Chapter 5

It was Shangguan Qin's rhetorical question that aroused my suspicion. [`Novel`] You know, I have never thought about such a possibility, because I have always believed that Lin Yi would not be that kind of person.

If it is really what I imagined, then the world I once lived in will be another reality, and all the good things I once imagined will no longer exist.

This is by no means a moral issue. I will not think too much about this aspect. I am not qualified to think about it because I myself am a person who has been very confused in this aspect. However, this involves their purpose and motivation.

Because if the suspicion that suddenly appeared in me at this moment is true, it can only mean: I

I am a very sad person, because in their eyes, I am just an object that can be used, and I am even a person who is very looked down upon in their eyes. Just imagine: if Shangguan Qin was once Lin Yi's woman, and now Lin Yi

But Yi tried every means to give her to me as my wife. Who can accept such a thing?

Wu Yaru is different, she is the woman who was abandoned by him. Moreover, the matter between me and her has no direct relationship with Lin Yi. Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 5

When men think about problems, they don’t think too much about the results. Instead, they pay more attention to cause and effect and what others think of themselves. In a man’s heart, nothing is more important than his own self-esteem. This is true of Kang Demao,

Me too, but I don't take it too seriously like he does.

Shangguanqin was asking me just now: "Brother Feng, what do you mean by this?"

Her question came so suddenly and was so exciting. I think this can only mean that she is guilty because I didn't mean what she imagined.

I said calmly: "I don't mean anything. I just want to express my true thoughts."

She became very angry, but she didn't say anything more. Instead, she poured down a few glasses of wine and drank it. Then she came and said to me, and strangely, her expression changed.

Calm down, "I didn't expect you to think like that. Brother Feng, you can doubt me, but you shouldn't

I doubt our chairman. He is your father-in-law, and he has always been very good to you. Yes, you are right. At first, I was not willing to marry you, but then I thought about it again, chairman

He is a great benefactor to me and our family. Since he needs me to be with you, then I should have no reason to refuse. A

Isn't that what happens in life? I am a woman and I have to find a man to get married and have children. And later I found out that you are not as bad as I once thought. You have a good heart, especially towards women, and are very gentle.

, very considerate, but just too philanthropic. But I believe I can control you in the future.

.I thought again, isn't a person's marriage just a gamble? If the bet is right, you will be happy for a lifetime. If the bet is wrong, you can start over again. It's not a big deal. Brother Feng, I didn't want to tell you this at first, but you just

I actually suspected that, so I have to tell you my true thoughts."

I didn't look at her, I just lowered my head and ate food and drank in silence.

She continued: "Originally, I wanted our relationship to be slower and more romantic. It would be better not to reveal certain things. This will be good for us in the future. When two people live together, in fact, we just need to know many things well.

, there’s no need to tell everything, right? I

I think I'm pretty good in all aspects, and I should have no problem matching you. Right? Brother Feng, whether you believe it or not, these are my truest thoughts anyway. But you don't have to agree to our matter, but

You must never doubt the love and care our chairman has for you."

To be honest, her words made me feel touched, because I thought her words were very true. However, the shadow that suddenly rose in my heart just now has taken root in my mind for some reason.

As soon as I got to the root, I felt a lingering feeling. I said: "

I have no doubt. You said it yourself. What I want to say is not what you just imagined. In fact, what I want to say is similar to what you just said, because I don’t think we need to blame you for him.

Marry me out of gratitude. At least I don’t want that.”

She looked at me, "Actually, you still don't completely believe what I said in your heart, do you?"

I was silent, and then said after a while: "Shangguan, my attitude has been very clear. You are right, it is not that you are not worthy of me, but that I am not worthy of you. Moreover, I have always felt that you and I should

We are good friends, so I sincerely hope that you will

I can be happy in my life. Also, I have already told Uncle Lin about my idea, so you don’t need to worry about anything. Don’t worry, he won’t blame you at all. Shangguan, let’s not talk about this matter.

Thank you very much for coming to spend the Spring Festival with me."

She was stunned, and then smiled bitterly after a while and said: "Well, I know what you are thinking. But do you know? It is not so easy for a woman to express her love to a man. I didn't expect that

And I was rejected by you. I am so embarrassed."

I immediately breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, "Shangguan, I still say what I said, we are friends, so I hope our friendship can last forever. And because we are friends, I don't want to harm you."

She looked at me, "Brother Feng, do you really think so?"

I smiled and said, "Why did I lie to you? That's really what I thought."

She looked a little moved, "Brother Feng, what if, I'm talking about what if. What if one day you find out that I have deceived you or even caused you harm, what will you do?"

I was stunned immediately. I have studied psychology, so I know very well in my heart: Generally speaking, people who speak like this have often done that kind of thing, or are about to do it, so they will do it.

I felt uneasy, so I washed it so that I could get the other person’s understanding in advance.

So, I immediately became nervous, "Shangguan, it depends on what it is. But I don't understand. Aren't we very good friends? Why would you do something like that to me? So I don't believe it."

She had a strange look on her face, "Didn't I say that? I said what if."

I shook my head, "I don't believe you would do something like that to me. Even if you did, I think it would be for your reasons. But I probably won't be able to forgive you, because I can't imagine what kind of

Reasons can make you hurt me." Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 5

In fact, she should know that my words are a warning to her.

She suddenly asked me: "Brother Feng, did your previous wife hurt you? Did your previous wife cheat on you?"

I didn't understand why she asked me such a question, because the question made me feel too baffled. I thought about it and said, "At least Chen Yuan doesn't seem to have it."

She immediately smiled slightly, "In other words, Zhao Menglei has deceived you before, right?"

I immediately felt a heartache, "But she never hurt her. On the contrary, I hurt her, and I also hurt Chen Yuan. Because I often cheated on them and was unfaithful to them."

She immediately apologized and said to me: "I'm sorry, Brother Feng, I shouldn't ask you this question. But I still want to know one thing: If this is the case, do you think they will hate you?"

I shook my head, "I don't know, I don't know... I don't think they will, right? Because they all love me. Unfortunately, I am too... Oh! I won't say it anymore, we

Please don’t talk about this matter, okay?”

But she continued: "Brother Feng, can I understand this? As long as two people get married, they will tolerate each other under normal circumstances, unless they encounter a problem of principle. And the biggest problem of principle between husband and wife should be

It's infidelity. Am I right? Brother Feng, I'm sorry, I know that such a topic makes you feel uncomfortable, but I have never been married, so I really want to know what marriage is all about."

I sighed: "Maybe, what you said is right."

She was looking at me, and then she laughed, "I understand. Come on, Brother Feng, let me toast you. Can we talk about some fun things from now on?"

We drank it, and then I smiled bitterly and said: "The fun things you deliberately say are no longer fun. But you can talk about it first, I like to hear it."

She smiled and said: "Let me tell you a story. This story was told by the chairman during a meeting in the company: There was a little bird that flew to the south to spend the winter. It was too cold. It froze and fell to the ground.

In the field. While it was lying there, a cow came over and pooped on it. The frozen bird lay in the dung and began to feel the warmth. The cow dung did warm it up.

.It lay in the warm cow dung, very happy, and began to sing. A passing cat heard the bird's call and rushed over to see what was going on. Following the sound, it discovered the bird under the cow dung, and

He quickly pulled it out and ate it. After he finished telling the story, he asked us: What can you learn from this story? Brother Feng, tell me, tell me what you learned?"

I smiled bitterly and said, "I'm the worst at thinking about such problems. Just tell me."

She smiled and said: "Anyway, we had everything we said at the time. Later, the chairman concluded that this story can tell us a few things: first, not everyone who poops on you is your enemy; second,

Not everyone who drags you out of the dung heap is your friend; thirdly, when you are deep in the dung heap, it is best to keep your mouth shut. Haha! Fun, right?"

I laughed immediately and seemed to feel much better, "Uncle Lin is actually a very wise man. I am not surprised at all that he can tell such a story."

She came to drink with me again and asked me with a smile: "You are right. Do you still want to hear it?"

I said, "Okay. This is a good story."

So she told me another story, "There were three people who were going to be imprisoned for three years. The warden gave each of them a request. Americans loved smoking cigars and asked for three boxes of cigars. The French were the most romantic and asked for one.

Accompanied by a beautiful woman. The Jew said he wanted a phone to communicate with the outside world. Three years later, the first person to rush out was an American, with cigars in his mouth and nostrils, and shouted: "Give me a fire."

,Give

I'm angry!" It turned out that he forgot to be angry. The Frenchman came out next. He was holding a child in his hand, and the beautiful woman was holding a child in her hand, and she was pregnant with the third one. Finally

The Jew came out. He held the warden's hand tightly and said: In the past three years, I have been in contact with the outside world every day. Not only has my business not stopped, but it has increased several times. To express my gratitude, I will give you a Rauschley.

Si!"

I thought this story was very interesting, so I asked her, "So, what does this story mean?"

She didn't laugh anymore, but came to drink with me, "Brother Feng, I'll tell you after we drink this glass of wine."

I smiled and said, "You, what are you talking about? Come on, let's drink. But Shangguan, we have to drink less today. I'm already a little drunk now."

She smiled and said: "It's Chinese New Year, can't you drink more? Brother Feng, are you out of wine?" Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 5

I laughed "haha", "At least we can't finish the wine here tonight."

She smiled, "That's great. Come, let's drink! Brother Feng, I'm so happy today because I don't feel so lonely anymore."

I sighed and said, "Yeah, two people drink to feel better."

After we drank the wine, she said: "Brother Feng, the moral of the story just now is: what kind of choices determine what kind of life. Today's life is determined by our choices three years ago, and our choices today will

Determine our life in three years. So, today I decided on something, hoping that it will allow me to live a brand new life in the future."

I suddenly became very curious, "Oh? Can you tell me? What have you decided?"

She didn't answer me, but picked up the wine bottle and shook it, "Brother Feng, there's no more wine. Please go get another bottle."

I didn't move, but looked at her, "Shangguan, stop drinking. Let's talk for a while, or go watch the Spring Festival Gala."
To be continued...