Xiaowei's tears rolled down, her cold fingers grabbed my hand, and she choked for a long time before saying, "Baby, thank you and your friends for caring for me so much, treating me well. But, what's the point of living like me? Apart from causing trouble to friends, it's useless, and even love is not qualified to pursue.,, I used to live alone in the wilderness, just like a wild grass, which was blowing and sun, and I couldn't feel what happiness or misfortune is. But after entering the city and seeing the world, I realized that people like me are too meaningless to live. There is no future, no love, and maybe I will die of shock one day. The better my friends treat me, the more I feel sorry for you, I will never be able to repay you in this life,,,"

I didn't expect her to think so much by herself. Seeing her crying and talking, I felt sad and advised her, "Xiaowei, don't think about it like this. You should be bright, get along well with your friends, and do your best to do what you can do. I will raise money as soon as possible to help you treat your illness more thoroughly. We meet by chance, and we are all people who have no relatives to rely on, but we can get together so much. This is a kind of luck. We must be grateful for the fate that made us meet."

Xiaowei shook her head and said sadly, "Xiao Qiao, the more you say this, the sadder I feel. I am very grateful, but my gratitude is useless. I don't want to always cause trouble for you like this. My disease has been delayed for too long and it is difficult to cure. In the future, I can only drag you down even more. I suddenly feel that it's boring to live. Xiao Meigui and Meimei can pursue their own love, but what about me? Who would like a girl like me? Even Brother Xu doesn't want me anymore."

Speaking of this, she started crying again.

I thought that the crux of what made this girl pessimistic and world-weary was actually Xu Shumu's "ruthlessness" and avoidance. Diary of a female civil servant 579

She missed her hard in this place and couldn't let go of her hands. But he thought she was completely gone, and continued his own life and took on the world of his wife and children.

When it comes to Xu Shumu, I can't comfort Xiaowei anymore. All the words are so pale. For women who are deeply trapped in the quagmire of love, only the glass of poisonous wine of love can quench their thirst.

I asked Xiao Meigui to go to the ward to accompany Xiao Wei and went to the doctor on duty to find out the situation.

The doctor on duty is not Xiaowei's attending doctor, but after hearing what I said about her condition, she decisively said that the earlier the condition, the better. She had not even used medicine a few years ago, and the development of the lesions is probably best treated by surgical treatment. For the specific situation, you might as well find her attending doctor during the day. The girl is so young and has not yet found her in-laws' home. Try to cure it as early as possible.

I also learned about the cost of the surgery. Without ensuring the high cure rate, the cost of the surgery is more than 100,000 yuan.

This money is a bit too much, and I personally can't take it out, so it's okay to call on Xiao Meigui and Dazhi to raise money.

I thought about it for a while, thinking of Xiaowei's lifeless face, and decided to ask the doctor for a good talk the next day, learn about it, and give Xiaowei a more thorough treatment as soon as possible.

I couldn't help but call Xu Shumu and asked him how he was doing recently?

Xu Shumu was still working overtime next to the equipment to catch up on the construction period. He was very surprised and excited when he received my call. The first sentence asked me, "Is something wrong with Xiaowei?"

It seems that although he did not come to see Xiaowei again, Xiaowei was still taken seriously by him.

When I talked about Xiaowei's situation, Xu Shumu was very anxious and sighed repeatedly. If I had known that this child would be even more inferior and self-reliant after broadening his horizons, I shouldn't have taken her out at that time.

I said, since you have planted her in your heart, how could you let her stay in the local area and fend for herself? Since you have provoked her, you can only continue to be responsible, unless you don’t take her seriously and still let her fend for herself.

Xu Shumu was silent for a long time and said only, "Xiao Qiao, thank you for taking care of her."

After hanging up the phone, I was a little angry. Xu Shumu seemed to be very determined to let Xiaowei down and live up to his wife and children.

Alas, for an ordinary man like him, if he lives up to this, he will lose the other one, and his palms and backs are all flesh. It is also a kind of pain to bear any one.

That night, after discussing with Xiao Meigui, Dazhi and Qiao Bing, I decided to raise medical expenses for Xiaowei and perform surgery on her illness.

The doctor suggested that we take her to Shanghai for surgery, where the medical level is high, but the cost will be greater.

The Yu Die sisters' beauty hall will also have some of the benefits of me, but after all, they are just starting out, so I can't ask for money immediately. Xu Liang and Lin Feng will definitely not support me in such idleness, and I dare not tell them that I don't do anything all day but get involved in other people's sufferings and other things that have nothing to do with my own development.

Money, money is always the first element of life. No matter how hard I work and lower my bottom line, I still feel powerless in the past year that money is always not enough to dominate. Diary of a female civil servant 579

I have not made up for this famine that Liao Jie brought to Zhou Min's grandfather, but I still want to prepare for the future of love that Johe and He Zhendong are not optimistic about,

So, I remembered what Bai Yifan said, if he took over the private restaurant business in the old street, he would have half of my income.
Chapter completed!