Second update, please pink

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"...Ayou!" Seeing her face turned pale, Chen Zhongqing was so scared that he hurriedly hugged her tightly, "I want to vomit again?"

These days, Zhen Shiniang occasionally gets sick and will vomit so much that she will be dizzy.

"It's okay..." Zhen Shiniang lay softly on him, "I can't have blood transfusions anymore." This should be a blood transfusion reaction, right?

Since last winter, she was tired and fainted after a major thoracic bleeding operation with Lu Jun. Jiang Heng and Chu Yufu were in his heart and gave her a blood infusion and woke up quickly. After that, she lost several more times and started losing her hair. ,Vomit.

Chen Zhongqing's expression, who had always hoped to survive by blood transfusion, suddenly became dimmed.

Zhen Shiniang just did nothing.

"The colorful silk is quite beautiful." She raised her hand to show him the colorful threads on her wrist. "I have a bad memory, don't forget to take it off for me then?" She said with a pun.

I don’t know if she can wait for the first rain after the Dragon Boat Festival. Then he must not forget to pick it off. It is said that the dead will drag the living people away with a thread.

"Well..." Chen Zhongqing hugged her stubbornly, "I will remind you when it rains, and you will cut it yourself." He will take it away together with her bad luck.

After washing up, Chen Zhongqing fed her food and took medicine. Jian Wu and Jian Wen had already dressed up and surrounded her.

There was a dragon boat race in Lin Town today. The children in the village ran away early in the morning. Seeing that Jian Wu and Jian Wen were not worried, Chen Zhongqing asked Ji Huaifeng to take them to see. Both of them were thinking about their mother and refused to go alone.

Zhen Shiniang felt lazy and didn't want to move, but when she saw Jian Wu and Jian Wen looked out the window with all her longing eyes, she ordered Ji Huaifeng to prepare the carriage.

"Can you... work?" Chen Zhongqing hesitated a little.

Her body is not at all fun.

"The road is not far, it's okay to go by carriage..." Zhen Shiniang said and patted Jian Wu and Jian Wen's little face, "We'll go now, it's just right to watch the game**!"

Jian Wu and Jian Wen rushed to the ground one by one.

Seeing his son's happy appearance, Chen Zhongqing sighed secretly.

She doesn't want her children to be unhappy at all.

In the end, my body was not good. After watching it for less than two quarters of an hour, Zhen Shiniang couldn't stand the thunderous drum beat and the warm cheering sound in her ears. Seeing that her face turned pale, Chen Zhongqing quietly told Ji Huaifeng and others to watch it. After taking Jian Wu and Jian Wen, she was taken into the carriage and returned to Qingping Courtyard.

In the evening, Jian Wu and Jian Wen started talking with a gaze as soon as they came back.

Zhen Shiniang sat next to Shen Zhongqing with a smile and listened carefully.

Feeling a little sleepy, she gently leaned her head against Shen Zhongqing's shoulder.

"...Mom is asleep again." Jian Wen's expression suddenly dimmed.

As he was talking, Jian Wu's voice stopped abruptly, his big black eyes blinked. A layer of mist appeared in an instant.

"Don't cry..." Chen Zhongqing gently hugged Zhen Shiniang in his arms, "...wake up your mother carefully."

Jian Wen and Jian Wu stared at each other and forced her tears back, got up and tiptoed to lay the bedding.

Seeing his father taking off his mother's coat and covering her quilt, Jian Wu and Jian Wen surrounded him and sat by the kang with him watching his mother's peaceful sleeping appearance.

Seeing that she was uncomfortable, Chen Zhongqing carefully took off the hat from Zhen Shiniang's head.

Looking at her mother's sparse hair and thin cheeks, Jian Wu and Jian Wen's gloomy eyes were misty. Her tender little face, which looked like Chen Zhongqing, had a hint of vicissitudes too early...

Suddenly, Zhen Shiniang looked at Chengchen, whose head was covered with a layer of light from the stars outside the window. After a long time, she remembered that she fell asleep while listening to Jian Wu and Jian Wen's talk about the grand occasion of dragon boat racing during the day... She is really It's getting less and less trouble.

Youyou sighed and saw that Chen Zhongqing was exposed, so he leaned over and rubbed it. He wanted to pull the quilt and cover it with him.

She was afraid of the cold, and she subconsciously felt that others were also afraid of the cold.

After rubbing for a long time, he touched a hard object beside the mattress, and Zhen Shiniang stopped there.

What's this?

Looking back at Chen Zhongqing's breathing evenly, Zhen Shiniang sat up quietly, and with the half-closed curtains shining in the Xiwei Starlight, she looked carefully and found that it was a rectangular small wooden box.

After covering Chen Zhongqing with a quilt, Zhen Shiniang tiptoed over him and held the box over, and opened it gently.

Zhen Shiniang was stunned.

A piece of black lacquered cloud dragon pattern carved wooden box, one foot long and half foot long, was folded in a colorful half-box of paper cranes of all sizes, from big and ugly to small and exquisite… and they were flirting with each one, Zhen Shiniang's fingers Slightly trembling.

so much?

Could it be that he also wants to fold a thousand paper cranes for her?

That day she told the children that story to encourage Zheng Yuxun to get out of the psychological shadow as soon as possible. This is just a word to encourage the children, so why did he believe it?

Is this necessarily what Jian Wu and Jianwen told him?

Sakiko, a girl born in Hiroshima, suffered from the sequelae of war since she was a child, "septicemia". When she was seriously ill, her mother taught her to pray for blessings by origami cranes, and told her that when she broke out the 1,000 paper cranes, her illness would be It will be fine... that day, she did not tell the children the end of the story.

In fact, the ending of the story was that when the girl failed to wait for a thousand, she died when she was 664th.

If she went there without waiting for a thousand, what would he do?

How could he live if she dies?

Looking at Chen Zhongqing's handsome face quietly, Zhen Shiniang felt a biting pain.

This person... this person who is willing to exchange for love with her for a lifetime is how can she bear to die?

But, with such fate, what can she do?!

I remember reading a story in my previous life. The hero traveled thousands of years to pursue his wife. A thousand years of waiting, a thousand years of darkness, a thousand years of boundless days without beginning or end. He just waited for it and searched...

I really want to see that she can return to her hometown after her death, leading him to return to his previous life and renew his previous relationship.

But how could they?

Even if she could, how could she bear to wait for thousands of years in the boundless darkness without hope, and endure thousands of years of loneliness!

Touching the silver hair that had been scattered all over the bed, Zhen Shiniang suddenly burst into tears. She turned around and covered her mouth tightly with the quilt...

The crescent moon passes through the dark clouds and climbs up the high starry sky, sprinkling a room full of silver light, sad and cold.

Listening to the sound of breathing in my ears gradually became even, Chen Zhongqing opened his eyes.

Sit up slowly, he stared at Zhen Shiniang who was still crying in her sleep, slowly stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears from her cheek bit by bit.

He has always been afraid of her crying the most.

I've never been reluctant to let her cry.

But now, he could only watch her crying but could not comfort her

She had that heart-wrenching pain, and he had it too.

It turns out that the most painful thing in the world is not that you know you are about to die. Instead, you are watching your lover withering and haggard little by little, but you are living well.

I clearly hold your hand, but I can't grow old with you. I can't watch you cry, but I can't do anything. What kind of sadness is that?

If possible, he would rather not live in the next life than live in the next life. He just wanted to stay with her until old age in this life!

If possible, he would rather Zhen Shiniang never love him!

Without love, there is no pain.

At least, in the face of death, she would not be as heartbroken as he, would not be as helpless as him, would not cry alone in the middle of the night... I remembered that year. Zhen Shiniang told her that she had two years left The calmness and calmness of life. The clouds and the wind are light, and the bells and chimes are suffocating.

He suddenly turned around, opened the wooden box with trembling hands, pulled out the colored paper from the bottom, and folded his hands tremblingly...

The sun shines on the quilt through the window lattice, warm and Zhen Shiniang opens her eyes.

"Awaken?" Chen Zhongqing sat cross-legged by the kang and looked at her and smiled.

"It feels so good to see you every day when you open your eyes." Zhen Shiniang crawled onto him.

He had to go to court before dawn, but when she opened her eyes, she had half an empty bed.

"Are you so nostalgic for me?" Chen Zhongqing laughed, pulling the quilt and wrapping her in his arms.

"...Isn't it okay?" Zhen Shiniang glared.

"Do you hate me going to court?" Chen Zhongqing asked drowningly.

"Well..." Zhen Shiniang nodded seriously, "It's very annoying." She drilled into his arms like a child, found a comfortable position, and continued to close her eyes.

Chen Zhongqing patted her ass, "Get up quickly, have a meal."

"I don't want to get up."

"The sun shines on your butt..."

"Please help me dress"

Chen Zhongqing smiled, "Why are you becoming more and more like a child?"

He complained and reached out to pull the clothes.

"Who told you to spoil me?" Zhen Shiniang buried her face in Shen Zhongqing's arms and rubbed her face, closing her eyes and refused to wear clothes.

Is this up to him?

Looking at Zhen Shiniang who was unable to get up in her arms like a child, Chen Zhongqing couldn't laugh or cry.

His eyebrows fell out, and Zhen Shiniang was not proficient in combing the hair girl Hong. She didn't want Xi Magpie Dongju and others to see Zhen Shiniang's appearance, so Chen Zhongqing personally helped her wash her face and draw her eyebrows.
To be continued...