Chapter Fourteen(1/4)
Chapter 14
I dreamed that I was driving a new car to the airport to pick someone up.
In the dream, I didn’t even know who I was going to pick up. I just arrived at the airport, and then I saw a spacious hall in front of me, with brilliant light walls, high-end shiny floors, and only a few pedestrians around. This added to the feeling I had.
The spaciousness of this space. Oh, and the bright white light makes the space in front of me look so clean and quiet.
I stood in the center of this space, waiting. It seemed that I knew who the person I wanted to pick up was, but I couldn't remember it for a while.
Just standing there, surrounded by bright lights and no one passing by, it was as if I was the only one in this space. But I did not feel lonely. On the contrary, I felt that my heart was full of expectations. Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 14
A man came, wearing a suit and leather shoes, alone, dragging a big suitcase in his hand. I greeted him because I felt that he was the guest I wanted to pick up.
When I got closer, I was surprised to find that he was a senior official who often appeared on TV, and he was at the central level. He smiled and said to me, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"
I hurriedly said: "It's okay." Then I stretched out my hand and said, "Let me help you carry this box."
But he disagreed and said to me: "You should do your own thing yourself."
Then I took him to my car. He looked at my car and said, "Not bad, I like your car very much."
I opened the car door and asked him to get in. He criticized me and said, "Why are we being so polite?"
I smiled, closed the car door for him, and then drove.
The dream ended abruptly at this place, and I woke up.
After waking up, I clearly remembered this dream, including all its details, as well as my inner feelings. I was very surprised: How could I have such a dream?
I am familiar with the knowledge of psychology and have done research on dreams. I have also done some substantive analysis of dreams. Ninety-five percent of dreams can be scientifically explained. In fact, they reflect
The most true thoughts deep in a person's heart are one's subconscious mind. Of course, there are still three to four percent of dreams that cannot be explained.
It has something to do with a person's professional and technical level. In addition, maybe one to two percent of dreams should be something other than science. Some people say it is the predictive function of human beings, while others say that humans, as animals, have an impact on the world around them.
A kind of induction. For example, some people say that ghosts are a kind of energy. Some people can feel its existence and have such dreams.
But I know that my dream can be explained scientifically.
First of all, the environment I am in, that kind of clear, ethereal and empty environment, represents my yearning: I hope that I can be in such a pollution-free and pure environment. Secondly, I didn’t know what I wanted to do.
Who to pick up? This shows that I am confused about my future. Even after arriving in such an environment, I am still confused because I don’t know what will happen next. Third, it is about the appearance of that senior official. In fact, in my
I have always admired this person in my heart, because I always thought that he
He is upright and selfless, and has a very charming personality. So his appearance in my dream can be explained: I hope to get to know him, to have the opportunity to learn from him and interact with him. But in the dream, he seems to be an acquaintance with me.
, and he is so kind and easy-going in front of me
. Later, he said, "Do your own thing," which reflected his position in my heart, and his words were like the teachings of an elder to me. Then, he praised my car. This is actually
I hope in my heart that I can be appreciated by him.
Therefore, in this way, what the whole dream expresses in my subconscious mind is very clear: It turns out that in my heart, I still hope to be in politics, and I especially hope to take shortcuts. Because the big shot appears in my dream.
It already represents my desire to take shortcuts - such a high-level person is so casual with me, and he also admires me very much. How can he be underdeveloped?
But I don’t understand why my dream ended abruptly in such a place. Logically speaking, dreams are a person’s subconscious reaction and should be the fulfillment of wishes. However, how could it stop before the wish is fulfilled?
Suddenly it disappeared? This is very strange. So I lay on the bed and meditated again. After a while, I finally understood: It should be my fear of joining politics in reality that blocked the continuation of the dream.
So I am still very conflicted in my heart. But one thing is very clear to me, that is, I still hope that one day I can achieve great success in my career.
So I thought, maybe it was because Wang Xin irritated me last time. Because I have never looked down on him, but he actually became the deputy dean and still showed off his power in front of me. This was really hard for me to accept.
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It’s very troublesome for people like me. After having a dream, I can’t help but analyze the true meaning it represents. And when I know the result, I will start to struggle: Feng Xiao, how come you are such a person? You are not
Do you always say in front of others and behind others that you don’t want to be an official? Are you too hypocritical?
Only a wry smile.
When I was about to get off work the next morning, I called Ouyang Chuxia. In fact, I was a little unhappy in my heart: Why didn't she take the initiative to contact me? Then I thought about it, maybe she felt that she wanted to take the initiative to contact me about the promotion.
Do you seem too anxious to make a phone call? Girls are more reserved. Medical career: Obstetrics and Gynecology 14
"Did Chairman Lin tell you about that matter?" I asked directly.
"Yeah." she said.
"Well, let's have a meal together at noon and talk about this matter by the way, okay?" So I said.
"...Okay." She hesitated for a moment before saying.
I became unhappy again, but I held it back, "Where are you? I'll pick you up."
"You tell me, I'll do it myself," she said.
"Just opposite our hospital, there is a restaurant there. I'll wait for you there," I said.
She agreed.
I stayed in the office for another half an hour before going out, because I didn't want to wait there alone. I'm the boss, why should I wait for her for so long?
By chance, I happened to meet her at the door of the restaurant and arrived. So I entered the restaurant with her. She seemed to be different today because she took the initiative to give me a smile when she saw me. I
I found that she looked much prettier when she smiled.
When I entered the restaurant, I saw the female owner of the restaurant. I found that she had changed a lot. She had become thinner and her face looked sallow. She smiled at me, and she no longer had the same look as before.
That kind of enthusiasm. I asked her in surprise: "What's wrong with you? Are you sick?"
She smiled unnaturally and said nothing. I suddenly felt embarrassed. After all, Ouyang Chuxia was next to me, so I said, "Please help us arrange a private room."
After ordering a few dishes and a pot of tea, I started to ask Ouyang Chuxia: "How is it? Have you thought about it?"
"Dr. Feng, I don't think I'm suitable to sit in that seat." She said this.
I was very surprised, because I thought it was natural for her to agree to this matter. You know, just in terms of salary, the position of chairman is more than twice what she is now. She was unwilling!
"Why?" I asked her in a hurry while being surprised.
"The responsibility is too heavy and I don't have the ability," she said.
"Your former boss Lin thought you were very suitable." I said, "I also think you are very good, and my father has been praising you. So, we all think you are the most suitable candidate at the moment."
She shook her head slightly, then suddenly raised her head and looked at me and asked, "What happened to Sun Lu?"
I was surprised and immediately understood that Lin Yi had not told her the situation, so I said: "She encountered a troublesome matter. It is not convenient for me to tell you now. I can only tell you one thing. She was involved in a case."
I went inside, but the specific situation is not very clear. Now the company is in urgent need of
I have a long discussion with my father-in-law last night and feel that you are the most suitable candidate. Don’t worry, I will give you the treatment according to the previous Sun Lulu standards. There is no problem in this. The key to the problem is that I hope you can do it as soon as possible.
Keep the company under control and don’t affect the progress of the project.”
"Dr. Feng, to be honest, I didn't even want to be the financial director. I was planning to tell you about this matter soon," she said.
I couldn't help but asked loudly: "Why is this? Do you think the treatment I give you is low or for some other reason? Are you doing a good job?" Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 14
She shook her head, "No, I'm already satisfied with the treatment. It's for other reasons. Because I want to go abroad."
"Life abroad is not necessarily better than at home, right? Why do you want to go abroad now?" I still don't understand.
"I'm not just thinking about this now. Please update as soon as possible. I've long wanted to go out," she said.
I couldn't help but feel regretful, "That's it. Since you have your own plans, I can't force you. But what did you tell Boss Lin about this matter?"
"I didn't dare to tell him." She whispered.
I was surprised again, "Why?"
"I don't dare to tell him. So, I really hope you can tell him for me. Just say that my work ability is not good enough and I am not suitable to continue to be the financial director, let alone the chairman. Okay?" She
Say it to me, eyes full of pleading.
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Yeah, I came to talk to you today, but you asked me to do his job for you. Besides, I couldn't tell him this. Ouyang, let me tell you the truth, I want you to be the chairman of my company.
It was my father-in-law who brought up the matter. At that time, I thought you were too serious and worried that you were not flexible enough. Later, he convinced me. You said, how could I tell him like that in such a situation? "
"Is this really the case?" she asked me.
I nodded, "Why should I lie to you? You are already going abroad. You have worked in my company for so long and have done a very good job. I am very grateful to you from the bottom of my heart. It is a pity that
I'm sorry that you can't continue working there urgently. But I think we are destined to be together anyway, right? We can't work together, but we can still do it.
As friends, right? In the future, if you return to China one day, we can still meet for a meal or something, right? Why should I lie to you? So, I can't say that to him at all.
.Since you want to go abroad, it’s better for you to tell him yourself. I think he won’t stop you. You can come and go freely. Don’t you think so?”
"What if he doesn't agree?" she asked.
I suddenly laughed, "How is that possible? What time is it now? His company is not a state-owned enterprise, it is a private enterprise. If you want to resign, just resign. Is it possible that he will force you to stay? I don't have such a thing.
I’ve heard of it. Of course, you are very good and he will probably keep you. Talents are rare. But in the end, it’s not up to you to decide whether to stay or not?”
She was silent, as if hesitating about something. I couldn't say anything else, because I had already said everything I needed to say, "Let's eat, the dishes are cold."
She smiled at me and then put down her chopsticks, "I'm done eating."
I looked at her in surprise, "What? You think these dishes are not to your liking? How about ordering a few more dishes?"
She shook her head, "I have a stomachache today."
To be continued...