Going to the top - 1043 The mistake is that it is too persistent

Dou Yifan, who had no focal length in his eyes, could not hear Du Jieqi's wailing. He just wanted to use his physical strength to try his best to release his grievances, his pressure, his extra energy, and at the same time, he also released his weakness as a man.

"Yifan, what's wrong with you?" When Dou Yifan finally persevered until he was surging thousands of miles away, Du Jieqi had already collapsed on the edge of the bed with tears in her eyes. She looked at Dou Yifan who was sitting on the floor with her hands in her arms. Du Jieqi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, moved her legs hard, and sat next to Dou Yifan. A scorching stinging pain came from her lower body, but what made Du Jieqi feel even more painful was Dou Yifan who fell to the ground. She hugged Dou Yifan who was lying on the edge of the bed and asked softly.

"Jie'er, am I very failed? I really failed, very failed... I can't do anything, I control everything in the hands of others. He scolded me right, I am a pig, a stupid pig... Jie'er, I am a pig, I am a fool! I am a fool!" Dou Yifan, who was leaning against Du Jieqi's chest, murmured to himself. As he spoke, his emotions suddenly became excited. He suddenly sat up straight and beat his head hard, yelling at the same time, and scolding himself while beating.

"Yifan, Yifan, don't do this, don't do this, okay? Don't scare me! What happened? Is it not going well at work? Who scolded you? How can you scold people like this? Yifan, don't beat yourself anymore, you are already very good. You are so young, you still have a lot of future. Yifan, listen to me? No, I listen to you, speak out, okay? It will be better to speak out!" Du Jieqi wanted to hold Dou Yifan's hands, but how could she compete with Dou Yifan with the strength of a weak woman? Du Jieqi could not watch Dou Yifan beat her head one after another. In desperation, Du Jieqi had to reach out and hug Dou Yifan's head, so that he would not let him continue to destroy himself. Listening to Dou Yifan cursing himself incoherently, Du Jieqi's tears couldn't help but fall. She choked and persuaded Dou Yifan.

"Haha, a lot of future? Jie'er, I'm the son of a farmer. I have nothing, no background or money. I'm just a powerless idiot. If I learn to be a leader, I should go home and farm honestly. Jie'er, I'm just a idiot!" Dou Yifan leaned weakly in Du Jieqi's arms, his eyes were covered with blood, so red that it was almost bleeding. He murmured in a low voice, but couldn't say anything. He was full of grievances, he wanted to roar, he wanted to cry, he wanted to speak out his pain loudly, but in fact he could only fall in Du Jieqi's arms, muttering intermittently with her weak shoulders.

"The ground is cold, get up! Yifan, obediently, I will help you up, okay? Come, lean here and talk to me, okay? Let me give you an idea, okay?" In the cold winter, although the naked two men hugged each other and wanted to warm each other, the north wind that came into the gap in the window made Du Jieqi shudder. She gently coaxed Dou Yifan, who was in a normal state, and finally pulled him into the bed.

Lying in the warm quilt, Dou Yifan leaned on Du Jieqi's shoulder and intermittently chatted with the woman beside him for less than two weeks in big and small matters. Du Jieqi leaned on the head of the bed and hugged Dou Yifan's strong shoulder with one hand, listening carefully to the man's helpless recount. With Dou Yifan's narration, Du Jieqi's beautiful eyebrows frowned from time to time, and the plain hands that hugged Dou Yifan's shoulder couldn't help but use force secretly.

"Yifan, morally speaking, you did nothing wrong. But..." Looking at Dou Yifan with a tired face, he finally finished speaking, Du Jieqi frowned and spoke softly.

"Jie'er, tell me it! I can bear it. Haha, even if I lose, I will lose a little thoroughly, right?" After some remarks, Dou Yifan felt much more relaxed. His red eyes slowly returned to his usual indifference. He sat up straight and gently pulled Du Jieqi into his arms. Holding the warm body of the woman in his arms, Dou Yifan's irritable heart also found a place to settle down at that moment. He gently stroked Du Jieqi's hair and smiled mockingly.

"This is not a matter of winning or losing! Yifan, even if he really can't find funds to pay his salary, we will at most be charged with talking nonsense to those sitting teachers. To put it bluntly, many leaders have done these things. When dealing with petitioners, no leader has ever done such a vernacular thing. So, from this point of view, you don't have to blame yourself, and there is no need to continue to get stuck in the rude position." Du Jieqi sat up from Dou Yifan's arms and looked at him with a serious look on his face.

"Jie'er, you don't know the situation at that time. You didn't see those people. You looked at them with so many eyes. They put all their hopes on me, the person who made the promise. Jie'er, did I let many people down? Shi Dezheng scolded me as a pig, why did I feel that he was really not scolding him wrong? Alas..." Feeling that Du Jieqi's warm body was far away from his arms, Dou Yifan reached out to hug her smooth body and muttered quietly. Although Dou Yifan, who walked into the dead end, was a lot of awakening, how could the gloom in his heart be cleared in just one and a half sentence?

"Yifan, you said this too seriously! Those people put their hopes on a leader who came forward to solve this incident. Even if the person who came forward was not you, even if it was a cat or a dog, they would choose to believe it when they came forward to deal with it on behalf of the government. In fact, what they believed in was our government. Even if some of our leaders repeatedly broke their promises, they would still insist on this kind of good belief. So, from this perspective, it is not wrong for Shi Dezheng to scold you for taking big things. Yifan, you are wrong, you are too persistent." Du Jieqi, who was held in Dou Yifan's arms, reached out to pin his furry bearded chin, looked at his eyes and analyzed seriously.
Chapter completed!