After Qiao Kai left, I lay alone on an unfamiliar bed, turned to look at the unfamiliar night sky in the countryside outside the window, and tears flowed down again.

How could I stay and work in this unfamiliar rural area with peace of mind? I came from a remote village. I have reached this point just to get rid of the smell of earth as soon as possible and integrate into the powerful class.

Late at night on August 3, 2001, it was my first time with a man named Qiao Kai.

When I woke up the next day, my whole body was sore and weak, and the area between my legs was in burning pain.

I caressed my body with my hands and said in my heart, Baby Qiao, from now on, you are no longer a girl who knows nothing, you have become a woman in the true sense. Diary of a Female Civil Servant 18

I stood up from the bed, with a sense of carelessness emanating from my bones. That night, my body and heart transformed from a caterpillar into an unpredictable butterfly.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she has plump red lips, hazy starry eyes, and a seductive charm hidden between her brows.

I parted my long black hair in the middle, revealing a bright forehead, a beautiful chin, and a pair of eyes with long eyelashes and fluttering eyes.

When I walked out of the dormitory and saw Zhou Min, he opened his mouth in surprise and said to me, "Xiao, Xiao Qiao, you, you seem to have changed."

I gave him an erratic smile, "How could that happen? You must be dazzled by your hangover, hehe."

Zhou Min asked me if I would go fishing at the reservoir with him and a few young men from the village. I said no, I wanted to go to the county to do some errands.

After Zhou Min left, I found a very low-key hat and wore it. I quickly left the government compound, crossed the path next to the road, and went straight to the corner of the highway not far ahead.

An inconspicuous black Santana was waiting for me there. It was an official car of the town government, and Qiao Kai would use it when he returned to the county or went to the city.

The car door opened, and I jumped into the car. The car quickly slanted onto a nearby rural road, heading towards City C from the jurisdiction of Baihe Town, which is connected to Liulin Town.

In this way, no one from Liulin Town will accidentally see us traveling together.

In the car, Qiao Kai turned his head to look at me from time to time, and freed up his right hand, held my left hand, kneaded it hard, and said in a breathy voice, "Does it still hurt there? Haha, after I sent you back to the house yesterday, I was very excited."

I didn’t sleep all night, and I’m still very energetic, as if I’ve become twenty years younger overnight!

I bowed my head in shame, not looking at him or saying a word, just letting my limp hands tremble in his big hands.

My shyness and trembling made Qiao Kai more and more fascinated. Unable to control himself, he simply drove the car into a small wild road with deep crops beside the road. He stretched out his arms, took me into his arms and kissed me again.

I cried in his arms, Mayor Qiao, no, don’t.

He was very angry and told me not to call me Mayor Qiao. When we are alone, I like to hear you call me Dad Qiao.

I put my hand on the back of his neck, put my fingers into the collar of his shirt, rubbed his strong muscles, and said vaguely, but there are no fathers like this.

Qiao Kai's breathing became more and more difficult. His hands had already fallen on my pointed breasts, grabbing them lovingly. "Little thing, you seemed so gentle and quiet yesterday. I didn't expect you to be so sultry. I miss you so much!"

As he said that, he opened the car door, stepped out, and turned around to my side.

He opened the door, took me out of the car, and put me back into the back seat. I was pushed down on the car seat by him, and he stood outside the car with his upper body leaning on me. Diary of a Female Civil Servant 18

His kiss pressed my lips hotly, and fell eagerly on my chin. My chest felt tight, and his big hands were rubbing my pair of breasts unsteadily. I felt like my whole body was on fire.

, he could only breathe lowly and his consciousness was confused.

It turns out that the feeling of being so needed and caressed by the man you like is so charming and ecstatic.

His hand found its way into my skirt, and I pressed my legs together nervously, shouting, "No, no, no, it still hurts, I don't want it."

Qiao Kai stopped moving, raised his head from me, and looked at me warmly. Is it true? It hurts?

I shyly covered my eyes with my handbag and didn't look at him. It was broad daylight, and with this man I had known for two days, everything was still so strange. How could I face him so directly when he breathed out fire?

I said softly, hum, it’s not like you’ve never been married before, so how could you not know if it hurts someone like this?

Qiao Kai restrained his desire, pulled me up from the car seat, hugged me to his chest again, and said sincerely, I really don’t know much, I have been in the army for more than ten years, and I am almost mentally stupid.

Haha, my parents were anxious at that time and introduced me to my wife. When I returned home from a visit to relatives, I only met her once and then we made an appointment. On the wedding night, I went in in a daze and didn’t feel anything special about her.

reaction. It’s really weird. Compared to you two, there’s a huge difference in intimacy. Last night, I really wanted to die inside you.
Chapter completed!