position, do you know how unwilling my heart is?"

"Every time I think of the way you were about to jump after her, my heart aches. But I have no other choice but to stay by your side, support you, comfort you, help you regain your sight, and detoxify."

There is no other way."

"If you want to go to Yin Qishan to find her, I will accompany you. Now that I think about it, if I had stopped you when we set out, or if I had not listened to your advice and pretended to be stunned when those bandits wanted to rob us, then now

Everything may be different, right?"

"Mu Wanru returned to China, and the emperor granted me a marriage. You accepted the marriage... Until the wedding night, I didn't feel any crisis. But then I saw you becoming more and more concerned about Mu Wanru, and her various behaviors

It also makes me more and more uneasy.”

"But at that time, I kept comforting myself that the person you liked was Hu Ling'er, and now you are just using Mu Wanru. But... later I discovered that these self-consolations of mine were actually just deceiving myself."

"You really fell in love with her. When you kept saying that Hu Ling'er was the only one in your heart and you couldn't accept me, you fell in love with another woman."

"So, I'm not reconciled, I hate it, that's why I want to get rid of her, but I don't want to..."

Speaking of this, Sang Rong suddenly laughed, but the smile was full of self-deprecation and bitterness, "I didn't expect this person to be Hu Ling'er. So, from beginning to end, I have always lost to her."
Chapter completed!