Although Nangong Qingyin had heard from her grandfather that Emperor Ye had lived a very hard life before, she had never expected that it would be so miserable.

Thinking of the fact that when Emperor Ye was a child, he led another old man, and the two walked in tattered clothes on the streets and alleys, in order to survive, from north to south, Nangong Qingyin felt a burst of pain in his heart.

"What about it later?"

Sobbing and wiping tears, Nangong Qingyin continued to ask with a crying voice.

"Later? After the beggar grandpa died, I was discovered by the old man on the side of the road and approached the orphanage. A few years later, the old man asked me if I wanted to be a killer. I agreed, and then I was sent to the killer training camp, trained for three years, and then became a killer." Special Teacher 517

"A three-year training career, three-year dark life, and every day I live in fear because you don't know that you can see the sunshine of tomorrow. In the training camp, everyone is your enemy, no friends, no partners."

"Everyone is doing something numbly."

"What?" Nangong Qingyin asked curiously.

"kill!"

Emperor Ye said lightly with a wry smile on his face.

Nangong Qingyin's face changed drastically when he heard Emperor Ye's words. Her big eyes looked at Emperor Ye with a faint look in front of her without a glance.

She was not afraid of Emperor Ye’s murder, but how did her lover survive the life of her?

Seeing Nangong Qingyin's face beside him, Ye Huang squeezed out a smile on his face, and he said with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"Killing someone is just a slightest way to say it's easy, but it actually tests a person's character and perseverance the most."

"The first time I killed someone, I didn't dare to sleep for two days and two nights, because when you close your eyes, you will see the eyes staring at you by the person you killed, which makes you feel chilling."

"Because you are always afraid that one day you will be killed like them."

"Life in such a panic, killing the second person, killing the third person, and finally killing yourself to the point of being numb. When you adapt to this kind of life, everything becomes ordinary, as if you live a normal life."

"But those demon instructors won't make you feel so good. When you just get used to this rhythm, you want to kill people again. This time the person you want to kill is the people around you, the upper and lower bunks, the left and right bunks, the best friends you think are, and the closest people you are closest to."

"The killer is indifferent and ruthless. Just imagine that even the person closest to him can take action without mercy. What else do you think the killer can be afraid of?"

After saying this, Emperor Ye’s eyes became darker. Although it had been a long time, everything that happened at that time was still vivid in my mind.

The only thing that made Emperor Ye happy was that he did not have a friend in the killer training camp, so he did not feel guilty when he started. This is also the reason why he was finally chosen by the old man to become a disciple.

The first thing to learn to be the king of killers is ruthlessness. At that time, Ye Huang, who had no worries and indifference to life, did it.

Looking back on the past, he didn't know whether he should be glad that he was a helpless orphan.

"Everyone has a devil in his heart. When you release the devil in your heart, you are fearless. The killer is the most perfect group that releases the devil. Therefore, under normal circumstances, the killer is cruel and ruthless and can attack the target without hesitation, whether he is an adult, a child, an elderly or a baby." Special Teacher 517

"Because the devil is perfectly released, the random killer is not afraid of moral condemnation, and he will not believe that ghosts and gods seek life."

"Do you think it's incredible? But these are facts, facts I have experienced personally, so many times I can maintain my usual indifference when facing many things."

After glanced at Nangong Qingyin who was already stunned, Emperor Ye sighed.

"Grandpa told me that you had a hard life before, but I didn't expect you to experience so much suffering." Nangong Qingyin continued sobbing.

"Is it because of my sister that you changed your indifferent attitude?"

Nangong Qingyin knew that if he was as he said, he was not what he is now. Perhaps it was the appearance of his sister that made Ye Huang regain his warmth and began to change his personality.

"It's almost the same. I met your sister in Yucheng. This is why I will come back here after your sister dies."

"Sister is also in Yucheng? Why don't grandpa and the others know?"

When he heard Emperor Ye’s words, Nangong Qingyin asked in a slight change in surprise.

"Then I don't know. You may not be able to discover some things under your nose. Maybe this is fate."

"After meeting your sister, I often come to Yucheng to see her. In the end, she promised me to leave Yucheng with me, but I didn't expect that my decision would eventually hurt her."

"After I brought your sister to Paris, the two lived together. That period was probably the happiest time for me and her. After a while, your sister became pregnant. Because I was afraid that your sister would worry, I decided to retire and stop killing, but she didn't wait in the end."

"During a conflict, your sister was dragged in. When I came back, your sister was already dying."

When he said this, Ye Huang's eyes were filled with tears, tears flashing, and his fists were clenched tightly.

"I can't blame you for this, I just blame those evil people for being too hateful. My sister has a spirit in heaven and he won't blame you."

Pulling the sleeve of Emperor Ye, Nangong Qingyin was already crying at this moment, comforting Emperor Ye while crying.

"I know, but I can't forgive myself. Because of your sister's affairs, I almost went crazy and killed all the people in the original organization and left Europe seriously injured."

"For more than a year, I was healing my wounds while looking for any situations about the murderer of your sister. Unfortunately, I gained a little, so I had to return to Yucheng in the end. Actually, you probably know what happened later. I became a teacher and knew you."

"Later, I learned about my life experience. At the beginning, I was more extreme than you and chose not to accept it, but I slowly saw it."

"I have lost twenty years, no relatives, no friends, or even the only lover. Today, twenty years later, I don't want to lose more because of my stubbornness."

"Actually, I know very well that in the first twenty-five years, I missed my parents and relatives all the time. It was just that I closed all this with a kind of coldness at that time, and now I don't need it anymore."

"While you use intense words to stimulate the people who care about you, you are actually stinging yourself." Special Teacher 517
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