Chapter 36

After returning home, I still felt that the feeling I had in that hotel was real, but I kept paying attention to the cars behind me on the road, but I didn't find anyone following me. (Text only)

After I drove the car into the community, I parked it in a secluded place for a while, but no vehicle entered immediately. After waiting for about ten minutes, it was still the same, and then I drove the car back home.

But I still feel that my feeling is correct. When I was in that seafood restaurant today, when Tang Zi just arrived and she looked at me with her eyes, I felt it immediately.

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But when I was lying on the bed, I suddenly felt that I might be nervous.

Today, Tang Zi and I had sex three times in a short period of time, which made my physical strength and body feel a little overwhelmed, and I also felt the symptoms of kidney deficiency that night: more dreams and frequent nocturia.

When I woke up the next morning, I still felt a little sore in my waist, so I immediately took a lot of kidney-tonifying Chinese patent medicine.

To be honest, it was only then that I felt that the madness with Tang Zi last night was a little boring. In fact, I also know why - because my relationship with her is not deep, and last night was just because we hadn't been together for a long time.

It's because of this together that I'm so crazy. That's all.

Ruan Jie came to my office when I went to work the next day. She came to report the progress of the project to me. Of course, the project progressed very smoothly and everything was proceeding according to the procedures we expected. Her report was routine.

That's all.

But just when she was reporting to me, Tang Zi called, "Feng Xiao, why did you run away alone last night?"

I hurriedly said: "I'm in a meeting, we'll talk about it later."

Then I immediately hung up the phone. Only then did I realize that Ruan Jie was looking at me strangely.

I pretended not to see the strange look in her eyes and said, "Go on."

But she smiled and said, "Have I already finished the report?"

I nodded, "Oh, so be it."

She looked at my hesitant expression, so I ignored her and picked up a document to review because I didn't want her to interfere with my personal affairs.

I thought she was a smart woman and would be able to understand what I meant immediately and leave immediately, but not only did she not move, but she also said to me immediately, "Feng, Feng Xiao..."

..”

I was shocked because she called my name, which meant that what she was going to talk to me about was a private matter. Now I couldn't ignore her anymore, so I immediately said to her: "Tell me, what's the matter?"

"

She looked at me and said softly: "Actually, you shouldn't let me take care of this project."

I was very surprised, "Why? Aren't you taking good care of yourself?"

She said: "Secretary Luo has invited me out for dinner several times recently, but I have always refused."

I immediately understood, "Why did you refuse? They invited you to dinner, maybe there was some official business, isn't it wrong for you to refuse them like this?"

She looked at me with sadness in her eyes, "Are you really that relieved about me?" Medical Path: Obstetrics and Gynecology 36

I didn't expect that she would say such a sentence in front of me. At the same time, I suddenly understood the meaning of her words. I said: "You can make up your own mind about some things. After all, you are no longer a little girl."

Okay. But I think you shouldn’t refuse if he invites you to dinner. Isn’t he just inviting you to dinner?

What if he really wants to talk to you about work or other important things? Or maybe he wants to give you some kind of opportunity? Of course, it may be what you worry about. After all, he is a married man. But you have the right to refuse.

Huh? It’s not a good idea to reject it directly when you don’t know anything about it, right?”

She said with a sad expression: "I have experienced so many things, and now I don't want to get into that kind of thing anymore. I just want to live a good life with my children, and don't want to do those disgusting things anymore. Now

My child is still young and she doesn’t understand the things I did before, but I

I don’t want my children to know that their mother is such a woman when they grow up. In fact, now I should be satisfied with everything about myself. As for the future, let it take its course. So, I am afraid of encountering something like that again, because

I am a woman, and sometimes I can’t stand your men’s sweet words.”

I immediately understood: she was afraid. To be precise, she was afraid of her own restraint. I think she is stronger than me at this point, because I am always afraid of such things, but I touch them again and again, and then

sink.

But I still think her way of handling it is not good. After all, she doesn’t know the other party’s intentions at the moment, and such a direct rejection is likely to cause unnecessary trouble for herself. I said: “Ruan Jie, what do you mean?

I understand, but I think you should promise it once

, at least you have to find out the situation before talking. Secretary Kang is a person of status, he can't force you, right? If he does that, wouldn't he be destroying his future? From what I know about him, I found that he is a troublemaker

A steady person who can keep calm at all times, so I believe he won’t treat you badly

Did you do something extraordinary? And I also believe that you must have used appropriate reasons to reject him before this, so I believe that you will find a reasonable explanation for your previous rejection. Ruan Jie, it seems that you

I don’t understand us men yet. As men, if we are rejected by a woman,

On the one hand, it will make a man angry, because it will make a man feel that his self-esteem has been hurt. On the other hand, it will further arouse the possessive desire in the man's heart. So, I think your best way is to first

You should understand the other party’s intentions and then deal with them flexibly.”

She looked at me in astonishment, "Are all of you men possessive of women? It would be terrible if that were the case."

I laughed "haha", "To be precise, men have an uncontrollable desire to possess beautiful women. This is determined by men's animal attributes. Men have a tireless pursuit of women, and this pursuit lasts until death.

Reluctant to give up, but in addition to pursuing women, men are also interested in money

They have a huge desire for power. These are the same as the purpose of pursuing women, which is to spread their own genes and prevent the spread of other people's genes. The same is true for some men. But sometimes they don't just want to possess them just to spread their genes.

Women, sometimes they do it to satisfy some desire

.And this kind of desire has two aspects. On the one hand, it is the need to satisfy the desire, and on the other hand, it is to prevent others from satisfying the desire. The desire I am talking about is not just physical, but also psychological and spiritual.

On. For example, the desire to succeed or make achievements in a certain aspect, or to

Fame, or profit, etc., through these desires to reflect one's own value, etc., these are psychological or spiritual desires. In a sense, these desires do need to be satisfied, otherwise, they will

Think: What is the meaning of life? And blocking the satisfaction of other people’s desires is not just

It is an obstacle understood in a narrow sense. People always mention the word competition. Men’s character and the responsibilities given to them by society make them have to participate in competition. Only competition can gain more survival advantages and reflect greater

value of life. And this kind of competition, in a sense

, is to defeat the other party or block the other party's success, that is to say to prevent the other party's desire from being satisfied. For example, two people compete for a business transaction, and the successful party hopes to obtain the transaction and the benefits generated by the transaction.

Satisfaction, the losing party's desire to obtain the transaction

However, it cannot be satisfied, that is to say, the satisfaction of desires of the losing party is blocked by the successful party. In the Peking Opera "The Meeting of Heroes", Zhou Yu sang a song: A real man lives in the world to gain fame, and to gain fame is to comfort his life.

.To comfort my life, I will get drunk, and I will get drunk and chant wildly. This shows that men are passionate about fame.

They believe that only by achieving success and fame will they feel that life has value and will be intoxicated with the enjoyment of life. In their minds, only successful men are qualified to be proud and have the ability to obtain more genes.

And better communication channels, occupy more women.{Free novel

｝Success only refers to a man who has a lot of power or earns a lot of money. A man who has no money or power, no matter how capable he is, cannot be considered successful. As for the so-called fame, it refers to the ability to bring others success.

In the name of actual benefits, it is related to profit. Otherwise, no matter how talented a man is, if he cannot obtain profit, he is nothing. Haha! This problem cannot be explained in one or two sentences. However,

What I said is absolutely true.”

She looked at me, "Why are you telling me this?"

I couldn't laugh or cry, "Weren't you asking me just now? I'm just saying this by the way. Ruan Jie, you are a beautiful woman, so it is natural for you to be pursued by men. But you have to make your own conscious choice. Ruan Jie

Jie, I am very pleased after hearing what you said before, because you realize the dangers that a beautiful woman may suffer.

Ruan Jie, let me tell you the truth, only true love between a man and a woman can be maintained for a long time. Otherwise, a man's pursuit of you can only be limited to possessiveness. This is certainly a problem for men.

It's a physical and psychological satisfaction, but what about women? That's a tragedy, so I hope you can take advantage of it."

She asked me: "What about you? Do you have feelings for me or are you just possessive?"

I didn't expect her to ask me such a direct question. Maybe it's because we have reached that stage? I replied: "Ruan Jie, it seems that I am not actively pursuing you between us, right?"

She nodded, "That means I am possessive of you, but I have certain feelings for you, really. Then can you agree to be friends with me? Feng Xiao, I can give up my current position for you.

, you can also go to work anywhere else. Are you willing?"

Only then did I realize that I had been deceived by her. It turned out that the purpose of what she had said to me so much before was just this last sentence. I immediately shook my head and said: "Ruan Jie, I'm sorry. I told you before,

I won't get married again unless I meet a woman I really like

.I have been married twice. Nowadays, things like marriage can be said to be very talkative. So, you'd better find a man who really likes you and you really like him. Your conditions

So good, this won’t be a problem for you.”

Her expression suddenly turned gloomy, "Forget it, it seems that I have too much expectations. In the final analysis, I am a miserable woman. Now single men like you look down on me, but I have become one of those married men who try to possess me."

It’s so pathetic when I think about it.”

Her words made me feel very guilty, and I said to her gently: "Ruan Jie, don't say that. In fact, the final decision-making power on such matters still lies in your own hands. I hope you will never give up on yourself, for the sake of

You should reorganize your new family for yourself and for your children. What you said earlier is right. For a woman, family is the most important thing, and other things should take their own course.

good."

She looked at me and said, "Forget it. I don't ask to marry you. Now that I'm single, there shouldn't be any problem if we interact, right? You know, I am a woman who lacks sex, and I also hope that you can give me a

Chance, what if we are together more often and you will have true feelings for me? Of course, I know it is probably because I am tired. But I have to try to find out? Feng Xiao, are you willing to give me this chance? I

I like that you can give me such an opportunity, after all, you also need sex."

I suddenly thought of the good things she had given me, and I immediately felt hesitant in my heart. However, I still felt that this was not good. After all, we were from the same company. I said: "Ruan Jie, what happened at home recently?"
To be continued...