietly that she had done something to be sorry for her new mother or said something to be sorry for her? Maybe I didn’t have any of these, but maybe my behavior was bad. It was not enough to just not do or say something to be sorry for her new mother. This doesn’t mean that her behavior was not bad.

It’s like a person touching his face with his hands. From this feeling, he can’t even understand whether he looks ugly or good. The same is true for his behavior. He always thinks he is very reasonable, and it’s like touching his face with his hands. Whether it’s ugly or beautiful cannot be reflected in the most realistic way. Only by getting along with others and letting others feel it with their hearts. It’s like a mirror that reflects himself, whether it’s beautiful or ugly is up to others.

"I'm not dead yet and I'm burying me into the coffin. This is Lida, this is Lida, who burns my body, my tenant."

Hearing this, Lida suddenly remembered that when she died, she remembered that she had never looked at her carefully, but she was afraid that she had just been sloppy and put her into the coffin before she had completely died.

It seems that I have heard the sound of the Eight Immortals lifting the coffin to bury it. Just when I was covering the soil, someone heard the sound of the coffin with a dull thudding sound, but this was only said afterwards. Lida was thinking, I was afraid that this was the ghost of the new mother who was hurting me, and I owe her.

(Dog yesterday, there was a girl in our neighboring village. Her parents asked her to marry someone. She disagreed and drank pesticides. It was the afternoon and buried on the same day. Afterwards, the Eight Immortals said that someone was hitting a coffin inside. The sound was so dull, and the sound was pounding. From carrying it to covering the soil. Why didn't you say it at that time? Wouldn't you say it? Is there any superstition of ghosts? You can just let others open it and look at it. If you live, let others crawl out again, and if you still die, then you will be buried again.)

The new mother died of illness. Lida took good care of her when she started to have an illness, but this kind of goodness is just good. How good is it lies in quality rather than quantity.

Thinking of this, Lida asked herself, she was just perfunctory at that time, and was inclined to the family’s sincerity. She looked at the oil and the water. Now the new mother was saying such words with a ghost, and she was afraid that she would suffer even more terrible retribution in the future. "I want to go home!" This voice came from deep in the grass. Could it be the soul of the new mother? Lida heard this sound really sounded a little familiar. Is the new mother dispersed before her soul had died?

"New Mom, don't hide in the grass. Come out quickly and I will carry you home. I will treat you well in the future, like a sister or mother." Lida was thinking about atonement. Although she didn't understand whether she had done something she had done something she had done and could not think of what she had done, it did not mean that she had done something she had never done something she had done.

Is the new mother already dead? But it’s not right. I just went to fetch water and wipe the corpse for the new mother and saw her running out with money.

But this is not right. The new mother had already died before this. Could it be that what I saw this time was in a dream, and the new mother was also an illusion to take money?

In short, I was the right mother. I was alone in guarding such a large courtyard. I just recognized my godson and daughter, but when I was enjoying my happiness, I passed away.

Lida thought that she was in a dream, so she quickly walked home, but her legs were dragged by a ghost, and she couldn't even take a step. Lida thought that Little Helen was still crying in the east wing, and her new mother had died and was buried. The dead body on the bed was fake and a ghost.

Why can't I move my feet? I'll go back quickly to save Little Helen, otherwise this ghost will strangle Little Helen to death. But even if these two legs have reached a single step, they can't move. "I want to go home!"
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